It turns out that I love you

"If I leave this time, I'm afraid I won't come back again. As I said earlier, with his status and identity, you don't need to work hard to earn money. This is good, go home and enjoy the happiness!" Guo Xin leaned against Yuan Jingkun's desk, watching him tidy up his things, with an expected tone, and an expression of jealousy or envy on his face.

Yuan Jingkun slowly packed up his personal belongings, handing over business matters to Guo Xin, and officially resigned.

The feeling of reluctance weighs heavily on my heart. I have been assigned since graduation, and there have been seven or eight years on and off. Familiar colleagues, familiar environment, familiar job, and the relationship cultivated after countless days and nights are not just gone.

Besides, Yuan Jingkun belongs to the very few lucky people who can perfectly integrate their interests and work.

Yuan Jingkun's elementary school and junior high school were both in the ordinary schools in the area, and his grades were mediocre. Compared with his eccentric classmates, he was a bit stupid when he was a child. He was not a smart child, but he was serious and hardworking.

In the third year of junior high, Yuan Jingkun's brain suddenly opened up, and his academic performance improved by leaps and bounds. Even the class teacher was surprised. He asked Yuan Jingkun's parents in private if he had enrolled his child in a cram school with a well-known teacher outside.

Yuan Jingkun's parents were at a loss. Their educational level was average. Although the family's financial conditions were good, they never thought of spending money on Yuan Jingkun, who was still a junior high school student.

Later, it turned out that boys are indeed slower than girls in intellectual development, and girls are generally more precocious than boys.

Entering a key high school in the city, Yuan Jingkun's academic performance has improved more and more prominently. He filled out the college entrance examination volunteer and chose the architecture department of the top-ranked college in the country without hesitation.

The admission process went very smoothly. After graduation, he was recommended to be a graduate student, and after finishing the graduate school, he was assigned to the Architecture Design Institute.

Not long after I went to work, a great opportunity to study a Ph.D. at the same time fell from the sky. In a society where the higher the degree, the more popular it is, who would not want to study more? Reading good books is related to the future and destiny of the future.

Yuan Jingkun didn't think too much about it at the time, he thought it was just multiple channels for increasing knowledge.

Because of Yuan Jingkun's carefree living environment since he was a child, compared with those who faced the competition for survival since childhood, his personality is much simpler and kinder.

Kinder than loving and compassionate.

Be straightforward in life and work, not good at drilling, don't know how to detour, not so snobbish.

These advantages are not available to many enterprising people.

This is also the main reason why he has been working in the design institute for many years, and his position has remained as chief engineer without promotion.

Everything has advantages and disadvantages, his easy-going, his humility, and his non-competition brought him very good popularity.

Yuan Jingkun is not interested in being an official. The purpose of his work is to be self-reliant, and the motivation for his work is love.

He has always believed that drawing a good picture is more important than anything else.His father educated him from childhood, it is better to do well than to speak well.

He remembers everything his father said carefully.

A person's advantages must include a person's shortcomings.

His advantages are due to a good and superior growth environment, and his shortcomings are also due to this.

Pampered children have the same problems, self-willedness and ego.

Yuan Jingkun has a stubborn temper, no one can shake his mind and influence his decision, no one can yell at him and lose his temper at him, including his parents.

If his parents scold him, he will definitely get sick.

I tried all kinds of methods, but the most common method was to take a cold shower, blow on the electric fan all over my body, and then develop a high fever. Anyway, the purpose of tossing is to definitely get sick.

Yuan Jingkun's work was implemented, and his parents and relatives logically began to discuss his relationship problems and resolve lifelong events as soon as possible.

In middle school, Yuan Jingkun was recognized by the whole school as a handsome guy. The pretentious school beauty chased him to no avail, and he was so angry that he almost didn't transfer to another school; in college, Yuan Jingkun was recognized by the whole school as a handsome boy. There were endless love letters, all of them were flowers from various departments and beautiful girls from the literary and art clubs. He turned a blind eye to those envelopes wrapped in girls' love and letter papers carrying lingering love words.

