Rebirth of the Lost Me

Facts have proved that it seems that Yang Qing's family really lacks him alone. Originally, Yang Qing was embarrassed to hang out with Zhang Linsi because he didn't go home for the New Year, but now, there are only his father and his mother. Called to ask, and the total conversation did not exceed 5 minutes. It was the first time he received this kind of treatment, and he couldn't remember calling his grandparents to ask. He completely forgot that the old man was illiterate, so he could only wait for them call him.

Yang Qing remembered that he was only 12 years old during the last Chinese New Year. Although he was the oldest child in the family and there were many younger brothers, he was the most favored one in the family. Everyone gave him gifts and asked him about his grades, but This year, he can only be in this strange city with Zhang Rin. The New Year's Eve dinner is deserted, and the Spring Festival Gala is peaceful and quiet. Even the fireworks can only be watched from the window. This year has no sense of the year at all.

Since Yang Qing's parents divorced, Yang Qing has never seen his mother again, so he was so at a loss when he met him suddenly.

The woman seemed to be having a hard time walking. He strode up to the boy in front of him. The boy seemed to be complaining about something. He looked eleven or twelve years old, and he was carrying a big schoolbag. It was heavy at first glance, as if a woman did it. What made him very unhappy, he didn't give the woman any good looks, and he strode deliberately, the high heels worn by the woman were at least eight centimeters, but even so, he looked about the same height as a boy Well, when the woman saw the older child walking away, she couldn't take care of it anymore. She probably felt that her feet were too uncomfortable, so she could only watch him go.

When Yang Qing saw them, he froze, and then he watched the woman walk in front of him, but the boy in front looked back, Yang Qing didn't know whether he was looking at him or his mother, But he thought, maybe his brother looks like that?

After all, Zhang Rin found a job. It was a tutoring job. The student was a senior high school girl. The girl’s home was near his school. Zhang Rin needed to go there for two hours a day, but with the delay on the road, it would take three hours anyway. Yes, one hundred per hour. If there are no special circumstances, the tutoring time is from [-]:[-] to [-]:[-] in the evening. Zhang Lin went to meet the girl’s parents. Follow Zhang Rin, of course Zhang Rin would not let him wait outside the community alone, so he took him to a coffee shop and asked him to read while waiting, and then the time passed quickly, Yang Qing saw that it was almost time , I just came out, but I didn't expect to see his mother so unexpectedly.

The year has not passed yet, but many parents are already making arrangements for their children to learn. They are afraid that if they don’t attend a cram school, their children will be worse than others’ after a winter vacation. The place has never been felt before, and Yang Qing doesn't understand it either.

Yang Qing watched them walk away. The woman finally entered the community taught by Zhang Lin. The houses in this community should be quite expensive. It seems that his mother's life should be pretty good. Thinking of this, Yang Qing felt a little relieved , and then walked to the side of the flower bed and sat down.

The winter in Nanjing seems to be much colder than that in Sichuan. As a native of Sichuan, he has only seen snow here except in [-]. He still remembers that he was fascinated by reading in the library, but he did not He found that it was snowing, and the heating in the library was sufficient, but it was not cold. When Zhang Rin came to look for him, he realized that it was snowing outside. That day, he raised his hand to catch the snowflakes. At the beginning, the snowflakes fell on his hands and melted. It was only after his hands were frozen that he could look at the snowflakes carefully, and for the first time he knew that the snowflakes were really the crystals shown in the picture.

Yang Qing raised his hand, the snowflakes fell lightly on his palm, it was snowing again.

Yang Qing was temporarily deaf. At this moment, he seemed to be able to only see the fluttering snowflakes. The world seemed to be unable to tolerate any other sounds. Passers-by looked at him like a fool, but Yang Qing didn't care, or Didn't see it at all.

In the past six months, Yang Qing has gradually become numb to his mother's expectations. The shortest is a week, and the longest is a month. The content of the call is like a routine. No matter how much expectation he has in his heart He was gradually worn away, but seeing her so unprepared, he still couldn't calm down.

"Didn't I tell you to wait inside, why did you come out? Is it frozen?"

Yang Qing was pulled back by this voice, he looked at the man striding towards him, and silently put his frozen hands in his pockets, as if he was afraid that he would blame him.

"Sorry, the child's mother is back, and I talked to her a few words, and I won't let you wait so long next time."

"Zhang Rin, I'm hungry, I want to eat grilled fish, the one in Qixia District."

"It's too late. It's almost ten o'clock. Let's go there and it's almost eleven o'clock. Is that restaurant still open? How about changing something and eating grilled fish tomorrow?"

"I'm just kidding, what time is it, why are you eating grilled fish?"

Yang Qing was still sitting on the edge of the flower bed, he looked up at Zhang Rin, Zhang Rin was against the light, he could only see a silhouette, very handsome, he knew this face was handsome, he thought he could be liked by such a person Very happy, just a moment ago he had the idea of ​​having a crazy meal, but Zhang Rin was there, and he didn't want Zhang Rin to see him at all. He didn't know why, but suddenly a picture appeared in his mind. In the picture, it was a man who had the same face as him but was much more mature. He was guarding by the refrigerator and eating crazily, and then ran to the bathroom to vomit again and again, unable to stop.

"Then buy a dumpling on the way later?"

"Okay, I want a big portion, let's eat together."

"Okay, let's eat together. You, you eat so little every time. You say you eat together. Which time is it not my leftover?"

"What's the matter? Are you still not happy?"

"Who is not happy? What's wrong with me just saying a few words? Now I'm not allowed to speak? Yang Qing, I found that you have changed a lot recently. Ever since I told you about the two of us and my family knew about it, you It's changed, do you think that I have no one but you, and you become unscrupulous? Hehe, it's true, I still can't leave you. "

The sudden love words made Yang Qing suddenly blush, but most of his face was buried in the scarf, Zhang Rin couldn't see it at all, Zhang Rin didn't know how much security his words gave him that day, a person willing to give up for him All the men, how could he not open his heart.

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I don't want to update it, and I have saved a lot of manuscripts, but I just don't bother to update it.