Re-enactment of Boyhood [Rebirth]

Fantuan has gradually gotten used to it at Guo Jingyu’s house, and the whole family treats it very well. Sometimes Father Guo will bring Fantuan to buy vegetables when he comes back from work. He flicked his tail to the bus stop sign at the gate of the community and waited for someone.

It was brought to the stop sign here to pick up Guo Jingyu once, so I remembered this, as long as it comes out, it must go there and wait for a while. No matter how many times Guo's father told it, it would not listen and drag it away. If you push harder, the little cub will lie on the ground and whine, very pitiful.

Father Guo also has nothing to do with it. The little thing learns everything very quickly and is smart. He refuses to change after being taught so many times.

Later, I compromised with it, and got stuck every day and took it out to pick up people.

Father Guo is the main cook in the family. After getting acquainted with the rice balls, he often takes small things out to show off. Now the rice balls are well-known in the community.Bian Mu from Grandma Fan’s house next door also likes it, and the Fan’s family specially took it to get to know him, but Bian Mu was taken by a leash, and the rice ball was hugged by Guo’s father in small clothes, and the treatment was very different.

As soon as Bian Mu got close to the rice ball, he wagged his tail wildly, very happy.

The rice balls also wag their tails, but the happiest thing every day is to pick up Guo Jingyu. They are very happy when they go to the stop sign, and they even circle around their feet when they see Guo Jingyu.

Guo Jingyu came back from school with Li Tongzhou these days, and Li Tongzhou would get off the bus with him, stop for about 10 minutes, play with the rice ball for a while, and then wait for the next bus to leave.

One day, Father Guo went out to buy groceries and brought rice balls to pick them up. After waiting for a while at the bus stop, he saw the bus coming. Yu went over there and threw himself on him, flicking his tail happily.

Father Guo laughed and said, "I didn't pay attention to the time just now. Fantuan was waiting at the door with a leash in his mouth. Little things have a strong sense of time. I'm going to buy vegetables. I'll leave this for you, Fantuan?"

"Success, you can go."

"Remember to go downstairs and carry it up later. The lawn is being sprayed by the municipal government today, so don't let it step on it." After Guo's father finished telling his son, he turned around and greeted Li Tongzhou, "I'm going to buy vegetables. Fresh fish, should Xiaozhou keep it for dinner, shall I cook braised fish for you?"

Li Tongzhou thanked him politely, "No need, uncle, I have to go home later, just to see the rice balls."

Papa Guo said: "That's fine, you play, the rice balls will be obedient."

Li Tongzhou stayed with Fantuan for a while, the little guy still remembered him, and jumped back and forth among them, Li Tongzhou squatted down and stretched out his hand, Fantuan immediately ran over and licked his fingers, making a small "bark".

Guo Jingyu said: "It usually seldom barks at home, the last time my dad bought a toy for it, it just wagged its tail, I'm happiest seeing you."

Li Tongzhou asked, "What toy did you buy?"

"It's just the kind of teething stick you buy in a pet store, rice balls are changing your teeth!"

Li Tongzhou still wanted to talk, but the phone in his pocket rang twice. He took it out to check it, quickly pressed it down, then glanced at his watch and said, "I have to go back."

Guo Jingyu was a little disappointed, "It's so early today, the bus hasn't arrived yet."

Li Tongzhou said: "I forgot something, I will take a taxi later."

Guo Jingyu was already a little suspicious. During this period of time, Li Tongzhou couldn't find anyone on weekends. At first, he told him that he was preparing for the exam. Later, Guo Jingyu didn't really believe it. After all, he hired someone there. I am also investigating, and what I said is somewhat different from what Li Tongzhou told me.He stepped to look at Li Tongzhou's cell phone, and glanced at it: "Who is calling? What are you doing?"

In Li Tongzhou's call log, there is only one call from outside, and the name is not saved, but the following series are the same person.