During the period, some boys showed love to him, and the most persistent one was the president of the sports club. The young man is actually pretty good. He needs to be tall and handsome, he needs to have good looks, he needs to be capable and capable, he needs to be smart, and his IQ and EQ are not low. , a wealthy family, an outgoing personality, loves to play, talk and laugh, a model of a sunny boy.

People who study economics are flexible in their minds, and organize gatherings at their own expense when they have nothing to do. When young people get together, they just eat, eat and sing, and they can always find a reason to bring Yuan Jingkun along.

Yuan Jingkun was embarrassed to refuse at first, and felt that it was boring to participate a few times, so she made excuses to decline, why she had to participate in evening self-study, why she went home to see her parents, and so on.

The president and his classmates are so smart, they guessed that this move was not to Yuan Jingkun's liking, so they immediately changed the attack method.

The stereotyped methods of youth idol dramas did not work, and they changed to the lyrical style of Taiwanese romance dramas.

In the name of sending books, the latest literary and artistic movie is inserted in the middle; in the playground, in the cafeteria, in the library, in the teaching building, and even in the water room, pretend to meet by chance, and then sigh the fate, Yuan Jingkun thought to himself I met once a day, and the fate is a bit too much to be worthless; every morning, waiting for Yuan Jingkun downstairs in the dormitory, the students in Building C can see the sports director and his bicycle almost every morning, Yuan Jingkun is not Ignored him, walked ahead on his own, he pushed the car behind, and sent people to the door of the teaching building...

After persisting in this way for a semester, I finally found that Yuan Jingkun was an inexperienced master who couldn't make fun of it, so he retreated despite the difficulties.

After work, in Yuan Jingkun's department alone, there were three people who expressed their opinions to Yuan Jingkun, either openly or secretly, in person or in person.That doesn't include the candidates the family scouted for him.

Yuan Jingkun is tall and picky, the tall one looks stupid, the short one looks short, the plump one looks fat, the skinny one looks thin, the outgoing one looks noisy, and the introverted one I think it's boring, but no matter how perfect a person is, they can always find faults when they come to him.

After 28, this topic is gradually no longer brought up frequently, this is neither good nor that bad, everyone will be annoying, not to mention that girls of the right age around are all famous and beautiful, and there is a lack of suitable candidates for a while.

His parents' attitude towards him looking for a girlfriend has changed from eagerness to casualness, which saves him from worrying and worrying in vain, and it is easy to complain about choosing the wrong partner.

In the dark, Yuan Jingkun has been waiting for Gong Xinuo.

Gong Xinuo is obviously inferior to Yuan Jingkun in this respect.

During school, Gong Xinuo maintained a tall and thin bean sprouts figure, a man's figure, thin can be but must be lean and stylish.Girls don't always want their flower protectors to be weak wits who fall to the ground when the wind blows.

Furthermore, Gong Xinuo didn't like to talk, except for study matters, he basically had nothing to say with the students in the class, especially the female students.

When I was studying in a university in China, during the whole semester, some classmates didn't say a word to him, and they didn't even have a sense of him.

The universities studying abroad are full of rich kids, whoever has the best car means whoever has the most beautiful girlfriend.

At that time, Gong Xinuo was busy studying and working to save money, so he didn't have the thought and energy to find a girlfriend.

Besides, at that time, he was full of pretending to be Yang Yiqing, and he had no room for others.

He is so inconspicuous that he can't attract the attention of the rich lady at all.

During this period, Gong Xinuo grew as long as possible. Although his figure was thin, his figure gradually approached the standard of a model.

In Gong Xinuo's second year in the M&B Group, after he was able to independently complete large-scale projects and achieved success, the entire group seemed to notice this talented young man overnight.

After a whole year of training, Gong Xinuo's growth in knowledge and skills made his elegant temperament and good demeanor more prominent.

