past calamity

I didn't say it, it was my hallucination!How did Dad come, how did he know that I was here, but the figure that was getting closer and closer showed beyond doubt, yes, this is him.Huo Lian didn't know what to do for a while, he didn't want his father to see him like this, but he had no strength to move at all, and was afraid that if he moved again, he would fall down, but the appearance of Zhan Hao made him suppress him with internal force just now. The aura of the burning fire lotus was disrupted, and the onset of the toxin was imminent.At this time Zhan Hao also came to the side, and he noticed something wrong with Huo Lian from a distance, and when he got closer, he saw that the child's face was pale and bloodless, and the eyes that were once as hot as fire could hardly be raised.Ever since news came from inside the palace that Huo Lian had gone to the palace but didn't know where he went, Zhan Hao went straight to Da Nei without even thinking about it. The big thing is not good, but when I got here, I saw the scene just now.

The moment I saw Zhan Hao, I didn't know whether it was joy or heartache. In short, my mixed feelings turned into "Dad", and I moved my lips slightly. His mouth was dripping, Zhan Hao rushed forward, Huo Lian collapsed in his arms like this, Zhan Hao grabbed his wrist, "Huo Lian, Huo Lian, what did he eat for you? "Uh..." He wanted to speak but only gushed out hot streams, so frightened that Zhan Hao quickly touched a few big acupuncture points all over his body, and pressed his shoulders, "Don't talk, hold on." He held his shoulders hard Walking outside, the palace gate was already in sight, Huo Lian suddenly knelt down and looked at the gate that was several hundred meters away, "Father, I'm sorry, I'm afraid my child won't be able to get out of this gate." Zhan Hao looked back There seemed to be no one behind him, and someone was watching him die, "Son, Daddy could take you out of here 20 years ago, and he can do the same today." He jumped up and crossed the high wall with Huo Lian .

Outskirts of Imperial City

Zhan Hao brought Huo Lian to a secluded place and put him down against a big rock. Only after he checked his pulse did he realize that Huo Lian's pulse was messy and getting weaker and weaker. Hey in his mouth, he suddenly stretched out a weak hand to block in front, "Daddy, don't save yourself, don't waste your energy." "What are you doing?" "Daddy, the baby is just tired, the baby is really tired, Just let me go! This way you don’t have to be so embarrassing.” Zhan Hao was choked by his words for a moment, and just as he was about to say that Huo Lian had slowly closed his eyes, “Daddy, the child wants to go home, you take Can the baby go home?" Zhan Hao looked at him like this, and touched him distressedly, he knew that he had really made up his mind, and he was so tired that he almost gave up in the past 20 years, let alone him, he was really tired, and Judging from the pulse just now, I really have no way to start. The reason why he held on until now is because of me, but now he has lost the focus of his entire life, forcing him to hold on will only increase his pain.Just like that, he slowly dragged his weak body onto the horse, "Hold on, kid, hold on, Dad will take you home right away."

The sound of the horse's hooves shattered, one rode in the dust, and the two figures were lonely. Who would have thought that there was one person who dominated the battlefield back then, but now the white hair wants to send the black out.

How much heartbreak, how much sorrow, who knows, regret at the beginning, should not be lingering and evil, until now, it is hard to let go, hard to break, and finally become a sorrow.

Infernal Forum

The young man who was supposed to be in his prime is now sleeping on the bed, lifeless, his warm cheeks are skinny, without a trace of blood, his lips are purple, his eyes are black, anyone can tell that this child is not long in the world.Zhan Hao's heart was ashamed, and no one dared to speak out. Just when everyone was at a loss, Fang Xu said, "Why don't I go to Mr. Gongsun again, maybe he will have a solution." Zhan Hao shook his head without looking at others, Zhan Hao has been like this ever since he brought Huolian back. After a long time, Fang Xu finally couldn't help it, "Father, why did this happen? Why did Huolian go to find the prince? He knew that the glass of wine was poisonous. Why do you still have to drink it, he is so smart so there is no other way?" Zhan Hao gave him a painful look, full of heartache and guilt, Fang Xu had never seen him like this, and wished he could bite his tongue on the spot, "No It is his own choice. He deliberately asked Zhao Shu to drink that glass of wine for him. His existence is a hidden danger to the Zhao Dynasty. The existence of Infernal Affairs makes them even more disturbed. Death, they will not let it go, only in this way, Infernal Affairs can have no worries." Fang Xu was heartbroken for a long time and couldn't say a word, the most is the royal ruthless, fire lotus is so affectionate; at the same time he said angrily: "My lord I just said that I want to restore the Zhan family register, but why can't I let Huo Lian go, Huo Lian has never thought of fighting for the throne, I don't believe he will be so ruthless to his son." "Bang" Zhan Hao He slammed his palm on the table, "That's enough, don't talk anymore, don't mention any more books," the hunchback was so frightened that he tugged on Fang Xu's sleeve. Shu killed him, I killed him, it's my fault." "Dad, dad, don't say that." "It's me, I'm sorry for him, if he didn't think I was going to abandon him, he wouldn't To seek death, I completely controlled him for 20 years, and I only cared about my own revenge, I lied to him, I didn't let him have any friends, I didn't let him be emotional, and I didn't allow myself to be emotional, it was my indifference to him that killed him He. You're right, I was so cruel to him. He was so desperate when I rescued him, he told me not to save him, he asked me to let him go, he was so tired that he didn't want to listen to me I fell asleep with an explanation. Huolian, my child, I killed my own child." No one has ever seen Zhan Hao, who is as iron as a ghost, be so emotional, except for Qiuniang's tomb after the massacre of the village 20 years ago. , Tuozi was filled with emotion at this once similar scene, turned around to signal everyone to leave, outside the door he vaguely saw Zhan Hao holding Huo Lian's cooling body and weeping silently.

