Unique memory

He Minyu didn't plan to let Wei Lingyang go abroad together at the beginning, because he is now in the third year of high school, and he will take the college entrance examination in a few months, and she didn't want to affect him because of this.

But since she found out about Wei Lingyang and Xu Jia, she felt that it might be a good thing for Wei Lingyang to leave together, not to mention that Assistant Zhang said that he could help with his studies, and Wei Lingyang could go to school as usual when he went abroad.

In order to get ready to leave, she packed all the luggage she was going to bring in advance, and handed over the previously renovated house to Wei Zhongqiu to help rent it out. Everything was ready, and she just waited for Assistant Zhang to notify her.

After Jin Hao learned that Wei Lingyang was going to leave soon, he rushed back from out of town immediately after a commercial performance, and asked Zhou Ziyao and the others to go to the hospital. After visiting Wei Zhongqi, a The partner went to a restaurant near the hospital for dinner.

After they left, He Minyu sat in front of the hospital bed, remembering that when everyone came in just now, Xu Jia stood at the farthest position from Wei Lingyang, with her head bowed and silent, and she felt very uncomfortable.

"Zhongqi, I don't know if it's right or wrong for me to do this, but I really have no other way..." She said to Wei Zhongqi who was sleeping soundly, "If you are awake, I can have someone to discuss with you. But now I'm really lost..."

But Wei Zhongqi couldn't hear her at all, nor could he give her any advice.

On the other side, Wei Lingyang and the others went to the small restaurant next to the hospital. The weather was cold, so everyone ordered two mutton hot pots. The hot steam from the boiling hot pot blurred several young faces, and they couldn't see each other's faces clearly. expression.

It was completely different from the usual cheerful atmosphere when everyone gathered for dinner. Today, everyone’s thoughts were extremely heavy. No one took the initiative to chat. Wipe her tears.

Seeing this, Wei Lingyang said with a smile, "Brother Xiu, why are you crying? It's not like I won't be coming back."

"You're still called this name anytime, you're going to die!" Liang Xiuxiu glared at him angrily, wanting to teach him a lesson, but her throat seemed to be choked by something, and she couldn't say anything.

"It doesn't matter what you call it." Wei Lingyang smiled, and said to Feng Rui, "This stinky girl has such a temper, you can bear it."

"Very good." Feng Rui followed with a smile, "You are leaving soon, brother, I don't know what to say, you should be careful when you are abroad, if..."

"Okay, why make the atmosphere so serious? It's not like you won't come back." Jin Hao suddenly interrupted Feng Rui's voice, filled his glass with wine, picked it up and knocked on the table with the bottom of the glass, trying to dilute it This kind of sad atmosphere, "No matter where people are, everyone is a good brother."

"That's right!" Zhou Yu yelled loudly, attracting the attention of the people at the table next to him, but he didn't care at all, and stood up holding his wine glass, "No matter where we are, we are all good brothers! "

"They are all good brothers!"

The others also stood up and raised their glasses together. Everyone clinked their glasses together and toasted to the friendship of the past two years. Everyone couldn't help but have red eyes.

Holding the wine, Xu Jia silently said "good brother", then drank it all in one gulp, the bitter wine entered his throat and flowed all the way into his heart.

After the meal, everyone left the restaurant. Zhou Ziyao and Xu Jia lived in the same neighborhood, so he naturally asked, "Jiajia, have you gone back now?"

"Go back first, Jiajia still has something to do." Wei Lingyang replied for Xu Jia.

"What's the matter?" Zhou Ziyao asked.

"Why do you have so many questions? It's nothing to do with you." Jin Hao grabbed his shoulders and took the others away. Lu Tingchuan also followed, and then the others dispersed one after another, leaving Xu Jia and Wei Ling Yang two people.

He Minyu was the only one in the hospital to take care of Wei Lingyang. He was worried and didn't stay outside. The two walked to the hospital side by side. As he walked, he asked, "Are you busy with making up classes recently?"

"kind of."

"Oh."

Xu Jia didn't come to the hospital for the past few days after the year. Wei Lingyang also knew that he was too busy making up lessons, but he was still a little bit disappointed. After all, he was leaving soon, but if Xu Jia didn't come to the hospital, he couldn't get out. Time to find him.

The restaurant is very close to the hospital, and the two of them arrived at the door without talking much. Wei Lingyang asked him, "Do you still want to go in and have a look?"

