coquettish and clingy

Gu Jingcan didn't know how to answer Lin Zhichuan's words, he could only stare blankly at the person beside him.Lin Zhichuan still looked at him calmly, as if talking about a piece of gossip he had heard by chance.

It's not that Lin Zhichuan is cold-blooded, he has been tortured for too long, and he is not able to express sadness and anger.His brain is also protecting his master, suppressing any negative emotions that may arise.He has known for a long time that he is cheerful and sunny not because of his nature, but because it is really difficult to have other emotions.

Gu Jingcan touched the corners of his eyes, "Can you cry?"

Lin Zhichuan was still the same, "I can't, I can't anymore."

When Lin Zhichuan said he couldn't, Gu Jingcan's eyes turned red.How did he get here in those years? Huo Yunzhen took the initiative to avoid talking about the past, but Lin Zhichuan walked over alone.He remembered that when he played the violin for Lin Zhichuan for the first time, he had this expression. Everyone who saw him felt sad, but he couldn't cry himself.

"I want to take you to eat hot pot."

Lin Zhichuan laughed, but it didn't last long before he became lonely, "You are luckier than me, Gu Jingcan, you still have a mother."

He has nothing left, his mother only wants love, and his father does not recognize him as an illegitimate child.He doubted the reason for his existence countless times, and later felt that it was good to be alive, what if there was a miracle in the future?

Later he really met.

Gu Jingcan's eyes were sore, and he took his hand and pressed it to his face, "You still have me, Zhichuan. I chased you, and I can't let go after I chased you."

Lin Zhichuan pursed his lips and smiled, "Sometimes I feel like crying when I look at you, and I don't know why."

Gu Jingcan tilted his head, "Crying with joy? You like me so much."

Lin Zhichuan admitted generously, "That's right."

Gu Jingcan ruffled his hair, took his hand, and coaxed him to sleep.Lin Zhichuan is not a person who needs to be comforted, Gu Jingcan is a little bit at a loss now.But he will always be one step closer to Lin Zhichuan. Before that, he can do something that will make Lin Zhichuan happy.Lin Zhichuan always said that he has the attributes of a housekeeper, but he really likes to see Lin Zhichuan satisfied.

Lin Zhichuan slept until three o'clock in the afternoon. He woke up hungry. The millet porridge he ate in the morning had already been digested, and his stomach was singing empty city tricks in his dreams.

He rubbed his eyes, Gu Jingcan was not around, and the sound of cooking could be vaguely heard outside.Lin Zhichuan sat on the bed in a daze. The room was very dark. In a quiet environment, people always feel lonely.In the past, he always kept himself busy and didn't think too much about meaningless things.But now he just wanted to be in a daze quietly, listening to the sound outside the door, slowly his eyes began to sore again.

He just wanted to be in peace like this, to be with the person he likes.

Gu Jingcan was washing the pot when he was suddenly hugged from behind, with a hairy head on his shoulder.Gu Jingcan turned his head to kiss him, then lowered his head and continued to work.

"Are you hungry? There are apples on the table, you should eat one first."

Lin Zhichuan hugged him and did not let go, "I want to eat you."

Gu Jingcan smiled, "Be proactive, my hands are greasy now."

Lin Zhichuan pursed his lips, his eyes were a bit disgusted, "Forget it, it's not gorgeous."

Gu Jingcan kicked him, Lin Zhichuan dodged him, jumped to eat an apple, and talked to the people in the kitchen while chewing.

"What are you eating today?"

"Hand-shredded cabbage, egg custard, green vegetable tofu soup, braised pork."

They were all considered bland, and Lin Zhichuan had no objections.He is just waiting to be fed, so he is not qualified to point fingers at his chef.The braised pork needs some time. Gu Jingcan washed his hands and sat next to Lin Zhichuan.Lin Zhichuan took a bite of the apple and fed it to Gu Jingcan, and Gu Jingcan followed suit and kissed.

Lin Zhichuan is very adaptable to Gu Jingcan's frequent dissatisfaction with desire, and his lung capacity is fearless.I just don’t know if the in-depth exchanges in the future will be of such a high standard.

"Blushing? Tsk, are you thinking of something inappropriate for children?"

Lin Zhichuan raised his eyebrows, "I wonder if you will be inferior to a beast in the future."

Gu Jingcan looked at him with his head on his hands, "I don't think this is enough to be a problem, or do you want to experience it now?"

As soon as these words came out, the atmosphere suddenly became ambiguous.They just stopped at kissing and hugging all the time, even if they slept together, they didn't make any further movements.Regardless of the age issue, they have only been together for a month, some things don't need to be too urgent, even if their relationship is very good.

"I think it's better to have a long-term plan."

Seeing Lin Zhichuan's pretending seriousness, Gu Jingcan lowered his eyes.When he raised his eyes again, his eyes were as deep as the sea.Seeing him like this, Lin Zhichuan clenched his fingers nervously, not sure whether he was afraid or looking forward to it.

"Jing Can..."

Gu Jingcan took this sound as an invitation, put his hand on Lin Zhichuan's waist, opened his clothes and slowly walked up the spine.Lin Zhichuan has a good figure, and he looks handsome even in a T-shirt and shorts in summer.Gu Jingcan's heart was moved first, and he also had daydreams first.Now that he can finally bring this big white rabbit to his mouth, his whole body is feverish.

Lin Zhichuan shivered and closed his eyes, clearly feeling the temperature of Gu Jingcan's fingertips and the subtle sensitivity when touching the skin.Gu Jingcan was buried in his neck, and his breath was hot and itchy.The wet and hot kiss fell on the collarbone, so hard that he couldn't help biting his lips, with satisfaction in the pain.

