It turns out that I love you

Special assistants Ren Rui and Jack followed Huo Boqing who was walking quickly to the ward. Huo Boqing approached the bed and saw Gong Xinuo's pale face and weak breathing. He couldn't help but frown, wondering why he was so seriously ill.

Wang Yuzhong stood aside silently with his eyes down, Huo Boqing didn't ask him, and he didn't take the initiative to report Gong Xinuo's condition.

The sound of the door opening broke the silence in the room. Gong Xinuo's attending doctor—the middle-aged female doctor Luo Meijing who had done a routine physical examination for him last time pushed the door in. She met Huo Boqing's eyes, both of them stared blankly, their eyes full of Communication that cannot be read is invisible to outsiders.

Luo Meijing walked over to do a routine physical examination for Gong Xinuo, staring at the vital signs monitor, as if deliberately avoiding Huo Boqing's gaze: "Have you not woken up?"

Wang Yuzhong replied: "No."

"If Xinuo hasn't woken up today, we will take him back." Huo Boqing stood behind her, and he didn't know whether he said this to Wang Yuzhong or Luo Meijing.

Luo Meijing looked sideways, gave Huo Boqing a disdainful look, and said two words in a blunt tone: "Whatever."

Huo Boqing followed Luo Meijing out of the ward. Out of respect for his peers, Jack didn't take the initiative to understand Gong Xinuo's condition. He still didn't know how Huo Boqing arranged it; The ability is broken, the two stayed in the ward and did not follow out.

Huo Boqing grabbed Luo Meijing who was walking faster and faster and wanted to get rid of him: "I want to talk to you."

Luo Meijing stopped, and glanced back at the familiar yet unfamiliar fingers on her forearm: "This is a public place, it's not good to gossip, Mr. Huo." The last three words were deliberately bitten hard.

Huo Boqing let go, Luo Meijing did not move, raised his eyebrows and asked him: "What are you talking about with me?"

"Talk about Xinuo's illness." Huo Boqing smiled wryly in his heart. Over the years, you and I are nearly half a century old. I have a wife, you have a husband, and you have a son and a daughter. What else can we talk about?What else is there to talk about?

"Come with me." Luo Meijing noticed the change in Huo Boqing's mood. In fact, she was full of emotion in her heart, and her tone softened.

The two stood in the relatively secluded corridor of the Laboratory Department, and the memories of their youth resurfaced in their minds again, and they all remembered the beautiful years that they would never forget, like an unstringed kite floating in outer space. Yet vivid and vivid.

Luo Meijing's vision gradually blurred, she blinked vigorously, she was no longer the age of a girl Huaichun, why did she have to make it so sad.

"Xinuo's condition is not very good. In fact, his condition is not serious, but his depression is too deep. In other words, the heart disease needs to be treated with heart medicine. Medicine can only relieve temporarily, but cannot completely cure it."

"You mean that Xinuo is not sick at all. He is like this, but he actually chose a way to escape from reality." Huo Boqing put away his sadness about the past, and analyzed according to his understanding.

"No. Xinuo is not in good health recently, and there were signs of it during the last physical examination. This time, he suffered a little blow and broke out. This is a good thing, and it will save you from a serious illness. Your thinking is also reasonable, but unfortunately I am not psychological. The doctor can only relieve his physical discomfort, but there is nothing else he can do." Luo Meijing pushed her glasses, not without apologies.

"Okay, I understand. By the way, Jack will stay, so it can be regarded as helping you." Huo Boqing felt that he owed Luo Meijing, and he was quite careful with his words, for fear of offending her.

"Whatever, this is your hospital, Xin Nuo is your subordinate, how to treat it is up to you." Luo Meijing is generous and doesn't mind at all.

In Huo Boqing's view, her unrestrainedness was largely faked.

"It's just why you didn't listen to all the turbulent rumors and you chose me in the wind and rain, but why now we are desperate to pursue true love and persevere, and you will give up on me..."

It was Huo Boqing's mobile phone ringtone, which fit their situation very well.

Luo Meijing looked at Huo Boqing's back that was similar but different from before, and almost shed tears. Missing him is a lifetime.

It turns out that for so many years, you and I have never forgotten.enough.

Huo Boqing returned to her side after answering the phone, and suddenly said, "Fortunately, you didn't follow me back then. In fact, it was really difficult!"