More and more people wanted to recruit him as his son-in-law, but Hu Nan all rejected them all because Gong Xinuo was still young and should put his career first.He originally intended to wait for Gong Xinuo to be able to take charge of his affairs on his own before seriously considering the marriage, but who knows, after procrastinating and procrastinating, it finally ended like this.

Arranged by God, Gong Xinuo waited for Yuan Jingkun to appear.

Fate, need to wait, maybe very long, maybe very short.

After Yuan Jingkun finished packing, there were not many things to take away. Holding the small cardboard box, Yuan Jingkun looked around reluctantly, as Guo Xin said, I am afraid that he will never come back.

Colleagues sent him to the door, but didn't send him again. Everyone was in a bad mood, bowed their heads and were speechless, and no one even thought of saying goodbye.

Guo Xin patted Yuan Jingkun on the shoulder, not wanting the atmosphere to be too heavy and make Yuan Jingkun even more sad.

"Okay, there will be a farewell to sending you thousands of miles away, so we will send it here. If you get rich in the future, don't forget everyone!"

Yuan Jingkun smiled, shook hands with everyone one by one and said goodbye, and walked to the elevator. Several female colleagues had red eyes, while the male colleagues hurried back to the office.

After leaving the building, Yuan Jingkun looked back at the location of their office, feeling uncomfortable.Holding the cardboard box, he walked towards the intersection in a decadent manner. After walking a few steps, he heard someone honking his horn behind him.

Yuan Jingkun turned around, was surprised to see Gong Xinuo's car slowly following his footsteps, and hurried back.

Gong Xinuo pulled the car over slowly, opened the door, Yuan Jingkun got into the car, and asked, "Why are you here?"

Gong Xinuo took the small cardboard box in his hand and put it in the back seat. He knew that Yuan Jingkun must be in a bad mood to leave the job today, so he came here to pick him up specially, and planned to accompany him to relax and relieve his depressed mood.

Yuan Jingkun fastened his seat belt, slumped in the car seat, and lost his energy: "Where are we going?"

Gong Xinuo thought about where to go while driving, but he really couldn't think of where to go, and finally had an idea to take him back to his alma mater.

It was winter vacation, the entire campus was sparsely populated, and occasionally people passed by the empty playground.

Gong Xinuo walked around the campus holding Yuan Jingkun's hand, occasionally stopping to watch the students who stayed in school play basketball.

I ate at a small restaurant near the school again, wandered to a small shop with unique decoration, and bought a pair of gray and white gloves and a pure white scarf for Yuan Jingkun. The price is not expensive, and the style and quality are good.

Yuan Jingkun's mood suddenly improved. When walking towards the parking lot, wearing newly bought gloves, he clapped his hands, his eyes smiled like crescent moons, and he grabbed Gong Xinuo's arm. When he was in a bad mood, he wanted to cling to him. he.

"Can I cling to you like this for the rest of my life?"

Gong Xinuo smiled, looking at his eyes expressed the meaning, what do you think?

Gong Xinuo must go to the hospital to visit Jing Jianye every day. Yuan Jingkun is sometimes there and sometimes not. If he is there, he will go home after dinner;

There are more and more things belonging to Gong Xinuo in the ward, his water cup, his slippers, his clothes, and the newspapers and magazines he often read, which prove that he comes more frequently and stays longer.

Yuan Jingkun intentionally infiltrated Gong Xi about adding family members. He told Gong Xi that grandpa would live with them in the future, asked her opinion, asked her if she was okay, and would she like to have more grandpas to play with her.

Gong Xi first showed off that she understands the concept of 'grandfather', saying that she is father's father, right?

Yuan Jingkun was right and praised her for being smart.Gong Xi giggled and liked to be praised and praised the most.

Then he didn't express his unwillingness or displeasure about this matter. On the contrary, he asked a lot of questions about grandpa curiously.

Some questions Yuan Jingkun answered her in detail, and some questions were fooled.

