Nanami's Battle Royale

I was woken up by the radio again.

"...Women No. 12 Utsumi Xingzhi, No. 16 Shen Yuko, No. 17 Shimizu Hirono, No. 19 Tanizawa Haruka, No. [-] Nakagawa Yuka, No. [-] Noda Satomi, No. [-] Matsui Chisato, and above Seven..."

Seven...I was in a trance for a while.I went downstairs from the rooftop, and halfway down the stairs, I found that everyone was looking at me subconsciously.

"Seven people..." Qiyuan held her head in extreme pain, "Why is it all here now, when we are about to succeed..."

"It is very difficult for human beings to live without hope," I explained lightly. The dream just now was so bizarre that it was difficult for me to adjust my emotions immediately. "The six of Utsumi and Shimizu, fighting each other, civil strife, suicide...anything can happen"

Qiyuan turned his head to look at me, looking at his expression, it seems that his question just now does not need to be explained.I shrugged.

"This means that except for us, plus Shancun and Qindan who don't know where, the whole class is dead."

My words plunged the atmosphere into a dark heaviness. In the class of 43 people, only 11 people, nearly a quarter of them, survived even counting the piano playing that I don’t know if they will be able to escape.

"What should we do now?" Seto looked confused

"Rest, wait for the time for the action to start." Mimura answered all the questions directly. When I looked over, he avoided my gaze, but his words were calm, obviously calming everyone down.

"He has the potential to be a leader." Kawata was smoking a cigarette, leaning against the wall, the two of us drifted away from the crowd, and seemed to be just chatting. "Compared to you, he is more cohesive"

"A good leader needs to think too much, and I'm used to self-willedness." I agree with Kawada's words, "Their dependence on me only comes from force, and their trust in Mimura. If you want to compare, then I am a soldier, Mimura is a politician—but he's a little less ruthless."

Kawada took a puff of smoke, and a white mist covered his expression.

"You want to die?" he asked

"No, but I don't want to live that much either." I said, the smoke dissipated, and Kawata looked at me and laughed just like him.He smiled for a while, lowered his head, took out a wallet from the inner pocket of his clothes, and pulled out a photo from it.

"I wasn't going to tell..." he said, handing me the photo.There are various traces of rolling and grinding around the photo, and it can be seen that the owner often takes it out to look at it from time to time.On it was a photo of him and a girl, young and stable, with a bright smile.

"girlfriend?"

"I used to be in the same class." Kawata didn't deny it, but his tone was very calm, "Kobe No. [-] Middle School Class C of the third year."

My smile quickly went cold.Class C of the third year of Kobe No. [-] Middle School, that was the class that participated in the Battle Royale three years ago.

"...Feel sorry."

"It's okay." Kawata relaxed, took the photo back from my hand, and looked at it with nostalgia on his face. "I participated in the battle royale this time, but I actually wanted to find an answer...I think I know what the answer is."

I was a little confused, not sure what the answer he was looking for was referring to, and why he told me this.

"So...is that a congratulatory answer?"

Kawata smiled and carefully put the photo back into his wallet. "Yes, a congratulatory answer. Thank you and Mimura."

I was completely confused, and couldn't figure out what was the connection with Mimura.

After Kawata put away the photos, he raised his head and recovered the softness just now.

"This raid, I will replace you."

"Do you want to die?" I asked subconsciously, and when I realized it, I saw Kawata laughing, and I felt a little ridiculous.

Kawada laughed enough, took out a small wine jug, and motioned to me.I shook my head, drinking or something is not my hobby.Kawata didn't force it, he unscrewed the cap and took a sip himself.

"Their dependence on you doesn't just stem from force—at least not in part. Do you know how many people I killed during our squad's battle royale?"

Of course I don't know.Kawada smiled, and he laughed many times in a short period of time.

"Even if I have participated in a battle royale, I have to admit that you are stronger than me. Guys like Kiriyama Kazuo can't be killed by everyone. Everyone here knows this, but no one asks. I passed you. This is already a kind of trust."

I was dumbfounded for a moment.

"You haven't thought about surviving since the battle royale, have you?"

"...Yes, same as you."

Kawada shook his head, "You are different from me, you haven't lost it yet. No one knows what happened to you, but you should take a good look back"

After being puzzled for a long time, I finally grasped a clue vaguely, and couldn't laugh or cry at the answer I came up with. "You mean Sancun?"

