pointing to the stars

The next day was still sunny.

But what I was waiting for was not Ling Qiu, but a tutor and a psychiatrist, who were about 50 or [-] years old.They all use money to do things, and I didn't make it difficult for them. The tutoring homework is not difficult, but it's just a bit boring.

Yesterday, I made an appointment with Ling Qiu to go to the bamboo forest to catch bamboo shoot insects. Although I have never seen it, I heard it is very interesting and can be used as a small fan.Although I became interested, yesterday I caught fish and snails, and then went to the mountain to pick melons, and I was tired of stealing peanuts.

I thought that these two people would arrive one day later, but who knew that they had delayed, probably because my mother was urging me to hurry up, that's what I thought.

I cooperated with the psychiatrist for an examination last night, and sat alone under the tree reading a book. The noisy cicadas and the sultry weather made me sweat all over my body, and the mosquitoes kept circling around, causing a lot of bites on my body. Bag.

The teacher and the doctor didn't live in grandma's house, but rented a house in the market to do what they should do. The two of them said goodbye to grandma and left.Looking at the backs of the two of them going away, I breathed a sigh of relief.

But thinking of them coming back tomorrow, I feel a little uncomfortable.At dinner, there were only my grandpa, grandma and I, but Ling Qiu was not seen.I wanted to ask, but I couldn't get the words out, so I gave up.

The next day, the third day, it lasted like this for a week, and I never saw Ling Qiu again.I wanted to find him, but I didn't know where he was.I wanted to ask grandma, but I couldn't say it, so I had to hide my thoughts in my heart.

The next time you meet him, you'll have to have a good chat with him.

But until the end of the treatment and tutoring, I never saw him again.

My mother thought I was in good shape, so she allowed me to go back to high school and continue my studies.The high school life that I hadn't seen for several months has integrated into my life again.

I thought that at least when I left, Ling Qiu came back to see me off.But it was because I thought too much, and I didn't wait for him after all.

On Monday, I entered the classroom door and looked at the strange students around me, looking a little out of place.I blamed my mother's willfulness in my heart, and didn't consider my mood at all.

Anyway, I'm used to being alone, and I don't care anymore.

The teacher assigned me a seat, the second to last row by the window, I walked down the aisle of the podium, and saw Li Yang holding a book to cover his face.He looked at me with one eye, as if he had something to say to me.

I glanced at him, walked to my seat and sat down, took out the textbook, and listened to the teacher's lecture.As the bell rang for the end of get out of class, the quiet class became noisy, and the sound of talking and laughing poured into my ears.

I tilted my head to look out the window, the sun shone on the green leaves, and the noisy cicadas sounded again and again.Suddenly a cool breeze brushed my cheek.

"Tiansen." Li Yang's voice suddenly came from beside his ear.

"En." I turned my head to look at Li Yang.

Li Yang frowned and looked at me: "That, that... the biscuit box, I was pranked by my brother, so I'm sorry!" After speaking, Li Yang bowed deeply to me.

"It's okay." After hearing these words, I felt a lot more relieved.Maybe there were some complaints about Li Yang at the beginning, but now it has disappeared without a trace.I know he might be lying to me, but I don't want to think that way either.

After all, the two of us have known each other not long ago.Is it normal to not have a deep friendship?

"I heard you went to the countryside?" Li Yang opened the conversation, sat in the seat in front of me, and said to me.

"Yes."

………………

The classmates in the class are all good, and the relationship with me is also a lot closer.The class monitor is a girl named Su Mu.He is beautiful and has a nice voice.

Because I was a little alienated from the people in the class, as the class monitor she said she wanted me to integrate into the class, so she took care of me in every possible way. Li Yang saw that Su Mu and I were getting close, so he made a gesture to strike up a conversation with me and chatted with Su Mu .

Hearing Li Yang say these words, I suddenly realized that everyone has reached the age of beginning love.Su Mu is really good, she is pretty, she has good grades, and she is very popular, but I haven't pretended to be worthy of her yet.

If I get too close to her, I will feel embarrassed and my heart will be pounding.One afternoon at dusk, only Su Mu and I were left in the class. The setting sun slanted on the desk through the window, and the wind chimes tied to the window frame made crisp and clear sounds.

I kissed her.

