[skip+wangwang] enchanting lotus under the moon

When I saw Song Qianqian for the first time, I just thought she was a beautiful and cheerful girl, and I didn't have any other thoughts. After all, we were just strangers, and it was impossible for me to have any intersection with her.

After a few days, the lively and cheerful she got acquainted with all the students in the class.She can play jokes with those people wantonly, smiling so brightly.

Sitting in the corner, I watched her secretly, envious that she could be so cute, I wonder if my eyes were too straightforward, but she turned her head when she was chatting and laughing with others, and it was too late to bump into me Withdrawn sight.

I was startled, I quickly lowered my head, and regained that indifference and alienation.

She didn't say anything at the time, she just smiled at me, but the classmates around her started talking to her about me as if they had discussed it in advance.

I think she will definitely look down on me, an illegitimate daughter, what a sad status.

But strange to say, she didn't show the slightest disgust or contempt after hearing it, and she didn't even participate in the topic of those people, just looked at me with a smile.

And I noticed her gaze, saw the smile on the corner of her mouth, subconsciously thought it was her ridicule after knowing my identity, I turned my head out of the window with some disappointment, feeling cold in my heart.

Every day after school, I walk home, because I don't want to go back to that cold blue house so soon, and I reject that home that cannot be called home from the bottom of my heart.

Today, I packed up my things and prepared to go home as usual. At this time, there was almost no one in the classroom, and just as I walked out of the classroom, a pretty figure suddenly broke into my sight.

"Hello! My name is Song Qianqian, can I make friends with you?" A pair of white hands stretched out in front of me.

I didn't speak, but avoided her hand indifferently and continued to walk forward.

"Even if you don't want to be friends with me, at least let me know your name. I've already told you my name. If you don't tell me, I'll be at a disadvantage..." Some playful voices came from behind , My footsteps also stopped.

Song Qianqian also took advantage of this moment to catch up and looked at me with a smile.

"Are you trying to laugh at me? Those people should have told you about me in the afternoon. There's no reason why you don't know my name." Not wanting to say anything more, I looked at the person in front of me with my usual indifferent expression. girl.

"They did tell me about you, but they are them, I am me, I want to be friends with you, it has nothing to do with anyone else, I just want to hear you tell me your name..." Song Qianqian's beautiful big eyes are full of seriousness.

Forgive my cowardice and low self-esteem, even if what you said is true, I dare not be friends with you, I am afraid, I am afraid that after I give my feelings, what I get is your betrayal and abandonment.

So, I'm sorry, instead of getting hurt in the end, it's better to never get, have no extravagance, and have no gain, there will be no loss and pain...

I closed my eyes, suppressed all my emotions one by one, opened my eyes again, I am that lonely loner again, Lan Yilin, you don't need anyone's sympathy and pity!

"I don't need friends!" I can't take back what I said, not only to her, but also to remind myself again.

Passing over the somewhat injured figure, a self-deprecating smile curled up on the corner of my mouth, hehe, look, Lan Yilin, you are so cowardly and cowardly, you don't even have the courage to take a step...

Maybe she will be the first and the last person who wants to be my friend, and there will be no more in the future...

But I seem to have underestimated Song Qianqian's determination. This girl who looks cute and cheerful on the surface is very persistent in her bones. Since the day I refused to be friends with her, she has appeared in front of me in a different way, no matter how indifferent I am. She always had a big smile on me too.

Finally one day I couldn't help but ask her, why do you want to be friends with me?

In the end, she looked at me in surprise and said: "There is no reason, I just want to be friends with you. Do you need a reason to be friends?"

Don't you think my illegitimate daughter's status is ironic?I didn't ask after all, I'm afraid that once I ask, you might not want to be friends with me anymore...

"If you really need a reason, it's because you are Lan Yilin, the unique Lan Yilin in the world!" When she said this, she took it for granted, and the pride that belonged to her was deeply shocked. I.

Qianqian, maybe you will never know, since you said that sentence, I have recognized you, not for anything else, just because what you see in your eyes is the real me.

