coquettish and clingy

When Huo Yunzhen returned to the ward, it was already 3 o'clock in the morning.Lin Zhichuan slept soundly, while Gu Jingcan sat on a low stool next to him, lying on the head of the bed, unable to tell whether he was asleep or not.

"Gu Jingcan?" If he fell asleep, he would just leave.His mother called him several times. He only said that he was playing games in the Internet cafe. If he said that he was in the hospital, his mother would think that he was fighting with others.If he doesn't go back now, his mother will really drive to catch him in the middle of the night.

Gu Jingcan moved, rubbed his eyes tiredly, stood up and walked out of the ward, followed by Huo Yunzhen.

"How is Lin Zhichuan?"

"It's all right, the lump on my body has almost disappeared, and my body temperature has also dropped. I woke up for a long time before, and there is nothing uncomfortable."

Huo Yunzhen asked hesitantly, "Song Ke...have you been here?"

Gu Jingcan folded his arms around his chest, rubbed his temples, and said "um", but didn't mean to say any more.It's not easy for Huo Yun to ask, this is their private matter after all.

"It's okay, I'll go back, my mother is dying of anxiety."

Gu Jingcan raised his eyes to look at him, then turned his head to look at the sleeping man through the mirror, "Thank you today."

If it wasn't for Huo Yunzhen knowing that Lin Zhichuan was allergic to alcohol, he might be at a loss and delay the treatment.After entering the hospital, it was Huo Yunzhen who told the doctor about his history of allergies, which made the doctor's diagnosis faster.

Huo Yunzhen waved his hand, and smiled nonchalantly, "Tips for retaliation, last time he saved me, this time I saved him, it's still cheaper for me."

Gu Jingcan patted Huo Yunzhen on the shoulder, the simple action made him startled.Since the last time they quarreled tacitly, the two of them haven't talked normally. Is it normal now?

"Lin Zhichuan thought of you, he didn't think you were running away, and he didn't blame you."

Huo Yunzhen lowered his head, "I know he won't blame me, I blame myself. Gu Jingcan, I haven't really understood how I feel about Lin Zhichuan. When I saw him lying on the hospital bed, I realized it for no reason. gone."

Gu Jingcan looked at him expressionlessly, and Huo Yunzhen smiled childishly, with serious eyes, "I'm afraid of him, and I admire him very much, approaching him with such a mood, like chasing stars, I feel so stupid when I think about it! Of course, Lin Zhichuan People are really nice and take care of other people's feelings, I'm just...a little..."

Hearing someone express Xiaolu's affection for her boyfriend, Gu Jingcan is already very proud of not making a bad face.Of course he knew that Lin Zhichuan was kind, and he understood Huo Yun's true feelings. Exclusion is still necessary, and he is not the real Virgin.

He breathed a sigh of relief when he said it, Huo Yun really felt that he had let go of his burdens, and he was in the mood to hate Gu Jingcan, "Who hasn't had a little bit of youth and shaoai, there is only a little bit, and it hasn't sprouted yet, and it was strangled to death. Don't look at me, I'm really dead, completely dead. You two don't dangle in front of my eyes recently, it's annoying."

Gu Jingcan listened to his nonsense and rolled his eyes, "You're nothing if you're not dead."

This naked contempt and provocation made Huo Yun really angry, "As long as you have any human nature, you know you can't poke my wound at this time! Forget it, you are a person in front of Lin Zhichuan, and Lin Zhichuan is a fool , fell straight into your trap, and you are delivering food and playing the violin, can you show off a little more!"

Gu Jingcan cut it disdainfully, there is nothing wrong with it, he can not only show off, but also show off, so there is no need to tell outsiders about it.

"Okay, you can stay with him, I'm going back." Huo Yunzhen yawned, "Ask me, have you heard of Yin Lan naming this name?"

Gu Jingcan thought for a while, "No, who is it?"

Huo Yunzhen waved his hand and left, but Gu Jingcan didn't care, and went back to the room to accompany Lin Zhichuan.

