Unique memory

It is different from listening to the PIA drama of Ambition Lingyang in YY before, this "Jia Jia" has an impact that is so familiar that Xu Jia is defenseless and even has no resistance, piercing through the layer of relaxed and indifferent over the years. The protective cover, reaching the place of the past that he has always stored in the depths of his heart.

Every bit of what he and Wei Lingyang have experienced, whether it is the chasing and fighting in childhood, the first love in adolescence, or the sweet words in love, he will store them there, and there is only one person who can open it. .

Wei Lingyang.

Xu Jia silently yelled out the three words he had memorized by heart. At this moment, he felt as if all his strength had been emptied, and he felt suddenly injected with new vitality.

is it you?

He didn't dare to ask these three words.

Wei Zhongqi's accident, He Minyu's pleading, Wei Lingyang's retention, and a psychiatrist's consultation, etc., are often played out in front of him like a movie that is played repeatedly, forming a guilty conscience invisibly. The shackles had been locked on his chest layer upon layer for so many years, and he couldn't break free, and he didn't dare to break free.

He regretted more than once that when he saw Wei Lingyang smoking on the street in the United States, he didn't step forward to hug his slightly curved back, but when he saw the photo sent by He Minyu, he was glad that he didn't take that step.

Maybe his backsliding finally pulled his loved one back from that unblessed path.

"What's the matter with you?" Probably because he was silent for too long, High Aspiration Lingyang asked again, with concern in his tone, "Did I bother you?"

"...No." Xu Jia spit out these two words slowly, took a deep breath silently, and calmed down his emotions that almost lost control because of the other party's address, "I just..."

"Wow?!"

Duo Duo hurriedly called out from behind. Xu Jia looked back and saw Duo Duo jumping up from behind, standing up in front of the table, with two front paws on the edge of the table, and kept calling out to the small speaker next to the computer. Surprised and anxious, he kept pawing at the table with his front paws, trying to climb up.

Xu Jia was stunned for a moment when he saw this, and then he realized that Duoduo ran in from outside the living room after hearing similar voices from Lingyang Lingyang and Wei Lingyang, and his reaction this time was even more excited than when he saw the photo last time , He simply regarded the other party as Wei Lingyang.

In fact, Duoduo's reaction is not surprising. When I heard the other party's voice for the first time, didn't I drop the cup by mistake?

Thinking of this, Xu Jia chuckled lightly.

"Okay, don't get excited." Xu Jia reached out and touched Duoduo's head, calming down his emotions like last time. After it calmed down, he said to the person on the computer side who had been quiet since Duoduo appeared, " Sorry Ling Yang, did I scare you?"

"I'm not scared." Top Gun Ling Yang paused, "But it seems that this is the first time you've called me by my name."

Xu Jia didn’t have much contact with the other party when he was in the production group or YY before, and he occasionally called the other party “Zhaodi” in a few exchanges, but it seems a bit strange to call him that in private, and it’s not quite right to call him by his full name. , simply called the latter two words.

Xu Jia didn't know if it was an illusion, but when the other party said this, he could hear a hint of happiness in his tone.

But before he could figure out whether it was true or not, when the other party made a sound, Duoduo, who had just been appeased by him, became agitated again. While barking, he stood on tiptoe and wanted to climb onto the table, as if he wanted to get out of bed. It's like capturing the person he's thinking about day and night from the speaker.

The Golden Retriever is a large dog. When Duoduo stood up, it was higher than the table. Seeing that it was about to climb onto the table, Xu Jia stood up helplessly from the chair, bent down and hugged it with its two front paws. Turning to the direction of the chair, and pushing its back: "Go up."

Duoduo immediately understood, climbed onto the chair with all four limbs nimbly, sat in the chair like a model, and called Xu Jia twice in a fawning manner.

"Sit down and don't move around, and don't bark, you know?" Xu Jia pinched its ears and said to it.

"Woof." Duoduo stuck out his tongue.

Xu Jia went to the living room to move a new chair, came back and sat down next to Duo Duo, then took the microphone that Duo Duo was protecting with his paws on his chest, and said to Ling Yang, "Sorry, my dog ​​is a bit noisy, so I didn't scare you Just fine."

"It doesn't matter, but it seems a little excited, it seems like I scared it." Aspiring Lingyang laughed.