Then everything was so natural, Song Qianqian and I became friends, good friends who were inseparable, and because of her, I was no longer alone.

Most of the time it was actually Qianqian who was talking, and I was quietly listening to her. She was always so energetic and loved to dance, and she could persevere with a smile no matter how hard or tired she was.I love anime, always pull me to watch it with her, and then I insist on discussing who and who in it with her.

Such a day is really happy, because with Qianqian's company, I can't maintain my indifferent mask in front of her, because she can always break my indifference, and the me in front of her is the most real me .

Even though I was still a cowardly and withdrawn existence in the Lan family, only Qianqian knew that the real me could laugh wantonly and have my own little secrets.

In this way, Qianqian and I graduated from elementary school together, went to the same junior high school, and then high school together. She brought me happiness, pulled me out of the abyss of loneliness, and became the salvation in my life.

The Lan family is as cold and lonely as ever. My father is very busy and is often not at home. My elder sister has never looked at me directly since she moved into the Lan family. She stared at me with her eyes, as if my existence had dirty her eyes and made her sick, but she didn't bother to have any interaction with me.

Until one night, I couldn't sleep, so I put on some clothes and wanted to go for a walk in the garden.

The garden of the Lan family is very large and beautifully trimmed. During the day, it is shaded by green trees and it is very cool, but at night it is a bit infiltrating. When I thought about it, I realized that I had come to a place. I was about to go back to a corner of the garden that I seldom come to, when I heard a conversation not far away. In the quiet night, someone suddenly appeared in the garden, which really shocked me, but I quickly calmed down, because I found One of the voices is very familiar, isn't it the wife of the head of the Lan family...

"Xin Rou... How long has it been since I saw you..." It was obviously a man's voice, with a hint of hoarseness and eagerness.

"Don't...be careful...someone..." Xu Xinrou panted softly, and her words were broken.

Then there was the sound of clothes rubbing and pulling. I couldn't help but carefully looked around curiously.

I saw a bare-chested man pounce on my mother, but my mother's clothes were thrown aside, and after a while, I heard her make a shameful sound...

I covered my mouth tightly, afraid that I would accidentally scream out. The scene in front of me shocked me so much. I couldn't believe my eyes. Why did this happen...

I quietly turned back along the original road, until I returned to the room, and collapsed on the bed as if exhausted, and the scene I just saw in the garden was always in my mind.

I forced myself not to think about it anymore. Isn't there such a thing in big families? Isn't I the best proof...

Laughing at myself, it turns out that the noble wife of the head of the family also has such an unknown side, it is really not easy to hide, I am still too young, and I do not understand the filth behind these big families.

When I saw the wife of the head of the family the next day, she was still so glamorous, I almost wondered if I was wrong about what happened last night.

Of course, I will not be so stupid as to show any inappropriateness in front of her. I still wear my indifferent and withdrawn mask to walk in Lan's house as always. It was also after I knew about that incident that I began to secretly pay attention to the owner's wife. Every move.

Since the father is often not at home, the wife of the head of the house will ask that man to have a tryst almost every few weeks. I don't know why they like to do this kind of thing in the Lan family. Aren't they afraid of being discovered?

It wasn't until later that one of my father's business partners who was said to be his business partner came to Lan's house as a guest, and I overheard that person's voice, and I was surprised to find out that that person was the object of the family head's wife's tryst.

I feel that the whole thing seems to be getting more and more complicated, because the number of times they meet seems to have increased. Sometimes when my father is away, that man even uses business matters as an excuse to come to Lan's house to find my mother, Then the two locked themselves in the study and chatted for the whole afternoon.

Sometimes I even feel that the wife of the head of the house looks at me differently than before. How should I put it, there is a hint of pleasure in the coldness.

Makes me feel like something bad is about to happen and I'm the victim...

The author has something to say: the past life is about to end. . .

After the author confesses the reason for the psychological shadow of the heroine, he will return to this life~~~

Lian sama will appear soon~~~