Gong Xi played with the doll, and said to it: "I also have a grandfather. The grandfather of Liu Panpan and Shang Xiaojing will come to pick them up, and in the future, my grandfather will also come to pick me up!" He repeated emphatically. "I also have grandpa to pick me up!"

Yuan Jingkun felt sad when he heard these words, he owed Gong Xi too much.

Not only a complete family, but also many irreplaceable loves.

Every day after school, besides parents, other children will also welcome their grandparents. When they see their friends throwing themselves into their arms and acting like a baby, how can Gong Xi not be envious? Which child doesn’t want to be loved more?

Children love to show off and compare. If anyone carries a brand new schoolbag, eats fresh snacks, or wears beautiful clothes, he must tell everyone whether he bought it or gave it to him.

Gong Xi is not short of food and clothing, but she lacks this love.

Yuan Jingkun thought of this, hugged Gong Xi guiltily, kissed her on the cheek, and assured her: "When Grandpa recovers, he will definitely pick up Gong Xi!"

On the weekend, after the classes at the Children's Palace, Yuan Jingkun brought Gong Xi to the hospital to meet Jing Jianye.

As soon as I entered the corridor, there were miserable cries from the ward in the distance. The nurses who were not surprised grabbed the family members who were out of control by the bed, and the nurses who covered their faces pushed the mobile hospital bed covered with white cloth to the mortuary.

This is the case in nine out of ten patients who come to specialized hospitals for treatment.

It was the first time Gong Xi encountered such a scene, and was frightened by the abnormal voice, grabbed Yuan Jingkun's collar, and grinned to cry.

Yuan Jingkun covered her eyes and carried her outside, walked around the canteen, and bought a bag of jelly to divert her attention.

After a while, the tranquility returned inside, and the two returned.

Yuan Jingkun pulled Gong Xi to the hospital bed, and Jing Jianye's spirit was just right after the transfusion: "Call me Grandpa."

Gong Xi stared at Jing Jianye, an unfamiliar face, not daring to move forward, and called out timidly: "Grandpa."

"Are you Yuanyuan?" Jing Jianye heard Yuan Jingkun mention it before, but Yuan Jingkun didn't tell him the truth. He thought that Gong Xi was Gong Xinuo's biological daughter and his biological granddaughter.Now that we can meet each other, I can't help feeling excited.

"En." Gong Xi nodded, took a step closer, and came to him.

With tears in his eyes, Jing Jianye raised his hand and touched Gong Xi's head with great effort: "Yuanyuan is so beautiful, just like my father."

Gong Xi held his weak hand, and said irrelevantly: "Grandpa, can you pick me up from school?" His expression was extremely serious.

Jing Jianye was stunned, and later understood what she meant, took her hand, and smiled weakly: "Of course, I will pick you up from school every day when Grandpa gets well, okay?"

"Okay!" Gong Xi stretched out her little finger to hook his little finger, muttering. "Hanging hooks must not be changed for 100 years!"

Yuan Jingkun hugged Gong Xi, not wanting Jing Jianye's emotional ups and downs too much: "Okay, grandpa is going to rest, Yuanyuan will play by herself first, and then play with Yuanyuan when grandpa wakes up."

When Jing Jianye was sleeping, Gong Xi, who was sitting by the bed, read quietly obediently.

When Jing Jianye woke up, she took the initiative to tell him a story, asked Jing Jianye to ask her questions with a book, and then asked Jing Jianye in turn. If he deliberately answered wrongly, Gong Xi would correct him in time and analyze the wrong words for him. The reason, explaining the truth, just like a little teacher.

Children and the elderly are the easiest to establish a relationship. Within half a day, the grandparents and grandchildren who get along well are already familiar with each other. Gong Xi is happy to have more people who can play with her.

Gong Xinuo didn't have much reaction to Yuan Jingkun bringing Gong Xi to the hospital, but when he heard Gong Xi call Jing Jianye, he frowned in dissatisfaction.

While Yuan Jingkun was cleaning towels in the bathroom, he followed up and said displeasedly: "I don't like Yuanyuan calling him grandpa, he is not Yuanyuan's grandpa at all."