Once the phone screen goes black, you can't see it.

Guo Jingyu had already seen something, "Is that what I called you next? What name did you give me a note?"

Li Tongzhou put his phone in his pocket, "I won't tell you."

Guo Jingyu could vaguely see that there were two words, but he couldn't see clearly what the note was because of the light. Curiosity was aroused, and he insisted on reading it. The phone rang, and it was Guo's mother who called to ask him when he would bring rice balls home.

"Your dad went to the vegetable market, don't let the rice ball go with you, take it home quickly, I bought it a small biscuit with calcium from the pet store... the vegetable market is so dirty, it just took a bath today , if your dad has to take it with him, he will hold it, do you hear me?"

Guo Jingyu agreed, and at the same time rubbed against Li Tongzhou, "Understood, Mom, I'll be back in a while."

"Remember to bring the rice ball back!"

"understood!"

Li Tongzhou was also looking at his phone. Apart from his parents, Guo Jingyu’s call log only had a note nickname. Li Tongzhou was tall and condescending, and he could see it clearly. The row of contacts showed "wife".

Li Tongzhou was silent for a moment, and asked, "Who is this?"

Guo Jingyu refused to admit it at first, but was dragged aside by Li Tongzhou's neck and turned on his phone to look at it before admitting it.

"You've already seen mine, I'll exchange it with you!" Guo Jingyu rolled his eyes, "Actually, I saw it just now, you wrote 'baby', right?"

Li Tongzhou shook his head, his ears turned red, "No."

Guo Jingyu failed to guess a few, but a series of words coaxed Li Tongzhou to raise the corners of his lips. He stretched out his hand and rubbed Guo Jingyu's head, and said in a low voice: "I'll tell you later, I'll go first, tomorrow See."

Li Tongzhou reached out to hail a taxi, got in the car and left quickly.

Guo Jingyu was holding the rice ball at the stop sign to watch him go away, after thinking for a while, he took out his mobile phone and made a call, talking to the private detective he was looking for earlier.

There are still two months left before the college entrance examination, and he dare not make the slightest mistake.

On the other side, Li Tongzhou took a taxi to the counseling room.

Li Qingcheng was already waiting there. He had a polite chat with the doctor, and when he saw Li Tongzhou coming over, he immediately got up and said, "You're here? Just in time, Doctor Gao just finished his work, so go in and have a chat with him." He said Although he said it politely, he was used to calling the shots, so he turned to the doctor and said, "Doctor Gao, my child has been under a lot of pressure these days, and his performance on the mock test is not ideal, and his grades fluctuate too much. He has to go abroad for the exam in May. You help him adjust..."

The male doctor sitting on the sofa beside him stood up. He was about forty years old. Come talk to the kids and give us a little space alone."

Li Qingcheng nodded in agreement, but did not leave, and sat on the sofa in the living room outside.

Li Tongzhou followed Dr. Gao through the corridor and went to the innermost consulting room.

There are two sofas in the room, and a small tea table with two transparent glasses placed there.Dr. Gao motioned him to sit down and poured water, but Li Tongzhou didn't drink it.

Doctor Gao didn't force it either, and said with a smile: "Your father said that you are going to go abroad for the exam, is it because of your rejection of unfamiliar environments that your grades fluctuate?"

Li Tongzhou said: "Is he talking about mock exams? I don't have much contact with those, so it's very difficult to do."

Dr. Gao shook his head, "These are not difficult for you. It may be a coincidence that your grades are poor once or twice. I have seen that the places where you are wrong are almost at the same overlapping point, and you are avoiding it."

Li Tongzhou looked calm, "Maybe it's because I'm nervous."

Dr. Gao asked again: "Have you been here for a few years? I still remember when you were in the third grade of junior high school. At that time, your parents were very worried because of your unsatisfactory grades. The situation, why have you become nervous again recently? Did any accident happen?"

Li Tongzhou said: "No."