"No, there are still test papers to finish." Xu Jia stood still at the gate, "Go in."

Wei Lingyang wanted to ask if you could not do the test paper tonight, and I wanted to stay with you for a while, but when the words got out of my mouth, it became: "You go back first, I will watch you go."

"Okay." Xu Jia didn't say much, nodded and turned to leave.

Standing on the steps at the entrance of the hospital, Wei Lingyang watched as he put his hands in his pockets and walked slowly in the direction of the bus stop sign, without looking back all the way until his figure disappeared at the next intersection.

"You little heartless person, you actually leave as soon as you say you want, and don't look at me too much." Wei Lingyang muttered, the loss in his heart expanded infinitely, thinking that he was so reluctant to part with Xu Jia now, what would happen if he went to the United States How can we survive?

He sighed heavily, turned around and entered the hospital.

After Xu Jia left the hospital, he didn't take the bus. He walked along the sidewalk all the way, aimlessly, and unknowingly came to the place where Wei Lingyang was hit by the billboard, and stopped involuntarily.

At that time, Wei Lingyang pushed him away, and the scene of being pressed to the ground by the billboard is still vivid in his memory. It was also the most critical change in the relationship between the two of them at that time.

He understands what Wei Lingyang didn't say tonight, but he didn't say it, and he can't say it.Since he promised He Minyu to let go, he shouldn't give himself a little chance to be nostalgic. Even if it was difficult at the beginning, he still had to try to take that step.

So he hasn't come to Wei Lingyang these days, not because of make-up lessons, but because he wants to give himself a buffer time to accumulate the courage to implement the decision, otherwise he is afraid that when that day comes, he will cry before he speaks Come out, what a shame.

"Brother, what are you doing standing here all the time?" The uncle at the newsstand beside him shouted when he saw him standing still by the roadside.

Xu Jia came back to his senses and found himself standing by the window of the newsroom. He quickly apologized and was about to leave, but the other party stopped him: "Hey, I'm not chasing you, I just asked because you've been standing here in a daze." .Are you alone today? What about the young man who was injured with you last time?"

Xu Jia paused when he heard the words, turned around and heard the other party say again: "That's the one that was hit by the billboard. I was the one who called the ambulance for you that day. Did you forget?"

When Wei Lingyang was injured, a lot of passers-by gathered around the two of them, and everyone was arguing to suggest that Xu Jia was worried about Wei Lingyang's injury, so he didn't notice who called 120 for him. I didn't expect that after such a long time, the other party still remembered me, so I thanked him immediately.

"Why are you polite?" The newspaper uncle smiled nonchalantly, "You are the only one today?"

"Yeah, I'm the only one." Xu Jia also smiled, thinking that I'll be the only one in the future.

"Is the little brother who was with you all right?"

"It's okay, thank you for your concern."

"You're welcome."

After chatting with the newspaper uncle, Xu Jia left from there. Before leaving, he looked up at the position of the billboard. A new billboard had been installed there long ago, and it couldn't be seen that it had fallen off. The old does not go, the new does not come" as the saying goes.

What about Wei Lingyang?Will he forget himself after he leaves, will he have a new boyfriend or girlfriend?

Will he never remember Xu Jia again?

Xu Jia didn't know, and didn't dare to think about it.

……

After school started, Wei Lingyang went to the school to find Lao Cao to complete the withdrawal procedures. After saying goodbye to his classmates, he returned to the hospital to help take care of his father.

The old lady of the Wei family has been in poor health, and the old man is 80 years old. Since Wei Zhongqi's accident, He Minyu and the others have been hiding it from the two elders. Even during the Chinese New Year, they made excuses that Wei Zhongqi had no signal when he went to sea, so they couldn't get in touch. Fortunately, Wei Zhongqi has been busy with work these years, so the two elders have no doubts.

But it is impossible to keep it a secret for a long time, so He Minyu planned to at least tell them before leaving, and let them come to see her son.Unexpectedly, before she could get in touch, the old lady overheard the conversation between Wei Zhongqiu and his wife and found out about it. She and the old man rushed to the hospital to visit. When they saw someone, the old lady couldn't bear it on the spot. fainted.

The old lady suddenly fell into a coma and made everyone anxious, so she was sent to the emergency room immediately. Fortunately, she was only caused by excessive nervousness and worry, and soon she woke up. At this time, Assistant Zhang also brought news, Said that the hospital has already made arrangements, and asked He Minyu to prepare for the discharge procedures, and transfer them the day after tomorrow at the latest.