The next morning, both of them woke up early.After all, it is a special place like a hospital, and I believe that no one can stay there with peace of mind.After the doctor checked the room and said there was no problem, Lin Zhichuan and Gu Jingcan packed up and left quickly.

The young doctor looked very friendly. He watched them pack up and came over to say hello, "I'm leaving now, is there no one to pick me up?"

Lin Zhichuan wanted to help Gu Jingcan carry the violin case, but was slapped back, so he had to turn his head to answer the doctor's question, "No one, just go by yourself, what else is the doctor doing?"

Yin Lan shook her head, "It's okay, just go back and take the medicine on time."

"OK, thanks."

Walking to the door, Gu Jingcan turned his head inadvertently, and saw the small sign pasted on the door.

"Resident physician, Yin Lanqi."

Yin Lanqi looked up at him and smiled, "It's me."

Lin Zhichuan, who knew nothing, looked at them curiously, "Know each other?"

Gu Jingcan shook his head and pulled him out, "I don't know, Huo Yunzhen mentioned this name to me, but I didn't expect it to be him. No matter, let him worry about it."

"Oh, I'm hungry."

"Go back and cook millet porridge for you."

Yin Lanqi watched the two walk side by side, her long and narrow eyes slowly bent, like a sly fox.

"Doctor Yin, I'm going downstairs."

Yin Lan rubbed the corners of his eyes, and had some complaints about the "oh" at the end, but he didn't mean to remind, turned around and walked slowly towards the blushing little nurse.

"coming."

Back home, Gu Jingcan didn't wait for Lin Zhichuan to ask, and told the truth about drinking to drown his sorrows.

"Really, I will never drink again."

Lin Zhichuan looked at Gu Jingcan stirring the porridge with a spoon in one hand, and assured him without raising his head that he didn't know whether to call him serious or perfunctory.

Is it because I am embarrassed to face myself, drinking alone, but by accident, I drank my boyfriend into the hospital, according to Gu Jingcan's personality, how guilty I must be.

Lin Zhichuan was sitting on the sofa waiting to be fed, but finally rolled his eyes and walked into the kitchen, put his head on the shoulder of his busy boyfriend, and moved slowly following his movements, much like the stupid dog owned by Gu Jingcan's downstairs neighbor.

The stupid dog spoke human words, "Do you want to live with me?"

Gu Jingcan tilted his head and rubbed his dog's head, "No, it's not a problem if I stay with you all the time, it's too early to live together."

Lin Zhichuan answered smoothly, "It's not early."

The very natural tone made Gu Jingcan stunned for a while, and then gave a soft "hmm".

After feeding the white rabbits that were waiting to be fed, Gu Jingcan suggested that Lin Zhichuan rest at home for a while, and asked Song Ke to take a leave of absence for him to go to school at night, and Lin Zhichuan agreed.

"Song Ke replied 'Got it'." Lin Zhichuan said sullenly while wiping the table.

Gu Jingcan turned around and walked to him, resting his hands on the edge of the table, looking down at Lin Zhichuan, "Do you regret it?"

Lin Zhichuan didn't look at him, "So what if you regret it?"

Gu Jingcan's tone was very serious, "Of course what will happen, I will try harder to chase you."

Lin Zhichuan, who was rubbing the rag, chuckled, threw the rag and grabbed his hand and walked towards the room.Gu Jingcan held his hand, and was dragged into the room and into the bed by the person in front very obediently.

Lin Zhichuan and Gu Jingcan looked sideways at each other, and they both smiled.In fact, I have been looking forward to lying together like this, without doing anything, just looking at each other and I feel very beautiful.

Originally, the two of them were both ungrateful and courageous. They were afraid that they would scare each other by taking this step, and they were also afraid that they would not have self-control in this ambiguous situation.Young people always think about bright willows and dark flowers in their minds, and they also know that hormonal outbreaks are unreasonable, so they consciously keep their distance.

