[Qizi fan] Xing Shen

Ta Yun sat on the ground with his legs curled up and his knees hugged, leaning his shoulders against the iron railing door, watching the doctors, nurses and patients passing by in the corridor outside.

Where he looked out was just facing a ward.It was a room with windows, clean, spacious, bright sunlight, full of fresh air, unlike the room I lived in, which was dark and narrow, and the air was sent in from the pipes on the roof after treatment. There is simply a world of difference.The door of that ward is open most of the time, people inside can come in and out freely, without confinement, unlike myself, the iron railings that are locked every day, and the leather shackles that I wear on my hands and feet all the time.

But now this seemingly beautiful room is full of commotion.On the bed closest to the door, a doctor was talking to a patient lying on it.The patient shook his head for a while, and nodded for a while. Tayun couldn't hear their conversation because he was too far away, but after staying here for six years, he knew exactly what they were talking about.

The doctor came out and shook his head slightly at the other doctors and nurses outside the door.Everyone understands the meaning of this action.

The bell rang over the CDC, long and distant, tragic and desolate.The patient's body gradually turned transparent, and finally disappeared into a beautiful blue soul, floating up from the hospital bed, flying out of the open window, and drifting towards a distant place...

Ta Yun didn't blink his eyes, and watched the scene expressionlessly.He is too familiar with this kind of scene. He has seen it countless times in the past six years, and it happens almost every few days.These people who live in spacious and bright wards without restraint have signed a life contract.As for the life and death contract, once signed, there is basically no hope of getting out of here alive.

Ta Yun experienced the same pain as them, and he could fully understand their choice. Even in the most painful moment, he thought for a moment to turn the death contract into a life contract.In the end, this kind of thinking was suppressed by the little pride left in his bones. Although he was riddled with pain, he couldn't allow himself to die in such a place, and he couldn't accept his death in this way.

People who have not experienced all this have no way to understand and imagine what he has relied on to survive these six years.

There was movement on the iron railing, and it was Chiaki who came over to give him a routine inspection.

"How do you feel?" Almost every time he came, he would ask this first, which was already their way of greeting each other.

"It's okay." Ta Yun sat back on the bed, and both of them tacitly kept silent about what happened just now.

Qianji brought someone over, and Tayun looked at that person for a moment, feeling a little familiar.

"Tayun?" the man said, he was trying to laugh, but his voice was sad.

"Are you... Cangyu?" Cangyu's current appearance has not changed much compared to when he was in his infancy. His slender, fox-like eyes are one of his characteristics, which Tayun can quickly recall. "Are you the new doctor here?"

"It's an intern, on rotation. I just reported last week, and I'm going to stay here for half a year." Cangyu explained.

"You two know each other?" Qianji said lightly, "That's good, let me introduce you."

"A friend from the past, but it's been a long time." He has been here for six years, as if he has cut off from the outside world.

"Then let's talk a little bit later, let's go and go for an inspection first."

The inspection is mainly to detect the hormone level in the body and the psychological rating appraisal. Generally speaking, it is done every half a month.In order to be approved to be discharged from the hospital, in the case of Tayun, within one year, at least 20 psychological ratings must reach D level and above, and F must not appear.In the past year, he has accumulated 17 D grades, 4 E grades, and 1 C- grade, and he can be discharged from the hospital with only two D grades.

Of course, the psychological rating D is not a good data, the E level below it is a high-risk level, and the general mental health rating is A level.But for a Qizi like him who has suffered severe mental damage and is not accompanied by the owner, it is not easy to recover from the most dangerous G to C to D. It is not too much to call it a miracle. Anyway, at least the center can take it as a Success stories blow for a lifetime.

Chisai pulled out a long report card and looked directly at the result column, a capital "D" came into view. "Not bad, one more time, you will be free."

Ta Yun didn't say anything, just smiled lightly.He knew very well that he would never be truly free in his life.

On the way back to the ward, Cangyu accompanied him.

"Did you go to the medical department?" Ta Yun asked, "Which school?"

Cangyu reported a name, and Tayun had heard that although the overall strength was not the best, it was a top-notch school in terms of medicine.

Ta Yun looked at Cang Yu's pair of light gray eyes that were the same as his own, and couldn't help asking: "Who is your pawn?"

Cangyu blinked: "Guess?"

"Ethereal?"

"Hey, how do you know?"

Ta Yun smiled: "Since you asked me to guess, it must be someone I know. By the way, which school did he go to?"

"Yu Tian is in the same department as Fu Yao and Nie Yun."

"Oh." Ta Yun's face remained unchanged, "That's pretty good."

"Uh," Cang Yu hesitated, and her words became a little cautious, "Actually, we asked Fu Yao and Nie Yun about your matter when we entered school. After hearing what they said, we originally wanted to visit you, but The CDC doesn't allow all visitation, so..."

"It doesn't matter." Ta Yun interrupted him, and smiled bitterly at himself, "It's a good thing you didn't come, otherwise you would have seen my ugly appearance, so how can I behave when I go out? I was very dissatisfied when the control center agreed to let Fu Yao and Nie Yun come in, but then they apologized to me and let it go."

Cangyu couldn't help but said: "Doctor Qianji mentioned this to me, he said, if they don't apologize, they are afraid that if you get angry, the entire CDC will be dismantled."

