It turns out that I love you

Yuan Jingkun asked for personal leave from the unit. When the hospital was busy with business, the leader did not agree.

Yuan Jingkun took a step back and said that he could deliver the manuscript on time, but he couldn't sit on duty. The leader had no choice, so he had to agree.

He stayed with Gong Xinuo during the day, his illness required rest, and very few people came to visit him.

He had to visit Jing Jianye in the evening, and he took time to take Jing Jianye to the hospital for an examination, and the result was the same as the first diagnosis—stomach cancer was advanced. He didn’t tell Jing Jianye. say something else.

Gong Xinuo never dared to tell Jing Jianye about Gong Xinuo's illness and hospitalization.

After Gong Xi knew that Gong Xinuo was sick and hospitalized, she became more obedient and obedient, and stopped pestering Yuan Jingkun.

In the past, as long as Yuan Jingkun was at home, she would follow him every step of the way, like a tail.

Now Mrs. Qin takes care of her, and goes to the kindergarten obediently every day, eats obediently, draws obediently, and does not let Yuan Jingkun worry more.

Gong Xi also became Yuan Jingkun's greatest comfort.

If Yuan Jingkun went to the apartment, he would definitely have dinner with Jing Jianye.

After dinner, the two sat on the sofa, and Jing Jianye asked Gong Xinuo with a premonition: "Xiao Yuan, did you and Chen Chen quarrel?" He could feel Yuan Jingkun's different emotions from the past.

"No." Yuan Jingkun handed him the peeled apple.

Jing Jianye didn't believe it, he didn't pick up the apple, and asked again: "Did something happen to Chenchen?"

"No. Xi Nuo is fine. Don't think too much about it." Yuan Jingkun was afraid that he would ask the bottom line, so he stuffed the apple into his hand, stood up and walked to the kitchen. "Aunt Qi, I'll give you the food money for next week."

Jing Jianye held up the apple and didn't eat it. He vaguely felt that something must have happened to Gong Xinuo, and Yuan Jingkun was clearly trying to play him off and lie to him.

It was getting late when Yuan Jingkun left the apartment.

The early winter was chilly, so he turned up the collar of the padded jacket, straightened the top of the zipper, and wrapped his shivering body with the clothes, whether it was because of the cold weather or the cold heart.

The weather was gloomy and looked like it was going to snow.

The light on the small road leading to the bus station outside the community is broken, and the night in the suburbs seems to be extraordinarily dark, perhaps because Yuan Jingkun is in a bad mood, he seems to be unable to see the road ahead clearly, and walks slowly step by step .

Yuan Jingkun thought as he walked, during the short period of time he spent with Jing Jianye, he felt that Gong Xinuo and Jing Jianye actually had many similarities, not only in appearance, but also in temperament.

Although Jing Jianye did despicable despicable things when he was young, he has received higher education and seen the world after all. He was born naturally and cultivated a good temperament and demeanor. Professional books, Gong Xinuo's innate demeanor and diligence in learning are definitely inherited from his father.

Jing Jianye doesn't talk much, and has a stubborn temper. He doesn't want to bother others if he can do anything within his power; his father and son are most similar in that they don't show their emotions.

For example, whether the taste of Aunt Qi's cooking suits his appetite, such as the habit of living in an apartment, such as whether he is not feeling well, etc. If Jing Jianye doesn't say anything, Yuan Jingkun can't feel it at all, and that one has no expression His face makes people never guess his inner thoughts.

In many details, Jing Jianye and Gong Xinuo have similar expressions in every gesture.

Could it be because Yuan Jingkun knew that they were father and son, so he had such an illusion?

It was difficult for him to judge whether this was a good thing or a bad thing, and whether it would help their father and son to recognize each other.

After thinking about it, Yuan Jingkun suddenly wanted to vomit.

Unable to suppress the nausea, unable to restrain the surge, Yuan Jingkun stopped, bent over and retched a few times vigorously, unable to vomit anything substantial.

I vomited a few more times, and there was nothing on the ground except a few drops of acidic water, but I felt a lot more comfortable in my stomach.

Yuan Jingkun straightened his waist, let out a long breath, and smoothly heaved his chest, a thought flashed through his mind.