Jack stayed in the hospital, and Zhang Junpei stayed by Gong Xinuo's side.

Accompanied by Ren Rui and Wang Yuzhong, Huo Boqing came to a high-end apartment in the city center.

This apartment is the staff dormitory of the branch, and both internal personnel and transferees of the company can apply for the dormitory.

The three of them took the elevator to the 28th floor. The luxury suite on the top floor is the official residence arranged by the headquarters for the person in charge. For the sake of protecting personal privacy and not being disturbed by reporters, they will rent another villa in the suburbs. The person in charge has a choice of residence. freedom of.

The same is true of branches in every city.

Gong Xinuo had never stayed in this apartment before. In Wang Yuzhong's impression, Gong Xinuo only came here once on the day he took office, and never came again after that.

The room is luxuriously furnished yet simple. Huo Boqing looked around, and at a glance, he knew that it had been unoccupied for a long time and lacked vitality. His slender fingers ran across the display rack made of sandalwood, and he was quite satisfied with it being spotless.

"Mr. Gong has never lived here, but someone will still clean it every day." Wang Yuzhong explained that if he goes out, the driver will take Gong Xinuo back to the apartment, and Gong Xinuo will drive his private car back to the villa.

Huo Boqing didn't say anything else, and said to him: "Go to the construction site of the folk custom exhibition hall."

Wang Yuzhong was stunned. He didn't expect Huo Boqing to know the existence of Yuan Jingkun. With his aptitude, he couldn't figure out what Huo Boqing was thinking.

Is he going to act as a stumbling block to their love?The important thing is whether Huo Boqing will hurt Gong Xinuo, this is what he is most concerned about and nervous about.

"Yes." Wang Yuzhong replied in a daze.

Huo Boqing didn't make the trip in vain, and got his wish to meet Yuan Jingkun, whom he had never met before.

Due to the job transfer of the Design Institute, Yuan Jingkun was withdrawn from the Engineering Construction Department of the Folklore Exhibition Hall to be responsible for the design of other projects.

Yuan Jingkun came to deal with the minor problems that occurred during the handover work this time. After they were successfully resolved, he didn't dare to stay. He was worried that he would have to pester Jin Kejun endlessly.

Yuan Jingkun came out of the small building, and met Huo Boqing who was walking towards him, and there was no one around, he subconsciously understood that this strange man with a handsome face and a good temperament came specifically to find him.

Huo Boqing stepped forward quickly, stretched out his right hand politely, and introduced himself with a smile: "Mr. Yuan, hello, I am Xinuo's boss, and my name is Huo Boqing."

"Hello." Although the identity of the visitor was expected, due to his relationship with Gong Xinuo, Yuan Jingkun held his hand a little cautiously, and grinned in response to the occasion, which was regarded as a smile.

Neither of them was overly polite.

Huo Boqing withdrew his hand and looked at Yuan Jingkun. In his eyes, Yuan Jingkun was a pleasing man. Under the sunshine, the picturesque face was filled with smoke, and his face was slightly pale, pityful and noble. The elegant temperament makes people feel that it is difficult to get close to him, but he does not want to be too far away from him.

Yuan Jingkun was stared at by him for a long time, and he lowered his head uncomfortably to avoid similar scrutiny, and asked awkwardly: "Do you have anything to do with me?"

Huo Boqing's heart moved, his complexion remained the same, and he smiled gently: "It's not convenient to talk here, if possible, can you entertain me for dinner?"

"Yes." Yuan Jingkun hesitated for a moment, and agreed to his request.

Intuition told him that Huo Boqing was different from Hu Nan.

"Thank you." Huo Boqing watched him leave, and finally decided to let go of the unnecessary attachments in his heart.

What right does he have to interfere in other people's lives?What right does he have to arrange other people's lives?

At seven o'clock in the evening, Huo Boqing came to the villa on time alone.

Yuan Jingkun deliberately notified Mrs. Qin in advance to prepare meals, and the family came to ask for guests.

Before Huo Boqing entered the door, he noticed Gong Xi who was half-hidden behind Yuan Jingkun. The little girl stared at him timidly, her big eyes twinkling, curious and frightened.

Huo Boqing squatted in front of her, afraid of scaring the child, kept half an arm's distance away, and approached her with a smile: "Are you Yuanyuan?"

Gong Xi grabbed Yuan Jingkun's clothes, raised his tone, and answered him as if to embolden him: "I am Yuanyuan, and I am also Gong Xi!"