Although the preparations were made before, the news came so suddenly that everyone didn't react for a while. In the end, the old man was the first to say: "Zhong Qi is saved? Isn't it?"

"It's saved!" Wei Zhongqiu followed suit. Although he knew that turning around might not wake him up, he could only comfort the old man at this time, "Dad, don't worry, Assistant Zhang has taken care of everything. My brother will definitely get better in the past."

"Grandpa, don't worry, my dad will be fine." Wei Lingyang also comforted him.

"That's good." The old man nodded with tears in his eyes. He really didn't want a white-haired man to send a black-haired man to him when he already had half a foot in the coffin.

At night, Wei Lingyang sent Wei Zhongqiu and the others to leave. At the hospital gate, the old man took his hand and told him for a long time before letting go. He responded one by one and watched the car leave before going back.

While waiting for the elevator on the first floor, there was a girl standing next to him, who looked about in her twenties.The girl's left arm was injured and put on a plaster cast, and she was on the phone with her mobile phone in her right hand, feeling a little agitated.

From the content of her phone call, Wei Lingyang learned that she was talking on the phone with her boyfriend. Her boyfriend is studying abroad, and the two rarely meet each other. She severely accused the other party when she was hurt. Never been around, there is no difference between having him and not having him, it is better to find someone close to him than to fall in love with him in a foreign country.

The girl's tone was very fierce when she called, but after hanging up the phone, she squatted on the ground and cried.

Ever since his father had an accident, Wei Lingyang had to prevent his mother from crying anytime and anywhere, and he developed the habit of carrying tissues with him. Seeing her crying on the ground, he took out a pack of tissues from his pocket, took out two and handed them to her.

The girl took it and wiped her face, said thank you with a sob, stood up and entered the elevator, and Wei Lingyang followed.

After entering, there were only the two of them in the elevator. The girl's cell phone kept ringing, but she didn't answer it again. She turned it off and asked Wei Lingyang suddenly: "Do you have a girlfriend?"

"Huh?" Wei Lingyang didn't expect that she would ask himself this, he was taken aback for a moment, and said, "No."

"Oh."

"But I have a boyfriend."

"..."

This time the girl was stunned, she looked at Wei Lingyang steadfastly, as if to confirm whether what he said was true or not, and when she found that Wei Lingyang was not joking, she nodded and said, "That's pretty good too."

"Huh?" Wei Lingyang didn't understand what she meant.

"A boyfriend won't be as weak as I am." The girl said lightly, with a little tiredness between her brows, "It's obvious that you are such a big person, and you want someone to take care of you when you have something big. Knowing that he can't see whether I'm sad or not, and can't comfort me...Emotions are nothing, they fade away after a long separation."

Wei Lingyang knew that she was talking about his boyfriend, but he thought of Xu Jia.

I'm leaving soon, and I don't even know when I'll come back. The two countries are so far apart, will his Jiajia be like the person in front of him in a place he can't see, when he is hurt or sad? I don't know, even if I know, I can't give him a hug.

"Ding--"

The elevator door opened, and Wei Lingyang stepped out. After walking two steps, he came back, stretched out his hand to block the elevator door that was about to close, and said in the surprised eyes of the other party: "I will leave him and go to the United States soon, but I think No matter how long we have been separated, my relationship with him will not change, this is the most confident guarantee in my life, I will come back to him sooner or later, and fulfill all my promises to him, I hope yours will be the same."

After speaking, he didn't care about the other party's reaction, and turned to leave.

He ran all the way back to the ward, and said under He Minyu's surprised eyes: "Mom, take care of Dad, I'll go find Jiajia, and I'll be back soon."

"Jiajia?" He Minyu was taken aback, "Why are you suddenly looking for... Hey, Yangyang!"

Before he finished speaking, Wei Lingyang had already left the ward, and she chased him out only to see his back running away.

Wei Lingyang ran all the way out of the hospital. He bought an empty gift box and paper bag at a nearby gift shop, and then took a taxi back home.

After all the things in the house were packed, he found the key to open the desk drawer, took out the photo album he had prepared for Xu Jia, took out the love letter written by Xu Jia and put it in his pocket, put the photo album in the gift box, and then Climbed from the balcony to Xu Jia's side.

