[skip+wangwang] enchanting lotus under the moon

The car that drove me slowly drove into a manor, and I couldn't help but peek at the man sitting not far from me.Subconsciously, I thought he might be my father, but I never dared to call him out.

Since I got in the car, he hasn't said a word, but has been staring at me, or in a daze.His expression has been unpredictable, sometimes sad, sometimes nostalgic, sometimes gratified, but what remains unchanged is the complicated and obscure way he looks at me.

At that time, I was too young to understand or see through the emotions contained in his eyes, but now that I think about it, the complex look of forbearance and repression seems to be missing someone through me... …

I was startled by the aura he exuded, and I obediently sat aside and let him look at me, but I couldn't help but wonder in my heart, is he really my father?Why does he not feel kind to me, but a kind of restlessness on pins and needles...

The feeling of joy after learning that he had a father at the beginning has been exhausted in this silent and weird atmosphere.

After all, I am only a child of about three years old. I don't know how to hide my emotions, and I don't know how to hide my anxiety. In an unknown environment, I will be afraid and at a loss.As a result, tears slowly filled my eyes, but I tried my best not to let them fall.

"I'm your father, Lan Yintian, you..." The man finally opened his mouth, and just when he wanted to continue, the car stopped, his expression instantly became indifferent, and all the complicated emotions in his eyes disappeared. Return to nothingness, leaving only indifference.

Hearing his words, I raised my head to look at him reflexively, but only saw his indifferent expression in an instant. I don't know why this happened. I was overwhelmed by the cold and strange feeling.

Lan Yintian didn't look at my helpless little face anymore, but got out of the car first. Fortunately, he didn't leave me and left first, but stood beside the car with a distant expression, motioning for me to get out of the car quickly.

I got out of the car in a hurry, and he walked into the house after seeing me get out of the car, and I trotted to catch up with him.

After finally rushing into the house behind him, just as he wanted to appease his pounding heart, he heard a question with obvious arrogance and coldness: "Did you take it back?"

Before I had time to react, Lan Yintian pushed me forward lightly, and everyone's eyes immediately focused on me, and I finally saw the situation in the house clearly.

A lady in a long brown dress was sitting on the sofa in the middle. Although there was a smile on the corner of her mouth, there was a little chill in her red and phoenix eyes, which made me feel like an ant being looked down upon by her.

Sitting next to the lady was a little girl who looked slightly older than me, maybe she was too young to hide it, after she saw me, she felt that I would be the enemy who took her father's love , staring at me fiercely.

They seem to dislike me very much, why?What did i do wrong?

With such doubts, I turned my head to look at Lan Yintian.But he didn't look at me, but looked directly at the woman sitting on the sofa: "She will be the second young lady of the Lan family, Lan Yilin!"

After saying this, Lan Yintian turned around and walked upstairs. During this period, he didn't even look at me again, nor did he introduce me, leaving me alone in the hall.

"Take Second Miss to her room to rest." Picking up the cup on the table, the woman drank gracefully.

"Second Miss, please follow me!"

I nodded and silently followed the middle-aged woman who looked like a housekeeper leading the way in front of me.

"The one just now is the wife of the head of the house. You will call her Mrs. Mother in the future! The one next to you is your sister, Lan Yuruo. I am the housekeeper of the Lan family. You can call me Butler He..." I don't know if someone told me beforehand It was the housekeeper who kindly gave me a general introduction to the situation of the house.

"I see! Thank you, Steward He!" I thanked her obediently.

"This is your room, please take a break, if you have anything to do, please press the button over there, we will come over as soon as possible! If there is nothing else, then I will go down first!" Taking me to a room, Butler He gave a formulaic explanation, then gently closed the door and went out.

The room is simple and elegant, not as pink and cute as ordinary children, with cool colors and no extra decorations. The light-colored curtains were blown by the wind, which made me tremble for no reason. I feel a kind of loneliness from the bottom of my heart, a loneliness with no one to rely on...

In this way, I officially started my 16 years of life in the Lan family.

Fairy tales and reality are always different. Maybe I am similar to Cinderella in fairy tales, but completely different. My mother did not abuse me like the stepmother in the story, but she used her own The way tortured me, slowly changed me bit by bit, made me weak and inferior...