Could it be, could it be that... there is?

Yuan Jingkun is not sure.

But his reaction was exactly the same as when he was pregnant with Gong Xi.

Yuan Jingkun quickly recalled the discomfort in the past few days, and there are signs that he may really give birth to a new life again.

Thinking of this, Yuan Jingkun was delighted, but it passed for a short time.

With a shallow smile froze on his face, he touched his lower abdomen through the thick cotton padded clothes. Maybe his and Gong Xinuo's children lived there, so he must find a time to confirm it as soon as possible.

Yuan Jingkun walked forward a few more steps, and suddenly he was too tired to walk any more, so he squatted down.

If he was really pregnant, then the baby came at a really bad time.

The current complicated and chaotic situation made Yuan Jingkun feel desperate, and he didn't know how long he could last with his feeble persistence.

Yuan Jingkun felt aggrieved all of a sudden, he had a lot to say and didn't know who to tell and how to say it.

He needs to vent and talk, but he has no one.

He couldn't say these things to Gong Xinuo, he couldn't say them to Jing Jianye, and he couldn't say them to outsiders who had nothing to do with them.

But if he doesn't say anything, he will suffocate to death. Who knows the pain in his heart, who knows the pain in his heart.

Yuan Jingkun misses his mother inexplicably at this moment, he wants to cry in his mother's warm embrace, he wants his mother to caress his head and whisper love to him.

In this world, maternal love is an irreplaceable medicine to resolve all pain.

It's a pity that his mother has left him forever, and he doesn't even have the only one who can tell the truth.

The sad state of mind made Yuan Jingkun want to cry, but he squatted for a long time, like a child coquettish with his mother, staying where he was.

A dazzling light from the car lights hit Yuan Jingkun's back, and the black car submerged in the night slowly stopped beside him. Song Yeyang got out of the car, bent down to see that it was Yuan Jingkun, and patted him on the shoulder: " Jing Kun, it's really you, why are you here so late?"

Yuan Jingkun raised his head slowly, he didn't expect to meet Song Yeyang by such a coincidence, and replied in a feeble voice, "Well, I'm here to do something."

Song Yeyang saw that his eyes were blurred, and he was squatting on the side of the road listlessly. He didn't know what happened, so he worried: "What happened? What are you doing here? Is it cold? Let's talk about it when you get in the car. What about Xinuo, how about you?" If he doesn't go back late, he should be worried."

Yuan Jingkun squatted for too long, his legs were numb, Song Yeyang helped him up, stood there for a while, and then followed him into the car.

The two were silent all the way, Song Yeyang observed Yuan Jingkun from the mirror, his pale face was expressionless, he habitually guessed that maybe Gong Xinuo had quarreled with him, or Yuan Jingkun didn't know it in the middle of the night The so-called squatting on the side of the road?

When the car drove into the urban area, Yuan Jingkun's gaze shifted from the scenery outside the window to Song Yeyang, and said, "I don't want to go home, can I go to your place?"

"Yes." Song Yeyang agreed happily, without asking the reason in detail, and wanted to wait until home to talk about it, but if you ask him now, he may not be willing to tell the truth.

Song Yeyang entered the villa, threw the key in the small basket on the shoe rack, changed his shoes, and walked into the living room: "It's all because of handsomeness, I insist on installing the switch under the wall line in the corner, saying that it will affect the appearance. You have to search in the dark for a long time."

Yuan Jingkun stood still, wondering why he had to follow Song Yeyang to his house, was he trying to escape in another way?

Seeing his absent-minded look, Song Yeyang smiled and said, "Why are you standing at the door? It's not that you can't find your slippers. Quickly change your shoes and come in. Yingjun is on a business trip. You just come to accompany me so that I won't be lonely."

Yuan Jingkun changed his shoes and sat on the sofa without taking off his coat. The villa was well heated, but he still felt cold and his heart was cold.

Song Yeyang poured him a glass of moderate temperature white water, handed it to him, picked up the letter on the coffee table, and flipped through it casually: "What's wrong? Did you quarrel with Xinuo? It shouldn't be, Xinuo is a standard model husband." How did he mess with you? It's so serious that he wants to run away from home..." He wondered if it was necessary to call Gong Xinuo and tell him that Yuan Jingkun was here, so as to save him from worrying. "The two of you can get along pretty well. If it's too serious, everyone will be tired, and life can't go on..."

