It turns out that I love you

After dinner, Yuan Jingkun settled Gong Xi and came to the second floor. The door of the study was not closed tightly. Through the gap, he saw Gong Xinuo reading at the desk.

Yuan Jingkun took a deep breath, raised his arms, and knocked on the door, but there was no response from inside.He hesitated for a moment, pushed open the door of the study, and walked straight to Gong Xinuo.

"Xinuo, can I talk to you?" Yuan Jingkun sat on the sofa next to him and asked cautiously.

Gong Xinuo stared at the book in his hand without saying a word, which was a tacit consent.

"Xinuo, I want to tell you about the matter between you and your uncle. I, I can understand how you feel now. After all, it's his fault. It's like when my father did something like that, which ruined the family. Said To be honest, I hated him too, and I was very angry with him, but after all, he is my father, after all..." Yuan Jingkun spoke from his own example, first understanding it with reason and then with emotion, and influenced him step by step.

"My situation is different from yours." Gong Xinuo interrupted him calmly. "No matter what your father did at the beginning, the starting point was also for the good of you and your mother, for the small family that belonged to him, and it was a responsible performance of a man, but he chose the wrong way. But he was different, Abandoning a pregnant wife and a young child is a sign of evasion of responsibility, and it is an act of conscience!"

Yuan Jingkun had a bad start, and was robbed by Gong Xinuo. Then he was speechless. After thinking for a long time, he said, "Xinuo, do you know that he is ill, a very serious illness, stomach cancer. The rest of his life is already Not much more. Originally, he didn't want to disturb your life, but since his life is not long, can you be more tolerant, can you..."

"Why didn't he say that he was going to die tomorrow? Wouldn't that win more sympathy? I won't believe his words anymore!" Gong Xinuo was expressionless and decisive.

"Xinuo, in fact, he already knew that he was wrong, and he has deeply reflected on his behavior..." Yuan Jingkun continued his efforts, not wanting to give up easily persuading Gong Xinuo.

Gong Xinuo interrupted him again: "As a man, there are some mistakes that you can never make in your life, and you can't make them lightly. Once you make such a mistake, you will have to spend your whole life to atone for it, and it will never be worthy of forgiveness. Besides, since you know it’s wrong, why do you still do it? If you knew it now, why did you do it in the first place.”

Yuan Jingkun really didn't expect Gong Xinuo's attitude to be so tough. What happened now was completely different from what he had imagined before, which caught him off guard.

"Xinuo, you are right. The problem is, things have already happened, and no one can turn back time. Anyway, he is your father, the one who gave you life, and I don't want you to have children in the future It's a pity to adopt but not to be loved. Now, you hate him, which proves that you still have feelings for him, and you still care about him. Otherwise, you won't always wear this ring with you, and you won't keep that family photo." Yuan Jing Kun spoke faster and more anxiously. "He needs you."

Gong Xinuo closed the book vigorously, turned the chair, faced Yuan Jingkun, and frowned: "Where is he when I need him?"

Yuan Jingkun couldn't answer the question in one sentence. He didn't know the unforgettable difficult years that Gong Xinuo spent with his mother when he was young, and he couldn't deeply understand Gong Xinuo's emotions at the moment.

He stood completely from his point of view, using his thinking to understand, judge, and resolve this matter.

"If it wasn't for him, my sister wouldn't have died. If it wasn't for him, my mother wouldn't have been in a car accident. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be an orphan and grow up alone in an orphanage. When many children call one When a woman is a mother, the concept of mother is downplayed. Can you understand? I can forgive him, but my mother and sister will not forgive me!" Gong Xinuo stretched his brows, and his words were simple but powerful.

"Xinuo, you are also a father now, shouldn't you be a good example for Yuanyuan?" Yuan Jingkun quickly changed his mind and used Gong Xi as a bargaining chip.

"It's because I also became a father that I can't understand what he's doing!" Gong Xinuo stood up, subconsciously putting on a majestic posture. "I don't want you to intervene in this matter again, and I don't want any unhappiness between us because of him."

