cosine of desire

Zheng Qieben was an ideal witness, but this piano piece happened to be a Qixi Festival gift for her, so she never played it for her; The only person who has listened to Lin Yujing's performance.However, when Zhang Lingyan figured out the whole incident, he showed unprecedented indifference and expressed his opinion to the record company on the other end of the phone:

"I will not defend or testify for Lin Yujing. Since Qin Kaige published it before Lin Yujing, and he proved his creation by playing, then I believe that this piano piece is indeed composed by Qin Kaige."

Things got worse.Lin Yujing and Zhang Lingyan quarreled fiercely because the latter refused to testify against him and advised him to forget about the matter; although the general manager of the record company had sympathy for him, he still pretended to be indifferent because of work and asked him to resubmit within three days. The piano score, otherwise he will be fired; the owner of the piano store changed his mind after hearing the news and ordered his piano rental contract to be voided, so he could no longer compose in the piano store; it seemed that the only person who could believe him was his fiancée Zheng Qie, but that night An unknown person sent her a new piano repertoire and an anonymous letter advising her to listen to all the new repertoire patiently—there is an audio CD at the end of the book.She did so, even without understanding the stranger's intentions.Half a month later, on the Qixi Festival, Lin Yujing, who had suffered a huge blow, tried hard to break free from the quagmire of the accident, and went to a coffee shop in Xinxing Nanli with Zheng Qie for a date.He claimed to offer her his own piano music as a gift, but as time went by, Zheng Qie felt more and more familiar with the music.She made excuses to leave before the coffee was served, and when she got home she dug out the audio CD and the new arrangement for the piano.Subsequent experiments proved her guess.In an instant, she felt a chill encroaching on her body from the beginning to the end, so she rushed to the college dormitory.Lin Yujing was wondering about Zheng Qie's sudden departure, and he felt relieved when he saw her.But she has a solemn face, holding up a new arrangement of piano music, her voice trembling:

"Please explain to me."

When Lin Yujing saw the book, he immediately understood everything.

"Don't get excited, I'll tell you what's going on."

He confided the truth to Zheng Qie, including meeting Qin Kaige, discovering that his work had been plagiarized, arguing with Zhang Lingyan, and being kicked out of the piano shop.The fiancée didn't say a word, staring at him with red eyes piercing through the haze. It wasn't until Lin Yujing finished narrating that she understood the process and secretly wondered about the identity of the anonymous person who sent her books and letters.She showed him the letter, hoping that he could recognize the handwriting, because the anonymous person obviously wanted to slander Lin Yujing, dismantle the friendship between him and Zheng Qie, and cause misunderstandings between the two parties.Lin Yujing grabbed the paper tightly, trying to identify the dark blue ink handwriting but found nothing; Zheng Qie searched for the sender through the courier, and after half a day of searching, they only got the pseudonym "Xiaoyan"; in the end, they were forced to check the surrounding area one by one. The person who sent the letter will be suspected of sending the letter between Yu Xian, Yu Xinlin and Qin Kaige. "Forget about it," Lin Yujing slumped on the swivel chair and rubbed his eyes, "I don't want to doubt the people around me."

He never expected Zheng Che's temper to explode like this. "You are always like this," she yelled at Lin Yujing, "I think everything in life is so perfect, even if you are tricked by someone, you will suffer from being dumb here." She waited for Lin Yujing to react Rushing out of the dormitory, the college students saw her tears streaming down her face and her eyes were red and swollen, and they couldn't help but backed away one after another.Zheng Che cried a lot after returning home, tore the anonymous letter to pieces, and then called Lin Yujing, her weak voice seemed to be her dying sigh:

"I want to be alone. I hope you don't disturb me during this time. I need to think more about the engagement, thank you."

Lin Yujing felt that the world was collapsing, and her life fell to the bottom like an angel being tempted to become a Satan.His painstaking work was plagiarized; the marriage contract was broken; the orders from the record company were not as frequent as before; Zhang Lingyan left Xinxing Nanli and lived in seclusion in Liangxiang; someone around him tried to frame him.He returned to his solitary life as a postman, bought pianos and soundproof walls in college apartments, and did nothing but practice and compose music every day.Immersed in failure, he turned his longing for Zheng Qie and his hatred and anger towards anonymous people into the source of motivation for music creation, until the weather turned autumn and when Yu Xian happened to pass by the Normal University to visit him when he went to the wholesale market to buy vegetables, Lin Yujing just left the dormitory to take a walk and talk with this young friend.