You not only scared it, you scared me.

Xu Jia complained in his heart, but before he could answer, Duo Duo, who was next to him, yelled first, as if responding to what Ling Yang said.

"Is he greeting me?" the other person asked.

"That's it."

"Wang!"

"..."

Every time Lingyang said something, Duoduo called out. Xu Jia was dumbfounded by it, but Lingyang didn't care at all, and greeted Duoduo with interest, asking what his name was.

"Wow, woof." Duoduo called twice happily.

"Wow Wang?" Aspiration Lingyang asked.

"Wang Wang Wang."

"Three dogs?"

"Wow woof woof woof woof."

"..." Zhuang Lingyang was silent for a few seconds, "Your name is a bit difficult to pronounce."

"Wow woof woof woof woof!"

"..."

Xu Jia couldn't help laughing at the unreasonable conversation between one person and one dog. He knew that Duoduo was in a very happy mood at this time, which had never happened in the past two years.

"Are you laughing at me?" Zhuang Lingyang heard his laughter, gave up communicating with Duoduo, and turned the topic to Xu Jia, "Why do I feel that your dog is playing with me?"

"It's nothing." Xu Jia stopped laughing, and he felt much better after being quarreled with by Duoduo, "It's just too excited."

"Really?" Zhuang Lingyang said, "It seems that my dog ​​relationship is quite good, what's its name?"

"My name is Duoduo." Xu Jia replied, stroking Duoduo's soft hair with one hand, "I'm 8 years old this year."

"Like a child's name, did you choose it?" the other party asked.

"My grandma took it." Xu Jia said, when he mentioned Duoduo's name, he couldn't help but think of the scene when Wei Lingyang named Duoduo "Teppanyaki" on the day he picked it up. In fact, he also has a big name."

"Ok?"

"It's called Teppanyaki."

As soon as Xu Jia finished speaking, a low laugh came from the speaker, like a laugh that came out of the mouth inadvertently, with obvious joy and a trace of familiarity that couldn't be concealed.

Such a laugh fell into Xu Jia's ears, and he subconsciously asked, "What are you laughing at?"

"No, I just think this name... is very interesting." The ending of the high ambition Lingyang slightly raised, and the joy in the voice has not dissipated, "Did you choose the name?"

Xu Jia said that Duoduo’s nickname was Teppanyaki, which was meant to be tentative. From the time he met Ling Yang, this person gave him a different feeling from other people, like a contradictory body. It can be said that he is Wei Lingyang, it can also be said that he is not.

Every time when Xu Jia convinced himself that he was not Wei Lingyang, the other party would reveal some clues that made him look forward again, such as the natural intimacy when talking to him, or just like him just now. The familiar sense of humor when communicating with Duoduo.

Of course, he could directly ask the other party what he doubted, but he didn't.

He is afraid that the other party will say yes, because he can't make a second promise; he is also afraid that the other party will say no, because he wants to give himself a little fantasy, despicably regard him as the person he thinks in his heart, and pretend that he has changed another way accompany yourself.

So no matter whether it is or not, for Xu Jia, sometimes it is better to pretend to be confused while pretending to understand.

When he was thinking about it, Ling Yang asked again: "Why don't you talk again? Are you sleepy?"

"No." Xu Jia restrained his mind, "I didn't take it, it was another owner."

"Oh? It has another owner?" Top Gun Lingyang's voice sounded a bit surprised, "Is it a girlfriend?"

"of course not."

Xu Jia reached out to touch the word "Ling Yang" on the screen, and said softly, "He is a very important person."

"How important is it?" As if sensing his emotions, the other party's voice also softened.

How important is it?

Xu Jia couldn't measure the weight.

In the summer vacation of the year he graduated from high school, he went alone to complete the graduation trip agreed with Wei Lingyang.He walked through the ancient city of Lijiang, climbed the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain, saw Cangshan Mountain and Erhai Lake, and left a person's footprints at every place they agreed to, and finally stayed in a small mountain village in Yunnan for a while.

There, he once rescued a child who fell into the water. Because the current was too fast, after pushing him to the shore, he was washed away by the rapids.When the water submerged him and was on the verge of death, what he thought of was Wei Lingyang's face.

How important Wei Lingyang is to him, if he had to describe it, Xu Jia could only think of four words.

"Irreplaceable."

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