"Gong Xi..." Huo Boqing repeated silently. "Good name! Yuanyuan is such a beautiful little girl."

Gong Xi giggled after being praised: "Hehe, I am as good-looking as my father, and my father also thinks I am good-looking." The unclear reference to "father" made Huo Boqing not quite understand what she meant.

Huo Boqing raised the doll in his hand and waved it in front of her: "This is a gift from Uncle to meet you."

The doll is a limited collector's edition, and he specially entrusted a friend to bring it back from England.

No matter what problems and conflicts exist between them, the child is innocent.

What's more, Huo Boqing likes children very much.

Gong Xi stared at the beautiful doll like a greedy cat, not daring to accept anything from others casually, looking up at Yuan Jingkun expectantly.

Yuan Jingkun nodded in acquiescence, Gong Xi hugged the box excitedly, smiled brightly, and thanked Huo Boqing sweetly: "Thank you, Uncle."

Huo Boqing fell in love with the well-behaved Gong Xi, picked her up, and asked how old are you, have you gone to kindergarten, and so on.

With Gong Xi's presence, the atmosphere was much more active, so that Yuan Jingkun and Huo Boqing would not be too embarrassed.

After a sumptuous dinner, Gong Xi showed Huo Boqing her paintings with great interest, held hands with each other, and explained to him the original creative inspiration one by one. Huo Boqing listened with great interest, was very patient, and kept praising She is very congenial.

When Huo Boqing was about to leave, Gong Xi reluctantly waved at him: "Uncle, come again next time! I'll treat you to something delicious."

"Okay. If there is a chance, Uncle will come to see you again!" Huo Boqing kissed Gong Xi's pink face, and raised his hands to promise.

Yuan Jingkun sent him out, Huo Boqing's car was parked outside the villa, just in time, the two walked and chatted.

"Do you love Gong Xinuo?" Huo Boqing asked directly without foreshadowing or beating around the bush.

Yuan Jingkun was obviously frightened by his too straightforward question, he stopped in his tracks, and answered without hesitation: "Love."

Huo Boqing heard the word clearly from his not-so-loud voice, and he seemed to hear the echo of the word after a pause between his chest and throat.

"What about him, does he love you?"

"Love." Yuan Jingkun was as firm as before.

Huo Boqing's subsequent words were pushed back by his firmness, and he couldn't tell what it was like, whether it was moved, shocked, or angry.

"I think you should know that Xin Nuo has been alone for so many years, I mean before I met you. It was very difficult for Xin Nuo to come to this point. During his most difficult days, you were not with him Around you, maybe no matter how I describe it to you, you may not be able to empathize with him. In fact, we are not very clear about his life experience and growth experience, and he never mentioned it. But we all know that he is lonely. No The helplessness of relatives around is very exhausting. Xinuo is the strongest person I have ever met. But I know that he is very fragile in his heart, and he needs love. So..." Huo Boqing turned around, feeling strange. Serious look. "I hope you take good care of him and love him."

Yuan Jingkun could feel his emotion, and even from his slightly moist eyes, it could be seen that this kind of deep affection full of elders' entrustment could never be faked.

Yuan Jingkun's deep voice broke through the choking: "I will."

On the way back to the hotel from the villa, Huo Boqing received a call from Ren Rui and learned that Gong Xinuo had woken up, so he immediately turned around and rushed to the hospital.

Gong Xinuo leaned against the back of the bed with a very bad expression, and Huo Boqing, who had come in a hurry, pulled up the chair and sat down. The worries and tensions that had not been eliminated made him unable to think of what to say.

"Director Hu planned to come here, but he couldn't get away from dealing with Nakamura's affairs in Japan. He was very worried about you." It took a long time for Huo Boqing to remember that he should tell Hu Nan's worries to him.

Gong Xinuo didn't speak, he didn't ask about Nakamura, he didn't ask about Cao Zhe, he didn't even ask about Yuan Jingkun, he just sat there blankly, as if none of these had anything to do with him.

Gong Xinuo's indifference made Huo Boqing a little overwhelmed, he didn't know whether he was feeling uncomfortable physically or mentally, maybe it was a combination of both.

The nurse came in to change the dressing, and Huo Boqing left the ward. Wang Yuzhong and Ren Rui immediately stood up. After a day of running around, fatigue was on their faces. "Did Mr. Gong not say anything after he woke up?"

