[Song Sendong] When I was young, the boy I loved

Zhan Minmin, who was still grounded, had no idea of ​​Song Sendong's change of mood.Even if she knew, she wouldn't say anything more, after all, it was Song Sendong's private matter, and their friendship was not strong enough to interfere in each other's private affairs.Zhan Minmin didn't know what happened to Song Sendong, but she still found out about Yilin High School's showcase from the Internet.Zhan Minmin repeatedly acted like a spoiled child to her mother, saying that she was going to go shopping and buy some new clothes, so that she would not be able to buy them if she went to the United States.Being coquettish and cute, Zhan Minmin finally slipped out of the house.

Zhan Minmin, who came out from home, hailed a taxi and went straight to Yilin High School. She wanted to surprise Song Sen.But when he arrived at Yilin High School, seeing such a big place with people coming and going, Zhan Minmin thought about calling Song Sendong.

Just when Zhan Minmin was struggling with a mobile phone, someone suddenly patted his shoulder.As soon as Zhan Minmin turned around, he saw Zhao Rensheng's wretched smile on his face, which made Zhan Minmin, who was very tangled and depressed, suddenly smile.

Following Zhao Rensheng's guidance, Zhan Minmin found Song Sendong in an instant, but in order to surprise him, he sneaked over, patted him from behind, and said surprise.But who would have thought that before she got close, she saw Gao Huimei walking towards Song Sendong.Zhan Minmin hid subconsciously, and heard Song Sendong say that he wanted to fight to the death and hand over his future to the stage, and Gao Huimei said that Song Sendong would never let Song Sendong mess up the stage...

Zhan Minmin may not have known how deep the bond between Song Sendong and Gao Huimei was at first, but when he saw Song Sendong standing on the stage without hearing any sound and singing out of tune, when he saw Gao Huimei gesturing for him upstairs After the hand gesture, the momentary perfect, well-timed singing, and after the final singing, Song Sendong burst into tears.Zhan Minmin knew that she and them were not in the same world at all, and had never been in the same world.

Song Sendong's world is too simple, and it has probably only been music, and Gao Huimei.As a lifesaver, she entered Song Sendong's world so forcefully, she was so out of place from the beginning to the end, and in the end she couldn't develop the kind of relationship she wanted.This person, it is better to be a little self-aware.

Zhan Minmin couldn't remember how she walked out of the warm applause. She ran in the opposite direction from Song Sendong who was standing on the stage receiving the applause.She walked further and further step by step, and when she walked out of Yilin High School, Zhan Minmin found her crying.Because her vision was blurred, and the city in front of her was submerged by the flood.

Gao Huimei cried because Song Sendong was deaf and in the end he listened to her.

Song Sen cried because he found that he still couldn't get rid of the music he loved, and finally forgave the girl who lied to him so much.

Zhan Minmin cried because she recognized the distance between reality and fantasy, and also understood that the most stunning appearance of that young man can only remain in her memory, and she probably will never have it.

Zhan Minmin, who has always been very clear about what he wants, and who is habitually calculating gains and losses, knows very well that the young man named Song Sendong who loves Gao Huimei wholeheartedly cannot see his own good.Zhan Minmin hated this kind of perception, but it was the truth, and she had to accept it.

Zhan Minmin, who had been sad for a long time, decided to escape. She didn't think that she would not be able to live without Song Sendong.Zhan Minmin has read too many pure love or bloody novels about first love, and knows that first love will almost never be able to achieve a positive result in the end.Zhan Minmin felt that she was still young, so she didn't necessarily fall in love with Song Sendong, it had to be him.When she grows up and meets many people, maybe she will fall in love with others.

But now, she is still young, and she is crying hysterically because Song Sendong doesn't like her, as if she was abandoned by the whole world.

Song Sendong still followed Zhan Guoyi's instructions, went for check-ups on time, avoided eating, and went to bed at noon, but Song Sendong still felt that something was missing.When he could no longer get through the phone number Zhan Minmin left for Song Sendong, Song Sendong suddenly remembered that he seemed to have lost Zhan Minmin.When he, Gao Huimei and Kim Bisook released their first album - "dreamhigh", Song Sendong suddenly remembered the thank you gift that Zhan Guoyi said at the beginning, took an album from President Ma, signed his own The name was sent to Doctor Zhan.

Originally, he was supposed to go to the hospital to find Doctor Zhan, but Song Sendong didn't know how to get to his house.After sitting at Zhan Minmin's house for a long time, Zhan Minmin's mother warmly welcomed her and gave Zhan Guoyi a signed album.That day, Song Sendong waited for so long, but still did not wait for Zhan Minmin to come back.In the end, when Zhan Guoyi sent Song Sendong out, he said something nice to Song Sen, and he realized why he had been waiting and never saw her come back.It turned out that it wasn't that she didn't go home, but that she ran to the other side of the ocean.It's so far away, I can't come back.

Knowing that Zhan Minmin left a long time ago for his dream, in Song Sendong's world, it was like a small stone thrown into a bottomless lake, and there was no big disturbance at all.Song Sendong, who is approaching graduation and signed the contract, has been busy in his own world, and rarely thinks of the little girl who encouraged herself, believed blindly, and smiled brightly during the most difficult time.If not, on the day of graduation, Zhao Rensheng came to him suddenly and threw him a small box, saying that Zhan Minmin asked him to give it to him. Song Sendong felt that he would really have forgotten Zhan Minmin just like that.

The exquisite tuning fork, the tuning fork with his name engraved, was a gift from Zhan Minmin.The gift that should have been handed over to him on the day of his showcase, was only handed over to him now because Zhao Rensheng forgot.According to Zhao Rensheng, Zhan Minmin came to look for him that day.Song Sendong used Mr. Jiang to pull up the video of the showcase day, and sure enough he found Zhan Minmin.Just behind his back, he talked to Gao Huimei at that time again, without looking back, without seeing her.And when he stood on the stage, she stood off the stage.At that time, he just focused on looking at Gao Huimei who was gesturing to him upstairs, he didn't lower his head, and he didn't see her who was looking at him with tears streaming down his face.

Zhan Minmin told him many times that she liked him, but Song Sendong always felt that what Zhan Minmin said was just a joke and could not be taken seriously.But now, thinking back on the past, Song Sendong suddenly realized that what Zhan Minmin said that she liked him had always been true.

If she didn't like him, she wouldn't have cried so anxiously when he passed out, and with great effort, called an ambulance and sent him to the hospital.Hold his hand, beside his bed, wait for him to wake up, just sit like that all night.Back in Korea, dragging and threatening him to her father's hospital, asking her father to treat him, and taking him home...

After such a long time, Song Sendong believed him so suddenly. Zhan Minmin said that she liked him, it was true, not a joke.Song Sendong, who had figured it out, suddenly felt that Zhan Minmin was very similar to him who liked Gao Huimei at the time, very similar, silently liking someone, making him | her happy, making him | her laugh, knowing that the other party cannot give him the same love Respond, and still like it so foolishly.

Song Sendong, who has always been unrequitedly in love with others, suddenly found that someone had a crush on him, as much as he liked Gao Huimei. For some reason, Song Sendong suddenly felt very sad and wanted to cry.But he couldn't figure out whether he was sad because of Zhan Minmin or because of himself.