Xu Jia was doing test papers in the room, when he heard a noise from the balcony outside, his heart skipped a beat, he got up abruptly and opened the balcony door, and then saw Wei Lingyang standing outside, raising his hand as if about to knock on the door, Can't help but be taken aback.

"You knew I was coming before I knocked on the door. Do you have a heart?" Wei Lingyang saw that he just looked at him and didn't speak, so he rubbed his hair with one free hand, and said with a smile, "Stupid What are you doing, let me in."

Xu Jia made room for him to come in, closed the door, and looked back at him: "Why are you here suddenly?"

"Isn't it okay to come and see you?" Wei Lingyang asked back, "You haven't visited me these days."

When he said this, his tone was obviously wronged. If it was before, Xu Jia would touch his head and say with a smile, "It's all my fault, okay?" But now he can't, he can only pretend that he didn't hear him Meaning: "I'm a bit busy in class, how is Uncle Wei? Is he better?"

"Nothing has changed, my mother is taking care of her in the hospital." Wei Lingyang said, seeing him stepping on the floor with bare feet, his brows frowned, "Why don't you wear shoes, didn't you have frostbite this year?"

He went to bring Xu Jia's cotton mop for him to put on, while scolding: "Your habit of not wearing shoes at home is too worrying. From now on, our house will have to be carpeted except for the kitchen."

Xu Jia babbled to him, kept silent, put on his shoes, and said, "Aunt Min can't take care of her in the hospital by herself, so go back quickly."

"Did you drive me away just after I came here? I'm leaving the day after tomorrow, won't you be reluctant to part with me?" Wei Lingyang asked.

"Why so fast?" Xu Jia Yizheng, although he knew that it would be a matter of time before he left, he was still a little confused when he suddenly heard the exact time.

"Yeah, so if you don't come to me, I can only come to you." Wei Lingyang smiled, and handed the paper bag in front of him, "I came here to give you this.

The black gift box paper bag contained a gift box of the same color. Xu Jia didn't reach out to pick it up, but just looked at it quietly.

Seeing him motionless, Wei Lingyang thought he didn't understand what he meant, and explained: "Your birthday is coming soon, I may not be able to accompany you this year, so I prepared a gift for you in advance."

In fact, even if he didn't explain, Xu Jia guessed that what he held in his hand should be the photo album that He Minyu showed him before.

Reaching out to take the bag, Xu Jia changed hands and put it on the table.

Seeing that he didn't intend to open the gift, Wei Lingyang pointed to the gift box, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Aren't you going to open it to see what it is? I've been preparing it for a long time."

I know you've been preparing for a long time, and I know what it is, but I can't take it apart.

Xu Jia said in his heart that he had prepared some words for so long, but at this moment, he still couldn't speak to Wei Lingyang.

"What's wrong with you?" Wei Lingyang found that something was wrong with him, touched his forehead with his hand, and asked worriedly, "Is there something wrong?"

Xu Jia counted silently for five seconds in his heart, let his palm rest on his forehead for a little longer, and then stretched out his hand to pull it off, looked up at him, and said irrelevantly: "You asked me the other day if I would wait for you, I haven't answered you yet."

"What's wrong with being so serious all of a sudden?" Wei Lingyang smiled strangely, bent over and approached him, jokingly, "Or do you want to tell me that you plan to go with me?"

Xu Jia shook his head, looked at him, and said softly, "I won't wait for you."

"Huh?" Wei Lingyang thought he heard it wrong, blinked his eyes subconsciously, and asked hesitantly, "What you just said was..."

"I said I won't wait for you." Xu Jia repeated, word by word, "Wei Lingyang, let's stop here."

Wei Lingyang, let's end here.

This sentence was like a slap in the face, and Wei Lingyang, who was unsuspecting, was stunned. He was stunned, his expression was a little funny, it took about half a minute to recover, and then he tried to find the slightest hint of a joke from Xu Jia's face :"are you joking?"

Xu Jia didn't answer, but just looked at him calmly, obviously he wasn't joking.

Wei Lingyang didn't understand why he said that suddenly. After thinking for a while, he thought of the girl he met in the elevator tonight, and what she said when she complained about his boyfriend, so he asked, "Are you afraid that I'll go too long? Will be back as soon as possible, you trust me."

"No." Xu Jia shook his head, "During this period of time, I have considered a lot about things between us, I..."