Wang Yuzhong shook his head: "I didn't say anything."

Huo Boqing asked again: "Didn't you ask anything?"

Wang Yuzhong still shook his head: "I didn't ask anything."

What Huo Boqing feared the most inevitably happened. Normally, when Gong Xinuo woke up, he should have asked him about Nakamura's car accident, and Cao Zhe's promotion. Even if he didn't care about these things, he should have asked Yuan Jingkun, right? , Ask him if he knows about his hospitalization, and ask him if he is doing well now.

As a result, he didn't ask what should be asked or not.

He felt that this was not a good omen, it had nothing to do with asceticism, but despair and death.

Huo Boqing didn't know that during these days, Gong Xinuo was tortured by loss, annoyance, anger, and resentment, and many invisible pressures almost crushed him.

He thought that Yuan Jingkun would understand him and feel his emotions, but it turned out to be the opposite.

The moment he fainted, Gong Xinuo felt very relaxed, never before.

After waking up, he unknowingly wants to conflict with reality, escape from reality, and stay away from reality.

The most direct manifestation was that he refused to communicate with anyone, closed himself off, and during the hours of waking up, he did nothing or said anything except breathing hard.

"Are you still eating?" Yuan Jingkun stopped when he saw Gong Xinuo took a few sips, and asked softly.

The handle of the metal spoon rested softly between Gong Xinuo's thumb and forefinger, as listless as the others, he put down the spoon feebly, and waved his hand, expressing that he didn't want to eat any more.

Yuan Jingkun helped him to lie down halfway, adjusted the height of the bed, Gong Xinuo closed his eyes, and took a hard breath.

For three days in a row, Gong Xinuo was in this state, with difficulty in breathing, listlessness, negative emotions, few words and little food.

After taking medicine, taking injections, and infusing fluids, the condition did not improve, but intensified.

Huo Boqing was in a hurry, Luo Meijing was in a hurry, Wang Yuzhong was in a hurry, and Yuan Jingkun was going crazy.

Gong Xinuo neither resisted the treatment nor actively cooperated.

Every time Luo Meijing and Jack came to make rounds, they would answer those few questions and answers over and over again.

Later, Jack didn't even ask. He pointed to his heart and said in very unproficient Chinese, he, there is something wrong here!Then switch to English again, we can't cure it.

Facing Jack who shrugged, Luo Meijing could only sigh helplessly.

Huo Boqing suggested asking a psychiatrist to provide Gong Xinuo with psychological counseling, but Luo Meijing and Jack rejected it. They agreed that Gong Xinuo's body had not recovered and he could not have a long conversation at all. serious consequence.

Yuan Jingkun is even more strongly opposed, no one knows the existence of Jing Jianye, he absolutely cannot bear others to ruthlessly tear open the wound in Gong Xinuo's heart, and even sprinkle more salt on it; Bringing up those painful memories all at once is exhausting.

Yuan Jingkun tidied up the tableware silently, trying not to make any noise, lest it disturb him to rest.

After Gong Xinuo woke up, he didn't take the initiative to talk to him, and often he asked a few words, and Gong Xinuo only replied, which was still a few words.

Yuan Jingkun didn't care about him, he patiently accompanied him and talked to him, even though Gong Xinuo ignored him, he still said that sometimes it was like talking to himself.

Once, Yuan Jingkun couldn't take it anymore. He knelt in front of the hospital bed, took Gong Xinuo's hand, and almost begged: "Xinuo, please don't do this, okay? If you are angry, you can scold me and beat me." Okay, but, can you not do this? I know, you are angry with me, I know, I did something wrong..."

I couldn't continue talking about the latter, because his eye circles were red.

Gong Xinuo was unmoved, and spread his palms under Yuan Jingkun's hands, and did not respond to his firm grip.

For a long time, it seemed as long as a century, Gong Xinuo didn't respond. When Yuan Jingkun was about to give up, Gong Xinuo's distant voice came from the frozen air: "When I close my eyes, I will Shadows of my mother and my sister."

Yuan Jingkun let go of his hand bouncingly, tears flashed in his eyes, and the crystal tears trembled in his eyes, but did not fall.

In an instant, he became exhausted, and seemed to have no strength to persevere.

Since then, Yuan Jingkun has never persuaded Gong Xinuo, except for the necessary words about eating, drinking and lasciviousness.

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