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This night, no matter which one of the two brothers and sisters it is, is of great significance.Jian Mingcheng found that admitting his sexual orientation frankly was not as difficult as he imagined, and the reason why he found it difficult to speak before was mostly because of his inner cowardice and fear.However, Jian Mingche is already an adult with enough ability to judge right from wrong. She has the ability to think independently about problems, understands and accepts, instead of blindly criticizing.From this point of view, she is indeed an adult.

I don't know when the two of them fell asleep, Jian Mingche slept in Jian Mingcheng's bedroom, and he himself made his living on the sofa in the living room.

In the middle of the night, in a daze, Jian Mingcheng heard a knock on the door.He sat up, afraid of waking Jian Mingche—she fell asleep with difficulty—so he just got up lightly, and then turned on a small light on the porch.He couldn't see anything from the cat's eye, and the corridor outside was pitch black. He was a little suspicious and a little vigilant. The living environment in the school was quite safe, and he had never heard of any burglary or robbery. , but who will come to him so late?He slowly opened the door, and the light inside the door gradually shone outside, first a pair of leather shoes were reflected, and then slowly upward, revealing the whole face of this person.

At this time, Jian Mingcheng was especially not aggressive, so he just opened his mouth and asked, "You...why are you here?"

Fang Jun squeezed through the door in two steps, and then closed the door.Only then did Jian Mingcheng start to get a little angry, and wanted to say what happened to him in the middle of the night, and then Fang Jungan forced him to the wall as soon as he closed the door, saying, "I miss you."

Jian Mingcheng looked at him incredulously, and said, "Fang Junqian, are you crazy?"

"Yeah, I'm crazy." He admitted it like that, and then said, "I've been crazy for a long time, from the moment I fell in love with you. Xiao Cheng, let us... get together again."

Jian Mingcheng's lips trembled, and his body trembled. He didn't know why he felt great fear.He kept shaking his head and said, "How could you love me? I don't believe it. I haven't forgotten, and you shouldn't forget how we separated in the first place, and where did we go..."

Fang Junqian lifted his face almost roughly, and said: "You can doubt everything, but you can't doubt-I love you. Xiaocheng, give me a chance to love you again, treat you well, and give you happiness... ..."

At this time, he was like a beast, begging, threatening, repenting, and violent, kissing Jian Mingcheng's lips fiercely.

Jian Mingcheng was afraid. He had always been afraid of him, and he was still afraid of him now.He raised his hand to press on his chest, trying to push him away, but his strength was like a mud cow sinking into the sea when applied to him, and it had no effect at all.

Here we go again, again.What is this doing?Why did things develop the way they are now?Why did he fall to this point?

The bedroom door opened slowly, Jian Mingche yawned and rubbed his eyes, looked towards the light of the porch with a bit of complaint, and asked, "Brother, what are you doing in the middle of the night—"

The voice stopped abruptly, Fang Junqian loosened his grip, and Jian Mingcheng suddenly pushed him away.When he turned his head and saw Jian Mingche appearing in the living room, his eyes showed unprecedented horror.

"Brother...Fang, Brother Fang..."

"Little Cheng!"

Jian Mingcheng suddenly opened the door and rushed out, the sound of footsteps resounded in the quiet corridor at night, and all the voice-activated lights turned on brightly in an instant.The footsteps became more and more urgent, farther and farther, more urgent, farther and farther... Fang Junqian looked towards Jian Mingche, his eyes flickered, but he hesitated for a moment, and hurried after him.

Under the empty porch under the light, there seemed to be a terrifying devil lurking. Jian Mingche gradually squatted down, holding his head, as if he was suffering from great pain.She made a low, low sound from her throat, and after a while, she realized that she was crying.With this thought in her mind, she suddenly realized that she was making a stupid mistake.She stood up and chased after them. There was only one thought in her mind. She wanted to find Jian Mingcheng and stay by his side. At this time, the truth didn't matter. The only thing she should do was to sacrifice everything she had. Unreserved love and trust...

Jian Mingcheng wanted to see Gu Enzhong immediately, heard his voice, and felt his body temperature, but he was not here, and he couldn't find him.

At three o'clock in the morning, the campus was empty, only the street lamps were still shining with white and cold light, the night wind, insects chirping, and the dark woods, everything seemed to be mocking his incompetence.He ran desperately and frantically, trying to leave everything behind. The silhouettes of the forest stretched into strange abstract paintings in the corner of his eyes, as if he was shouting and roaring.

