my coward

Zhuo Guangyao began to avoid Su Mi.He knew that Su Mi was too worried about himself that day, but whenever he recalled that day, his memory would be filled with unhappiness and fear, which also affected his mood of watching the game. In the end, MAY only got No.9. The judges thought that her movements were too single, the choice of waves was not wise, the waiting time in the waiting area was too long, the wave height was obviously lower than that of other competitors, and she did not make full use of the surfboard and the whole wave. MAY knew the result, but she joked with a smile: "I am a surfing genius if I am self-taught and can still enter the top ten?! It seems that I am so talented if I don't win a championship in the next competition!" Zhuo Guangyao looked at her emotions He was not depressed, and he swallowed the consolation manuscript that he had finally typed out in his stomach. He was never good at this kind of thing, and he might be self-defeating if he didn't pay attention to any detail.

He hasn't been to KEN's bar for a long time, and he is afraid that Su Mi will appear there one day.Every time he heard KEN complaining howling on the phone because of his sudden vacation, the shop owner wanted to cut himself in half, he would feel a little guilty.After calculating the meager savings in hand, as long as there are no new comics and favorite figures appearing in the near future, the savings should last for a while.

"KEN, why don't I resign, and you can recruit another one. Otherwise, I'll take the spot, and I'll feel sorry."

"Little Guangyao, Brother KEN, I will only say this once, your vacation time is a bit long this time, the store is waiting for you to adjust yourself and come back~"

Thanks to having such a caring and caring boss like KEN, Zhuo Guangyao is not at risk of being fired even if he is not on duty for N days.The little devil in my heart began to clamor: In this way, I can give myself a holiday with peace of mind.Anyway, he didn't have much enthusiasm, it was all the work he had to do in order to survive on this small island.The stolen time can be accompanied by the beloved animation peripherals in the house, this is a happy life.

In the days to come, Zhuo Guangyao plans to spend his life in the two-dimensional world, and he plans to give up his mobile phone, the only connection hub with the three-dimensional world.I don't know how many days and nights I spent doing nothing, and finally Zhuo Guangyao had the urge to check the time one day. When he failed to find the alarm clock among the piles of papers in the room, he touched it by accident. When the time comes, the mobile phone will automatically shut down due to power consumption.

After searching for a charger for another half an hour without a clue, Zhuo Guangyao finally reunited with his mobile phone like an old friend after a long absence.As soon as it is turned on, the text message will remind you that you have 78 missed calls.This number scared Zhuo Guangyao to death. After living as a passer-by for so many years, he never thought that he would be needed by others so that he would call him so frequently.

Click one by one, almost all of them are a number.He remembered that this string of numbers belonged to Su Mi.

The only text message also jumped out, with a few words: I'm leaving, sorry.Don't want to say goodbye.

Zhuo Guangyao rubbed those words across the screen, and the satisfaction accumulated for several days was emptied in an instant, leaving the loneliness that accompanied him for many years.

What is between them?Stopped before it even started?Zhuo Guangyao recalled the ecstatic performance of that person when he agreed to date with the mood of giving it a try, and now he can say goodbye with a short message, and it has only been a short month.

What kind of relationship is the most warm and stable?In Zhuo Guangyao's more than twenty years of life, he has not found the answer.For him, family affection is not, and love seems to be even more so.

Zhuo Guangyao, who was depressed, had a craving for alcohol for the first time. He opened the refrigerator and realized the fact that the food storage was empty.Looking around, except for the clean and shiny hand-made showcases, other places have become natural garbage dumps.Paper cups of instant noodles and disposable table spoons can be seen everywhere along with clumps of tissue paper. Green mold has already started to erode, willfully decorating the chaotic venue.Zhuo Guangyao opened the door in embarrassment, and the fresh air outside rushed into his lungs instantly, allowing him to breathe heavily like a rebirth.

"My God! Brother, you are finally willing to open the door! I was thinking about breaking in today. Do you know how many days you will stay at home?! I tell everyone that you are practicing in seclusion."

MAY wore heavy makeup on his face, and ran to Zhuo Guangyao in a few steps. His big and round eyes flickered like butterfly wings, and he wore a kawaii pink headband. His long curly hair was casually scattered on his shoulders. This picture Zhuo Guangyao didn't dare to recognize her because of her uncharacteristically dressed clothes.