"I mean Guoxin." He took another sip of wine, put the lid on and threw the jug to me, "I'll make a surprise attack for you, you live well—you should really learn to drink."

I was stunned, took the jug, and watched him go to Sancun's side, talking about something.

Then I shook the jug I just took, opened the lid, and took a sip—

I learned a sad truth.

Not a single bite of this stuff was left for me.

At eight o'clock in the evening, Sugimura finally came back with the piano playing. The joy of Mimura and Qiyuan could not be expressed in words, and Chikusa was the same.I thought I would see some other emotions after the joy, but no, she was simply happy and grateful for the safe return of her childhood sweetheart and the person she liked, without any jealousy or unwillingness.I looked back and didn't understand this simple emotion.What Kawada said when he looked back was about love, he didn't know how extravagant love is.Chikusa can simply love Sugimura now, and Sugimura can risk his life to play the Aiqin, but what about ten years later? 20 years from now?

I have so many and so many memories, and naturally some of them I have also had love.But when I recall it, it’s just a mere memory. I can remember everything I met, but I can no longer touch the emotions at that time—it’s just because of the passing of time.

Time will wash away everything, and I don't believe in things that cannot be proven.

At twelve o'clock in the evening, the broadcast had just passed, and most people immediately went back to sleep after listening to it for a while. After all, the broadcast was basically meaningless now, and what was more important to them was to have a good rest and recharge their spirits for the next attack.I slept enough and I leaned against the window to watch. It was extremely quiet in the middle of the night, and the slight sound of walking was very easy to reach my ears.

It was Guoxin who came over, frowning and covering his wound, he seemed to be all right.I was surprised that the footsteps came from him. As a wounded person, obviously he should lie down well.

The first thing I did was touch his forehead.His body temperature has returned to the normal range, although his face is still a little pale, but that should also be due to the pain of the wound.

"You woke up faster than I expected, why don't you lie down?"

"You haven't answered me yet"

answer what?I subconsciously pursed my mouth.What is the answer? I don't need to ask, because the answer is obvious.I don't like you?I'm sorry I only thought of you as Nakagawa's friend?I'm actually not used to rejecting people, not to mention Kawada just asked me to look back.

In the end, I can only say "Sorry Guoxin, there are many things you don't know"

Guoxin seemed very calm. He leaned against the wall like me and remained silent for a while.I looked past him and cast it outside the window, the moonlight was cold, and I was a little uneasy in the quiet night without wind.I could clearly hear his steady breathing and his not-so-clear sentences.

"You shouldn't have stopped me in the first place"

"I don't know why you stopped me. If you didn't stop the knife I gave Kitano, you and I wouldn't have so much intersection"

"I don't know why you don't care about anyone except Nakagawa. If you weren't by Nakagawa's side every day, I wouldn't pay more attention to you than Nakagawa every day"

"I don't know why you showed up when I was dying. If you didn't show up, I wouldn't find myself by Nakagawa's side all the time because, only there you will see me"

"I do have a lot of things I don't know, complicated formulas, complicated adults—and your heart"

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☆, Guoxin ending

Ten years later.

television news.

"Japan's new Prime Minister Nobushi Mimura officially signed a cooperation treaty with neighboring countries today. This move will greatly increase domestic jobs. Since the former Prime Minister xx was forced to step down a year ago due to crimes such as harming children, Prime Minister Mimura has been in the country. The performance of economic policy is obvious to all..."

"Hmm..." I buried my head in the pillow in pain, and stretched out a hand from under the quilt to fumble for the TV remote control with difficulty.Then the hand was grabbed and a kiss landed on the back of it.

I immediately retracted my hand to the quilt and covered my head with the quilt, trying in vain to block the incoming noise.It's like being run over all over, and I don't want to speak loudly.

"Turn off the TV...Xiaoqing"

"Call my husband"

"zzz..."

The TV was visibly louder.

"...husband...z...zzz..."

The TV finally went silent.

Just when I thought I could finally sleep for 5 minutes, the quilt was jerked open, and I woke up shivering from the cold.I sat up with my forehead covered, and opened my eyes in a daze, just in time to see the hickey marks on the base of my thighs, and immediately got up and exploded with anger.

"You want to die, don't you?! Guo, Xin, Qing, Shi!!!"

