i have always liked you

I seem to be dreaming. In the dream, there is a little girl sitting in the corner of the bed with a doll in her arms. When someone comes back, she draws the curtains in the room and turns off the lights. She waits from sunrise to sunset until the room is completely dark. The night merged into one, and she finally knew that she was moving. The little girl put down the doll, went to turn on the light in the bedroom, and found that there were all kinds of monsters and ghosts in the room. ...

I finally woke up and opened my eyes.

What caught my eye was Lin Xi's face, her face was full of worry: "Xiaoyu, you finally woke up, I'll call the doctor."

The sudden bright light made me uncomfortable, and I closed my eyes again, waiting for the doctor to arrive, and also dispelling the fear of the nightmare just now.

After a while, the doctor came to examine me, explained my condition, and left.

I just asked aloud: "Where is this?" After I finished speaking, I realized that my voice was hoarse, dry, and painful. I coughed twice, but there was no other feeling except pain.

Lin Xi said "Ouch": "Don't talk! What are you talking about like this! Do you want to drink water?"

I nodded, and slowly opened my eyes again, slowly getting used to the light in the room, only to realize that I was lying on the hospital bed, wearing a hospital gown, in a room with two beds, and there was no one in the next bed.

My throat was so dry that I couldn't speak. I still had a lot of questions to ask. Lin Xi brought the water and put it on the side cabinet, and then slowly helped me to sit up. Give me water and say, "Be careful, you."

I nodded, took a sip to moisturize my throat, and found that the pain was still there, so I continued to drink, and it took me a while to feel better.

I folded my hands, looked around and asked, "Why did I come to the hospital? What time is it?" My voice was still a little hoarse, but I felt better than before.

Lin Xi put the water glass aside, pulled a chair and sat down, and then she said, "It's noon on Thursday, and you've been in a coma for a day and a half." Then she said about my situation, "You fainted and had a high fever on Tuesday night."

Me: "That's it..."

Lin Xi got a little angry: "I said Ke Xiaoyu, can you take good care of yourself? You sent yourself to the hospital again, is this the first time you know it yourself?" Although she was in the hospital, her voice was not loud, but she also Enough to scare me.

Every time I go to the hospital, Lin Xi will lose her temper. It's nothing more than that I didn't take good care of myself. I know that as my best friend, she has always been worried about me.

I lowered my head and looked at my fingers, feeling a little wronged: "I can't think of it..." Unexpectedly, I had a high fever again.

Lin Xi was about to cry suddenly, her eyes were already red, she pulled a piece of toilet paper and blew her nose, then said in a crying voice: "Damn it scared me to death, don't talk to me next time if you do this again, okay! Who wants to see your ugly face lying on the hospital bed!" Although he said so, he still cared unabashedly.

I smiled and quickly promised that I would never do it again.

Suddenly I remembered something, and I asked her: "What day did you just say it was today?"

Lin Xi looked at me inexplicably: "Are you sick and lost your memory? I just said that it's Thursday."

"Smile, I'll clean it up tomorrow afternoon~"

"Well, I didn't forget."

I rubbed my forehead, it's already Thursday, yesterday I was supposed to clean up the room, but I ended up in the ward, and didn't I see Xu Ci before I fell into a coma?How is she now?

I looked at Lin Xi: "Where is Xu Ci?"

Lin Xi got up again to fetch water for me, and said, "Goddess, I'm resting." She walked towards me, "I've been guarding you since you entered the hospital, and never left. I finally persuaded her Go get some sleep."

I took the water and took another sip, as long as she is resting.

But it is obvious that Lin Xi will not let me go.

"Xiaoyu, you are really amazing. I have been here for more than a semester, and this is the first time I saw an ambulance come in."

Me: "..." If there is a pit in the ground, I will jump into it without hesitation.

"My roommate came back from watching, and said that it seemed that a girl from the German department had fainted, and then I thought badly, could it be you, and sure enough, you didn't answer the call, and I called the goddess, but there was no answer." Someone picked it up, and asked someone for your counselor's number, but fortunately she was there and said you were here."

Me: "I'm sorry." Then put the water glass aside.

