coquettish and clingy

When Gu Jingcan returned home after practicing the piano, he obviously felt that the atmosphere at home was not right. His father smoked so much that the room was filled with smoke, and his mother sat silently in a chair, as if returning to the depression and quarrels before.He closed his eyes and walked in quietly.

"I am back."

Dad Gu took another puff of his cigarette, and his eyes were not friendly, "You still know how to come back? You don't stay at home all day, and you still look like a student!"

Gu's mother immediately quarreled, "It's said that you are taking tutoring at a classmate's house, are you out of your mind! Don't get angry at your son if you have the ability, go out and find a shop!"

Gu Jingcan knew that his parents knew that Dongcheng would definitely be demolished, so they began to move the store in a hurry.For an ordinary high school student like him, there was no solution for this kind of thing.Whenever his father gets angry, he will find out that he is expensive to learn the piano, and Gu Jingcan has nothing to refute.After being scolded for so many years, those few words are repeated over and over again.

Sure enough, the two adults were arguing, and the quarrel came to Gu Jingcan again.

Dad Gu, who had drunk too much, hiccupped and cursed, "When I asked you to take him to a cram school, you insisted on going to the Children's Palace! Now it's all right, I've been involved for the rest of my life!"

"Did I force him to learn? It was the teacher who said that Jing Can was talented! Didn't I send him to the cram school? He is not material for studying at all. He can only play the violin in his life!"

"Fart, if he doesn't study well, how could he improve so much in the midterm exam!"

"His classmate taught well, or he just reached the time when he can read, how would I know!"

Gu Jingcan wanted to laugh a little, because of Lin Zhichuan's blessing, the quarrel had a new trick this time.

Papa Gu caught a glimpse of his son laughing at them, and he was so angry that he dropped the wine bottle, "It's too late for him to chase him now, his classmate is a genius, and it's impossible to help him up the wall!"

Gu's mother was about to go crazy, and started to fight, "You lunatic, lunatic, how can you say that about your son, your own son!"

Gu Jingcan had been flipping through his schoolbag, but when he heard his father's words, his face turned cold.

"Have you had enough trouble?"

Gu's father and mother paused, and Gu's father yelled at him again, "How dare you talk back?"

Gu Jingcan ignored him, went back to the room, took the DSLR and stuffed it into his schoolbag, with the violin in his hand, as if he was about to leave.

"Jing Can, it's getting dark, where are you going?"

Gu Jingcan stood at the door, looking at his bewildered mother, heartbroken and helpless.

"My classmate is really a genius, and I'm not mud. How can a pair of parents who can't even manage themselves manage their children well? I'm leaving."

Without a second of hesitation, Gu Jingcan turned around and left.When he reached the bus stop, his mother chased him out, looking overly frightened, and stopped Gu Jingcan from letting him go.

"Jing Can, where are you going? Mom, stop arguing with him, let's go back."

Gu Jingcan's heart is very painful, he doesn't know how to save this family.

"Why don't you get a divorce? If it's for me, then go and leave as soon as possible, I can't stand it."

"Jing Can..."

"Aren't you tired after arguing for so many years? I'm tired of listening to it, and my heart is tired."

Gu's mother burst into tears, her eyes similar to Gu Jingcan's were dimmed with vicissitudes of life, "You are still young, and you don't understand the hardships of being a parent."

"Yes, I don't understand. I won't understand in this life. Anyway, I don't know how to be a parent."

Gu Ma only thought he was angry, and her tone softened and begged, "Go home, Jing Can."

Gu Jingcan patted his mother's hand and refused, "I'm going to live with a classmate, he sleeps late. Mom, go back, I'll be fine."

Hearing that her son was going to live with a classmate, Gu Ma breathed a sigh of relief.Her son has been stubborn since he was a child. His father didn't want him to learn the piano, but he persisted and won many awards.If you say you don't go home now, you will definitely not go back, and it's useless to force.

"That classmate is very nice, won't the parents find it troublesome?"

"He's very nice, he won't be troublesome." Gu Jingcan got on the bus and waved to his mother, "I'm leaving, don't worry."

Seeing the bus go away, Gu Ma cried more and more.

If his father hadn't been fired for making trouble in the hotel, their family would have been harmonious and beautiful.Jing Can can practice piano even if he doesn't study well, go to a good music school, and become a musician in the future.This used to be his father's wish, but it was all ruined by that impulsive disturbance.

She wiped her tears, it was not too late, she could still go to the city and ask if there was any suitable shop.

Her son has a talent for music, and as a mother, she is trying to sell everything she can, and she wants to send him to the best school to continue practicing piano.

Gu Jingcan didn't go to Lin Zhichuan's house, and if he did, he could only feel sad along with him.Lin Zhichuan has already been hurt by his family once, and there can be no second time.

He got off at the previous stop and walked aimlessly.When I saw a barbecue stand, I sat down, ordered something, and drank slowly.

He doesn't like the bitterness of the wine, but the bitterness in his mouth seems to be less bitter in his heart.

Gu Jingcan took out his mobile phone, clicked on the album to look through the photos.There are not many photos in the phone, only a few landscapes, and the rest are Lin Zhichuan.There are the way he sleeps, eats, and reads.Gu Jingcan's favorite is the one Song Ke sent him, which is a snapshot of Lin Zhichuan after running the marathon.

Proud, youthful and handsome, with a little laziness, looking at the camera with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, Gu Jingcan's heart softened.