"What's the matter? What about the future?" Wei Lingyang interrupted him, with a anxious tone, "Don't worry, I will definitely come back when I said I would. Wait for me, okay?"

"It's not in the future, it's in the past." Xu Jia forced himself not to care about the pleading tone, and mechanically said what he had prepared earlier in the morning, "I've made it clear, let's not continue."

"Why?" Wei Lingyang was puzzled, "What's wrong with you? Did something happen?"

"I just figured something out."

"What's the matter?" Wei Lingyang asked, "Tell me."

"I don't think it's right for us to be like this. It's ridiculous for two men to be together..."

"nonsense!"

Wei Lingyang interrupted him sharply, since he was a child, he had never spoken to Xu Jia in such a tone, as soon as his voice fell, both of them fell silent, and he scratched his hair with his hands irritably: "I'm sorry. "

He obviously came to give Xu Jia a gift, and wanted to hug and kiss him after leaving, but the development of things made him a little unpredictable.

Xu Jia didn't say a word. At this moment, he seemed to be back to the child who didn't say a word when his parents left when he was a child. This time he was facing Wei Lingyang.

"I don't know why you think so suddenly. What can't you tell me?" Wei Lingyang asked. Based on his understanding of Xu Jia, he didn't believe that Xu Jia would suddenly end the relationship between the two for no reason. There is something he doesn't know, he hesitated, "Did someone say something? Who is it?"

"No, I just don't want to continue." Xu Jia shook his head calmly, looked him straight in the eyes and said, "I just don't want to wait for you, and I don't want to continue this relationship. I don't want to worry about being discovered by others every day. I also don’t want to face strange and accusing eyes from others, which is a burden to me.”

"Burden?" Wei Lingyang didn't expect that he would use such a word to describe the relationship between two people, and looked at him incredulously, "You..."

The ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted his words. Wei Lingyang didn't want to answer at first, but the other party called twice in succession. He took out the mobile phone from his pocket, found that it was He Minyu's call, and immediately picked it up: "Mom...Okay, I will immediately return."

After hanging up the phone, he said to Xu Jia: "I'm going back to the hospital first, I don't know why you said that suddenly, but I don't agree with what you said."

After finishing speaking, she didn't care what Xu Jia's reaction was, she just reached out and pulled him into her arms, gave him a firm hug, and then left the room.

After he left, Xu Jia felt as if all his strength had been used up. He sat down on the chair weakly, opened the notebook and continued to do the test questions. Before writing a few words, Xu Jia began to shake, and he couldn't even hold the pen. , had to stop again, shifted his gaze to the paper bag aside, looked at it for a while, and reached out to take it over.

As he thought, what was in the box was indeed the photo album that He Minyu showed him that day, the same photos and the same cards.

He looked at the photos of the two of them over and over again, and finally stopped on the card written by Wei Lingyang.

——Jiajia baby, happy birthday, love you forever.

Probably because of their young age, no matter what the relationship is, people like to promise forever, and of course they like to listen.

Xu Jia is no exception. Even though everyone who promised him forever failed to keep it, he still likes to hear such lies to make people happy. At least in that short time, he can feel that he is loved of.

He never told anyone, because of his parents, for a long period of time, he was surrounded by a severe sense of abandonment, he was like a drowning person, surrounded by water, the water flowing from the five sense organs And entering, he was gasped for breath, but no one rescued him, the only two people who could take him out both chose to abandon him when they were young.

This state lasted until he met Wei Lingyang, who jumped into the water in a rogue and natural manner, grabbed his hand and dragged him out, and then put him into his domain, using his way protected.

But today, he pushed Wei Lingyang away with his own hands, and chose to return to the water again. This time, he understood that there would be no second Wei Lingyang.

Realizing this, he felt that his chest and heart were about to be torn apart.

From the moment he agreed to He Minyu, every second that passed was Ling Chi to him. The pain was like a rampaging beast living in his body. He thought he would cry several times when he thought of it, but he never shed a drop Tears, obviously so painful, but there is no outlet to vent at all.

It was as if he had proposed the breakup, so he had no right to cry.

...

The next day, He Minyu went home, covered all the things in the house with a dust cloth, then went to Zhou's house to say goodbye to Mrs. Zhou, and then went to Jiang's house to take care of the family who left tomorrow morning. The news told Jiang's father and Jiang's mother.