"Xinuo is sick." Yuan Jingkun held the glass to keep warm, and the hot mist booed his red nose, interrupting the chattering Song Yeyang.

"Sick?" Song Yeyang put down the things in his hand and sat beside him in surprise. "How can you get sick? Is it serious? What about others now?"

Yuan Jingkun held the glass even tighter, as if he wanted to crush it, and bit his lip. Song Yeyang was his only trustworthy friend.He hesitated for a moment, but still told the whole story.

While stating the facts, he also expresses his personal feelings, both subjective and objective, right and wrong.

Song Yeyang patiently listened to his somewhat incoherent narration, fell silent for a moment, frowned, and expressed his opinion as a bystander: "How should I put it, everything has a cause and effect, there is right and wrong. Generalizing is not fair to anyone. You have your own ideas, Xinuo has his own ideas, including Xinuo's father, he also has his own ideas, your experiences, identities and positions are different, so there are differences in perspectives , This is normal. I think Xi Nuo has acted very calmly. At least he didn't take the initiative to hurt his father in retaliation. It’s inevitable to be pessimistic when thinking about problems when one’s health is poor, and when Xi Nuo’s health is better, you can talk about it and try a method that is more acceptable to him, it might be better.”

When Yuan Jingkun said what was suppressed in his heart, he immediately felt a sense of relief.The depressed mood has been relieved, naturally thanks to Song Yeyang: "Thank you."

"Fool, why are you being polite to me!" Song Yeyang smiled, and he hoped that such a smile could infect Yuan Jingkun. "Take a bath, go to bed early, and cheer up tomorrow. Remember, there is nothing in this world that cannot be solved! Attitude is the most important thing! You can be in a bad mood, but you must not have a bad attitude."

"En." Yuan Jingkun nodded heavily.

Before going to bed, Song Yeyang knocked on the door of the guest room, and thoughtfully brought Yuan Jingkun a cup of warm milk: "I hope it can help you sleep well."

Maybe it's the hypnosis of milk, or maybe it's the fun of talking, since the separation from Gong Xinuo, Yuan Jingkun has rarely slept soundly, and it's already dawn when he opens his eyes.

Stretching out his arms lazily, he took the alarm watch. It was still early, Yuan Jingkun lifted the quilt, got up and got out of bed, went to the window, opened the curtains, and found a vast white scene.

It turned out that there was a light snow patter at night, and a thin layer of white snow covered the ground. The houses and trees covered by snow looked very beautiful.

The beautiful scenery can improve the mood. Yuan Jingkun looked up into the distance, and the white clouds against the blue sky showed a wide smile.

Yes, as long as he and Xinuo are together, there is nothing that cannot be resolved.He must have confidence in himself, in Xi Nuo, and in the children who don't know if they exist.

After Yuan Jingkun finished washing, he came downstairs. On the dining table was the breakfast prepared for him by Song Yeyang—fried eggs, bread and milk.

Yuan Jingkun picked up the note under the cup: After breakfast, go back and be with your husband, don't stay at your mother's house, you know?

Without looking up or signing, he folded the note with a smile and sat down to enjoy a delicious breakfast.

On the way to the hospital, Yuan Jingkun was planning the itinerary for the day. He first went to visit Gong Xinuo, then went to the design institute to submit the manuscript, and in the afternoon went to Xia Lefan to confirm whether he was pregnant. Regardless of whether it was true or not, this matter must not be ignored.

When Yuan Jingkun arrived at the hospital, Gong Xinuo had already woken up, finished his routine examination, and was resting with his eyes closed.

He took care of Gong Xinuo to eat something, adjusted a comfortable posture for him to lie down, sat beside him, and accompanied him.

Gong Xinuo remained the same, refusing to communicate with others.

Yuan Jingkun stared at Gong Xinuo intently. Once the child's matter was confirmed, he must tell Gong Xinuo immediately. He thought that this matter might be able to relieve his depression, even if it could not be cured. At least it can touch him.

