my coward

After leaving the attic, Su Mi kept making fun of Zhuo Guangyao for having a girlish heart. "I still have to refold the letter paper into a heart shape, what's the matter? It's been so long, you can see that the attic is full of dust, and the person involved must have forgotten it before he came back to look for it. You really have to take it seriously." Isn't it a waste of energy to stack a shape!"

"No way!" Zhuo Guangyao was so sure, he looked into Su Mi's eyes and said word by word: "He will never forget! Even if he didn't take away the things, he took away his heart."

Su Mi was overwhelmed by his serious expression, and smiled again: "Yes, yes! He will never forget. I don't have your artistic talents~ Don't despise me for being uneducated~"

Zhuo Guangyao couldn't bear it, "I, I didn't mean that..."

Su Mi pulled him forward and kept smiling.Zhuo Guangyao walks with the same hands and feet in a strange manner, and a stagger finally forced Su Mi to stop.

"What's the matter? You seem a little nervous... Are you afraid that I will eat you?" Su Mi frightened him with bared teeth and claws.

"No, no! I, I'm just a little excited..."

Su Mi approached and pinched his cheek in a funny way, "It's okay, just speak slowly, I'm listening."

Zhuo Guangyao settled down and continued, "I feel like we accidentally discovered a secret, a secret that cannot be told."

"What secret? Why didn't I find out?"

"...This secret should not be revealed now..."

Su Mi's face was full of displeasure, "Are you teasing me?"

Zhuo Guangyao hastily denied, "No! Originally, this was someone else's privacy, and now it's all my own guess."

It was probably because he looked so flustered that Su Mi burst out laughing.

"Oh, I laughed so hard. Why are you so nervous?" Su Mi hugged her aching belly from laughing, "It's so cute that you are always so serious."

Zhuo Guangyao immediately flinched after hearing this, he was so embarrassed that he didn't know what to do.

"Relax, the most important thing in life is to be happy~ It's not fun to always be serious~"

Su Mi nonchalantly pulled Zhuo Guangyao away who was about to defend himself, and felt cute when he received his protesting eyes, and couldn't help pinching his face again.

"Let's go to the beach and play."

"Today? No way! The store is still open at night, and we have to make preparations in the afternoon. It must be too late."

"Then take a leave of absence." Su Mi suggested.

"KEN will not agree. There are only three people including Achuan. Achuan is mainly responsible for singing, and he can't do some tasks."

"How do you know if you don't try? To KEN, you are not that important, after all, the one who sings is one with him."

These words ignited Zhuo Guangyao's anger, he shook off the involved palm and walked forward quickly.

"What's wrong?" Su Mi followed up a few steps, "What did I say wrong?"

Zhuo Guangyao just buried his head and rushed forward.

"careful!"

The piercing sound of emergency brakes resounded through the sky, and Zhuo Guangyao realized that he had rushed out of the road. Fortunately, the road on the island was winding and undulating, and the driver could not increase the horsepower. The emergency brake stopped the tragedy when the speed was not fast. .

"You don't have eyesight when you walk! You're in a hurry to go to the funeral!" The driver was full of resentment and cursed.

Su Mi hurried up, skillfully took out a pack of cigarettes, lit it for the driver herself, smiled apologetically and bowed, her attitude was so good that the driver was too embarrassed to find fault.

"Be careful next time! Not everyone is as good at driving as I am."

"Yes yes yes! It's all thanks to you this time! Take this pack of cigarettes and refresh yourself after a hard drive." Su Mi conveniently stuffed the Kaifeng cigarettes into the driver's breast pocket.

"You're not bad, let's forget it this time. Be careful next time you walk!"

"Okay, okay, definitely."

Su Mi watched the driver walk away, and the smile on her face instantly collapsed.He slowly took a few steps to stand in front of Zhuo Guangyao who hadn't regained his composure, hesitated to speak a few times, and finally just said: "Be careful next time!"

Zhuo Guangyao himself could feel his muscles twitching, and he almost became a dead soul under the car. His reaction was not too extreme.He has been slow to react since he was a child. He didn't feel anything when he saw the interaction between Su Mi and the driver just now. It wasn't until Su Mi came towards him that he realized what he had just experienced.

"I, I'm a little weak..."

Su Mi frowned upon hearing this, and quickly chose to bend over and squat in front of Zhuo Guangyao, "Come on, I'll carry you on my back."

Zhuo Guangyao stared at the wide and not-so-muscular back, hesitating very much.

"Hurry up, this posture is also tiring."

Zhuo Guangyao rushed forward as soon as he was determined, and the momentum made Su Mi stagger for a while, and after standing still, he deliberately weighed it.

"Are you a tiger preying? I don't usually see it so fierce."

"The first, first time being carried..." Zhuo Guangyao blushed in a place Su Mi couldn't see.

"First time? Haven't you been carried by an elder when you were young?" Su Mi walked forward with two long legs.

Zhuo Guangyao lay on Su Mi's back and replied sullenly, "No."

In his childhood impressions, he really couldn't find any similar memories. His mother always looked at him coldly, sometimes even sternly. His father...he only saw him in a photo frame, the one with a handsome appearance, The man with warm brows and eyes was always so perfect in his mother's narration, handsome, intelligent and personable, he always wondered whether such a man really existed in the world.Probably God was jealous of Yingcai, his father died shortly after he was born.He can't feel what the so-called boundless father's love is like, and whether he will carry him forward like this.

"My father passed away very early, my mother is always busy, and I have a little sister. I often carried her on my back and hugged her when she was young, but unfortunately she didn't like me very much."

"What should I do? Little Guangyao, hearing your low tone, I really want to kiss you right away."

"Hey?"

"But you will definitely be shy again, maybe you will hop around like a kangaroo, so I won't do it, but I still want to express my feelings honestly."

What Su Mili said as a matter of course made his face turn red and turn white, and he leaned on his broad shoulders. Zhuo Guangyao thought, wondering if his father's back was so reassuring.

"Go to the beach~"

Su Mi suddenly ran like a chicken, Zhuo Guangyao was so frightened that he hugged his neck tightly and refused to let go for a moment.

The sound of the waves hitting the beach became clearer, and Su Mi's breathing became more rapid, "You probably don't know..." He shouted excitedly, "When I was young, I grew up eating seafood."

"That was probably the happiest day of my life."

Zhuo Guangyao felt the vibration in his chest. Although Su Mi's voice was loud and his face was glowing, he always felt that the bright sunshine on the beach did not shine into his eyes.

There was sadness in his eyes.