hypocrite

twelve

Lin Jinsheng's speech was really deafening to Yu Sinian. When the loud words ended, Yu Sinian's face showed a bit of bewilderment. From the mouth of Lin Jinsheng who seemed to be innocent, he was sad that he treated him like this.

Yu Sinian's eyes are very big, the standard almond eyes, which usually look feminine, but now they show their benefits. The big moist eyes are fixed on Lin Jinsheng, adding a little bit to Yu Sinian for no reason. Very wronged.

Lin Jinsheng was extremely annoyed, angry at himself for losing his composure, every word he said contained resentment, he acted like an abandoned woman, and hated that the feelings buried in his heart could not be restrained, he couldn't help feeling pity for Yu Sinian's pitiful appearance.

Yu Sinian looked at Lin Jinsheng, Lin Jinsheng looked back at him with a bluish face, neither of them spoke, the air was almost stagnant, but fortunately the school doctor appeared in time and broke the inexplicable confrontation.

The school doctor probably thought that the two were close, and earnestly told Lin Jinsheng to take care of Yu Sinian, who was frail and sick, but Lin Jinsheng turned a deaf ear to him and turned away decisively, ignoring the yelling from the school doctor behind him.

thirteen

On the day when the Winter Games officially kicked off, the continuous low temperature in the capital finally warmed up. It seemed that the enthusiasm of the students was felt. The scarce sunshine in winter appeared happily, and the warm daylight temperature was suitable, which warmed people from the cheeks to the heart.

Lin Jinsheng, dressed in red and white sportswear, walked into the arena with a group of similarly dressed athletes with no expression on his face. His slender figure was followed by Yu Sinian who followed suit.

The so-called return to temperature is nothing more than the temperature rising a few degrees, and the capital is still in the depths of winter in general.

Of course, it is impossible for the sportswear to contain fleece, which is comfortable and warm. Yu Sinian is seriously ill, and his physical fitness is already worse than that of ordinary people. At this moment, his cheeks are flushed and his lips are white. He shivered unconsciously, as fragile as a gust of wind can blow him down.

"If he wants to die, let him die." Lin Jinsheng thought angrily.

fourteen

Yu Sinian participated in the 500-meter race, and the quota for other events was full. Even if there were still others, people would dislike him for being weak. The 500-[-]-meter race was rarely attended by anyone, and some people signed up for it. The sports committee in charge of this wish for it.

The whistle sounded, and the athletes rushed out of the starting point. Yu Sinian was not good at sports, so he fell behind the team after a while.

He was struggling to run, and he didn't know any skills. He only felt the chilly air continuously breaking into his throat, his throat gradually became dry, his limbs became more and more tired, and his vision was not very clear.

Of course Yu Sinian knew that he was weak, but he knew that after Lin Jinsheng participated in the sports meeting, he also signed up to participate in the sports meeting, which has always been insensitive.

Every time he saw Lin Jinsheng's clear and handsome face, he couldn't help but feel palpitations.The first time they met in front of the apartment building, he took the initiative to talk to him, but he didn't want Lin Jinsheng to leave without saying a word, ignoring his greetings, which made him embarrassed and ashamed. Look down on him?

If it had been in the past, Yu Sinian would definitely have no good feelings for this person, but Lin Jinsheng seemed to have lowered his head to him, so that when he realized it, he had already strived to become the new freshman speaker.

There's nothing wrong with that, the showy Yu Sinian complacently followed Lin Jinsheng into the cafeteria, eager to show off to Lin Jinsheng: "Look, my excellence is no exception."

Although what he said out of nervousness seemed to be provocative.As it should be, Lin Jinsheng ignored it.

If Lin Jinsheng hadn't kept his eyes straight at that time, he would have noticed that Yu Sinian blushed when he spoke.

Lin Jinsheng was very indifferent, or indifferent. No matter how hard Yu Sinian tried to strike up a conversation, Lin Jinsheng never looked him in the eye, let alone replied. Lin Jinsheng's harsh words in the school hospital were Lin Jinsheng's first response to him.