Yuan Jingkun had expected that Gong Xinuo would say this, looked up at Gong Xinuo in the mirror, and replied calmly: "I'm not Yuanyuan's father either."

"Why is this the same?" Gong Xinuo raised his eyebrows, Yuan Jingkun was clearly changing his concept secretly.

Yuan Jingkun wrung out the towel, and left a sentence: "Then you go and talk to him yourself."

Gong Xinuo was so choked that he had nothing to say, Yuan Jingkun knew that he had no communication with Jing Jianye, didn't this mean to embarrass him?

Gong Xinuo sulked all night, and finally let it go, and Gong Xi's name for Jing Jianye did not change.

Yuan Jingkun was quite proud of Gong Xinuo's unprecedented compromise.

Most of the time, Gong Xinuo goes directly to the hospital after work, enters the ward, hangs the coat he took off in the closet, changes into slippers, puts the bag in the drawer, turns on the humidifier, and looks at the labels and drips on the outside of the infusion bag. Finally, he sat down on the chair beside the bed. A series of movements showed his casualness and relaxation. This kind of casualness and relaxation can only be shown in front of relatives at home.

Yuan Jingkun poured a glass of warm water and handed it to him as usual: "Why is it so early today?"

"Well, it's fine." After drinking the water, Gong Xinuo returned the glass to Yuan Jingkun, noticing the coarse cloth and large grains of salt on the coffee table. "What's this?"

"Huh?" Yuan Jingkun washed the cup and put it back where it was, and picked up the half-sewn cloth bag. "Sewn this salt into a bag of this cloth, heat it and apply it on the stomach to nourish the stomach."

Yuan Jingkun planned to make two, one for Jing Jianye and one for Gong Xinuo, both of them have bad stomachs.

"Heat? Is it steamed or boiled?" Seeing him clumsily suturing with a needle, Gong Xinuo was really afraid that he would prick his hand.

"Just turn it in the microwave oven, it's very convenient." Faced with Gong Xinuo's disbelieving gaze, Yuan Jingkun tried his best to dispel his doubts. "Remedies for serious illnesses, understand? Many people have tried it, and the effect is very good."

"Come back and let Mrs. Qin do it." Every time Yuan Jingkun sewed a stitch, Gong Xinuo's heart skipped a beat, and he was really worried that he would use the knife or needle.

"No, I can do it!" Yuan Jingkun stubbornly sewed it himself, and no one could stop his enthusiasm.

At dinner, Jing Jianye couldn't use his right hand for the infusion injection to hold the spoon. He scooped up a spoonful of purple rice porridge tremblingly, brought it to his mouth and sprinkled back more than half of it.

Yuan Jingkun pretended not to notice, and after a few times, Gong Xinuo couldn't stand it anymore, grabbed the spoon from Jing Jianye's hand, picked up the bowl, and brought the cold porridge to his mouth.

Jing Jianye stared at him blankly, his right hand was still holding the spoon, suddenly he opened his mouth in a panic, and swallowed the moderate temperature porridge in the spoon.

One spoonful after another, carefully adjust the time interval, carefully calculate the amount of porridge in each spoonful, and from time to time pick up a towel to wipe off the remaining porridge on the mouth. try my best.

Gong Xinuo's style of doing things, no matter whether he is willing from the bottom of his heart or not, no matter whether he has feelings or not, once he decides to do something, he will devote himself wholeheartedly to achieve perfection and leave no regrets.

This is his advantage, the most attractive charm.

A few tears fell into the purple rice porridge, and the words "I'm sorry" and "Forgive me" rolled up and down in Jing Jianye's throat, but he finally couldn't muster the courage to say it.

He knows that his fault cannot be offset and compensated with a single sentence.

Now he can only pray to God to give him some more time, he wants to make up for what he owes Gong Xinuo with practical actions.

I don't know if there is still a chance.

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Thanks a lot! ^_^