Wang Yuzhong voluntarily left the ward without hindering them. In fact, both of them were in the same state whether he was there or not.It's just that he felt that he was redundant, and it was awkward to stay there.

Wang Yuzhong closed the door, turned around and almost bumped into Zhang Fu, frowned and said unhappily, "Why are you here?"

Zhang Fu raised his eyebrows and replied displeasedly: "Why can't I come? I have something important to report to Mr. Gong. Get out of the way, I want to go in!"

Wang Yuzhong stood in front of the door: "Who told you to come? Mr. Gong is recuperating, don't you know?! Go report to Mr. Huo about work!"

Now Huo Boqing is temporarily in charge of all the company's affairs.

"I can't tell Mr. Huo about this. I must tell Mr. Gong! Besides, I want to see Mr. Gong. As his subordinate, I have the right to know what's wrong with my leader!"

Zhang Fu insisted on going in, his attitude was resolute, he would not allow persuasion, and the drunkard's intention was not to drink.

Zhang Junpei came trotting panting, explaining: "It has nothing to do with me, he has to come, I can't stop him."

Wang Yuzhong gave him a white look: "What are you doing!"

The three of them were arguing fiercely, when the sudden appearance of Yuan Jingkun made them stop abruptly, and their eyes focused on him in unison.

Yuan Jingkun didn't expect that there were other people outside. He knew Zhang Junpei and Zhang Fu, and they knew him too. His untimely appearance in Gong Xinuo's ward was like telling the world that his relationship with Gong Xinuo was unusual. , froze in place for a moment.

Wang Yuzhong couldn't explain it. Yuan Jingkun walked through them calmly as if he didn't know them. His slightly chaotic steps revealed his guilty conscience, and his calmness was faked.

Zhang Fu asked suspiciously from behind: "Why is he here?"

When Yuan Jingkun was discussing the design plan with Guo Xin in the courtyard, he received a call from Aunt Qi. He said sorry to Guo Xin, and went to the corridor to answer the phone: "What's wrong?" Wondering why Aunt Qi called him, He wondered if there was something wrong with Jing Jianye's body.

"Mr. Yuan, is Mr. Jing with you?" Aunt Qi was standing at the door of the apartment with a vegetable basket in her hand. The door was locked and she couldn't get in.

Aunt Qi came over every morning, was in charge of lunch and dinner, and went home after eating. She didn't live in the apartment, and Jing Jianye basically didn't go out, so she wasn't given a key.

"No." Yuan Jingkun didn't understand Aunt Qi's meaning, and immediately realized it. "Is uncle not here?"

"I don't seem to be here. I knocked on the door for a long time, but no one answered. I wonder if you took him to the hospital for a physical examination, but you didn't tell me in advance." Aunt Qi knew that Jing Jianye was sick , I was afraid that something would happen to him, so I didn't dare to delay, so I quickly informed Yuan Jingkun.

"Don't worry, I'll be there right away." Listening to Aunt Qi's anxious tone, Yuan Jingkun comforted her, but she was actually more anxious than her.

Yuan Jingkun hastily finished the discussion with Guo Xin, and made an appointment to talk again, and rushed to the apartment without stopping.

Aunt Qi was still at the door with the dishes, waiting for him.

Yuan Jingkun took out the key to open the door, and after the two entered the house, they searched up and down from room to room, but they didn't find Jing Jianye, not even a note.

Standing in the middle of the living room, Yuan Jingkun realized that Jing Jianye must have detected something wrong with Gong Xinuo by relying on clues. He was eager to find out the inside story, but Yuan Jingkun refused to tell him, so he had to go out to find the answer by himself.

The top priority is to find Jing Jianye. After all, he is a seriously ill patient. If there is an accident on the road, the consequences will be unimaginable.

Yuan Jingkun locked the door, and Aunt Qi said: "You go back first, you can take the dishes back, I'm sorry for the waste of time. Come back when, listen to my call."

"It's okay, it's okay. Don't worry, maybe he'll be bored and go out for a walk, and he'll be back in a while." Aunt Qi couldn't bear to see him worry too much, and guided his thinking in a good direction.

Yuan Jingkun understood that it was not such a simple matter, but he still smiled: "Well, thank you."

The author has something to say:

Thanks a lot! ^_^