Rebirth of the Lost Me

Most colleges and universities start in September. Nanjing is still hot in September, but after this period of time, the weather will suddenly cool down. Anyway, it has been hot these days.

As early as more than half a month ago, Yang Qing came to Nanjing. As the ancient capital of the Six Dynasties, Nanjing has a particularly large number of foreign population, and the corresponding housing is tight. He and Zhang Lin stayed in the hotel for several days before finding a suitable room. Of course, this apartment is very close to Yang Qing's school, and it only takes about 10 minutes to walk, but it is far away from Zhang Rin's school. It's far away, but Zhang Rin immediately decided to rent here after looking at the house. He felt that it didn't matter if he was far away, just not to make Yang Qing inconvenient.

The rented suite has three bedrooms and one living room. The owner has just renovated it and has all the facilities. Moreover, the location is good. The subway is just outside the door, and the supermarket is just a few steps away. Everything is convenient, so the price will naturally not be cheap. The homeowner did not accept Zhang Rin's price cut, and he would not do anything less than [-] yuan a month. Anyway, even if they didn't rent it, he would not worry about not being able to rent out the house.

Yang Qing lives in one of the three rooms, Zhang Rin lives in one, and the remaining one is vacant there.Zhang Rin went to help Yang Qing clean up the room first, and after Yang Qing had been served, he started to pack his things. He didn’t bring much, just a few changes of clothes and a few pairs of shoes. That's enough, his father is absolutely not stingy with his expenses. Others say that the poor raise children and the rich raise daughters, but he is the only one in his family. How could his father let him have no money to spend?But even so, after paying half a year's rent and a deposit today, besides the tuition fee, he didn't have much money left. It's okay to barely support himself, but if he wants to give Yang Qing a comfortable life, he has nothing left. That little money is definitely not enough.

Yang Qing slept on the newly made bed with peace of mind. The sheets and quilts were just bought, and Zhang Rin made them up for him as soon as Zhang Rin came back. In the past month, Yang Qing did not refuse Zhang Rin to stay by his side, but he also made it clear that But it is impossible for him to like him, so even if he continued to sink, Yang Qing didn't blame himself at all, at least he showed it like this.

However, Zhang Rin's cooking skills are really not as good as Wang Yi's. Yang Qingqing will not touch the food he made unless he is so hungry and eats something he made. , but enjoy the process.

Now Zhang Rin won't touch him, and won't let him go out to find someone. Second, Yang Qing is also tired and doesn't want to find someone every day, so there are fewer ways to vent his emotions. After all, he will be more clear-headed when he is hungry.

Zhang Lin imitated the method of making beer duck on TV, and poured a large bottle of beer into it. The color was good, but the taste was always bad. When Yang Qing woke up naturally, he put all the dishes in the microwave and turned them around. Serve.They ate at the new home on the first day, and they would live here for four years if nothing happened. Zhang Rin cherished everything here, and even washed the knife and put it back immediately after use.

Yang Qing picked up a piece of duck meat, and before he put it in his mouth, he smelled a strange smell. Then he took a small bite, put the meat down, and scooped up the porridge bit by bit with a spoon.He really knew that sentence in his mind shouldn't appear, it was the sentence, "What the hell!" But Zhang Lin worked hard to cook for him, but he had this kind of thinking, which is really bad.

"Not to your liking? I'll keep trying!"

"You don't need to do this for me."

"I voluntarily, Yang Qing, and I am very happy now."

Yang Qing glanced at him, then lowered his head to drink the porridge again, he and Wang Yi had been together for so long, Wang Yi had really whetted his appetite, at least what Zhang Rin made was much better than what he made, but he ate It's hard to swallow, probably this is the reason why Wang Yi is so sure that he can't leave him, he really hit the mark, his life without him is really difficult.

Why did you think of Wang Yi again?Yang Qing lowered his head, Zhang Rin couldn't see his expression clearly, he never knew that loving someone could make him like this, he regretted it, he shouldn't have let that person into his life, then he It's fine now, so this time, no matter how many things Zhang Rin does that move him and make people like him, he will never like people again. It is enough to have such an unforgettable love in his life.

"Are you going to visit the school before school starts? There are still more than half a month left before school, are you just so bored at home?"

The current mobile phone was bought by Yang Qing again. The previous mobile phone was lost in a hotel in Chongqing. He completely lost contact with Wang Yi. It turns out that the relationship between them is so weak. After losing a mobile phone, they can no longer contact each other. .

"Yang Qing?"

Maybe it's that Zhang Rin is not important, or maybe it's because he wants to make Zhang Rin feel bad. Yang Qingzheng felt that thinking about Wang Yi's bad mood and hearing Zhang Rin's voice made him feel bad. As soon as the spoon was lost, he went back to the room without looking at Zhang Rin again.

After a month of recuperation, the scars on Yang Qing's legs had completely scabbed and fell off automatically, but the scars existed after all, and they couldn't recover in a short time. He was wearing a pair of loose shorts at home, and just sat on the bed. The injury on his leg was exposed, and he felt very uncomfortable.

Thinking of the soft knock on the door, Yang Qing glanced in that direction and didn't say anything. Zhang Rin didn't dare to come in without his permission, so he knocked on the door again. Yang Qing felt Zhang Rin from the very beginning. Rin was careful when getting along with him, but he deliberately didn't make Zhang Rin feel better, so he naturally didn't take him into consideration. Yang Qingzao gave up on himself, and it didn't seem to matter to him whether there was someone like Zhang Rin by his side.

Zhang Rin would also feel powerless, unable to get a response to his feelings for a long time, even the person didn't feel loose at all after so long, he could feel it, and he didn't know what to do, he consulted privately Psychiatrist, Yang Qing's situation is inseparable from others, he has liked him for so long, how can he let go at this time.

"Yang Qing, I'm sorry, did I say something to make you unhappy? Come out and eat something first, you just ate too little!"

"I told you to leave me alone! Go away."

What sounds kept appearing in his head, making Yang Qing's head explode, but he didn't know what was going on in his head at all. He was so uncomfortable that he just wanted to escape. From the very beginning, the rebirth It wasn't what he wanted. At this moment, he wanted the self in his body to come out. He wanted to return his body to him and live like this. Yang Qing was really afraid that one day he would go the same way as in his previous life.