You who cannot be touched in memory

I bit the half of my remaining tongue hard, and in an instant, tears poured out of my eyes.Yin Fei was obviously stunned and didn't know what to say.

Looking at me, he started to be a little flustered, but soon he calmed down.

"Hey...you don't—are you awake all the time?"

Sure enough, he guessed it.

But this is not the only thing I have to do, my hand under the quilt began to move slowly, um... that's the only way.I calmed down, concentrated all my strength on my hands, and then twisted my waist fiercely. I was so painful that I shed tears again, and Yin Fei had obviously noticed the movement of my hands. He threw off my quilt and grabbed my hand.

"You can move—"

He was very surprised, and the strength in my hand was getting stronger and stronger. My joints hurt like they were about to be pinched by him, but I hoped that he would be more rough with me next time.

"Have you always pretended?"

Yin Fei opened his eyes wide and asked me.But facing him, I just shed tears silently.He became very angry, threw my hand on the railing beside the bed, and then grabbed my collar and lifted me out of the bed.

"You were lying to Brother Zhiyan before, right?" He questioned me again, and I knew that the outcome between me and him had been revealed.There were footsteps in the hallway, and the noise in my room made the footsteps quicker.It's Shihiko.

I counted the time, and bit the base of my tongue again——

My tears were out of control, I started sobbing, my chest was rising and falling, and it became difficult to even breathe.

"Yin Fei! What are you doing!"

Zhiyan rushed to me and pushed Yin Fei away, then hugged me tightly.

"Don't be afraid, Ling Xi, it's okay, it's okay..." He stroked my back to comfort me, his face looked paler than mine.

"Brother Zhiyan, I..."

"Yin Fei, shut up and get out now." Zhi Yan's voice was devoid of emotion.

"No, brother Zhiyan, he actually—"

"Get out! Get out of here!" Zhiyan yelled at him, the arms holding me were trembling with anger.

Yin Fei turned pale, then gave me a hard look, and ran out of the ward.

Zhiyan hugged me in his arms and kept wiping away my tears.

"Ling Xi, it's okay, don't be afraid, it's okay..."

He kept comforting me like this, and after a long time, I stopped crying, only my body was still trembling slightly due to the violent beating of my heart.

Then Zhiyan began to check my body, my hand was already bruised and purple by Yin Fei, and my arm was swollen and high from the previous impact, and when Zhiyan saw the bruise on my waist, he finally stopped I can't stand it anymore.

He hugged me in his arms with one hand, and with the other hand he took out his mobile phone from his pocket and pressed a series of numbers.

"Hey... Dad..."

"Tell Yin Fei to go back, I don't need him here."

"Well, I know, I will pay attention to it myself."

"Well, next time I will."

He hung up the phone, put the phone on the bed, lowered his head to help me straighten my clothes, and gently stroked my back until my body stopped shaking, and he spoke again.

"Ling Xi...I'll take you to take a picture of your arm now. The orthopedic doctor may check your arm in a while. It will hurt a little. Please be patient..." He whispered softly in my ear, Then he pulled a blanket from the bed and covered me, and carried me out of the ward.

There were a lot of people visiting the hospital in the afternoon, and I subconsciously searched for the figure I wanted to see in the crowd, but I couldn't find it after all.That's right...how could he be in the hospital...he probably doesn't know where I am...

Now that Yin Fei has been driven away, I have nothing to worry about, should I confess to Zhiyan...

Lying in Zhiyan's arms, I closed my eyes and thought about it.

After a while, my thoughts were interrupted by Zhiyan moving me. I opened my eyes and found that I was put on an examination bed. A middle-aged doctor wearing glasses was standing beside the bed, and Zhiyan Still supporting my upper body so I can lean in his arms.

"Doctor Chen, he hit his arm."

As he spoke, he lifted the blanket covering me a little bit, exposing my injured arm.

The doctor nodded, and was about to start the examination, but Zhiyan stretched out his hand to stop it.

"Doctor Chen, he...is not mentally stable yet, take it easy."

"Okay." The orthopedic surgeon nodded briskly, "Don't worry, Dr. Guan."

After that, the doctor carefully lifted my forearm, bent down to look carefully, and stretched out his hand to press the part around the wound.

"Does it hurt here?" He asked me looking up.

"Dr. Chen...he has cognitive impairment."

"Oh."

The doctor carefully lowered my forearm, frowning.

"Then let's just shoot a film."

"Yeah." Zhiyan nodded.