Whenever I think of what happened that day, I always feel my face burn, and I want to get into the soil shyly.Li Yang also gets close to me every day, wanting to get close to Su Mu, but I didn't tell him about the kiss between me and Su Mu.

I couldn't help feeling guilty, seeing Li Yang looking at me expectantly, I couldn't bear to reveal the truth to him.I'm afraid he will be sad, after all he likes Su Mu very much.

Li Yang is handsome and tall, and his favorite thing is to play football, and occasionally play basketball with other classes.He is popular in the class, but his grades are not very good.

Sometimes he would ask me to give him tutoring. Seeing his frustrated appearance, I just thought it was funny.But in order to improve Li Yang's grades, I asked Su Mu to help him with tuition.When I told Li Yang the news, Li Yang jumped up excitedly, and dragged me to buy ice cream.

The peaceful days passed by like this day by day.

Except for the kiss that afternoon, Su Mu and I didn't do anything again.Occasionally walk home together, or discuss homework together.I don't know what she thinks, but what I can be sure of is that I am not interested in Su Mu.

Su Mu may have realized it too, so he didn't ask me for more things.Li Yang followed Su Mu like a follower every day.The few girls who got along well with Su Mu were sent out to do their jobs, and he also enjoyed it.

But to me, Li Yang looks like a fool.I originally wanted to talk to Li Yang, but I was afraid that Li Yang would get angry with me because of this matter.Anyway, Li Yang is the only one who has the best relationship with me in the class.

Soon, the campus festival arrived.

The class is preparing for an event, and it is said that it is a coffee shop.I have never participated in a campus festival, and I am not interested in this kind of thing. I wanted to ask for leave to escape, but was caught by Li Yang and Su Mu.

It was also from that day that I realized that Su Mu's family was very rich, and that the maid outfit and deacon outfit were all provided by Su Mu, even the tables, chairs, and coffee machines.

The students are also free, but they still need to make signs and other things by themselves, plus ribbons and balloons.The students in the class were not bad in appearance, Li Yang was also selected, but I declined because I am not very good at words.

As the monitor of the class, Su Mu leads by example and also wears maid outfits, which is undoubtedly the biggest reward for the boys in the class.

Soon it was the day of the campus festival, and there were all kinds of simulated shops around, crowded with people.After another baptism on the first day of school, I finally arrived at the classroom.Li Yang was welcoming guests at the door, holding a painted poster in his hand.

Li Yang saw me and waved to me.

"Morning." I looked at him.

"Tiansen, good morning~" Li Yang smiled at me, "Am I handsome in this suit?"

"Handsome." Li Yang specially arranged his hairstyle, his already handsome appearance became even more handsome, needless to say, I also knew what he was going to say next.

"Do you think Su Mu will find me handsome today?" Sure enough.

"Yes." I replied truthfully, "Actually, you are already very handsome."

"No way?" Li Yang was not confident: "But I think Tiansen is more handsome than me."

"Stand guard well." I said, "Su Mu will be here in a while, please work hard, and I will support you."

"Ok!"

After speaking, I turned and left.The coffee shop is taken care of, and I'm not alone.I was free, found a clean place, put on headphones and listened to music.Feel the summer breeze blowing with the fragrance of green grass.

However, when the campus festival was over and I went home alone, I saw Li Yang forcefully kissed Su Mu, but was slapped by Su Mu, and then Su Mu said something to Li Yang angrily, turned around and left, Only Li Yang was left standing there motionless.

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I don't know what misunderstanding Li Yang and Su Mu have, but I hope they don't quarrel over these things.But the reality is different from what I imagined.

The next day, I went to the classroom.

Just watched Li Yang and Su Mu ignore each other.I went to have lunch with Li Yang, and Li Yang treated me very lightly, saying that he was uncomfortable and didn't want to go.I said to bring it to him, but he also said no.

Anyway, the conflict between Li Yang and Su Mu has nothing to do with me, right?I had doubts in my heart, so I went to find Su Mu.In the end, Su Mu told me that she said yesterday that she didn't like Li Yang, but that she liked me, and she told him about the kiss.

After hearing this, I suddenly understood why Li Yang was so indifferent to me.In fact, I didn't deliberately hide it from Li Yang, I was just afraid that Li Yang would feel uncomfortable.But now, it's too late for me to say anything more...