"...Don't listen to his nonsense."

"Hey..." Cang Yu laughed dryly.Although it would not be that exaggerated, most of the dozens of wards in the CDC were sealed off by Ta Yun.Cangyu went to see a few of them, and had to say, it was so simple, those who didn’t know it would think that some terrible monsters were once imprisoned there.He firmly believed that if Ta Yun wanted to tear it down, he would definitely be able to tear it all down.

"By the way, how are Fu Yao and Nie Yun?" Ta Yun said casually, as if asking how the weather is today.

"The two of them couldn't be better off. Not to mention outstanding graduates, they have already been pre-registered by the military department before graduation, and their future is boundless... Uh," Cang Yu suddenly stopped talking while talking.There was no emotion on Ta Yun's face, he was dull and lifeless, whether he was happy or sad or angry, all had this faint expression.The two people who received the same attention at the beginning, the current situation can be said to be very different, Ta Yun must feel very uncomfortable.Cangyu quickly comforted him: "You, you also have a chance, as long as you get out from here..."

"It's okay, I'm not uncomfortable." Ta Yun waved his hand, "They are my friends, and I'm happy for them with such achievements."

"Well... Knowing that I am going to the CDC for an internship this time, Fu Yao and Nie Yun came to me specially and asked me to take good care of you. They are very concerned about you."

"I know, if it's convenient, thank them for me."

"Hey, you will be discharged from the hospital soon. When you see them, go and talk about it yourself."

"...Well, okay." To be honest, Tayun didn't think about how to face Fu Yao and Nie Yun, how to face the classmates and teachers he knew well in the past. It must be difficult for them to accept the sudden incident, but Now he can only accept it in front of Cangyu. "By the way, let me ask you something."

"You said."

"How tall is Fu Yao now?"

"Uh...well," Cang Yu recalled looking at the ceiling, "at school, no one dared to mention his height in front of him, otherwise it would be very miserable, and he didn't allow others to see the physical examination data. But according to my visual inspection , about 1.7 meters, and the deviation is less than one centimeter."

"Ah, that's it." Ta Yun said in a long voice.

Cang Yu stared at Ta Yun's face, unexpectedly saw a happy expression in it.

It seems that the rumors about their bad relationship are true... he thought speechlessly.

On the day of Tayun's departure, all the idle doctors and nurses in the CDC ran out to see them off, and many patients were lying on the windows one after another. The scene was once very spectacular.

"Congratulations!" The dean smiled.

"I also want to thank you, especially Physician Qianji, thank you." Tayun bowed deeply.

"It's okay, we are just supporting, what matters is your own efforts." Qianji was happy and emotional.

"Shall I ring the bell for you?" the dean joked.

"...No need." Ta Yun's face was black.

"I hope you don't come back in the future."

"Well, I hope there will be no period in the future."

"It's good to leave."

Jinse drove to pick up Tayun.As soon as the car drove away, the dean immediately patted Qianji on the shoulder and urged: "Hurry up! Report! Ask for money! We want to repair the house!"

Chisai: "..."

Tayun returned to Bikong first, but his dormitory was still reserved.As soon as the door was opened, there was a large piece of white cloth in front of him, and all the furniture and utensils were covered under it.He stood at the door for a while before going in. The first thing he did was to open the heavy and closed curtains.

Suddenly, the room was filled with bright sunlight.

Although it is cleaned regularly, there is still fine dust floating in the air, which reflects the platinum and gold spots under the light beam.Tayun tore off the white cloth piece by piece, piled them up by the door, and looked in through the door. The familiar scene and familiar decoration seemed to be a leisurely afternoon when he came back from class, still the same carefree worried teenager.

But everything changed after all.

The ink bottle on the table was dry, the curled edges of the paper in the drawer were yellowed, the sheets were freshly changed, and there was a faint smell of disinfectant, and the clothes and trousers thrown around were neatly folded and put in sealed storage. The bag is stored in the closet, as well as the strange faces in the neighbor's next door, each with a sense of exploration.

He closed the door with one foot and lay down on a bed wide enough to accommodate two people.The hospital bed in the CDC is so narrow that it can only sleep one person, and there are many designs that match the restraint belts, on which he was bound for six years.

He had never discovered before that the bed in the junior college was so comfortable.It's a pity that no matter how comfortable the bed is today, it can't make him sleep peacefully.

Graduation procedures are handled very quickly, and many steps are saved in terminal updates. As long as the adult restriction is activated, there is no need to transfer out or transfer in, and everything is as usual.

"Have you ever thought about entering a higher school?" Principal Bikong asked as he handed the graduation album to him.No matter how long it has been since the student in front of me, every time I mention it, it is extremely regrettable.

Ta Yun nodded: "I have discussed it with Teacher Jinse, and I still aim at the Yutian Military Academy."

"Oh? Not bad, which major do you want to take?"

"Department of Management." Ta Yun stroked the thick cover of the yearbook, bowed his head and said, "Because of my own reasons, some popular majors are not eligible to fill in..."

"That's pretty good," the principal expressed understanding, "Yutian's management department is considered popular. Even if you don't enter the military department, with your ability, I believe you can make a difference in other fields in the future. Don't give up, and Don't be discouraged."

Encouraged and cared by the elders, Ta Yun felt embarrassed to keep down.He tried to smile: "well, I will, thank you."