It was only when I was really lying in a quilt that I realized that there was nothing.I don't want to do anything, I just want to watch the people around me and fall asleep peacefully.

"Go to sleep, I set the alarm clock."

Lin Zhichuan shook his head, "I want to know about your childhood."

Gu Jingcan didn't refuse, "I don't know where to start, but it's just trivial things. I'll talk about it casually, and you can listen to it casually."

After Lin Zhichuan nodded, Gu Jingcan began to talk about himself.

"You and Song Ke didn't think I had a good personality before, didn't you? It might be innate. In my earliest memory, I didn't seem to like talking to strangers very much. My parents always said that I was inherited from another generation. Grandpa, he looks alike and has a similar personality. I can't make a fart with three sticks. I haven't seen my grandpa, so I don't know if he looks like him. Anyway, he really doesn't look like my parents, but there's nothing wrong with that. "

"Then your grandfather must be very handsome."

Gu Jingcan smiled, held Lin Zhichuan in front of him, clasped his fingers, and continued talking.

"Our family's conditions were better before. When I was in the third grade of elementary school, my dad fought with guests for the so-called brotherly loyalty. He lost his job and paid a lot of medical expenses. The funny thing is that when the brother was fighting He ran away, and even avoided seeing him when he was sent to the hospital and was about to lose money. My dad has always been a bad character, and this incident made our family go crazy for half a year."

And then there are even more stupid things.

"Ordinary people hurt the president's memory, but my dad doesn't. He values ​​brotherhood. No matter how angry he is, that brother came to the door and said a few soft words. My dad forgave him again, completely ignoring my mother's reluctance. Most of the family’s savings were used to open a restaurant with that person, but the person ran away with the money.”

With such an unpleasant memory, Gu Jingcan can still laugh, "Zhichuan, why do you think there are always such people in this world who don't care about their wives and children, but instead stab their brothers in the ribs? No matter where they come from Say, family is always the most important thing, right? But there are really idiots like my dad who ruin their own homes because of a word from outsiders."

Originally, his father lost his job, and their family had no source of income.This city is too small, and the story of my dad's fights and troubles quickly spread among their circles. It was not smooth to find a job. He didn't like the people he liked, and he looked down on those who wanted him. He stayed at home for a long time. Drink, get drunk and quarrel with people.His mother is a typical housewife, she doesn't care much about men's affairs, she only cares about housework.

That person took away most of their family savings, forcing his father to start working.Probably just to take a gamble, he stopped working as a chef and found a shop by himself to start a small business.It was a good time, and the snack shop started to catch fire, so that their family could afford him to continue learning the piano.

"Because I have to learn the piano everywhere, and my family's finances are a bit tight. My dad scolded me almost every day. I didn't like to talk, and I didn't like his kind of living Bodhisattva, so I let him go. My mother couldn't do it, and she tolerated it at first. With his unreasonable making troubles, it gradually became what it is now."

There was pain deep in Gu Jingcan's eyes. His mother was originally a carefree housewife, and there was nothing major to worry about.She doesn't know what it means to treat each other like a guest, and she doesn't know the joy of life. She is easy to satisfy, she will prepare three meals a day, gently encourage her son to learn the piano, and take him to competitions everywhere.

"Zhi Chuan, I love my mother very much. Sometimes I feel that if I hadn't learned the piano, the family would be more peaceful. Although I know it won't be true, every time I see her being tortured by a man who doesn't love her , I feel extremely guilty.”

Lin Zhichuan put his arms around his waist, put his legs on his, and leaned towards the middle.Before Gu Jingcan had time to laugh at Lin Zhichuan's enthusiasm, his heart was chilled by his words.

"Gu Jingcan, my mother committed suicide. She abandoned her son for a man who didn't love her."

Gu Jingcan's mind went blank, and he stared blankly at the person in his arms.The person in his arms had calm eyes and steady breathing, as if what he was talking about was not his business.

"How do you think I should live, Gu Jingcan?"