After that, she didn't go back to the hospital directly, but went to Wei Zhongqiu's house, and didn't return to the hospital until evening.

Wei Lingyang stayed in the hospital absent-mindedly for a whole day, his mind was full of what Xu Jia said last night, he didn't understand why Xu Jia would break up with him when he was fine before, after thinking about it for a day, his head was about to explode .

Regarding the issue of breaking up, he never thought about it. He didn't know what it would be like to fall in love with others. In his subconscious mind, he and Xu Jia would be together for the rest of their lives. No one could leave the other, and no one would leave the other. .

But what Xu Jia said last night didn't look like a joke, but like a well-thought-out decision.

But why?Apparently they've been fine.

Wei Lingyang couldn't figure it out. As for what Xu Jia said that the relationship between the two was a burden, he didn't believe it at all. No matter what it was for, he had to ask clearly.

After finally waiting until more than ten o'clock in the evening, seeing He Minyu coming back, he couldn't wait any longer, and ran out of the hospital after saying hello.

He Minyu knew where he was going and who he was going to find. She didn't stop him this time. This was the greatest tolerance she could give to her two children in her current state.

Wei Lingyang took a taxi to the school and went to the house where Xu Jia lived with Xu Jia during class. He still had the key and opened the door directly to enter.

There was no light in the living room, and the door of the room where Xu Jia lived with was closed, and there was light under the door, which proved that Xu Jiaren was not asleep yet.Wei Lingyang turned on the light in the living room, walked over, and found the gift he gave Xu Jia yesterday on the ground at the door of the room.

The box was neatly packed in a cardboard box and placed in the middle of the door, as if waiting for me to come and take it back.

Seeing the gift left alone there, Wei Lingyang paused and stared at it for a long time.

It wasn't until this moment that he began to believe that Xu Jia was serious about breaking up with him, and he didn't even want the coming-of-age gift he had prepared for him.

What about yourself?Does he not even want himself?

Aware of this possibility, Wei Lingyang suddenly felt panic, walked to the door of the room quickly, raised his hand to knock on the door, but stopped suddenly when his fingers fell on the door panel, and slowly clenched his fingers into fists.

He was afraid, afraid that his fear would come true.

This is an old house, and the door locks of the rooms are locked from the inside, and it cannot be opened without a key from the outside.Wei Lingyang stood at the door of the room for a long while, then raised his hand and knocked down slowly, and said to the inside: "Jiajia, it's me."

No one responded inside, and he also expected this to happen, and continued: "I'm leaving tomorrow morning, you open the door and meet me, let's have a good talk, shall we?"

"I don't know why you suddenly made such a decision. If there is something, we can solve it together and bear it together. Don't be bored alone, just tell me."

"I don't believe the burden you said, so I don't agree with your unilateral breakup. You open the door and we will talk face to face."

He tried to persuade Xu Jia, but persuasion in an unknown situation was like empty talk, no matter how much he said, it would be futile.

At this time Xu Jia was sitting behind the door, and he had been sitting like this since he put the gift at the door, waiting motionless until Wei Lingyang came over.

Hearing Wei Lingyang's words, he didn't feel happy or relaxed, because even if he told Wei Lingyang, the matter couldn't be resolved.

With the current situation of the Wei family, Wei Lingyang is already the last straw for He Minyu. If even he stands on his side to fight against his mother, then the woman whose mental state has collapsed to the critical point will be punished. No one can predict what kind of harm or what will happen. If this is the case, then the future path for him and Wei Lingyang will not be better than now, but will be worse.

He can't do this, all he can do is push Wei Lingyang away in his own way, and try to save him as much as possible.

"Are you blaming me for not going to college with you? I assure you that I will come back as soon as possible. Uncle Zhang said that the hospital he contacted has done a lot of research on my dad's situation and has a great chance of being cured, so I will really Come back as soon as possible, you trust me, okay?"

Wei Lingyang's voice continued to come from outside the door, with a low pleading, repeatedly asking Xu Jia to open the door.

Xu Jia clenched his hands tightly, closed his dry eyes, and listened to Wei Lingyang's plea, his heart ached to death.

——Wei Lingyang, don't beg me, please, if you do this again, I'm afraid I will really regret it.

"You don't want a birthday present, and you don't even want me?"

——What I want, I grow up so big, what I want most is you, how can I be willing not to have you?But I can't help it, I can't help it at all.