Probably feeling the shock on her face, MAY restrained her exaggerated expressions and became a little awkward, "Well, you know, girls! Sometimes I just change my hairstyle and put on makeup , Change the style or something. These have cost me a lot of money, and I still feel heartbroken to buy this suit!"

Zhuo Guangyao noticed that her dressing style was different today. For the first time, she wore a water green dress with lace trim, and it was a long skirt.Last summer, he used to wear T-shirts and denim shorts of the same style for a season.

"How is it? Does it look good?" MAY lowered his head, looked left and right, and asked a little unconfidently.

"pretty."

It wasn't until he opened his mouth to speak that Zhuo Guangyao realized that his voice had become hoarse beyond recognition.Immediately afterwards, MAY ordered me to drink a cup of hot water, and then began to enjoy the pizza delivered by the new store next door.As for the room that was so bad that I couldn’t bear to look directly at it, MAY didn’t say much, just like a little maid, she dutifully packed the garbage and dirt, cleaned and mopped the floor over and over again, wishing to move all the large furniture out Reorganize the room.Zhuo Guangyao just sat at the front desk, watching her come in and out like a hardworking bee, and he didn't know whether to remind her that these could be done by the cleaning lady in the store.

Two hours later, the rubbish cleared from Zhuo Guangyao's room had piled up outside the hotel door into a hill. MAY did not stop there, and the goal of taking care of things continued to Zhuo Guangyao himself.

"Look at your chicken coop, your clothes are wrinkled, and there are oil stains! Also, what's the matter with your beard? Are you going to go out to beg?!"

Wherever MAY said, he poked hard with disgust on his face, and Zhuo Guangyao was afraid that a hole would really be poked in his body.

"It hurts...it hurts, it hurts!"

Giving in to May's Yujie Fan, Zhuo Guangyao was dragged to take a bath by force.Seeing her posture of helping to put hot water in the bathtub, Zhuo Guangyao was really afraid that May would strip him naked regardless.

"Your newly bought clothes are very expensive, and they are all wet. I'll do it myself."

MAY stopped what she was doing, looked at him blankly, and then looked at her clothes.After a while, I finally accepted the opinion.

"Hey! Brother Guangyao!"

"Ok?"

Zhuo Guangyao turned his head reflexively, and saw MAY hovering at the door, pinching the corner of her skirt, hesitant to speak. "Forget it."

"what?"

"It's just... you wash it quickly, and I'll shave you later. That's it!"

"no need……"

MAY obviously refused to accept the rejection, and left the scene quickly.Zhuo Guangyao smiled wryly. He has always been unable to deal with strong people, and he would be led by the nose before he knew it.The most daring thing I have ever done in my life is to deceive my mother and run away from home.After all, running away is an act of cowardice.

Finally rejected MAY's kindness.Zhuo Guangyao saw that the exquisite eyeliner specially drawn by MAY was crying until it melted, and black tears flowed down his plump cheeks. He was embarrassed and distressed at the same time.His own chin was covered in white shaving foam, which must have been ridiculous.The girl he regarded as his sister had already sat on his lap, and he couldn't remain indifferent.

"Why? Can't I? I dressed up so cutely today, and I even wore a skirt I've never worn before. Isn't it said that nerds like it?"

MAY cried while wiping her tears, "Or did you say that you were completely bent by that bastard? Didn't you like two-dimensional cute girls with big breasts before? Could it be that my breasts are not big enough?"

Zhuo Guangyao held the paper boxes and handed them one by one, his mind was muddy from crying, and he didn't know how to answer after thinking about it.

"I don't know either. You also know that I'm not smart, and I don't have many ideals." He said honestly, "You can understand that it's my instinctive choice."

MAY suddenly stopped crying, and the light in her eyes gradually dimmed.

The author has something to say:

Xiaomou: In fact, Ms. MAY is a pretty good wife. Strict control of her wife is a disease of happiness^_^

Brother Guangyao: Do ​​you dare to write to me? !

Xiao Mou: I don’t dare to persuade o(╯□╰)o