Yuan Jingkun didn't expect it to be counterproductive, so he got up to meet him face to face, and took his arm: "Xinuo, don't you have the heart to let him live on the street? He has already received his retribution, isn't it miserable enough to be homeless and seriously ill?" ?”

Gong Xinuo obviously didn't want to continue arguing with him, and his attitude was a little impatient: "You have no qualifications and rights to intervene in this matter, let's stop here!"

qualifications?right?

Yuan Jingkun was stunned by these two words, and the hand holding his arm slipped to his wrist, unable to exert any strength.

Yuan Jingkun laughed at himself, after all, in Gong Xinuo's heart, he is not the closest person.

It turned out that it had always been his wishful thinking, he took Gong Xinuo's love so seriously, so deeply, so sincerely...

Unfortunately, that's not the case at all.

This love contains too much sympathy and responsibility, spoiled love is like spoiled milk, forming large and small lumps, like lumps in their hearts.

In fact, he is just Gong Xinuo's companion.

This companion can be anyone.

Yuan Jingkun saw his shrinking figure from Gong Xinuo's black eyeballs, and thought of Yang Yiqing uncontrollably.

If Yang Yiqing was not standing in front of him, what would happen?

Faced with Yang Yiqing's earnest persuasion, would Gong Xinuo still be so cold as ice?

Faced with Yang Yiqing's almost begging tone, would Gong Xinuo still talk about rights and qualifications?

Faced with Yang Yiqing's pleading eyes, would Gong Xinuo remain indifferent?

A negative answer appeared in Yuan Jingkun's heart, and his whole body was cold.

"I'm going to rest, you should go to bed early too." Gong Xinuo's meaning could not be more clear, he chose to sleep in a separate room with Yuan Jingkun.

Yuan Jingkun let go of his hand and left the study before his eye circles turned red.

Yuan Jingkun returned to the master bedroom, feeling extremely bad, really wanted to yell a few times, and then left without hesitation.Pessimistic thoughts flashed by, he let out a breath slowly, and slowly adjusted his mentality.

After living with Gong Xinuo for so long, how could he not understand his temper?

Gong Xinuo generally doesn't get angry easily, once he loses his temper, there is a problem, he will speak out in a hurry.

During the special period, Yuan Jingkun understood that he couldn't haggle over everything with him, no matter what he thought, no matter who he was pretending to be, this matter couldn't be left halfway.

Yuan Jingkun spread out the drawings, diverted his attention with work, and fell sleepy while drawing.

In the end, he couldn't take it any longer, his upper and lower eyelids were fighting tightly, watching the upper eyelid want to win the lower eyelid, he raised his neck and poured a cup of pure strong coffee.

Yuan Jingkun really wanted to tear up the drawings, and kept cursing in his heart: the evil design institute, the hateful leader, and the careless Gong Xinuo!

After the failed heart-to-heart talk, the cold war inevitably appeared, and the separation began as a matter of course.

For a whole week, Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun did not have any communication, even in front of Gong Xi, the two were also speechless.

Yuan Jingkun lowered his face and took the initiative to talk to him, but Gong Xinuo ignored him with a cold attitude.

Even Mrs. Qin and Gong Xi sensed the cold air that had frozen between them. No one dared to ask, and they did their respective things silently.

Gong Xinuo put his hands in his trouser pockets and stood in front of the study door, staring intently at Yuan Jingkun who was busy making mattresses for the sofa bed.

During the few days when they slept separately, Gong Xinuo always slept on the sofa bed in the study.

The weather is getting colder, the sofa bed is not as soft and comfortable as the big bed after all, and the bed is too low and too close to the ground, so it is definitely not warm.

Yuan Jingkun was worried that Gong Xinuo wouldn't be able to sleep well, so he specially bought a thick mattress, and estimated that spreading it on the sofa bed would have the same effect as a big bed.

The main reason why Gong Xinuo was angry was not only because Yuan Jingkun meddled in his affairs with Jing Jianye, but because he actually made the decision and arranged Jing Jianye to live in the apartment.