A pillow was slapped, and he escaped!He spoke hastily just before the second pillow arrived.

"Amo Amo! We are going to visit Kawada today, have you forgotten?"

"...No!" The second pillow slapped fiercely, hitting the red heart.

In the early morning of the third day of the Battle Royale ten years ago, Kawata blew up the entire building and all the people there as expected, and did not come back alive as expected.The rest of us snatched the boat and escaped very smoothly, because everyone on the island was dead except us, and all the video surveillance was destroyed, so we escaped the nationwide manhunt without any difficulty and ran abroad .Qiyuan and the others wanted to retaliate with arms like the Red Army at first, but they were vetoed by me with one vote.

Militants can only make trouble at most, and there are many ways to subvert a country without bloodshed.Economic methods, political methods, in short, the former president was overthrown by us in the end, and as a pioneer of reform who has always stood in front of the media and the world, Nobushi Mimura entered the cabinet with 87% of the votes in the general election, opening a peaceful and democratic New Era.

The weather was fine today, and when Guoxin and I arrived at the cemetery, Qiyuan and Zhongchuan had already been there.

"Qihai~~" Zhong Chuan saw that I was as excited as ever, and was about to run over.Qiyuan and I were terrified, apparently Zhongchuan had completely forgotten about the daughter she was holding that was born half a year ago.

Zhong Chuan was grabbed by Qiyuan dangerously, Xiao BuDian was transferred to his father's arms, and then Zhong Chuan ran towards me.Just when I was ready to catch her, Guoxin stretched out a hand and pulled me away, and then I bumped my head on his shoulder.

"Go hug your husband, this is my wife."

I pushed him away and covered the bridge of my nose, the bump just now made me teary now.Zhong Chuan didn't care about Pukong, covered his mouth and smiled, "I know you finally caught up with Qihai~ Be careful that Qihai runs away if you are so stingy."

Guoxin's arm on my shoulder was visibly stiff. I looked at him subconsciously, but he said nonchalantly, "Idiot, will you become stupid after giving birth? Amo and I will live happily ever after, you Be careful with Qiyuan, he attracted a lot of girls when he was in middle school, he is much more attractive than you."

Nakagawa, who had just given birth to a child and whose mood was unpredictable, was indeed diverted from the subject, and angrily turned back to look for Qiyuan.

"Are you and Qiyuan really good friends?" Leaning on Guoxin, I relaxed and watched as Qiyuan coaxed the child while being taught by Zhong Chuan.

"Qiyuan won't blame me," Guoxin said, hugging me from behind and resting his head on my shoulder.I froze for a moment, holding his hand, feeling a little cold.

"It's all over now, what are you afraid of?"

"...so happy." He sighed, and held my hand behind his back "To survive, to change the disgusting country, and then the person I love the most married me. I should have died ten years ago Yes, because I'm so happy now, it doesn't seem like a real thing."

I raised his hand, put it to my lips and kissed, "Whether it's true or not, I'll always be here with you."

He was silent for a long time, hugged me tightly, and then began to bite my neck restlessly slightly.

"Amo, shall we have a baby tonight?"

I was silent for a moment, and stepped on his feet directly!

"Just yesterday... don't push yourself too far!"

"Hey, hey, I saw you showing affection as soon as I came here, and Iijima and I won't come anymore!" Seto's energetic voice sounded.I turned my head and saw Iijima's sad expression for a moment.But only for a moment, he immediately restored the naughty smile on his face, which naturally made me wonder if what I saw just now was an illusion.

Guoxin held my hand. "I envy that you can also get married. Iijima, you didn't even attend our wedding. There are many beautiful girls at the wedding."

Iijima was stunned, scratched his hair and laughed, "Well~ please forgive me, I want to play for two more years."

"What two more years?" Mimura also appeared. As the Prime Minister, it was a little surprising that he could appear alone.He came over, looked at me and hesitated for a moment, and then looked very sorry to Guoxin, "Guoxin, I'm sorry I didn't attend your wedding with Mo Dao, Iijima and I...cough, some urgent matters..."

"It's okay." Guoxin said simply, "You've become more and more busy since you became prime minister. I didn't expect you to come this year."

"I will definitely come for..." Mimura's words were a bit vague.But I noticed behind him.

"Sugimura and Chikusa are here too...where are you playing the piano?"

