Rebirth alone

The baby backed away quietly holding his breath, and came to the brightly lit hall, before he let out the breath stuck in his throat.

Ever since his Uncle Ye left, the family has been a little cloudy and cloudy, but the state of the sun for a second and the cloud for a second only occurs occasionally when there is no one around, and it is not serious enough to be scary.But he just looked like a schizophrenic!He won't be stimulated to go wrong, will he?terrible! (>﹏<.)～

The terrified and worried baby misses the gentle Uncle Ye very much, and also misses the stable life when Uncle Ye was there.But he can't be as selfish as his uncle, so he seldom bothers Ye Tao, and occasionally secretly uses his aunt's mobile phone to contact Ye Tao, but he also reports good news but not bad news.

The baby's thoughtfulness and Xiao Cheng's quietness gave Ye Tao a peace of mind. As long as he doesn't bother others with major illnesses and minor pains, the house will have a peaceful and peaceful atmosphere.

There is a Zen chair and a lotus incense burner in the study. The Zen chair is wide enough to sit cross-legged. The burner is often lit with sandalwood.

Ye Tao would come here to meditate and chant scriptures every day. He seemed to have a clear mind and see his nature, and he seemed to have no distracting thoughts than anyone else in this house, but it just seemed like it.Although some Zen masters have said that Ye Tao has the root of wisdom, he himself does not think so.If he has the root of wisdom, then wisdom will be able to give birth to the Tao, and he will not be confused about the emptiness of the mundane world.All he did was hope that he would purify his invisible self, but he had distracting thoughts, which caused troubles, and he couldn't get rid of them, so the so-called purity was an illusion.

However, although he does not have great wisdom, he has also realized a sliver of common truth in this undisturbed study room.He knows that troubles are his troubles, and the source of troubles is also himself.He can't blame others for being in today's situation, but he can only blame him for his high self-esteem.

The ease of letting go of the last relationship made him mistakenly think that he could think through and see through, whether he would get too deep in this relationship that was scheduled to end from the beginning, but he ignored the difference between the two relationships.He and Li Mingjue started off ordinary, progressed flatly, and ended with no room for nostalgia.And he and Zhou Ziqian have experienced too many things together, being kidnapped, being sought for revenge, every sickness, every care, and the strange fate that brings them together, these unusual experiences are easy to leave behind. A deep memory, so it will be unforgettable.And people are also different. The former is like a pen, and the traces drawn can be wiped off with a little effort; the latter is like a knife. It was carved with a penetrating force, it will bleed when it is carved, and it will leave scars after healing, which cannot be wiped off. It can only be rubbed with time little by little, or the scar will be covered with flesh and blood Cut it all together.

Ye Tao is not afraid of this momentary pain, he wants to have a good time, but the knife refuses, he insists on wrapping the knife blade with those cares and sorrows to procrastinate.He doesn't show his face, and he has to control everything here, big and small things in the house, his words and deeds, all are reported to him.Luo Dong came here to sit and sit. He was stared at blatantly, and the two of them couldn't even say a word about what they were doing.Guan Bin inadvertently let out a little air, and he simply called, saying, "Don't think too much, I have nothing to do with her."

At that time, Ye Tao really wanted to ask him: Do you still remember the promise you made?What's the point of you procrastinating like this except to make you and I feel uneasy?

But what's the point of asking?If I can let go, I won't worry about what he says or does, so the source of trouble is not others, but himself.

Ye Tao lived in this vain and pure place, meditating and chanting scriptures, not seeking to understand his mind and see his nature, but only seeking a moment of peace in his heart.

Xiaocheng and others who followed Zhou's family here knew Ye Tao's habits and temperament, and they didn't think it was strange that a young man spent most of his time practicing Zen and enlightening Taoism.Ah Qing didn't think so. He once suspected that Ye Tao locked himself in his study to play computer games. After all, only online games have the magic power to make young people addicted to selflessness.Later, he found that there were many hand-copied scriptures in the study room, and heard the faint sound of chanting scriptures coming from the study room. Only then did he realize that the string of bodhi seeds on Ye Tao's wrist was not for playing with, but It's a rosary.