This apartment is of great significance to Gong Xinuo, and it carries many beautiful pasts between him and Yuan Jingkun.

During the time they lived in the apartment, they got to know each other, approached each other, attracted each other, and even handed over each other to each other...

For such an important place, Gong Xinuo cared very much and took extra care to protect every item inside.

Every time someone goes to clean, he must come in person, standing outside the door like a supervisor, for fear of destroying the "integrity" of the apartment.

Gong Xinuo didn't tell Yuan Jingkun about this, he thought that the meaning of the apartment to them must be different.

After all, Yuan Jingkun didn't come to the apartment voluntarily. Here, he had hope, hurt, disappointment and embarrassment...

If you come over again, I'm afraid it will hurt the scene.

But Gong Xinuo never expected that Yuan Jingkun would settle Jing Jianye into the apartment.

When he first got the news, Gong Xinuo was literally trembling with anger. Yuan Jingkun could ignore his advice and insist on his own opinion, but he got more and more reckless, which really annoyed him.

Yuan Jingkun also has difficulties. Jing Jianye's situation is special and he cannot stay in the hotel for a long time.

It is not realistic to rent a house temporarily, so there is no other way but to arrange him to live in an apartment temporarily.

The apartment has complete facilities and is convenient for living. If you hire an aunt who specializes in cooking and cleaning, Jing Jianye's daily life and food can be guaranteed.

Regarding this matter, Yuan Jingkun originally wanted to discuss with Gong Xinuo before making a decision, but after thinking about it, Gong Xinuo would definitely not agree, so it's better to cut it first and play later.

Gong Xinuo had no choice but to accept the cooking of raw rice and cooked rice.

Yuan Jingkun's wishful thinking was crackling, but unfortunately, things backfired, and Gong Xinuo directly resorted to cold violence to express his extreme dissatisfaction and anger.

Yuan Jingkun tidied up the bed, patted the extra-thick mattress, stood up in satisfaction, turned around, and saw Gong Xinuo at the door, he didn't know how long he stood there, and didn't know what to say for a while.

Gong Xinuo took a few steps closer. In his opinion, Yuan Jingkun's flattery to him now has a purpose, an attempt, and is all utilitarian, not from the heart.He refused to accept such care, such consideration.

Since Yuan Jingkun can understand Jing Jianye's mood and situation, why can't he understand his mood and situation?

He can think about the problem from Jing Jianye's point of view, why can't he look at this matter from his point of view?He thought that Yuan Jingkun could help him get rid of Jing Jianye's harassment with empathy, but looking at it this way, he was really naive and stupid!

The more Gong Xinuo thought about it, the more angry he became. He sat down at the desk and gave an ultimatum coldly: "You'd better let him leave the apartment as soon as possible. If you keep insisting, then please leave with him."

Yuan Jingkun was stunned, what did Gong Xinuo mean?He quickly digested, understood, converted into his own thinking, and naturally understood that Gong Xinuo wanted to break up with him.

Angry words, angry words, this is angry words!Calm down, calm down, I want to calm down!

Yuan Jingkun reminded himself in his heart to suppress the anger that was about to erupt.

Who is he doing all this painstaking effort for?It's not for Gong Xinuo!

This is a good time, after working hard for a long time, I ended up in a thankless end.

Yuan Jingkun ignored the dull pain that flashed past in his lower abdomen, turned around, opened his mouth, and swallowed the clichéd words again.Biting his lips hard, he still gently told him: "Go to bed early, don't look too late."

When Yuan Jingkun left the study, the sound of the door closing gradually weakened, and Gong Xinuo closed the book annoyed, regretting the harsh words he blurted out just now.However, if you don't force him, you don't know what extraordinary things you will do.

In short, the matter between Jing Jianye and him is a knot that no one can untie.

Yuan Jingkun has the kind of temper that the more he is not allowed to do it, the more he wants to do it, openly confronting Gong Xinuo.

Before, he went to see Jing Jianye secretly every day, but now, he went to the apartment to report every day openly, and went home late in a dignified manner, which was simply challenging Gong Xinuo's limit.

