Kiss you if you don't listen

Shen Yan had a closet with Grandma Shen when Shen Ke was preparing for the operation.

In fact, Grandma Shen had somewhat guessed about the relationship between the two.When Shen Ke was with her, he occasionally mentioned Shen Yan inadvertently, his eyes were full of stars.

He is such a person who likes to eat alone, but he always says, "This is what Shen Yan likes to eat, and this is what I like to eat, grandma, next time we come back, let's make one more dish that Shen Yan likes to eat, you always If I cook the dishes I like, Shen Yan won't be able to eat well."

Grandma Shen likes to buy pajamas, slippers and other daily necessities for Shen Ke, no matter what style, Shen Ke is very happy, her mouth is sweet and she praises the sky, and at the end, she always whispers: "Is there any Shen Yan? "

Shen Ke was really thinking about Shen Yan, he always felt that what he had, Shen Yan should also have.It's like Shen Yan always buys double when he buys things. If Shen Yan has something, he will have it too.

Grandma Shen was annoyed by Shen Ke's nagging, and later, if she gave anything, she would get double.Shen Ke smiled and rolled his eyes, and excitedly held Shen Yan's gift and showed it to Shen Yan, as if asking for credit, as if he was happier than receiving the gift himself.

She laughed at Shen Ke at the time, she couldn't take care of herself, and she always thought about others.

Shen Ke's face was flushed, and he was stuttering and unable to speak.

Until it was time to go back to school after dinner that day, Shen Ke still remembered this matter. Before leaving, he tugged at Grandma Shen and said timidly, "It's different. I only miss Shen Yan, not others."

What he said was silly and weird. At that time, no one thought much about it.Shen Ke didn't think much about it himself, as if this was the most natural thing to say, and so was this feeling.

Later, when Shen Ke's health had problems, Shen Ke didn't mention Shen Yan, and never mentioned the name again.

Grandma Shen sees clearly, like a mirror in her heart, but Shen Ke never said this, so she never asked.

She only occasionally said some enlightening words to Shen Ke, such as the days will get better and better, if you suffer more, luck will come.He also said that if you help him find a girl who is pleasing to his heart, he will not be lonely anymore.

Shen Ke just smiled along with her, he didn't refuse the kindness on his lips, but he was stubborn in his heart.Grandma Shen was helpless, so she told him to go out more and see the world.

The old man's plan lasted until the day of Shen Yan.

Shen Yan said: "In a few days, Ke Ke will have an operation. After the operation, I want to be with him."

Grandma Shen raised her eyes and looked over, but said nothing.

"Grandma." Shen Yan removed the pretense on her face and said seriously, "I like him."

Grandma Shen showed no expression, just listening to him continue talking.

He paused, and said solemnly that he didn't know if the operation would be successful, but no matter what the result was, he would accompany Shen Ke.

Grandma Shen was still hooking up her sweater, busy with the task at hand, and asked him casually: "What if the operation doesn't work, will you spend your whole life with a machine that has no feelings and will never show you affection again? "

She raised her eyes, "Shen Yan, have you thought about this?"

Shen Yan didn't like the term "machine", and frowned uncomfortably, before saying, "Grandma, he's a human being."

Shen Yan didn't talk very much that day, and his mouth was not as sharp as usual. He said in a daze that he liked Shen Ke and would try his best to make Shen Ke get better.

Of course, such a verbal guarantee is meaningless to Grandma Shen.

Shen Yan said it very sincerely, even prepared for the worst, he said: "Grandma, I have thought about it, if... if Ke Ke really can't get better, I will make him better than now, at least, It won't make him so tired."

Grandma Shen was silent for a long time, as if she was making a decision.

Finally, she sighed and said with a smile: "It's hard to persevere. If people have no feelings, no matter how long they get along, this kind of liking will always wear off. Banyan, I don't believe you."

It's like she used to be very good in her whole life, she raised her eyebrows, and her husband and wife were harmonious. In the end, everything was in vain.From the bottom of her heart, she was willing for Shen Ke to find a girl with the same disease. At least she could feel the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of the patients sincerely. Even if they lived together, it would not be too difficult. Death consumes strength.

Shen Yan was aware of Grandma Shen's consideration, and said stubbornly: "Grandma, I am different from my grandpa."

Grandma Shen was almost taken aback.

Grandma Shen's appearance is that kind of beauty down to her bones and elegance, but the expression on her face is always fake because of the lack of emotion.Shen Yan is actually not close to her, not close since childhood.

