Xiaobai Deformation Meter

Xu Bai originally planned to leave, but after hearing these words, he raised his head in doubt, his eyes were full of confusion.

"I still love you?" She felt that there must be something wrong with her ears, or else Meimei had gone crazy.

Liang Haimei stared at her without saying a word, she just put her hand on her shoulder.

Xu Bai dodged subconsciously, she looked down at her clothes, wondering if it was because she was wearing Liang Haimei's old clothes that Liang Haimei had such crazy thoughts.

"What are you hiding?" Liang Haimei threw a cigarette at her, "It's not like I haven't touched it before, I know you still love me, although with your character, you would rather suffocate to death than admit it."

Xu Bai thought to myself, where does this person's self-confidence come from?She thought it was funny, so she actually laughed.

"Hahahaha." After laughing, she changed into a poker face in seconds, and made a disgusted expression towards Liang Haimei.

"Just laugh, a little girl like Shen Yi is just for fun." Liang Haimei puffed out smoke rings, "She is young, you are different, Xiaobai, you can't afford to play anymore."

Xu Bai also vomited a smoke ring, and deliberately followed Liang Haimei and said, "It's not certain who is playing. I'm so black-bellied, and it's not like you don't know it. When the time comes, she will leave as soon as she wants."

No matter how loud the argument was, she wanted to hear what Liang Haimei's "high opinion" was.

"Don't you like her very much?"

"Contradictory?" Xu Bai played with the cigarette with his fingers, squinting at Liang Haimei, "It's my business that I like her, and it's her business if she wants to go."

"Xiaobai, you are not like this." Liang Haimei was saying to her, "You have never looked at feelings like this, but now...you look very indifferent."

"It turns out that Xu Bai is dead and will never come back." She said angrily, "I have already died of heartbreak for you..."

Xu Bai suddenly remembered the incident of running alone to the river that night—the second after Yong'er's protective bracelet fell into the river, she was reborn.

Liang Haimei's words brought her back to reality: "You should really look at your expression now, you still have feelings for me, otherwise you wouldn't be so excited."

Xu Bai tilted his head, she didn't want to play the piano to the cow anymore, and sent the Buddha to the west, so she simply walked towards the gate of the community first.

"You started growing your hair?"

Liang Haimei followed her and talked a lot behind her. The more Xu Bai listened to it, the more annoying he became, and he still had to wonder if it was all true.

"I broke up with you, do you think I'm fine? I can only rely on my parents now. My mother said that as long as I wear women's clothing, she will buy me expensive clothes. She also said that I am not gay at all." Liang Haimei's voice was a little trembling, "When I went to class, I heard the teacher telling jokes about lesbians as soon as I entered the door, and I came out at that time."

"You didn't just find out about these things today." Xu Bai stared blankly at Meimei, "So you have to compromise, right?"

"I always have to take into account my mother's feelings. I turned against her for you. Now that you don't want me, I can only compromise her!"

"I can't afford you." Xu Bai didn't say any more, and continued to walk forward.

From Liang Haimei's point of view, it seems that this is all her fault - she gave up everything for her, and then was ruthlessly abandoned, so that now she can only become a straight girl, whether it is true or false, anyway, she is a Lala's negative teaching material, the kind that adults love to say-it will not end well!

Xu Bai insisted that it was because of the problem of the two people's relationship itself, which had nothing to do with the same sex and the opposite sex, and she would never take the blame for this blame!

Even if you die, you won't carry it back!

"I advise you not to be a T, P is better, at least people won't suspect that you are a lesbian just by looking at your outfit." Liang Haimei walked swaggeringly, "Without you on this road, I really don't have confidence Let's go on. Although you hate our past, the few friends I met after returning home are very envious of our life, being able to do what we want with the people we like. "

When Xu Bai heard this, she exploded, and she said angrily, "Envy? It won't hurt your back to talk while standing up, then let them try it!"

"You don't understand how realistic the outside world is!"

"That's why I have to leave you to understand!" Xu Bai's chest heaved, "Whether there is you or Shen Yi, even if everyone tells me that this road is difficult, I can't go against my heart. I've been on the road since the day I was born!"

The two stood in the shade and looked at each other.

Liang Haimei shook her head: "Xiaobai, you have never been a T before, you just find it fun and fresh."

"Yeah, I think it's quite funny. I've been abused since I knew I was a lesbian. It's so fucking fresh!"

Xu Bai turned around and walked towards the bus stop. She knew that Liang Haimei didn't drive today.

Liang Haimei said harshly behind her: "Don't dream, with Shen Yi's grades, she can't pass the exam, and you will break up after she passes the college entrance examination!"

Xu Bai didn't move, Meimei stabbed her vitals again, and the blood flowed profusely.

"You actually cursed me?"

Liang Haimei came to her side, shrugged her shoulders, and said in an understatement tone: "Up to two years, you just wait, maybe you can't last for two years, your real problems are no less than ours."

Xu Bai still didn't move. She was in pain not because of Shen Yi, but because she loved Liang Haimei so much before, but Liang Haimei hurt her so badly that she couldn't even get up. She twisted the facts for a day, but at the last moment curse her...

She could even hear her heart screaming, and she looked at Liang Haimei as if she were looking at a stranger—the plum she had loved so much.

From the encounter at the "Shuzhimei" hot pot restaurant, Meimei gradually became her belief. She enshrined this flower like a god, but it ended like this.

Two people hurt each other, making people look like humans and ghosts, and ghosts will bite ghosts in hell!

"Let's go, I think you're disgusting, really." Xu Bai smoked and had a splitting headache, and leaned against the flower bed next to the station.