A leaf is disturbed by the airflow, and it breaks away from the branch when it should not fall, and gradually falls from the branch. The shadow cast by the street lamp on the asphalt road changes shape and size one after another, and finally is swept by a piece of clothing, and falls to the ground at an accelerated rate. .

Fang Junqian stopped and panted violently. The campus was empty in the middle of the night. Xiaocheng, where did you go?

The footsteps behind him gradually approached, he straightened up and prepared to run again, but Jian Mingche called out to him first: "Brother Fang!" So he had to stop temporarily, he understood that this was also because he couldn't Evasive.

Jian Mingche was still in her pajamas, but she didn't have time to think about this kind of thing at this time. She took a big breath, and after she calmed down a little, she shouted to Fang Jungan's back in front of her: "My brother told me—what am I I know everything! But... I still want to hear your own explanation."

Fang Junqian did not turn around, but said, "Xiao Che, there is nothing to explain. I love him, and this is the only answer I can give you. I hope you can understand."

"No! I don't understand - you have dated before, right? Since you say you love him, why don't you cherish him?!"

He finally turned around, but because his back was facing the light, the expression on his face was only plunged into darkness.He said: "I can't explain to you what happened back then, but now that I'm back, I want to save him. Xiao Che, I'm very sorry about what happened between you and Lin Han. He is not a firm person. Since you gave up on him because of cowardice, he will also gradually give up on you. It took me five full years to figure out that even if we lose everything, the only thing we can’t give up in the end is the one we love deeply.”

Jian Mingche suddenly collapsed on the ground, and couldn't help crying softly, covering his face: "Why...why did things become like this? It's just one day, everything has changed in one day..."

"Xiao Che, I'm sorry." After saying this, Fang Junqian turned and ran forward. He had already made up his mind that no matter where Jian Mingcheng was, he would find him.

"In one day, everything has changed, and I can't even imagine what will shock me in the next second..."

The exaggerated acting skills of the actresses on TV make people feel sick-ah, no, this is mainly because I stayed up late last night to sort out the paper materials.If staying up late is a slow suicide, Jian Mingcheng felt that he might not have a few days to live.

"Ming Cheng, are you not staying in the dormitory tonight?"

The roommate concealed his expectation and eagerness with an indifferent attitude. Jian Mingcheng already knew this well, but he didn't want to express any opinions on it, and didn't even want to spend a single brain cell thinking about this question-why do two people live in the same room? The people under the eaves didn't have any friendship at all?

He nodded and said, "Well, I'm going to the west of the city today for social practice, and I'll live there tonight and won't come back."

"Well, that's fine, be careful."

After the roommate finished speaking, he walked towards the recycling place with the dinner plate, and he didn't even look up to say hello to him.

"No, you think about our past, imagine the happy time we used to spend together, don't you have the heart to abandon all of this? Can't I be the reason for you to stay..." The lines of the TV series are frustrating, concise Cheng finally raised his head and looked around.The cafeteria is clean and bright, the sun is very good today, the scenery outside the window is immersed in bright colors, a gust of wind blows, and the green leaves set off waves of white waves - it is a very familiar scene, but for some reason, he always feels that there is something wrong with it. Something is not quite right.

Depart from school after dinner, take the bus first, and get off at the bus stop in the urban-rural fringe after about two and a half hours, but this is not the destination yet.From here, I took a tricycle driven by a local and chatted with the uncle who was driving. After about half an hour, the car stopped at the intersection of a rural dirt road.After getting out of the car, paying the money, and continuing to go deep into the hinterland of the countryside, Jian Mingcheng stopped in front of a small farmyard.

It was already noon, the sun was high in the sky, he was a little dazed, and felt that everything was too clear to be real.

As soon as he approached the small courtyard, the dog chained in the corner started barking. The hostess who heard the barking of the dog ran out of the house first, and saw that the person was Jian Mingcheng, so she quickly smiled and beckoned him to sit in the house.Jian Mingcheng followed the hostess as he walked into the house, and at the same time heard her calling loudly: "Song'er! Come out quickly, your brother Mingcheng is here!"

Tan Song ran out from the back room, grinned when he saw Jian Mingcheng, then turned around and called a group of children in the room to come out to play.Jian Mingcheng handed the backpack to the hostess Aunt Tan, and then went back to the yard surrounded by a group of children.