But grandma Shen is really kind to Shen Ke, probably because of the same fate, or maybe, in the most painful years, Shen Ke's concern and closeness to her, that kind of long-lost family affection, touched her heart and almost made her feel sad. He exhausted all his thoughts on Shen Ke.

With her affection for Shen Ke, Shen Yan respected her very much and talked seriously. Even if Grandma Shen didn't say a good word, he didn't think there was anything wrong.

Shen Yan just said seriously: "I am different from my grandpa. I will not be like my grandpa, who only knows how to waste time and do nothing. I can't guarantee that Ke Ke will really recover, but if I don't try, How do you know it won't work?"

"Even if this operation fails, and next time, we are still young, and we can continue to try for a long time in the future. Even if it doesn't get better for the rest of my life, I will stay with Ke Ke and never let him live better than now It's even worse." His tone was so determined that it was obvious that he was not sincere.

Only then did Grandma Shen look straight at him.

Shen Yan said something later, probably because of his sporadic plans, he just said whatever came to his mind, usually a person who is like a fine man has a stupid mouth.

Grandma Shen thought for a while, and asked him: "Then what if you change your mind?"

"Impossible." Shen Yan vetoed this almost without hesitation.

He's always had an idea, he's always known what he wants.

Except for Shen Ke, no one will ever make him feel this throbbing again. This life is so short, and he will never give such deep affection to anyone again.

From the beginning of his memory, Shen Ke barged in ignorantly. Most of his memories were related to this person, and all his patience and good temper were only given to this one person.

Shen Ke is like a piece of white paper, everything is taught by him, his temperament and appearance are all aimed at the tip of his heart, or in other words, his heart follows Shen Ke, just right , let him iron it to the extreme liking.

Some people say that after getting along for a long time, people will get tired and their feelings will fade away, but he is getting crazy day by day. That is the person he has raised so carefully for so long, and he is reluctant to let him suffer a little bit of pain. How can he get tired of it?

Shen Yan couldn't say these words.

Grandma Shen didn't rush, but just waited quietly.

Shen Yan thought for a long time, and finally said that he would notarize his property and share it with the two of them.Minds will change, and people will also change. These vulgar things don't mean anything, but they can make people feel at ease.

Grandma Shen sighed, and finally nodded, "If Ke Ke is willing, it's up to you."

-

When Shen Yan brought Shen Ke back to Shen's house, he only told about his coming out to Grandma Shen on the way.

Shen Ke was dizzy for a while, and stammered, "Grandma didn't break your leg, did she?"

Just as Shen Yan was brewing some emotions, she was completely outraged by Shen Ke.

Seeing that his face was darkened, Shen Ke hurriedly said, "What did grandma say?"

"What else can I do, I agree." Shen Yan hugged him in his arms and kissed him to relieve his anger.

Shen Ke also breathed a sigh of relief, put his arms around his neck and asked, "What about the others?"

Shen Yan knew that Shen Ke was asking about Qin Jiang.

"I also agree." Shen Yan smiled, "This time, everything is really ready, you choose a date, and we can get married."

"Oh, let's do it this month." Shen Ke was overjoyed.

Immediately afterwards, he blushed, feeling that what he said was too unreserved.He thought about it for a second, he had already obtained the certificate, so there was nothing to be shy, he bent his eyes and leaned up to kiss Shen Yan, and said joyfully, "Shen Yan, I will make good money to support you in the future."

Shen Yan couldn't help laughing, and smiled: "Okay, you support me."

Shen Ke had passed the addiction of making money to support a man, and he was not able to be consummated. That night, Shen Yan tricked him into driving a car in various poses. Because he was in a good mood, he half-coaxed and half-coaxed him to agree to everything.

Shen Yan loves him so much, his good looks are really coaxing.

The two stayed at Shen's house for a few days and set a date for their wedding.

Shen Yan and Shen Ke's wedding was not a big one. Shen Ke didn't like it, and he didn't like to talk to so many unfamiliar people. Shen Yan followed his will and only invited some relatives and close friends. people.

On the day of the wedding, Grandma Shen gave the two of them a lot of things. Qin Jiang also gave a big gift, and separately gave Shen Ke a share transfer letter.

She has been a villain for several years, so she inevitably feels guilty, and always wants to make up for it more.

"Thank you, Auntie." Shen Ke hesitated for a moment, then accepted.

He was always so kind-hearted, and he remembered clearly when others treated him better, not to mention that Qin Jiang raised him as half his son and never treated him badly.

