past calamity

He didn't care anymore, he couldn't tell whether it was his injury or his heart that was hurting, maybe both!

Alone, he still lost everything after all, even if the pain was extreme, he just stretched out his hand to cover his chest, his face lost the slightest expression, calmly like a corpse, he walked to the outskirts step by step.The autumn wind was rustling, and a figure wrapped in white was wandering by the lake, like a homeless wandering soul, "This is fate, a fate that I will never escape. In the end, the bamboo basket fetches water in vain. How can the world be so big?" Where I live, I have long been like a lonely ghost. I am too naive, why should I wishful thinking, Fang Xu is the only son of my father, and it is only right and proper to recognize my ancestors, so I have no right to be sad. Father's wish It's finally over, isn't this also my long-cherished wish? If it wasn't for the mercy of my father 20 years ago, I would have died in Huangquan. These 20 years are considered to be picked up. Since this life is doomed to escape this disaster, why bother to sigh." Finally Sitting by this lake once, "Perhaps you know me best in the world, your lake water is my tears, you are my only friend, keep this last secret for me!" He was about to throw it into the lake, but somehow his hand was retracted, and he took out the young master's token by accident, which is really ridiculous. Kong has dual identities, and none of them belonged to him in the end.But the young master's decree seemed to arouse his rationality, "I'm still the young master of infernal affairs, what's the point of dying like this." Into the unfathomable abyss.

There are not many people who have seen the young master in Infernal Affairs, and they searched around, but there is no trace at all. It's not that Huo Lian is hiding from them, but for him, even the lakeside is now Zhan Hao's territory. He didn't want to go anymore, but he didn't know that Zhan Hao had given him that piece of lake water as early as when he was ten years old.

It has been a day and a night, and there is still no news from Huo Lian.Zhan Hao's heart became heavier and heavier, "Son, where did you go?" The next morning Fang Xu brought back a piece of news that worried him even more, "I went to Xiaoli's place early in the morning, and she told me that last night, Huo Lian has been here, she didn't see him, she just left this." Then he took out the statue of Xiao Li, which was carved by Huo Lian when he saw her for the first time, and seeing her is more important than life , but now suddenly appearing here, I'm afraid he is in danger.

Royal Palace

Red bricks and yellow tiles are the most ruthless, so why be passionate when born in ruthlessness.Whether it is Infernal Affairs or the Imperial Palace, neither is a place where you can use the deepest affection, why do you have to give so wholeheartedly, why do you still keep that little fantasy in your heart, even if you gamble everything on yourself.Stepping into this deep palace step by step is like a bottomless pit with no turning back, showing the palace entrance badge, everything went well, Huolian didn't face the saint, just wandering aimlessly in the palace.

In fact, with Huolian's ingenuity, how could she fail to guess the darkness under the lamp? On the day of the decisive battle at Ximen, the shadow on the city wall clearly wanted to put him to death, and they didn't want the enemy troops to enter the city, so they chose to stand by and watch. In order to defeat the forces of Infernal Affairs, they will hurt each other and take the opportunity to solve themselves.And Renzong hid in the basement that day and didn't know what happened outside. There was only one person who had the ability to order the Imperial Forest Army. Now he is not in a hurry to find him. Worried that he won't come to me?

Sure enough, an eunuch stopped him. It was Eunuch Li who sent the last secret letter to the prince on behalf of King Ding that day. But do you have something to meet?" "Eunuch Li, you should treat each other with admiration for three days, Eunuch Li is promoted!" The two exchanged pleasantries with half-hearted smiles for a while before getting to the point, "Eunuch Li, Huo Lian is confused, I was thinking of going to the palace to hand in the things to the sage, only to find that I forgot to bring them when I entered the palace gate, unfortunately I just lost my way in the palace, I made my father-in-law laugh at me, I hope my father-in-law would do me a favor and send it out of the palace." Li The father-in-law is not a fuel-efficient lamp either. Who is he, Yu Huolian, and he has not entered the palace once or twice. If he dared to break into the palace alone, he must have come here for something. If he doesn't go to face the saint, he wanders around here. I sent him out, want to sneak?He made a bow to Huo Lian, "Don't be too anxious Yu Zhuangyuan, His Royal Highness has heard about Yu Zhuangyuan's name for a long time, and it's rare to meet you today, so I would like to ask Yu Zhuangyuan to move forward." After finishing speaking, he stretched out his hand towards the hall, "Please " Huo Lian smiled triumphantly, "Since His Royal Highness the Crown Prince has kindly invited you, Huo Lian will go, I'm sorry."