Ah Qingjia walked out of the room with a roll of foam cushions in his arms, and heard the sound of chanting sutras as he walked through the corridor.Going downstairs to the outside of the house, Ah Qing was laying out foam mats while chatting with Xiaocheng, who was pruning flowers and plants: "I have never seen a child like Young Master Sun. He is not calm like someone his age, and his hobbies and beliefs are not the same as those of his age. People of the same age are very different.”

Xiaocheng smiled: "Are you okay? We agree that your hobbies are more special."

"This is not a hobby, it's a weapon to defeat disease and aging, and it can also help middle-aged men maintain a youthful body." Ah Qing stepped on the foam mat with bare feet, crossed her fingers, turned her palms outwards, placed them in a V shape behind her jaw and turned upwards Lift up, and regulate your breathing calmly.

The flowers and plants in the yard are well taken care of by Xiaocheng, and there are occasional birds staying on the trees, which is a scene full of business.The young and strong doctor A often immerses himself in such an environment to meditate, exhale, and easily folds out various amazing shapes.

Xiaocheng thoughtfully served the flowers and plants in the perfect garden, and asked Ah Qing a little embarrassedly: "Fourth brother, can yoga really help you lose weight?"

Ah Qing looked at the chubby little town, and said solemnly: "As long as you persevere, I guarantee you will be as thin as a swallow."

Xiaocheng's heart was moved, and he looked at the foam pad eagerly: "How about you teach me?"

Ah Ching generously lent the mat, along with enthusiastic guidance.But you have to know that Doctor A can be youthful both physically and mentally, not all because of yoga, he also pays attention to health preservation, and the secret of his health preservation is to have fun if you have fun, and find some fun if you don’t have fun, so this A tutor who knows that Xiaocheng is only persevering in the pursuit of delicious food did not start teaching from the beginning.

Duo Ning was cleaning the car outside the yard, and when he heard Xiao Cheng's groaning, he looked around.How would you describe that scene?It's like a ball trying to stretch itself into strips and then twist it into twists, but the ball is a ball, no matter how hard you try, it's just not so round, and it bounces back to its original shape with a "bang" after a little effort.

Duo Ning laughed for half the afternoon, laughed when he thought of it, and laughed when he saw Xiao Cheng, and sprayed rice grains all over Xiao Cheng's face while eating dinner.

Xiaocheng didn't say anything at the time, and got off the dinner table and got angry, chasing and beating Donning, muttering while beating: "Let you spoil the food! Let you spray my chicken legs! I'll beat you to death!"

The two ran out of the yard fighting and noisy, Duo Ning in front of him suddenly stopped, Xiao Cheng confiscated his feet, and bumped into Duo Ning's body, knocking a strong guy who was about 1.8 meters tall, staggering, so hanging Did not kneel on the ground.

Xiaocheng covered his nose which was not straight enough and muttered: "Damn you?"

Duo Ning sighed, "It's not as good as a ghost knocking on the door."

The location here is remote, the houses are not densely built, and all of them are single-family holiday houses.It looked pretty during the day, but at night, most of the houses were dark. Walking in the dark and deserted inner streets, it felt like entering a ghost town at night.Of course, it wasn't wandering ghosts that made Duo Ning stop suddenly, but an unremarkable black Phaeton at first glance.

The car slowly stopped in front of the two of them, the driver got out of the car first, and when he was about to open the door, Zhou Ziqian got off by himself.He drank wine before coming, his eyes were a little wandering, his footsteps were not as steady as usual, and he was holding a simple and elegant pastry box in one hand. The cakes in the box were well taken care of and did not shake with him.

Xiaocheng reached out to pick up the thing in his hand, but he avoided it. Donning on the other side wanted to help him in, but he refused to let him, and said a little impatiently: "Get out of the way."

This person can still pretend to be a gangster when he is sober, but now half of his mask has been removed by alcohol, and the half of his true face that is exposed is that he refuses to be thousands of miles away. Call anyone close.

The few people who were disliked backed away, and the man who had only been here when he was choosing a house stepped into the yard frivolously. At that time, the garden was full of withering yellow, but now the grass is luxuriant, and the vine roses under the fence have formed a lush flower wall. .

The author has something to say:

Uncle Ye and Uncle Xiao have completely different styles of painting, a pair of CPs in the same article, I find it unbelievable that the gap is so big, do you also have a kind of worry about "can't we get along together?"? ￣□￣｜｜