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If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, He Xu couldn't have imagined what Fang Xu would look like when he cried.

After all, Fang Xu gave people the feeling that he had a calmness that didn't fit his age and a coldness that didn't care much about anything.

In addition to being so angry that he can't help being furious, or occasionally expressing contempt for some things he hates, occasionally when he is in a good mood, he will smile in a non-obvious way. From time to time, some young people's hearts are revealed.

In addition, his emotional expression is a little less than that of ordinary people.

People naturally have emotions and desires. He believed that Fang Xu would also be sad sometimes, but according to his temper, he would definitely cover it tightly at such times, and would not let anyone see him at all.

Therefore, the previous Fang Xu was so shocking to him that he ignored many things.

But after Fang Xu became quiet, he couldn't fall asleep.There are many, many thoughts in my head.

What kind of thing would make Fang Xu feel so uncomfortable?

And even though he did that when he was drunk, why did he come to find himself?What a person does when he is drunk seems to be completely confused, but He Xu believes that what he does after being drunk can better reflect a person's truest thoughts deep in his heart.

So Fang Xu came to him because he regarded himself as a very trustworthy friend deep down in his heart?Or is it simply that he has only one friend here, so that's why he is like this?

Also, although he was a little square at the time, he had no time to think deeply about Fang Xu's words and deeds.

But calm down and think about it, Fang Xu's words and some actions are also a bit wrong.

"What? Is there something on my face?"

He Xu regained his senses suddenly, only to realize that he had been staring at the door, and Fang Xu had already finished taking a shower, so he didn't know how long he stood at the door.

"What's wrong with you? You're wearing your stinky clothes after taking a shower?" He Xu frowned.

"Then let me run naked?"

He must not know that he cried too much before, so his eyes were a little swollen at this time, and his entire eye sockets were red, and his usually well-shaped hair was drooping wet after washing. He looked so cute and pitiful. .

It seems that this is not the first time I have seen him like this.

Why do you feel a little proud for no reason?

"Ahem...you can wear mine first." He Xu got up and opened the closet to look in. "I only have one set of pajamas, so you can just wear my T-shirt? Pants... sweatpants, right?"

He took out a black short-sleeved pair, found another pair of black sweatpants, put them together by the bed, and went through the drawer again.

Fang Xu looked at his busy back, and the gloom that had been filling his chest since seeing his father until just now suddenly dissipated. In an instant, his heart was unbelievably soft.

"What are you looking for?"

"Underwear." He Xu grabbed a pair of white underwear, turned around and waved at Fang Xu, "Pure cotton, boxer angle, big size hehehe."

"..." She smiled obscenely.So what's so embarrassing about wearing a big size?Showing off how big you are?

"Need not."

"Tsk, I washed it very clean. It smells so good. If you don't believe me, smell it." He made a gesture to rush over.

"Fuck, get out!"

"Hahahaha, just kidding, this is new, it has never been worn, it has been washed once, wear it. Or do you like to leave it empty..."

"Shut up, you." Fang Xu snatched the underwear from He Xu's hand.

Seeing Fang Xu turn around and go out again with his clothes and trousers, He Xu yelled, "Where are you going? Just change here, don't you think it's troublesome to run in and out?"

When Fang Xu changed his clothes and came back, He Xu had already lay down again. He looked at the alarm clock on Fang Xu's bedside table, it was 3:[-] in the morning.

"I'm going back, I'll return the clothes to you tomorrow."

"At this point, why don't you go back?" He Xu frowned, "I'll sleep right here, and I'll just go to your house to get my schoolbag after school, anyway, I'll drop by."

Thinking of the experience of sleeping together last time, Fang Xu struggled a lot.

"What's the matter? Don't you still recognize the bed? Last time, and just now, didn't you sleep well?"

Seeing that Fang Xu didn't move, He Xu looked impatient, "Why are you such a mother-in-law? You're not a big girl, but are you afraid that I'll eat you in your sleep?"

What an idiot!Fang Xu secretly gritted his teeth and sighed.

"Hurry up, I was tossed by you in the first half of the night, and I won't sleep any more."

Do you know that your words are ambiguous?Fang Xu walked over, and He Xu automatically rolled inside. He didn't want to be stepped on, uh...he didn't want to be kicked out of bed again.

"Your hair is still a little wet, how do you get it done?" He has short hair and doesn't have a hair dryer.

Fang Xu sat on the edge of the bed, and stroked the hair on his forehead to the back of his head with his fingers, "It's okay, it will be done in a while."

"Hey, I found that you have completely different temperaments when you put your hair down and when you comb it up." He Xu turned sideways to watch Fang Xu stroke his hair.

Fang Xu's five fingers were still stuck in his hair, and he looked sideways.

Fuck, this action is a bit cool to play.Should I grow my hair a little longer, so I can do the same thing when flirting with girls in the future? "Be good when you don't show your forehead, but it's cool to show your forehead?"

"Is there such an operation?"

"Hey, seriously, what kind of eyes do you have? The eyes of caring for the mentally retarded?"

Fang Xu couldn't help laughing, "You're very self-aware."

"Fuck, you're finally willing to show a smiling face." He Xu had a relieved expression on his face.

"I know, you've been playing tricks just now, trying to make me happy. Big size underwear? Huh?"

"Hahaha, it seems really stupid."

The two of them looked at each other and couldn't help laughing.

"Fang Xu..."

"Huh?" The ending sound with a smile has not been completely retracted, and this "Huh?" is inexplicably a little provocative.

"You... what's the matter?"

He Xu asked hesitantly.In fact, according to his consistent principles, he shouldn't ask this question.But he still couldn't help asking.

Fang Xu seems to be a character who keeps everything in his heart and bears it alone.

He understands too well how painful it is for a person to bear too much pressure alone, and how much he hopes that there is such a person, even if he doesn't share some for himself, at least he can listen to a few words.

The smile on Fang Xu's lips slowly subsided. He leaned against the wall, raised his head, and did not speak for a long time.

He Xu expected that he would not get an answer.

Just when he was about to say "I'm asleep", Fang Xu said in a low voice, "I saw my father when I came home from school yesterday."

"En." He Xu responded, sat up too, and leaned against the wall behind him side by side.

"I have an older brother who is five years older than me." Fang Xu's speech was very slow, and his voice was usually very clear, but this time it was very deep, which may have something to do with his emotions when he spoke.

"He has been excellent since he was a child. He is really excellent. The kind with all-round development of morality, intelligence, physique, art and labor. Both in appearance and inwardness, he is outstanding. The standard other people's parents say 'other people's child'. kind."

He Xu thought, he must admire his brother very much, otherwise he wouldn't have spoken in such a tone.

"My father and mother also love him very much and put a lot of effort into cultivating him. He is also very competitive. He has never disappointed them once since he was a child."

"When I was young, I was completely different from him." He smiled, "You may not be able to imagine it now. When I was young, I was very skinny, causing trouble, jumping up and down, and I couldn't calm down for a minute. Let me read a page patiently. Books might as well just let me go straight to death. On the first day of kindergarten, I made all the children in the class cry. My parents had a heart attack."

"That's really...very skinny." He Xu couldn't help but also laughed.