They drove to Anzhen Road on the North Third Ring Road across the Xiaoyue River in Yuandadu, passed by Anzhen Hospital, and strolled in Yuandadu City Wall Ruins Park.In the evening, the dark blue canvas covered the sky and shimmered to decorate the river surface, and the dead trees on the bank stretched their teeth and claws to resist the breeze and provoke the heartstrings.In order to save time, they crossed the black fence and entered the garden, but slipped and fell due to the mud. The sound of cursing suddenly reminded them of last summer, after Lin Yujing got the first pot of gold from the record company, they met here and confessed their hearts to each other.What Yu Xian told about the past in Beijing was far less exciting than his personal experience, but it made him look at Beijing from a unique perspective of a foreigner.As they walked along the river, the bare branches of the cherry trees appeared and disappeared.Lin Yujing remembered that the cherry blossoms were in full bloom this spring, the aisles on the river bank were filled with the fragrance of flowers, and the sounds of pedestrians were dense and clear. The camera took pictures of relatives and friends as souvenirs, and laughter pierced the cold winter and brought joy to the elderly in the new year.But that's all in the past.

They no longer cross the stone bridge in the middle of the Xiaoyue River, but walk to the Jiandemen intersection at the end—there is the end and lowest point of the string of the Xiaoyue River.Lin Yujing stared at the whole river with tears in his eyes, and the string of sadness shed the moonlight.I entrust my heart to you on a cold winter night / you are far away from me in summer / time flies, stars are gone / only memories and this song is with me / when will I see you / when will the sky rain / stars When will it shine/When will I have you/Whether you and I meet in the sun/That meeting seems to be a thousand years apart/Whether I held you in my arms under the moonlight/Whether every minute becomes eternity.Yu Xian listened to his mournful singing and remained silent.After listening to his recent experience, he had no time to comfort this North drifter, this ups and downs composer genius, but unexpectedly calmly asked the anonymous sender for his handwriting.The dark blue imitation Song typeface, the handwriting is neat and dignified.Cosine clearly connected the development of the previous and subsequent events, and nodded slightly:

"I guessed who the person who wrote the anonymous letter and sent Zheng Qi the new arrangement of the piano music was, but I don't know why he did this. I must ask if I have the chance."

Chapter 7

Lin Yujing left Beijing with disappointment and regret.It was a vast and desolate autumn night, Yu Xian subscribed him a taxi to Beijing West Railway Station but was declined.He headed to the subway station with light luggage and the feeling of autumn, and disappeared into the flow of people under the watchful eyes of Yu Xian.He returned to his hometown in Pingding District, Hunan Province to visit his parents. The two elderly people were deeply disappointed by the breakdown of their marriage contract, but they did not want to comfort them. "I remember that girl named Zheng Qie," my father said. "She is indeed a nice person, but I can feel that she and you are not on the same journey. We have so many suitable girls here, and I can introduce you to you when I have time." Lin Yujing refused to accept his father's opinion, stating that Zheng Qie had never cut off contact with him, and that the conflict might have been a momentary remark of hers, so he chose to wait patiently, and this time he returned to his hometown of Hunan only at the invitation of an elder.He never gave up in the long-distance race of sticking to his beliefs, and his perseverance in doing things before is the perfect proof. The only exception is that he once looked forward to the return date of the painting teacher in summer, even though he later learned that she was gone. Start the journey of drifting north.

After living in Xinyoulin Garden for three days, he left and took a long-distance bus to Fenghuang County in western Hunan.The elder who received him had withered and yellow skin, bald hair and short beard, sharp eyes piercing through the passing years, and wrinkled lips telling the glory of the years.He is Shi Tongshen, who traveled all over Beijing as a miracle doctor and successfully cured hundreds of patients with lumbar spondylosis, including Yu Guangli, and finally got tired of urban life and lived in seclusion in Fenghuang, western Hunan.Lin Yujing specially visited Shi Tongshen under the recommendation of Yu Xian. After learning about his loss of appetite and trance, the old man claimed that those symptoms were caused by knots in his heart.He invites Lin Yujing to come to Fenghuang for a visit. The latter has been troubled by the hustle and bustle of city life for a long time, so he readily agrees and informs Zheng Qie.He left Beijing and visited his parents on the way to this unique and splendid Xiangxi county. The fresh air and humid climate in the south made him feel like a fish in water, as if he had returned home after a long time in the world.Shi Tongshen helped him arrange board and lodging for a week, and Lin Yujing paid the fee in advance.That evening, they stood by the antique gazebo and caught a glimpse of the passing ships decorated with lights.Shi Tongshen was silent for a long time after listening to Lin Yujing's life experience, and then slowly narrated:

"Over the years, during my long and arduous career as a doctor, I have faced the choice of interests and humanity in the complex, and thought and explored life in the alternation of reason and emotion. I have never stopped pursuing the secrets of human beings. I felt deeply guilty and apologetic when I was recovering from the sick and their relatives, so that my conscience was haunted day and night. In fact, until I came to Phoenix last fall, I still did not stop studying medicine and helping patients, but this was only a manifestation of my professional life under the surface. In my heart, I hope to live out my old age once and for all.

"I think there are multiple ways to interpret life. One is enough for your short experience in youth. The failure of the college entrance examination is the beginning and lowest point of the strings of your life. You return to your hometown and become a deliveryman. at the instigation of