You who cannot be touched in memory

After I was finally able to turn my head with my own strength, Mr. Lu began to move a bunch of equipment I didn't know to the room.

This morning, after feeding me, Mr. Lu didn't hug me back as usual, instead he kept massaging my legs and feet and mobilizing my joints.

"Ling Xi, the doctor said that you can do some standing exercises now, I called Ji Ming over, and then we can help you together."

"Ah...ah..."

I echoed the sound, still playing with the puppy toy he gave me that day.

After a while, the door was pushed open, and a familiar face appeared in front of him.

"Hey - I'm stuck with this car! I've been going around for more than an hour before I got out of the urban area!" The man said loudly, then turned to me suddenly, and waved his hand at me.

"Hey, little guy, do you still recognize me?"

"what……"

"Haha, you said 'Know-know-', hurry up and learn from me-"

"Ji Ming! Don't tease him."

Mr. Lu looked a little angry, but I didn't know what happened between the two of them. Soon I gave up observing, and then lowered my head to play with the yellow dog in my hand.

"Okay - I was wrong, I was wrong! Qixuan, you can't just teach him how to move all day long, you also have to teach him how to speak, otherwise it would be a lot of effort to communicate."

"...Ling Xi couldn't make any other sounds."

"Ah? Not so? Is it too difficult for you to teach? Let me tell you, my son started learning how to speak from adults. Why don't you teach him to call him 'Daddy' first? This is simple, for sure. can learn."

Mr. Lu couldn't help frowning.

"Stop joking, Ji Ming."

"Hey, it's okay to call you 'Daddy', besides, you've been taking care of him for so long, and he... hey, don't be angry, don't be angry, don't teach this, don't teach this is not enough!"

The man kept waving to Mr. Lu, and Mr. Lu turned to me.

"what……"

I looked up at Mr. Lu and held out my hand to him.

"Ling Xi, let's stop playing with puppies, okay?" He bent down and said softly to me.

I looked at him in bewilderment.I saw Mr. Lu put his hand on my little yellow dog and picked it up gently. My eyes followed Mr. Lu's hand holding the yellow dog and watched intently.

"Ling Xi, look, I put the puppy here, and I'll let you play with it later, okay?"

"what……"

Mr. Lu put the yellow dog on the small cabinet beside him. I looked at the yellow dog and then at Mr. Lu. He smiled at me and "lifted" me off the chair.

"Ah..."

"Don't be afraid, Ling Xi... nothing will happen."

His arms passed under my armpits and wrapped around me.My whole body was easily lifted up by him like a rope.At this time, the man standing on the side also came over, straightened my crooked feet on the ground, and then half-kneeled and hugged my legs.

"Let it go, Qixuan, I've fixed it here."

Mr. Lu said "um", and I felt my body start to sink.

My weight started to fall down on my feet.

pain……

"Hey hey - no, wait a minute, Qixuan. His legs can't give him any strength, please slow down."

My sinking posture was stopped by Mr. Lu.

"Ah... ah..." I was a little scared, and I couldn't help making a sound like Mr. Lu protesting.

"Ling Xi, don't be afraid. It's okay. You won't fall. I'm here to support you." Mr. Lu comforted me softly.

"Ling Xi, good boy, let me relax a little bit now, try to see if you can exert force on your legs."

Mr. Lu loosened his arm holding me again, and my whole body began to fall down in an instant.

Just when my body was tilted to one side due to the loss of support, Mr. Lu helped me in time.And I was so scared that I couldn't make a sound, and tears flowed from my eyes.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid... Ling Xi, it's okay, it's okay..."

Mr. Lu held me in his arms and comforted me softly, but I couldn't stop crying.Why doesn't Mr. Lu hug me like usual?Mr. Lu doesn't want me?will he goNo... I don't want Mr. Lu to leave...

For a moment, my mind was in a mess. Mr. Lu carried me back to the bed, what did he say to me?But I couldn't hear what he said.I just cried "woo hoo", and many pictures I had never seen flashed in my head.

In the dark room, I was tied to a chair for the last time, it hurt so much... my body hurt so much...

In the chaos, my consciousness seemed to fall into another completely different space.There were several people around me laughing at me, and one after another they jumped on me and broke my legs outward.

it hurts------

Their piercing shouts echoed in my ears, they threw me to the ground, spat on me, kicked me, my body was so dirty, so dirty...it seemed like it would never be cleaned.

Suddenly, a hoarse and deep voice echoed in my mind, which made me shiver instantly.

"Gu Lingxi, you are so dirty, you might as well just die."

"Do you think Lu Qixuan will still want you? He wishes you would leave him earlier?"

"You want to go to Lu Qixuan? Haha, are you sure? He might spit it out in disgust after seeing you!"

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha--"

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I yelled like crazy.

"Ling Xi! Ling Xi! It's okay, don't be afraid! Don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm here..."

what…………

Mr. Lu's voice...

Mr. Lu... Mr. Lu...

Qixuan... Qixuan...

Qixuan?

No, I can't let Qixuan see me...he will hate me...I don't want him to hate me...

I closed my eyes tightly, as if I would disappear if I did so.

"Ling Xi! What's wrong with you, Ling Xi? Did you touch something just now? Does it hurt? Where does it hurt? Tell me... Ling Xi... don't scare me..."

I don't know when my eyes opened, and Mr. Lu hugged me tightly.His clothes looked disheveled, and my hands were clutching his cuffs convulsively.

"what……"

I groaned softly, and felt as if my brain was being sliced ​​back and forth with a knife, with bursts of pain.

I gradually lost consciousness, and when I awoke here, I was already in a hospital ward.

I slightly opened my eyes and saw that Mr. Lu was talking to a person in white clothes.

"Ah...ah..."

I struggled to sit up from the bed, but I didn’t have enough strength. I raised my hands and wanted to help the railing beside the bed. The needle in my hand moved restlessly in the blood vessel with my movements, and it hurt so much—but I don't want to stop, I want to talk to Mr. Lu, Mr. Lu——

Mr. Lu arrived at my bedside almost instantly.

"Ling Xi, don't move—don't move." He exerted a little force, and my arm was held down by him.

"Ah... ah ah..."

"Ling Xi...Ling Xi, good boy...it's okay, it's okay...you sleep well, I'll stay here with you, and I won't go anywhere."

He stroked my forehead gently, and I gradually calmed down.

I really want to stay with Mr. Lu forever like this... His voice is so warm...

I fell asleep quietly, and the pain in my brain began to slowly subside.

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