Ten years failed to change Sugimura's taciturnity and Chikusa Bingshan's haughty temperament, but facing his classmates of ten years, he was obviously much more enthusiastic.

"Sorry, Qin Dan is pregnant, resting at home"

Seto's face collapsed, and he grabbed Sugimura's collar to vent his anger, "You are obviously showing off! You are obviously showing off! This is the third child!!"

Sugimura laughed silly, didn't take it seriously, and let the single Seto vent.After Seto vented, his eyes drifted away, "You guys are all looking for classmates in your own class... Why don't I and Chikusa..."

Chikusa rolled her eyes, her eyes were sharp and her aura was cold, Seto immediately fell silent and shrank back.

No matter how severe the pain is, time will heal it.The three days of life and death ten years ago have gradually sunk into the depths of my mind, and when I talk about it again, I can recall it peacefully.I watched Zhong Chuan sprinkle clean water on Chuan Tian's tombstone with a wooden spoon, watched the clear water take away the fine dust on the tombstone, and saw a very gentle smile on Zhong Chuan's face.

"Kawada should be with the girl he likes now, right?"

"Maybe." I unscrewed the wine jug I carried with me, and poured it all on the tombstone. The wine was scattered on the whole tombstone along the flow of water that Nakagawa had just sprinkled, and then I managed to get Nakagawa's glare.

"Qami!!! I told you not to do this!!"

Seeing her get angry, I immediately surrendered "It won't happen next time, I promise"

"You promised that last year!"

Wow, the woman who gave birth is really irritable. Last year, she just frowned and said softly, "Qi Hai, I think this is not good." This year, she became angry with her hips akimbo.

I didn't refute and made an expression of admitting my mistake. Qiyuan, who had been nervous just now, immediately breathed a sigh of relief, as if he was very grateful that his wife finally had a new trainee, and even pulled me over to rescue me at the right time. Guoxin.Sure enough, is this my punishment for watching the excitement just now?I was silent and speechless, and my mind was wandering.Nakagawa kept on nagging until we parted, from 'Qami, just put the jug next to the tombstone' to 'Kawada shouldn't have instigated you to drink', after I wandered for an unknown amount of time, the topic changed for some reason Became 'Qami, don't you think about having a baby? '

I said "uh..." for a while, and when I finally saw Zhong Chuan's expression of "I will never let you go if you don't make it clear", I finally spoke.

"I don't want to...I...I don't know what to do with kids."

I don't even know what I am, how can I have a child?How do I tell him what the world is and what people are... I can't even figure it out myself.

Guoxin has many wounds on his back.Three years ago, before the former prime minister stepped down, our headquarters was discovered, and the last attempt of the desperate former prime minister was to send the dozens of people he could only control to commit suicide for revenge.Before the thrown grenade exploded, it was Guoxin who caught me.I was unscathed, but the price was that Guoxin struggled for a whole week on the brink of death—the bomb fragments embedded in his body were small, numerous and deeply penetrated into his body. The operation was very difficult. Waiting for a result at the bedside.

Wait for him to wake up, or wait for him to die.

Since he reached the legal age of marriage, his uninterrupted courtship turned into a marriage proposal.He once said that he didn't understand my heart, but in fact I never understood it myself.

'If you are willing to protect me with your life, then I will give my life to you'

"During National Trust Day, if you can wake up, then I will marry you."

He was as lucky as ever.

The way home seemed extremely distant.Guoxin held the steering wheel in his hand and watched the road ahead intently.He was silent, and I was silent, and there were dim street lights outside the car window.

"I never understood why you married me, Amo"

The moment he spoke, I froze.I have been looking for an answer to this question since before I got married, but this question is the first time he has asked me for so long.

He didn't seem to need my answer, but said it on his own.

"I didn't dare to ask before. I always felt like I was dreaming. If I asked this question, I would wake up."

I opened my mouth, unable to find a word that could comfort him from my brain.Suddenly feel that the language is very pale when there is nothing to do.I held his hand and it was cold enough to break my heart.

"Amo, I know that Iijima likes you, and even Mimura likes you. I always thought that I would not be the one who could stand by your side in the end, so when you agreed to my marriage proposal, I didn't dare to ask you at all."

"Ten years, in ten years, Amo, you have never said that you like it, and you have never shown that you care about anyone. I don't know, why is it me?"