Regarding his relationship with Gong Xinuo, he roughly explained it to Jing Jianye.I thought the old man would find it incredible, or have other ideas.Unexpectedly, Jing Jianye accepted it calmly.

"Aren't you surprised? Aren't you surprised?" Yuan Jingkun was surprised by his overly bland reaction.

"I have no right to interfere with who Chenchen chooses to be with and what kind of life she chooses to live. I don't care when it's time to manage, how can I now... Besides, you are a good boy. For me, you suffer I'm wronged." Jing Jianye smiled bitterly, his face that had experienced vicissitudes of life was a little distorted by the unnatural smile.

More than a grievance?There is also a lot of pressure.

Yuan Jingkun didn't want Jing Jianye to worry, so he pulled out a heart-warming smile: "Don't worry, give Xinuo a few more days, let him think about it, and he will figure it out."

Knowing that the words were comforting, Jing Jianye still nodded knowingly, preferring to make his extravagant imagination come true.

"The five members of Mr. Nakamura's family were killed in a car accident on the way to the resort. The conclusion of the accident investigation is that the brakes failed." Wang Yuzhong closed the folder. "The message of condolence has been sent. Mr. and Mrs. Nakamura questioned the conclusion of the accident investigation and demanded a new investigation. Therefore, when the funeral will be held is temporarily undecided."

Gong Xinuo was shocked when he learned that Nakamura Zhiya's family had died in a car accident.

Nakamura also took advantage of his annual leave to take his wife and children on vacation.

Unexpectedly, there will be an accident on the way to the resort, resulting in death.

Gong Xinuo understood the ins and outs of the incident, and his heart skipped a beat. Was this really an accident caused by a car breakdown?If this is not a natural disaster, but a man-made disaster, it will be an extremely complicated conspiracy.

Who will be the main messenger behind it?How many people are involved?Gong Xinuo couldn't imagine.

Although Nakamura Jiya has outstanding abilities, he has a violent temper, ruthless methods of handling affairs, and many personal vendettas, which is well known to everyone.

This accident was already expected by people, so when they got the news, several middle-level executives were not surprised, but they shook their heads repeatedly, regretting that he passed away the opportunity of promotion that was about to come.

The ticking sound of the computer reminded Gong Xinuo that there was a new email.

Gong Xinuo stared at the English letters full of words for a long time as if he didn't recognize them, and then gradually realized.

This is an appointment notice. Hao Shijie officially announced his retirement three days ago. Unfortunately, the news of Nakamura Jiya’s death came on the same day. Unexpectedly, Cao Zhe successfully became Hao Shijie's successor without any dispute.

When Nakamura Jiya was still alive, Cao Zhe took office with great glory. Life is impermanent and the world is unpredictable.

When the weather is right, Hao Shijie is about to retire; when the location is right, the performance of the branch in Singapore is outstanding; when people are in harmony, the competitors have completely disappeared, and Cao Zhe, who has the upper hand, is the biggest winner. In less than two months, everyone's fate suddenly changed. huge change.

Now Gong Xinuo can only be a bystander, giving up the opportunity at his fingertips. God seems to be provoking him on purpose, telling him clearly that your concession will bring about the success of others.

After so many years of hard work, in the end, it was nothing more than making wedding dresses for others.

Gong Xinuo originally thought that he could accept all this detachedly and naturally. I don't know if it was because this day came too soon, or because he was not reconciled at all. He still felt a little uncomfortable and awkward, and even, he had to admit that he was jealous and envious.

Gong Xinuo closed the mail, supported his forehead with his arm resting on the armrest, and ran his fingers back and forth between the frowning brows, smoothing the bulge.

It's time to make up your mind.

Too many scruples, in the end, nothing more than self-delay.

"Mr. Gong, Mr. Gong..." Wang Yuzhong understood his thoughts, and was very worried when he saw his complexion.

"Yeah. Go get busy." Gong Xinuo opened his eyes, cheered up, and regained his previous spirit. He had nothing to explain.

"Yes." Before Wang Yuzhong went out, he looked back at Gong Xinuo worriedly.

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