The pain of the body can never be compared with the pain of the mind, because the physical wound will heal one day, even if it leaves a shallow scar, it will not hurt when touched.However, the wounds in the heart, even if you can't see them, can make people feel heart-wrenching pain.

When I first arrived at Lan's house, I was still a little happy. I thought I had the courage to approach Lan Yintian. I wanted to know what kind of person my father, the man who gave me life and my surname, was like.

I finally walked in front of him and called him Dad, my voice was full of expectation and longing, how I wish he could touch my head and answer me with a smile.

As a result, when I called him, his expression was so...weird, yes, I don’t know how to describe the expression I saw at that time, his serious face was slightly stiff, as if he couldn’t believe it I called him dad, he opened his mouth, as if he wanted to respond to me, but what came out of his mouth was, don't call me dad anymore, you want to call me dad, do you understand?

It was that indifferent expression again, and the blunt reply shattered my longing. I couldn't believe it, but under his alienated and indifferent expression, I suppressed the tears that were about to fill my eyes, and nodded. , and then quickly turned and ran away.

After that, my longing for my father was completely shattered. I didn't have a father, but only the head of the Lan family, a man I called my father.

I also couldn't help thinking about my grandparents. I asked my father why they didn't come to see me. Leave me alone.

I don't understand why grandpa and grandma won't come, don't they want me?At that moment, I suddenly felt that I was so lonely, with no one to rely on, and no one cared about me. There was absolutely no room for me in the huge Lan family.

It wasn't until a long time later that I realized that it wasn't that my grandparents didn't come to see me, but that the Lan family didn't allow them to come to see me at all. An illegitimate daughter is already embarrassing enough, how could it be possible to let them in and out? With the influence of the Lan family, it would be easy to send two old people without any background to live in other cities.

As for the wife of the head of the Lan family who is also from a well-known family, she has a name that does not suit her at all, Xu Xinrou.When you hear this name in the first day of junior high school, you may think that she is a gentle and quiet person, but the fact is on the contrary, she is arrogant and glamorous, with the pride of a famous family, she never expresses any thoughts in her heart easily on her face superior.

She has her means, she never beats and scolds me, but she ignores me from the bottom of her heart, even despises me. My father and my lord, down to the servants, just treat me as superfluous, just like I am a poor person who depends on others, they will not give me a trace of sympathy and pity, only indifference and alienation.

Can you imagine?How much I longed for family affection when I was young. I used to imagine my future home so much. With my father and grandparents, I would be the happiest child...

However, the Lan family gave me only coldness, without any family affection, no matter how hot my heart is, it will be frostbitten.

But what can I do, they didn't criticize me, because no one cares about me at all, what I think or do has nothing to do with them.

In such an environment, I became more and more silent, withdrawn, and even inferior, because there would always be some rumors and rumors that would inadvertently reach my ears, saying that I was just a shady private of the Lan family. Having a daughter, at best, is better than a servant, and has no status at all...

Maybe this is the method of the wife of the head of the family, she really killed people without blood, no one confides and cares, and endures the rumors that come from time to time, watching the girl I should call my sister under the care of her mother Growing up has caused a gap in my heart, but I have nowhere to vent.

Slander me psychologically, and then slowly change me into a cowardly and inferior person. It should be said that she is really successful, successfully changing my life...

Before elementary school, the Lan family always invited tutors to give lectures at home, and I was no exception. Before I went to elementary school, I had no contact with anyone other than the Lan family. Introverted and inferior, I don't know how to get in touch with others, and finally become a weird person in the eyes of my classmates, a lonely loner.

Of course, they don't even bother to associate with me. After all, although they claim that I am the lost second lady of the Lan family, people in the same circle will always have some gossip. Therefore, the fact that I am the illegitimate daughter of the Lan family is just that. shin away.

At that time, I also hated, but I didn’t know how to vent it except to bury this hatred in my heart. I could only build a wall of indifference, wrap my heart firmly in it, and respond to those people with indifference. people who slander me.

This situation continued until the arrival of a transfer student in the fourth grade of elementary school.

Her name is Song Qianqian, a sunny and cheerful girl who was born in a relatively wealthy family. She should not have come to our school to study, but because of her excellent grades and dancing skills, she became a special student in our school and transferred here.

It was also she who changed me and brought a ray of sunshine to my already bleak life.

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