Lin Xi raised her eyebrows: "Who are you sorry for?" Before I could answer, she said slightly angrily, "Ke Xiaoyu, the one you are most sorry for is yourself. What have you done to yourself? How did you promise me before?"

I lowered my head even lower.

How can I guarantee it?I said, I must be healthy.

Lin Xi fanned himself on the face, then exhaled, as if he was very angry.

I rubbed the quilt: "I'm hungry." I didn't have dinner before I fell into a coma, but now after such a long time, I'm really hungry.

Lin Xi was taken aback for a moment, then softened his voice and said, "I can only drink porridge."

I nodded hurriedly, how dare I say anything else, although I have nothing to eat.

Lin Xi stood up and said, "Then wait a while, and I'll go buy it for you. Oh, by the way, there are toiletries for you in the bathroom."

I said yes, although Lin Xi is sometimes careless, but most of the time she is a delicate person, and I feel that she is always taking care of me, which makes me feel a little guilty.

I lifted the quilt, got out of bed, and went to the bathroom.

Then just laying back on the bed, the door was pushed open, and I thought, so fast?

But it was Xu Ci who came in, her complexion was not very good, her usually fair and clean face looked a little weak at the moment, and her lips were not as rosy as before.

I know it's all because of me, which makes me even more ashamed, as if I like to drag others down.

The same goes for Lin Xi, since he became my friend, he always seems to be dragged down by me.

I blinked my eyes, and the soreness gradually disappeared.

Xu Ci sat beside my bed without saying a word, his eyes looked at me quietly.

I sat up and leaned against the pillow, trying to break the silence, I rolled my eyes and said, "Well... I'm fine..."

As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Ci leaned over and hugged me.

I was stunned, and slowly reached out and hugged her back.

Xu Ci grabbed the hem of my clothes and buried his head in the hollow of my shoulder. The hospital gown was tight, but not long after, a small corner was soaked by tears.

I moved my hand up, pressed her head, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, Ci Bao..." I put my chin on her shoulder, "I couldn't clean up the room as expected... "

She raised her head slowly, and her long eyelashes were wet again. It felt like it had been a long time since I saw her cry last time. She was still the same, even with the red tip of her nose and the tears on her face, she was still as beautiful as ever.

She looked at me and called my name: "Ke Xiaoyu."

I smiled: "Huh?"

She said, "You don't apologize."

"I should say I'm sorry," she said.

I bit my lip and shook my head: "Don't apologize, it's all my fault."

She shed tears one by two: "If I were with you, wouldn't you faint and appear here?"

I said helplessly, "Oh, don't cry." I wiped away her tears with a piece of paper, "It happens when I have a high fever, so don't worry."

"Then get better soon." She choked up, "We still have time to clean up the room."

I threw the paper into the trash can: "Okay, it will be fine soon."

Then she remembered that she was afraid of pressing me, so she stood up a little embarrassedly, sat down on the chair next to her, took my hand and squeezed it gently, while looking at me.

It was a bit quiet, and after a few seconds, I asked her: "Aren't you busy? You have so many things to do..." Did my tone carry a bit of resentment...?

Xu Ci lowered his eyes and sniffed: "I've already asked for leave, it's okay." She said, "It's not important to you."

Zhou Ting said that Xu Ci is good to everyone but keeps a distance from everyone, so the current situation makes me feel very lucky. From the beginning to now, she took the initiative to find me, and it seems that the relationship is getting better and better now , Does that mean she didn't keep any distance from me?So I'm not her best friend anymore.

Ah... my best friend, I coughed lightly and lowered my head slightly, I know I'm afraid to see her now, I'm a little guilty.

Before I fainted, did my selfish questions already give me any answers?

Alas, I couldn't help but sigh inwardly, sighing for my hypocritical appearance.

She kept pinching my hand, and I moved it slightly, in return for her to smile.

This smile made me feel my heart beat faster again, well, I compromise.

The answer is that I like her.

The author has something to say:

Two crying bags? ? ? ?

OK, fine, let's move on to the next

You tangled my tangled stage

I'm really not good at describing in my heart.

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There are also some small bugs in front of me, I will fix them