Dr. Gao is used to him not talking much, so he asked, "Is it because you are dissatisfied with the school your father chose for you? You can tell me boldly, we have known each other for several years, we are friends." He said it as if he was joking. He said in a calm tone, "Speaking of which, what happened to that friend who has been in touch with you all the time, I don't seem to hear you mention it much recently."

Li Tongzhou frowned slightly, and said bluntly, "I don't want to talk about him."

Doctor Gao said: "Relax, I'm a doctor, you have to trust me, even if you don't trust me, you should trust your parents, right? They always treat you well, otherwise they wouldn't send you to me, I Talking about that friend with you is also related to your ups and downs in grades. You may not be aware of it yourself. There are also some systems between you teenagers. When emotions and self-esteem are hurt, emotional disorders will be triggered. This is normal. I personally encourage you to be brave enough to express a different opinion..."

He talked for a while, but the boy sitting across from him still shook his head. When he asked again, the boy replied directly, "I haven't been bullied on campus."

Dr. Gao frowned slightly, he could see that the other party was silently resisting in a defensive posture.

Maybe Dr. Gao's eyes stayed on him for too long, Li Tongzhou felt a little uncomfortable, he looked down at the time, it was not the first time he came here, every time he just survived for an hour, he could get more than half a month of leisure day.

Next, as usual, I read a long section of obscure books, followed by several questionnaires. There were too many questions, and Dr. Gao only left time for him to rely on instinct to choose, and even some of the latter questions appeared repeatedly. .

Li Tongzhou answered without changing his face. He talked too much and was a little thirsty. When Dr. Gao pushed the water glass towards him again, he did not refuse and drank half of the glass.

Dr. Gao read the questionnaire for a while, observed that the boy sitting opposite relaxed a little, pondered for a moment and said to him: "If possible, I still want to talk to you about that friend, it's also for your own good, I told you before , although corrections have been made, but your normal social interaction is still too little, and you have been in a state of persistent anxiety for a long time, and it is difficult to complete daily social activities well, just like your friend, I am worried that you will not be able to handle the relationship between you well relation."

Li Tongzhou slowly said: "It's not him, it has nothing to do with him."

Dr. Gao tentatively asked: "May I know his name? We have talked about 'this friend' for several years, I know he is very important to you, if you don't want to tell me his name, you can use an animal or It can be expressed by any item you like.”

Unexpectedly, Li Tongzhou said, "His name is 'Beibei'."

"Very cute name, is it a girl?"

Li Tongzhou was silent for a while, and just when Dr. Gao was about to give up, he denied it: "No, he is a boy."

Doctor Gao opened his eyes wide in surprise.

Li Tongzhou closed his eyes, and a thin layer of sweat broke out on his forehead. He had a very bad feeling, as if he was forced to dig out the most true words in his heart, which he originally wanted to hide from anyone. .His arms were weak, he clenched his fists hard, stood up and said: "Doctor, I feel a little uncomfortable, I want to go back early today."

Dr. Gao did not stop him, nodded and said: "Of course, you can wait for me here for a while, I will put these questionnaires away, and I will write you a medical record later." Before he left, he opened the window thoughtfully, Let the air circulate.

Li Tongzhou sat there and waited for a while, with his eyes closed all the time. He didn't know whether it was because of Dr. Gao's departure or the ventilation in the room. After about ten minutes, he relieved a lot.

Li Tongzhou thought for a while, took out the mobile phone from his pocket, and deleted all the text messages and call records on the mobile phone. His eyes fell on the nickname "Bei Bei", and he paused for a long time.

When Guo Jingyu was happy, he would call him by any nice name, his mouth was so sweet, but he was too embarrassed to call him "baby", so he chose this nickname, which means that this person is his baby.

This is already the most disgusting thing he has ever done.

Li Tongzhou looked at it for a moment, then changed it back to Guo Jingyu's name.