Liang Haimei jokingly said: "Shen Yi didn't know that you slept with me later, did you? You kept saying that you already liked her at that time, but you still slept with me, do you think she would bear it?"

Xu Bai remembered what Liang Haimei said was the last time they had sex in the small black room, and then threw that long ghost away.

"So what..." She just yelled, and pulled her hair again in pain, "Don't you just want me to tell her, I will tell her, tell her all the bad things I did, you are satisfied right?"

She didn't want to count how many sinkholes Liang Haimei had dug for her, she just wanted the person in front of her to disappear as soon as possible.But she could still hear that Liang Haimei was very uncertain. After all, Shen Yi could accept that she was a woman, and Liang Haimei didn't know about the long explanation and the subsequent relationship.

"Xiaobai, do you still remember that lucky bamboo?" Liang Haimei seemed to think of something, and changed the subject, "I want to apologize to you about this."

"No need." She didn't even want to ask.

"I also wondered at the time, why my mother told me to put the lucky bamboo in the living room, so I couldn't raise it to death." Liang Haimei continued to talk to herself, "She said she went to the temple and asked the old monk how to let me go home , That old monk came up with such an idea."

"Oh?"

Liang Haimei suddenly said excitedly again: "Don't blame my mother, she is just too helpless."

Xu Bai looked at the ground coldly. She remembered the past when her father threw Liang Haimei's clothes in a rage. At that time, her mood was the same as Meimei's now, but Liang Haimei still blamed her father, not only blamed her, but also dragged her to escape together. .

The more he thought about it, the more Xu Bai felt that he was extremely hateful!How could she fall in love with a scheming bitch?so stupid...

"I don't want to see you again..."

"We are still friends, Xiaobai, you can come to me if you have any difficulties in the future, and I will help if I can."

"You never figured out the situation..."

"You can handle things with Shen Yi yourself. It's really difficult for you to be together. Why does she like you because you treat her well?" Liang Haimei patted her pants and stood up from her side. If you pay for her unilaterally, you will get tired if you pay for a long time. When I look at you, it's like seeing my original self."

"I'm different from you!"

A black light flashed in Xu Bai's eyes, she was indeed as prone to rage now as Liang Haimei, and she tried her best to restrain this emotion.

Liang Haimei didn't seem to want to argue anymore, she showed her dimples, and put her hands on top of her head.

For the last time, caressing the black hair...

Xu Bai wanted to cry, but couldn't cry. She even tried to recall how Lele was lying on the ground, but she still couldn't cry.She just felt the force on her head in a daze, as if something was slowly pouring into her body, it was her destiny that she couldn't escape.

Liang Haimei withdrew her hand, turned and walked towards the station.

"Don't send me off, you can go back and contact me later if you have anything to do."

Xu Bai didn't get up, even if she knew that this was the last time they met in this life - Lele, who connected the two people, was dead, compared to Totoro in Liang Haimei's heart, she would try her best to take care of Totoro Well, there is no need to contact me again.

She stared at Liang Haimei's back and asked, "What did you do to Duan Ran?"

"Oh, she..." Liang Haimei stopped and tilted her head, "She always thought I was you, and then we all disappeared."

"You didn't tell her the truth?"

Liang Haimei waved her hand and strode forward, "Leave her alone, let her guess."

Xu Bai sat on the spot with her back hunched like a cat. She watched Liang Haimei's figure fade away, feeling the time flow quietly.

10 years...

She seemed to be back on the tenth floor again, turned into Xiao Baibai, opened the door and walked into her bedroom, and looked up to see Xiao Meimei lying on the window with "SOS" written on it asking for help...

Xiao Meimei found her, turned around and jumped off the desk, hugged her tightly in her arms, and she hugged Xiao Meimei back, crying that she tried her best but couldn't save her...

Xiao Meimei hugged her tighter and tighter, until she was about to suffocate. She pushed away the astonished Xiao Meimei, left the bedroom expressionlessly, walked out of the room, and walked down the stairs step by step...

Every year, she went down one floor, and 10 years later, she finally walked downstairs and became what she is now.

Turning around and looking at the window, Xiao Meimei was no longer by the window, but the sky behind the eaves was still shrouded in layers of thick black fog, which could not dissipate...

Xu Bai withdrew his gaze and walked towards home with relaxed steps, but his heart was extremely heavy.

Shen Yi has been waiting for her to go home, and she told Yi Yi the meeting, including her mood.

[It's okay, Abai, we won't see her in the future, if it wasn't for Lele, you wouldn't be looking for her either. ]

Xu Bai hugged the quilt, trying hard to give himself some warmth, but Shen Yi did it easily.

[Wife, I can only let go. Only in this way can I save her and myself. ]

Shen Yi returned faster than usual: [I know Ah Bai is soft-hearted, and I don't want her to be hurt, so I indulge her to hurt you again and again. She really shouldn't, don't think about her, she doesn't deserve Ah Bai's kindness to her . ]

Xu Baihong looked at the dark clouds, but there was no rain.

She really wanted to be drenched in a heavy rain, to erase all the traces Liang Haimei brought her...

"This is the last thing I will do for her, and that is to leave her..." Xu Bai turned on the penguin phone, and said softly to Shen Yi, "She has never failed since she was a child. Things stumbled. From the day I met her, I knew that she was a perfectionist. She would not allow herself to make mistakes in anything. Maybe she could only think about things if she was shattered once. As for whether she can figure it out, it depends on She herself."

Shen Yi echoed her in her ear: "Okay...but can she understand Ah Bai's gentleness?"

Xu Bai smiled helplessly, and said wearily: "Of course she won't understand. If she understood, she wouldn't hurt me."