The autumn night is slightly cool, and the scene at the border is desolate and vast, just like the silver hair growing by the bed. I have been a soldier for a long time, and the world is so cold. I think I have seen everything and I will not be so stupid as to let myself lose it. Only then did I realize that I am still like this Silly, thinking that as long as I change my heart to be harder than iron, I won’t be sad anymore, and keep the child’s feelings out of my life, and in the end, I will not only hurt him, but also myself.Nowadays, there is only so much dad can do, why don't you wait, son, wait?Since Zhan Hao came back, he has been standing by the bed every step of the way, and no one persuaded him to rest.Because everyone knows what this means, and no one wants to disturb them, but just take turns guarding the door.

Blessing in disguise, detoxification

There was no sound at night, and the morning came quietly, as if he didn't want to wake up the sweet dreams of the people in the house. Everything changed so quietly. Zhan Hao leaned against the bed and was stimulated by the first ray of sunlight this morning. His eyes hurt, and he subconsciously grasped the hands of the people around him. He was startled, and when he took a closer look, he found that Huo Lian's complexion had returned to normal, and the purple-black color between his lips and eyes had also faded. Although there was still a trace of paleness, Zhan Hao stretched out his hand After exploring Huolian's neck, he realized that his pulse had stabilized, but it was a little weak, "Come on, come on quickly." Zhan Hao's loud roar really scared the people who were still dozing off just now, and they rushed When he came here, he thought that something had happened to Huolian. "Father, suzerain, what's wrong with Huo Lian?" Zhan Hao called everyone to the bedside, "Look, he recovered by himself." Indeed, the person who was dying yesterday looks like a person who is fast asleep today. child.Fang Xu: "Here, could it be that Baidu Pill has played a role?" Tuozi: "But hasn't Baidu Pill turned into a drug? How is this..." Zhan Hao: "Could it be that Zhao Shu's drug just happened to happen? It counteracts the poison in Huo Lian's body, such an accidental collision will neutralize the poison in his body." Everyone breathed a sigh of relief, Fang Xu: "Ah, that's really good to say, I didn't expect this to be a blessing in disguise." But Zhan Hao and Tuozi couldn't be happy, "If the young master is fine, why is he still like this?" My body seems to be getting colder." The hunchback: "Could it be that I'm too weak and haven't recovered for a while." "I'll prescribe a prescription, and you go get the medicine." "Yes."

After drinking the medicine, she still fell asleep, as if she was really too tired, as if she would never want to wake up, which made everyone's heart tightened. Not only that, Huo Lian's condition seemed to be getting worse and worse. Hao faintly had an ominous premonition, and Fang Xu comforted him, "Maybe, he is just tired, but at least he has been detoxified now, so it should be fine." Zhan Hao shook his head, "Have you noticed a problem? "What?" "I said that Huolian was frightened since she was a child. Whether it was injured or sick, even in a coma, he would never forget to look for me, but it has been so long now, and he has no reaction at all. , this is impossible." Zhan Hao let out a long breath and looked at the genealogy and booklets on the table, "I'm afraid he doesn't want to wake up, he doesn't know about this silly boy..." Fang Xu was originally concerned about the name that day. Doubts arose in his heart, and he was even more puzzled by what Zhan Hao said. Zhan Hao put down his clenched hands, got up and came to the table, picked up the family tree, and said, "Follow me."

Suddenly there is a gust of autumn wind, although it is not as chilling as the north wind, but what passes through the hall is straight to the heart, like the desolation covered by autumn frost.The person on the bed seemed to have had a long, long dream, and he couldn't wake up no matter what. Who knew what kind of turmoil this seemingly calm boy was going through in his heart.The clanging of swords is in his