i have always liked you

Xu Ci and I had no class on Thursday afternoon, but Lin Xi did, so she went back after admonishing me. Before she left, she threatened me viciously that if I went to the hospital again, she would really not come.

I said: okay, okay, I won't come, I won't come.

I was discharged from the hospital around five o'clock. I didn't like the smell in the hospital, so I left as soon as possible.

Xu Ci couldn't persuade me, so he took my medicine and got into the taxi with me.

Teacher Xiao, as a counselor, came soon after I fainted and took charge of everything for me. Teacher Xiao said no need to thank her, she is the contemporary Lei Feng.

I'm good

Xu Ci held my hand all the way. She was very tired these two days. During the short 20 minutes in the car, she closed her eyes and fell asleep leaning on my shoulder.

After returning to the dormitory, I separated from Xu Ci. I quickly washed my hair and took a shower, and the discomfort on my body gradually disappeared.

There is an exam in the evening, but Teacher Xiao said that I don't need to go, and I don't need to go tomorrow morning. Let me rest well first, and I agree.

I'm lazy, so I don't take the test if I don't take the test. Anyway, this is not included in the normal score.

Wei Xiaoxiao didn't come back, Li Songning and Deng Qi were in the dormitory, one asked me if I wanted to eat and the other asked me if I wanted to rest, I couldn't laugh or cry.

I smiled and said, "Aren't you going to take the exam?"

It was already 06:30, and the two of them realized that they should let me have a good rest and went to the classroom.

I drank some hot water and climbed into bed again.

It’s good that the cold didn’t come so quickly. Now I’m tired and have no energy, and my eyelids are heavy. In less than 3 minutes, I fell asleep again.

When I woke up, the lights in the dormitory were brightly lit. I thought it was already Friday, so I opened the bed curtain to see that Li Songning was watching a drama, afraid that I would wear earphones.

I withdrew my hand and turned on my phone. It turned out that it was only past ten o'clock, and the lights in the dormitory usually don't turn off until 11:30. I only slept for more than three hours.

I'm still bored, but my condition is much better than in the afternoon, my nasal congestion is still going on, and my throat is still smoking.

I got off the ladder and sat on the chair. When Li Songning heard the sound, he took off his earphones and turned around: "Xiaoyu, you're awake."

I nodded my head in reply, my throat was dry and itchy now, and I picked up the glass to get some water.

I felt better after drinking water, and I asked, "Where's Deng Qi?"

Li Songning: "I went to sleep, I'll be back later."

I drank water slowly, Li Songning asked me: "Xiaoyu, are you hungry? We bought bread, biscuits and milk."

I nodded and I said, "Thank you, I have it here."

Li Songning said: "Okay, then you should hurry up and eat some."

I said yes.

Then I took the biscuits and milk I bought before going upstairs in the afternoon to fill my stomach. I have no appetite, and I don’t feel superfluous after eating these things.

I didn't turn on my phone to check the news until I was half full.

In QQ, there are a few messages, from Aite from Xiaoqun, and from Zhou Ting.

I looked at the news in the group, Aite and I always asked me how I was doing now, I said I was fine, and went back to click on Zhou Ting's post.

Zhou Ting asked me if I was better, and asked if I would go to the exam tomorrow morning.

I replied to her: It's much better, don't go.

Zhou Ting replied in seconds: cool

I:......

I clicked on WeChat again, and there were more messages than QQ.

The family group is very quiet, I thought about it, and sent a message: I will be back the day after tomorrow.

The day after tomorrow, Saturday, there will be a three-day holiday for the Ching Ming Festival.

Lin Xi still sent me a joke, I smiled and replied to her.

Finally, I clicked on Xu Ci, which was posted in different time periods.

Xu Ci: No one answered when I knocked on the door, I think you must have fallen asleep, then I will go to the exam first

Xu Ci: I just finished the Kidd exam, and I got caught in the exam

Xu Ci: Are you awake?

Xu Ci: Then I will continue to take the next exam. Writing is so annoying, I can’t write.

