Rebirth of the Lost Me

"Little Li, if you want to go out, come and find Uncle, don't run around!"

"Oh."

After Zhang Rin cleaned up the kitchen, he explained to the child like this. The child didn't raise his head. He is really a good student. He was reading a book not long after eating, and he was reading Journey to the West. Of course it is not a boring thick book, but a series of thin comic books. The child has read two volumes before, and now he is reading the third volume vigorously. No wonder Zhang Rin called him Time didn't look up.

Yang Qing was still looking outside, the wind outside seemed to be strong, and the osmanthus tree outside had fallen a lot of small flowers into his balcony, which seemed to be covered with a thin layer, Yang Qing felt a little moved, so he went to ask The child borrowed his small broom and shovel. The small broom and shovel are required by the child's school. They are about [-] centimeters long and wide, and they are used to sweep the small area near the seats in the classroom.

After borrowing something, Yang Qing came back and put away all the sweet-scented osmanthus flowers on the balcony, and then found a milk bottle to put those small flowers into the bottle. When they are dry, they are not as strong as the flowers when they are on the tree. There is only a faint fragrance, which makes people feel very comfortable.

Yang Qing put the milk bottle on the table, and nestled in his hanging chair. At this time, Zhang Rin walked in. Yang Qing may also realize that his mood is always out of control when facing Zhang Rin recently, let alone Seeing him, he thought that he might look at him less, and the complicated emotions would disappear.

Just at this time, Yang Qing's mobile phone on the bed rang. It was the ringtone of a text message. Zhang Rin was stunned for a moment, and walked over to hand the mobile phone to Yang Qing. The person named "Gao Chongyao" sent it, and Zhang Rin knew very well that this person was not among Yang Qing's classmates. He remembered seeing the spots on Yang Qing's back last night, and he always felt that it was related to this person named "Gao Chongyao". "Yao" people can't get rid of the relationship, so he is more determined to have a good talk with Yang Qing.

"I'm sorry, I had something to do last night. I'll treat you to dinner next time. By the way, you left something with me. I'll bring it to you next time."

Yang Qing took a deep look at Zhang Rin, his heart beat inexplicably faster at this glance, as if something had changed since the day he saw his tears.

Yang Qing looked down at the text message again, and thought for a long time before replying.

"Then wait until you are free and call me then."

Yang Qing put the phone upside down next to his leg, but couldn't help but look up at Zhang Rin. Zhang Rin is undoubtedly very good-looking, especially in the past two years, he may be studying, working, and running around at home. In the past, when he was thinner, his face became more three-dimensional and more handsome. Yang Qing had no chance to see Zhang Rin like this in his last life, which made him even more puzzled, why he just changed his core in this life , Zhang Rin was devoted to him.

"What's your business?"

For the first time, Zhang Rin boldly sat next to Yang Qing. The hanging chair was very big. Even with a layer of cushions now, it was still big enough to accommodate them. To Zhang Rin's surprise, Yang Qing only glanced at him and didn't care. Tell him to go away and embarrass him, at this time Zhang Rin really thinks he is crazy, otherwise why don't you get used to it.

"It's nothing, I just want to talk to you, but I don't know where to start."

"Then come to me after you organize your language."

"Just let me continue to be by your side! OK?"

"Aren't you here?"

"I mean from now on, always, only me! Okay?"

Yang Qing really felt baffled, he had the idea of ​​leaving Zhang Rin, but he hadn't revealed it yet, why did Zhang Rin say these things in advance?If he agrees today, will he not be able to get rid of it in the future?Yang Qing was a little tangled, and since what happened that night, it seemed like he really couldn't say no.

"Yang Qing, why don't you want to live with me? I really like you so much that I have lost myself. Although we have lived together for the past two years, you have never opened your heart to me. I don't like you at all. I don't even know what you are thinking, what you need, Yang Qing, tell me what you are thinking, okay? Except for letting me leave you, I will find a way to do it, Yang Qing , I beg you."

The wind was blowing outside, and Yang Qing's body was a little chilled, but Yang Qing could clearly feel his heart beating. After being reborn for such a long time, Yang Qing never knew that Zhang Rin's love words would make people feel uncomfortable. People are so happy, obviously he didn't say any explicit words.

"I know you're not happy with me."

Yang Qing looked at Zhang Rin with a bit of a bitter smile. He tried to see some flinching from Zhang Rin's eyes. As long as there was even a little flinching, he could persuade himself to reject Zhang Rin, but it didn't seem to be. At this moment, Yang Qing Knowing that Zhang Rin loves him, he loves him even more in his imagination.

"I was afraid that you would be unhappy, and I followed you every time. In fact, I was afraid that you would separate from me. I am very happy when I am with you, even if I just look at you, we don't say anything, and I am very satisfied. Yang Qing, I also admit that I like your other personality. He is gentler and more understanding than you. Being with him does not feel oppressive, but that does not affect my liking for you. Do you believe me when I say that, you guys? Both are separate people to me, and neither could do without you."

"Leave me alone for a while, and close the door when you go out."

In the end, Yang Qing still didn't respond to Zhang Rin. Zhang Rin just went out after kissing him on the mouth. At this time, he was the only one left in the room. Hearing Zhang Rin's words, Yang Qing couldn't have reacted at all. No, the heartbeat is even faster now, he was thinking silently, Zhang Rin's face matched with what he said, the lethality is really great!

Yang Qing admitted that he was tempted, but after Zhang Rin wanted it, he didn't dare to let it out easily.He still has a cigarette scar from more than two years ago on his leg. How can he bear it again when he reminded him that giving others a chance easily would sink him completely?