"His Royal Highness, Zhuangyuan Yu is here." "Please." Huo Lian entered the hall and was about to salute the prince. "Yu Zhuangyuan, there is no need to be too polite, come here, and give me a seat." "Huo Lian, thank you Your Highness." The two sat down, "Yu Zhuangyuan has made great contributions to saving the city, and he has not had time to clean up the dust for you, but such a thing happened I am deeply sorry." "Huo Lian dares to bother the crown prince." "Don't be offended by Yu Zhuangyuan, please forgive me for offending Yu Zhuangyuan that day, those two people have already been dealt with by me." Zhao Shu paused, She gave a wink to the eunuch at the side, a young eunuch slipped behind the curtain, Huo Lian glanced at it as if she didn't see it. "Yu Zhuangyuan was born in the Jianghu, and he must not be used to the tea of ​​us literati and poets, so someone gave him wine."

As soon as the words fell, the little eunuch just came out from behind with a jug of wine, "This jug of wine is specially prepared for Yu Zhuangyuan." While speaking, a glass of sake was handed to him, and Huo Lian took the wine glass and drank it down. This really caught the prince by surprise. He thought it would take a lot of effort for a person like Yu Huolian to trick him into taking the bait, but he didn't expect him to drink his own wine so easily. What kind of medicine is sold in this gourd?Huo Lian drank a glass of wine, but felt that her chest was overwhelmed, and the attack was really ruthless. Thanks to her body of martial arts, she temporarily suppressed the toxicity with her internal force. If she didn't want to leave, she might fall here.Seeing the prince's suspicion, he suppressed the tearing pain in his heart, clenched his fists, and forcefully squeezed out a sentence, "Good wine is worthy of being a palace item. I dare to ask His Royal Highness to bestow this jug of wine." The prince was taken aback, Huolian didn't have time to wait for him to open his mouth and picked up the jug and drank it down, "Walking in the rivers and lakes, I am used to drinking heavily, Your Highness forgive me." Number one scholar, drink well." "Huolian, don't bother me any more, let me go." Zhao Shu signaled to his subordinates, "Your Highness the Crown Prince will send you off." After speaking, he quickened his pace and walked out of the palace, of course he knew that someone was following behind him. But he no longer has the strength to get rid of them, he just hopes to last until he leaves the palace.The crown prince was puzzled, this medicine is the highly poisonous poinsettia from Miaojiang, and this strong wine is even more poisonous, so he didn't die on the spot?What kind of person is this Yu Huolian?Whether it was Ding Wang, Leng Qing, or Liao people, they would have escaped death no matter how many times they killed him. This time, I would never believe that he was dead if I didn't see him fall in front of me.

Infinite life and death

Huolian strode forward with difficulty, and the severe pain hit the sky and covered the sky. It became more and more intense one after another, and suddenly the sky was dark and the sweat was pouring down. The reason why she was still holding on was because she didn't want to collapse in front of others.The steps under my feet are getting heavier step by step, and I don't know how long I have walked. The road I have traveled thousands of times before feels so long now, as if no matter how I walk, I will never reach the end.His eyes became more and more blurred, like a dying person. Although his life was only 20 years, the scenes of the past kept flashing in his mind, the displacement when he was young, and the rigorous training day after day when he was a teenager , listening to the horrific past over and over in his ears, until death could not erase the pain that penetrated into the bone marrow and blood, until this moment he understood that all these sufferings and pains are not only Zhan Hao's, but also his. , In the past 20 years of life, he is the only one who does not have himself every day, or he has become a part of him, and he keeps saying "Dad, Dad..." until Xiaoli appeared, and there was a bright light in his life After all, for a short period of bright time, he couldn't escape the vortex of fate after all, "Xiao Li," he smiled slightly, showing warmth; then Fang Xu appeared, and the appearance of that jade pendant completely changed his fate. Bitterness feels that as long as it is for Dad, my heart will be warm. No matter how indifferent Zhan Hao is to him, he doesn't care. The truth is ruthless, and the reality is even more ruthless. It is only a moment from heaven to hell, or I am actually living in hell. , The paradise he has never been to is just his fantasy. Thinking of it this way, the temperature on his body seems to be stripped away bit by bit, leaving only the surrounding coldness.

I have tasted all the ups and downs in the past 20 years, and it is not in vain for me to go through this world, but, just... Dad hasn't hugged me yet, and he has never... Thinking of Zhan Hao touching Fang Xu so tenderly when he was injured, His eyes were full of pity, his heart felt like blood was dripping, and the hand covering his chest couldn't help but tightened, as if he wanted to tear it apart. Yes, he wanted to tear his heart apart so that it wouldn't hurt so much. , are people whose time is approaching, why do they torture themselves like this, why do they still hurt so much?He finally stopped, because he couldn't walk any more, this time he really couldn't go out, anyway, he never thought he could go out, he lowered his head stubbornly and stood alone on the wide road in the palace, Dad As I said, even if you die, you must die with integrity.

With a wry smile, no matter what time he was still thinking about his opinion of himself, a familiar feeling forced him to raise his head, a white figure was about to blurt out "Dad" from far to near, and bit his lip hard stupefied