Xu Ci: When I came to your dormitory, Li Songning said you were still sleeping, so I came back first

Xu Ci: If you wake up, give me a message back

I'm typing: wake up

My life is monotonous and boring. There are only a few people I can talk to, and I can count them on one hand, but she is not. Thinking of this, I feel a little sad.

She is always by my side when I am sick, and I have delayed many things for her, such as studying and preparing for the foreign language singer competition.

I turned off the phone screen, I need to manage and control my hypocritical emotions.

Xu Ci...she has someone she likes, so at the moment I just realized that I like her today, I was both happy and sad.

I am a girl, so the initiative she showed to me is because she wants to be friends with me, but what should I do?It seems that since I realized that I like her, I really like her more and more.

I will think of when she reached out to me, when she hugged me and cried, and when she ate with me and went to class with me.

So much, so much, I only found out in retrospect that most of my life now has something to do with her, and before I knew it, she had already occupied a very important position.

I feel that my habit of thinking about things can't be corrected. At this moment, I am physically and mentally weak.

And Jiang Yixian, how is the situation with her now?Xu Ci never mentioned these things to me, so I said I didn't know when Zhang Xiaoai asked.

I know my face must be ugly now, Lin Xi has been saying that I'm not enlightened, now it's all right, I finally have someone I like, but she won't be with me.

Eh?Isn't it controlling emotions?Why do I think more and more.

I propped my chin with my hand, closed my eyes, I'd better not think about it, the more I think about it, the more I feel stuck.

Heart block, I have been heart block many times before, all because of Xu Ci.

The phone vibrated twice, I put away my thoughts and opened it.

Xu Ci: Eat something when you wake up

Me: ok

Xu Ci: Do you go home for three days during the Ching Ming Festival?

I want

Xu Ci: Are you unhappy?

I don't

Xu Ci: you have

Xu Ci: I'm coming

When she said "you have", I can imagine her frowning slightly.

Well, I'm just not happy.

She has someone she likes, and I'm not happy.

I'm not happy when someone chases her.

Anyway, all kinds of unhappiness.

My head is dizzy, can't it be that the condition is getting worse?I patted my forehead.

There was a knock on the door, Li Songning took the initiative to open the door, Xu Ci greeted her and walked towards me.

I looked at her, and all the unhappiness seemed to disappear in an instant.

She is standing and I am sitting.

I smiled and said, "Look, I don't." I also grinned, since Lin Xi was right when I got closer to her, I really didn't feel paralyzed.

Xu Ci stared at me, I was a little guilty, I wanted to look away but didn't dare, a few seconds later, she said: "The matter of the house is slowing down."

I'm good."

She said: "You haven't recovered from your cold yet. After returning home from vacation, you should take good care of your illness. We'll get it done when we go back to school."

I'm good."

What else can I do but promise her?

But now I'm a little afraid of being alone with her, although I don't know if other people have the same reaction as me when they like someone, including anticipation and happiness, but also fear and sadness.

What are you afraid of?I don't know, maybe the more we get along, the deeper I fall, and then I can't extricate myself. I have a good understanding of this now, although I didn't realize until noon that I had always liked her, or, from the very beginning. It was a good impression, and I liked it later?

Sometimes I feel that I am stupid and can't think clearly.

Xu Ci asked me with concern: "Does your throat still hurt?"

I nodded lightly: "A little bit."

"Then stop talking," she said.

I'm good."

She chuckled, and I could see her gentle eyes from my angle. She smiled and said, "Huh? Then you're still talking."

Me: "Then I won't talk about it."

...I realized I was stupid after I finished speaking.

Sure enough, the corners of her mouth curved again: "Smile, I'm afraid you are not a fool."

The line was familiar, she had said it to me before.

I shook my head in protest.

Then she stretched out her hand, fixed my shaking head just now, leaned over slightly, gently caressed my cheek with her soft fingertips, her smiling eyes seemed to be full of stars, and she said: "Xiaoxiao, are you really happy?" So cute hahaha."

It seemed to me that she was coaxing a child, but it gave me great pleasure.

I snorted lightly, okay, I am cute Benai.

The author has something to say:

Li Songning: Who am I?where am iWhy don't I go to bed with Deng Qi?

Xu Ci: From this angle again, I want to kiss

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