He carried me to the X-ray room again and did not leave during the filming.

Finally, the examination was completed, and when Zhiyan carried me back to the ward, it was already dark outside.After a while, the orthopedic doctor personally sent over the results of the examination.The good news is that my arm is not broken, but because my immune system is very weak and my blood circulation is not very good, it may take a long time for those injuries to heal.Zhiyan then called the nurse and prescribed a lot of medicine for me.

In the evening he fed me again, and this time, I opened my mouth on my own initiative.

"Ling Xi..."

He looked at me, the expression on his face could not tell whether he was happy or sad.He put down the spoon in his hand and hugged me tightly instead.

"You are finally willing to listen to me... Ling Xi." His voice was even trembling, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry, I shouldn't let you be alone with Yin Fei, I didn't expect him to hurt you. You must Are you scared?" He said, hugging me even tighter, "Ling Xi...I promise you, I will protect you well in the future, and I will cure your illness..."

don't do this...

I want to push him away, but I can't bear to raise my hand. I know he treats me very well, and I can understand his feelings for me. I also feel sorry for cheating him before, but I still can't accept him.

"what……"

I made a weak sound, and Shihiko's strength in holding me lightened immediately.

"Did I hurt you? Ling Xi..." He looked at me with guilt on his face.

No...it's not like that.

I shook my head slightly.

Shihiko looked at me, his eyes widened in surprise.

"Ling Xi... Ling Xi, you can move now, you've regained consciousness!" His arm around me trembled slightly, "Great, great... Ling Xi."

"..."

I don't know what to "say".He never suspected that I would lie to him, which filled me with guilt.

"Ah, right...are you hungry?" He picked up the spoon again, took a mouthful of food and wanted to feed it to me.

"Ling Xi, open your mouth..." He guided me, but seeing his appearance, I hesitated.Are you going to keep silent like this?Now that I can tell him my true thoughts, I should actually have a good "talk" with him, but wouldn't it make him too sad to say it under the current situation?

But if you don't say it now, you have to find a chance to say it.

"Ling Xi, what's wrong?" Zhi Yan looked at me worriedly.

I shook my head at him.

He put down his spoon, "Don't you want to eat this?"

I shook my head again, and then moved my uninjured right hand, making a motion to write.Zhiyan immediately brought me paper and pen.

……

I took a deep breath and moved the pen.

(I want to see Qixuan.)

"..."

When Zhiyan saw those words, his face turned pale.

"Ling Xi...I..." He looked at me, even a little panicked, "Can you forgive me, it's my fault, I won't let you get hurt again, trust me..."

I sighed and shook my head.

(You're not wrong...it's me....)

Shihiko looked even more confused.And I settled down and continued to write, the hand holding the pen was already sweating because of Zhiyan's following eyes.

(I... still... can't let Qixuan go.)

Ah... really—

I still don't have the courage to tell him the fact that I was cheated.

"Then why did you wait until today to say..." Zhiyan raised his head and smiled helplessly at me.

"You have been sick since you cried that day, but you would rather be sick than tell me... Sometimes I really think you like me..."

"what……"

I was dumbfounded.

In fact, he saw everything in his eyes, but he never pointed it out.

"Ling Xi... have you ever liked me? Even for a minute and a second, was there a moment when you really fell in love with me?"

He looked at me with such a sincere look that I couldn't escape from it for a while.It seems that only from this moment on, I am really "talking" with Zhiyan. I suddenly found that Zhiyan's dark brown hair is actually mixed with many white hairs, and there are a few faint wrinkles carved on the corners of his eyes , There are black and blue dark circles under the bags under the eyes.His eye sockets are so deep, and the emotions he appeals to me are multiplied and released.

"what……"

I hesitated, not knowing exactly how to approach the situation.After a long time, I finally made up my mind and nodded to him, but he looked at me with a wry smile.

"Ling Xi, you don't have to worry about me like this..." He raised his hand to support my cheek.His hands are so big that they almost cover half of my face.

"Ling Xi...will I still see you in the future?"

Eh?He... actually agreed?

Realizing this, I nodded quickly.

Of course, I will discuss it with Qixuan, or you can leave the phone number to me, and I will take note of it.

"Yeah." Zhiyan smiled at me softly, retracted his hand, and took out the phone from his pocket.

"I'm going to call Lu Qixuan, just wait a moment."

With that said, he got up and went out, and I felt like I was in a dream. I never thought that things would go so smoothly.