"Didn't you say you would stay where you are? Why are you leaving now?"

—I won't go.

"You open the door..."

——I'm sorry, don't beg me any more.

—I beg you, go away, and don't talk to me again.

——I can hardly bear it just by hearing your voice.

——If you go on, I will go crazy.

- you go away.

- let's go.

Xu Jia leaned his head against the door panel, stared straight at the ceiling, and heard Wei Lingyang's voice slowly becoming hoarse and choked, biting his lips, fearing that he could not help but respond to him.

These days, he can't sleep almost every day. When he closes his eyes, He Minyu is holding his hand and begging him to leave Wei Lingyang, Wei Zhongqi is lying unconscious in the hospital, and Wei Lingyang is breaking up with him. The unbelievable look is just the little things the two of them have gotten along with over the years.

It was so uncomfortable, how happy the two of them were before, how uncomfortable it is now, this feeling is like pouring into every part of the body with the breath, gnawing at his nerves bit by bit, so uncomfortable that he feels All that he had experienced before was the raging tide, which almost drowned him.

Now the person who can save him is outside the door, but he cannot let him in.

So, Wei Lingyang, let's go.

Come on, don't talk to me anymore.

That night, Wei Lingyang stayed outside the room all night, and Xu Jia sat inside the door with this posture for the whole night, until the sky lightened slightly, Wei Lingyang couldn't stay any longer, he wanted to Go back to the hospital because today is the day to leave.

He took out the card written to Xu Jia from the photo album, found a pen aside to add the words, then pushed in through the crack of the door, and whispered, "I'm leaving, take good care of yourself, it's cold Don't go barefoot all the time."

Hearing his words, Xu Jia, who was sitting in the room, moved his toes that were frozen to the point of stiffness, not surprisingly feeling a cramping pain.

If it was normal, Wei Lingyang would probably be scolding himself while covering his feet in his arms to keep warm.

Thinking of the way he scolded herself, Xu Jia wanted to laugh, and moved the corners of her lips only to realize that she didn't have the strength.

"I still say that, I don't agree with what you said, whether you wait for me or not, I will come back to you."

After Wei Lingyang said this, he left. He took away the photo album for Xu Jia, and handed it to him when we meet next time.

After Wei Lingyang left, Xu Jia sat on the ground for a long time, the sky outside was completely lit up, and the early morning sunlight came into the room through the window.

He looked down at the card that Wei Lingyang stuffed in, reached out to pick it up, and found that there was an extra line of words under Happy Birthday.

——The plane at [-]:[-] noon, I'll wait for you.

It's [-]:[-] noon, it's more than [-]:[-] in the morning, and there are still four hours.

There are still four hours.

Four hours, what should I do?

Xu Jia felt as if his brain was rusted, and it took him a long time to realize that today is Monday, and he should be going to class.

Yes, going to class instead of staying here all the time.

Thinking of this, he supported the wall beside him and stood up. Because he had kept one position for too long, he staggered as soon as he stood up straight, and fell to his knees, hitting the floor with his knees, making a "boom".

The pain made the numb knee feel a little bit, Xu Jia clicked his tongue, and laughed at himself: "People haven't left yet, Xu Jia, who are you showing this to? Are you ashamed?"

After slowing down on the ground for a while, when his legs were not so stiff, he slowly stood up, opened the door to wash his face.

The ice-cold water was poured on his face, which made Xu Jia's whole body tremble, and his mind, which was like a paste, sobered up a lot, so he simply took a basin full of cold water with the washbasin, held his breath and buried his face directly went in.

Not long after the new year, the weather in City H is not an exaggeration to describe it as icy cold. He pressed his face in the water until he couldn't hold his breath, then he suddenly raised his head, supported the sides of the sink, and breathed heavily , The chest rose and fell rapidly.

Drops of water slid from his face, and there was a burning pain on his face. The nerves around his temples twitched. Xu Jia was shivering from the cold, and he was fully awake. After the dizziness passed, he wiped his face with a towel and went out.

When he put on his clothes and shoes and went out, there was a knock on the door, and then Zhou Ziyao's voice came from outside, asking if he was at home, probably because he hadn't gone to school at this time and came to find someone.

Raising his voice in response, Zuo Jia walked over and opened the door. Zhou Ziyao was waiting for him with his neck curled up at the door. He was relieved to see him come out: "Are you at home? I thought something happened to you, your face