The words of that response were barbed, just like Lin Jinsheng's to Yu Sinian, very sharp.

Yu Sinian was very discouraged, and also very wronged. There are traces of discouragement, but the grievance is inexplicable. For some reason, in his subconscious, Lin Jinsheng should not be like this, he should be very gentle to him, that dark star-like Eyes should always be full of tenderness and pampering, instead of being cold like now.

It shouldn't be like this.Yu Sinian was gasping for breath, the dull pain in his chest spread, quickly engulfing his entire body, he even felt that consciousness was being gradually stripped from his body.

The auditorium suddenly became noisy, because Yu Sinian passed out again on the rubber track.

fifteen

Yu Sinian saw Lin Jinsheng in the darkness, if the outline was not familiar to him, Yu Sinian really wouldn't be able to confirm it.

Lin Jinsheng's whole body was full of slump, his hair was very long, and the broken hair on his forehead had already covered his eyebrows and eyes, and he didn't take care of it, letting the hair scatter.His previously black and white pupils were bloodshot now, his cheekbones were sunken, the stubble on his chin was as messy as his hair, and most of his handsome face was ruined by emaciation.

"Knowing that it will cause trouble for others, but still allowing yourself to do what you want, you are really a complete selfish, ghost." Yu Sinian heard Lin Jinsheng say in an unusually hoarse voice, with hatred and determination in his tone.

Then Lin Jinsheng jumped and fell to the ground from a high altitude, the violent impact knocked him out of shape.Yu Sinian had just seen clearly where Lin Jinsheng was before - Capital People's Hospital, the top floor rooftop.

sixteen

Yu Sinian struggled to wake up from the nightmare, and immediately saw the tall and tall Lin Jinsheng by the window.

Yu Sinian stared at Lin Jinsheng intently, his face was still so handsome, not distorted or deformed, the white shirt he was wearing was spotless, not stained by black blood or pale brain.Lin Jinsheng is still alive, unattainable for him.

"Lin Jinsheng..." Yu Sinian called Lin Jinsheng's name in a low voice, begging, "Come here, please, don't come near the window."

Lin Jinsheng was originally admiring the night view of this massive ancient city with thousands of years of history, but when he heard Yu Sinian's delicate and pitiful prayers, he was very hard-hearted and remained unmoved, only half-turning his face to look at Yu Sinian's body was still standing by the window, not moving at all.

Yu Sinian gave a bleak smile, and stopped talking, but got up from the bed with difficulty and got down to the ground. The long lethargy and sudden getting up made him dizzy at first, and then his eyes went dark. Take it easy.

"Lin Jinsheng, I like you." Yu Sinian no longer approached Lin Jinsheng, he closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and said desperately, "Stay with me."

Lin Jinsheng's indifference made him shrink back for a while, but every time he was admitted to the hospital in an accident, Lin Jinsheng was also by his side.

What an illusory, vain, and humble hope, but Yu Sinian was indeed given it.

That nightmare was so real and terrifying.Yu Sinian thought, so losing Lin Jinsheng would make me feel so heartbroken.Yu Sinian thought again, why do I like him so much, he obviously treats me badly.

Yu Sinian pondered for a long time, but couldn't find a solution.

He has been silent all the time, is he using silence to represent rejection?Yu Sinian's heart sank little by little, his eyes were uncontrollably hot, while he spurned his hypocrisy, he couldn't help but excuse himself.

It shouldn't be like this.he thought.But why he is so sure that it shouldn't be like this, when he asks himself, he doesn't know.

There was a long silence in the ward.

When Yu Sinian was about to despair, Yu Sinian heard Lin Jinsheng say flatly: "Okay."

Just like the sound of heaven.

The author has something to say: Lin Jinsheng said earlier that he would no longer have anything to do with Yu Sinian in this life, why did he agree to Yu Sinian's request for a relationship now?Answer in the next chapter.

The ending of the next chapter, wait for me to brew.