Seeing that he picked it up, Qin Jiang was in a better mood, and said, "You can't call like that, it's time to call mom from now on."

Shen Ke was slightly taken aback, he thought Qin Jiang didn't like him calling his mother.

Qin Jiang brushed her hair, and said in a soft voice, "Mom didn't think carefully about many things before. In the future, you two will be well and come back to live more often."

Shen Ke held the big red envelope, feeling warm in his heart, and smiled: "Okay."

-

After the wedding, Shen Yan made arrangements for the company and took Shen Ke to play outside for a while, as if it was a honeymoon.

The two of them had made a lot of travel plans before, and it was originally Shen Ke who wanted to take Grandma Shen there, but in the end it was all used on him.

One of the scenic spots on the way has a wishing sign, which is a wooden sign. It is said that blessings are written, tied with a red string and hung on the wishing tree, and all wishes will come true.

Shen Yan never believed in these things, but Shen Ke bought many listings in one go, and took a pen to write blessings on them seriously.

Each sign can bless one person. Shen Ke wrote the names of the whole family on it. Each sign has auspicious words of "longevity", "safety and health".

After he finished writing, Shen Yan hung it up for him, and found a sign written for himself, which read: "Bless Shen Yan safe and happy." Nothing new.

There is also a sign at the end, which was written by Shen Ke himself. Shen Ke insisted on hanging it himself, and refused to show it to Shen Yan.

He kept it well hidden. In fact, Shen Yan secretly saw it when he was writing. It said, "Bless myself, work hard to make a lot of money, and support my brother."

Shen Yan was dazzled by this "brother".

Shen Ke seldom called his brother, and every time he was so wronged that he wanted to please him.

Inexplicably, he thought of Shen Ke's soft bun when he brought him back at the beginning.

Shen Ke's appearance is the best. He has been good-looking since he was a child. He has a delicate baby face with baby fat, flickering eyelashes, tight and flat mouth, which can make people's hearts soften.

It was such a small ball at that time, it looked soft, Shen Yan especially liked to pinch his face, and always liked to poke him twice whenever he had something to do.

When he refused, Shen Yan snatched his candy and intentionally bullied him.

Every time at this time, Shen Ke bit his lip, not daring to cry, and spread out the candy in his hand to Shen Yan.

Shen Yan was so proud that she pinched his chin, "You call me brother, and I'll eat it for you."

Shen Ke looked at him helplessly, he couldn't do what he wanted, and finally pursed his lips, turned his head and left.

Shen Yan was not very happy.

Later on, Shen Yan deliberately tormented Shen Ke, snatching his chocolates, tearing up his small picture album, Shen Ke was afraid of him, and really became a soft bun, telling him to do whatever he wanted, his brother shouted smoothly, and ran after him, If you are obedient, you don't want to throw it away like money.

He always thought that he was too fierce to Shen Ke and frightened people. It was not until a long time later that he realized that Shen Ke was not afraid of him, but just opened his mind and felt that he could be trusted.

In fact, there was one time when the two of them went to the kindergarten together, and Shen Ke was bullied by others, he angrily helped Shen Ke vent his anger, beat up the little fat man, and coaxed him with Shen Ke's favorite chocolate.

Later, Shen Ke remembered his kindness.

This kind of temperament is really cute. Once you open up the softest place, it seems that you have no principles, and you are willing to give you anything.Stupid, so stupid that people can't bear to treat him badly.

Shen Ke went to hang up the wishing card, and sneaked a look at Shen Yan, not allowing Shen Yan to peek, and trotted over after hanging up.

Shen Yan smoothed his messy hair, pulled him to continue walking, Shen Kebaba said: "Shen Yan, there is a cotton candy seller in front."

Shen Yan laughed at him: "How grown up, you still eat this kind of kid stuff."

He said so, but still headed there, not only bought cotton candy for Shen Ke, but also bought a bunch of local special snacks.

Shen Ke licked the marshmallow little by little, until only a bamboo stick was left. There was a lot of people here. Seeing that his mind was on the snacks, Shen Yan patiently grabbed his hand, holding it tightly, afraid He got lost.

For many years after that, he grabbed Shen Ke and walked with him in this way, accompanying him to the places he wanted to go and the things he wanted to play with.Shen Ke also let him catch him wholeheartedly, not asking about the way forward, not looking at the way back, only listening to him alone, and only trusting him so much.

It's a long journey, and it's nice to have someone to accompany you along the way.