The youthful love is flourishing with the sweetness of rain and dew, it grows when it sees the wind, flourishes until it bears attractive fruits.The green touch made Lin Zhichuan's whole body arch, and his breathing became chaotic.Gu Jingcan's hand drew a circle around his waist, and then he held his face and kissed it. Only then did Lin Zhichuan realize that his eyes were also scattered, and the stars scattered all over the place.

Perhaps, he and Gu Jingcan are the same kind of people, so they fit so well.

The sound of the pressure cooker ended the long kiss. Gu Jingcan took a breath, carefully let go of his embrace, then stooped and ran into the kitchen, closing the door behind him.Lin Zhichuan didn't dare to look up, and he didn't feel much better, he was very uncomfortable.

Gu Jingcan was right not to live with him, the two of them really had no self-control.This time it was a trial on the verge of danger, and next time I might go to get a driver's license.

Dangerous, dangerous.

During the meal, the two remained silent.It's not that I don't want to say something to break the ambiguity, I really don't know what to say, it might be even more embarrassing, the two of them just eat seriously, which is always right.

Lin Zhichuan was thinking about Gu Jingcan's family.His small shop is really small. It is barely enough to open a small restaurant, but not a snack shop.Gu Jingcan told him about the location of his shop, why don't you try it first and see what kind of people Gu Jingcan's parents are?

Although he had such a plan in his heart, Lin Zhichuan didn't want to tell Gu Jingcan.Gu Jingcan didn't care what happened in front of him, but Lin Zhichuan knew that he definitely didn't want to get involved, and his self-esteem probably couldn't bear it.Lin Zhichuan felt that there was no need to tell him that the shop was rented to anyone, as long as Aunt Song didn't doubt it.

This question is really difficult. Let Gu Jingcan's parents know that they have a shop. His father is willing to return to his old business. Aunt Song accepts him to lower the rent without suspicion. Everything is hidden from Gu Jingcan. Thinking about it, I think it is impossible.

"Gu Jingcan, is your father willing to open a small restaurant again?" Lin Zhichuan tried to speak in a casual tone, "I think catering is more profitable. Your father is not unskilled."

Gu Jingcan was in a bad mood when he heard this topic, "I think, I don't know if he is willing or not."

"Then just ask, it's not good to keep procrastinating like this. The good shops have been robbed, and the demand in the city is very tight. Although the rent is expensive, as long as the return is quick, it doesn't matter if you spend more money."

Gu Jingcan thinks it makes sense. Although he doesn't want to talk to his father, it's good to talk to his mother.

"Then wait, I'll call my mother."

In front of Lin Zhichuan, Gu Jingcan dialed the number, and the call was quickly connected.Gu Jingcan briefly communicated with his mother, and his mother said that he would discuss it with his father.

"Jing Can, you go to school well, don't worry about it, we will fix it."

Gu Jingcan sighed, "Understood."

Seeing that he hung up the phone, Lin Zhichuan didn't look very emotional, so he decided to go to Dongcheng to try it out next weekend while Gu Jingcan was away.

Lin Zhichuan felt that Gu Jingcan had been taking care of him. Although he thought it was trivial things, it made Lin Zhichuan feel loved and pampered, which gave his lonely heart a place to settle.This kind of satisfaction and peace of mind cannot be given by others, and only Gu Jingcan can give it to him.He has been unilaterally accepting Gu Jingcan's favor, and now he finally has a chance to help him, Lin Zhichuan can't wait to go to Dongcheng now.

"Gu Jingcan, don't worry, you'll be fine."

Gu Jingcan stood up and cleared the table. At first, he wanted to tell Lin Zhichuan to leave it alone, but then he felt that it was too hurtful. Lin Zhichuan just didn't want to annoy him too much.This idiot obviously had a hard time himself, but he still had to take care of his mood.

"Well, it'll be fine." Gu Jingcan smiled at him, "Go and do your homework, I'll clean it up."

Lin Zhichuan grabbed the rag and refused, "You are my boyfriend, not my housekeeper."

"It's not a contradiction. I like to take care of you. Zhichuan, everyone has different hobbies. You have to accept me. I really like it."

Lin Zhichuan was speechless, "Let me wipe the head office, housekeeper? Can't you take good care of your precious hands, won't it affect the feel of playing the violin?"

"That's why I'm wearing gloves. Does the player who plays the violin have to keep his fingers clean?"

Lin Zhichuan found him annoying, so he dropped the rag and went to do his homework.Gu Jingcan packed up with a smile and sat opposite him to practice.Lin Zhichuan has finished his homework and is now practicing English.His IELTS result will be out in a week, so he is a little nervous.

After finishing their homework, the two of them rested on the sofa for a while, and when it was almost time, they packed up their things and returned to school.Lin Zhichuan was a little worried about Song Ke, but Gu Jingcan didn't care much.After knowing Lin Zhichuan's past, he didn't care much about Song Ke's opinion anymore, as long as Lin Zhichuan recognized him, Song Ke had to stay behind.

"Don't worry, didn't Song Ke acquiesce in our relationship? At most, he ignored me, what else could he do to me."

Lin Zhichuan had no choice but to do so.

In class the next day, Song Ke watched Gu Jingcan sitting next to him, and greeted him in an ordinary way, as usual.Gu Jingcan was not surprised either, and continued to do things as usual.

"Is Lin Zhichuan alright?"

"It's good, the allergic reaction has gone down, and it's all right now." Gu Jingcan remembered something, "You said that last time he was not only allergic, but also alcoholism, what happened?"

He had noticed this before. It seemed that Lin Zhichuan had always mistakenly thought that he was only allergic to alcohol last time, but Song Ke said that he was also suffering from alcohol poisoning. What's going on?