"Zhichuan..."

He can't take any practical actions now, and when he goes to a university in other places, he can use his own hands to give Lin Zhichuan a sense of security.

When Huo Yunzhen called Gu Jingcan, he was very conflicted.He couldn't understand Fang Yu's notes, and after thinking about it, he could only ask Gu Jingcan, who was also a poor student.It turned out that the man was drinking, and it sounded like he had drunk a lot, and his reaction was extremely slow.He knew that Gu Jingcan was not good at drinking, and he rarely drank. What's the matter, he had a fight with Lin Zhichuan, can't he?

"Does Lin Zhichuan know that you drink?"

Gu Jingcan didn't hear what he was saying, only heard Lin Zhichuan's name.

"Zhichuan..."

Huo Yunzhen squeezed the space between his eyebrows, "Where are you, I'll find you. Don't talk, just post the location!"

Gu Jingcan's brain has been eroded by alcohol, his face is more indifferent, and he doesn't really look drunk.After hanging up the phone, he intuitively shared the real-time location and stared at the phone in a daze.Huo Yunzhen went out to call while wearing a coat, and if he was later, he was afraid that something would happen to that idiot.

Lin Zhichuan wore old clothes and went out to find Brother Hu to have a skewer, and even showed off to Song Ke, Song Ke was so angry that he told him to wait for him to come, and he was not allowed to order first.Remembering that it's been a long time since I had a meal with Song Ke, Lin Zhichuan didn't order it himself, so he went to help Brother Hu.The weather is cold, and the business of the barbecue stall is very good.

"Go, pass this to the guy in the corner."

Lin Zhichuan is no stranger to holding the warm Wangzai milk. Brother Hu is very fierce, but his heart is very soft. Every time he sees a customer who is not in a good condition, he will give something away. This is why his business is booming. .

"Gu...Jingcan?"

Lin Zhichuan's eyes widened, and he pushed Gu Jingcan, who had his head down, "Hey, why are you drinking here? Didn't you go home? Why didn't you call me? Talk to me, Gu Jingcan, Jingcan!"

Gu Jingcan heard a familiar voice in a trance, and looked at the people around him with dim eyes.

"Zhichuan? Why are you here?"

Lin Zhichuan frowned and sat beside him, "I still ask you, why are you drinking here alone, who allowed you to drink?"

He looked at the violin case Gu Jingcan was holding in his arms and the schoolbag at his feet, "Run away from home?"

"Ah."

Lin Zhichuan laughed angrily, and said "hm", running away from home, not calling him, not going directly to his house, living here on the street, Lin Zhichuan was going to be furious!

Staring at the drunk man for a long time, Lin Zhichuan sighed and stretched out his hand to comfort him.

How much wronged it was to let someone with Gu Jingcan's personality run away from home, and it was the wrongedness from his family.After being wronged, I don't want him to know, if Lin Zhichuan didn't come here by himself, would Gu Jingcan really want to freeze in a corner overnight, or stay in an Internet cafe?

"Jing Can, come with me."

Gu Jingcan grasped the warmth, and subconsciously apologized, "I've caused you trouble, Zhichuan."

Lin Zhichuan persuaded him softly, "No trouble, let's go home."

Gu Jingcan's eyes still couldn't focus, "I miss you."

"Then come with me, let's go home." Lin Zhichuan put his arms around his shoulders, passing the heat on him, "I'll be with you, I'll be with you all the time."

Finally, consciousness began to flow back, Gu Jingcan nodded, "Okay."

Lin Zhichuan breathed a sigh of relief, and said for a long time that he was very thirsty, so he reached out and picked up Wangzai milk to suffocate it, and took Gu Jingcan home in a hurry, this guy was frozen into ice.

But this milk...doesn't taste right...

Gu Jingcan had some strength to stand up, holding the things by himself, and pulled Lin Zhichuan limply with one free hand, "Zhichuan, let's go."

Lin Zhichuan's eyes were full of panic, "Gu Jingcan, wine, wine!"

Gu Jingcan was a little confused, "Wine?"

"Gu Jingcan, you can fucking hide it a little deeper!"

Huo Yunzhen, who had been walking around for a long time, ran over panting, and saw Lin Zhichuan at a glance, "Why are you here, what are you holding in your hand, you can't drink it!"

Lin Zhichuan wanted to cry without tears.

Huo Yunzhen's mind buzzed, and similar scenes swept across his body like a stormy sea.

It was the same three years ago. He had already seen the red spots on Lin Zhichuan's hands. Soon he would feel sick but couldn't vomit anything. Then his whole body became red and swollen and he couldn't speak. Room Rescue...

No, you can't.

This time he can't escape, what is he going to do.

"Gu Jingcan, you fucking..."

Huo Yunzhen's yelling stopped abruptly, Gu Jingcan had already dropped his things, picked up Lin Zhichuan and ran outside.

For the first time, he knew that Lin Zhichuan was allergic to alcohol.

He shouldn't be drunk.

He put Lin Zhichuan in danger.

"Well, it's hard..."

Gu Jingcan's voice trembled, "It's okay, Zhichuan, we'll be at the hospital soon!"

Lin Zhichuan closed his eyes tightly, and the worsening allergic reaction made him unable to answer Gu Jingcan's words, so he could only struggle and moan non-stop.

This last allergy has cast a lingering shadow on Gu Jingcan's life, making him regretful and heartbroken every time he thinks about it.