"Amo, it's been ten years. I like you, I love you, how many times do you need to confess? A thousand times or ten thousand times? If a thousand times and ten thousand times can make you understand, then I am willing Say—but do you love me?"

"Do you really love me?"

When he finally finished speaking, his expression was tense, similar to the expression he showed after kissing me ten years ago.I held his hand, my mind was in turmoil.

Guoxin's body temperature has been very low since the attack, but now that I hold his hand, I feel that his hand is getting colder and colder, and I feel distressed when it is cold.

What is love?

Even if I can know the secrets of the universe, I will never understand the meaning of love.

"If... If love can make people give their lives, then I have already given my life to you. If love can make people feel distressed, then I have also started to feel sorry for you very early on."

I squeezed his hand tightly, nervous for the first time about what I said.

"I'm sorry to tell you so late. During the National Trust Day, I like you. Not Iijima, not Mimura, I like you, I like you very much."

"I love you"

He was silent for a while, and took my hand back again.

"So... let's have a baby tonight"

"..."

My first serious confession ended like this?I looked at the smiling face on his face, revealing such a slyness under the street lamp, with the pride of 'you finally said it'.

I suddenly became angry

"Guo, Xin, Qing, Shi!! You pretend to be pitiful... Well... Don't... Ah... You bastard, watch the way!!!"

The author has something to say: The ending of Guoxin is over~(~￣▽￣)~*The following is the ending of Mimura, which will be posted tomorrow... Well... It should be released tomorrow (Why are you so uncertain, bastard!!!!)

☆, Mimura ending

"You shouldn't have stopped me in the first place"

"I don't know why you stopped me. If you didn't stop the knife I gave Kitano, you and I wouldn't have so much intersection"

"I don't know why you don't care about anyone except Nakagawa. If you weren't by Nakagawa's side every day, I wouldn't pay more attention to you than Nakagawa every day"

"I don't know why you showed up when I was dying. If you didn't show up, I wouldn't find myself by Nakagawa's side all the time because, only there you will see me"

"I do have a lot of things I don't know, complicated formulas, complicated adults—and your heart"

----

"I..." I was dumbfounded for a long time.Guoxin looked into my eyes, and when he just looked at me like that, it was hard for me to say anything that was unrealistic.I don't want to owe anyone, in any way, I have to pay back what I owe, including feelings.

Rather than sinking deeper and deeper, it is better to cut it off with one knife.

"I won't fall in love with anyone"

I said, with a firm tone.That's something I'm pretty sure of, love makes people do things for no reason, and I'll never lose my mind over anyone.

Guoxin felt as if he had been stabbed.Even so, he still looked at me with a stubborn expression.

I can only sigh.

"In the world, there are no things that should be, and things that are possible and if. I don't love you, and this is what is happening now."

Guoxin's expression gradually became unmaintainable, he finally looked away from me, turned around and left just like when he came.I watched, without movement, without thought.I'm not fit to do anything right now.

Maybe it's my imagination, I heard him ask.

"...Is it because of Mimura?"

Because of...?No, Guoxin, not Mimura, not Iijima, not anyone—

"It's me."

It was me, the world I never believed I was existing in.

It's three o'clock in the morning, and it's eerily quiet.

Kawata seemed to have let go of all burdens, and slept very deeply and easily.When he found that answer, he seemed to have finally rescued himself from the abyss of 'living'.He didn't even wake up when I took the wallet from him.I dug out the group photo from my wallet, in which Kawata and the girl seemed very happy.

Such a girl will not let the person she loves die for herself, she will only let the person she loves remember herself and live for her.

I put the photo back where it was.He also put down his wine jug.

Kawada, you said you would raid for me, but you forgot that I never promised.

It is you who should live well.

All kinds of weapons on the pickup truck have been placed by the boys in advance, and everything is ready, just waiting for the mission to start.The car keys have been randomly placed on the table, and it is a breeze to get the keys when everyone is asleep.

However, everything is not as expected.When I opened the door, I found that there was already a person sitting on the co-pilot in the car.

"...Letter History"

He looked at me leisurely, as if he had been waiting for me, without the slightest surprise.He was very calm in the dark, without opening his mouth, he just kept looking at me quietly, not confirming, not doubting, just simply watching.

It suddenly dawned on me that he knew me better than I thought, even though we never had a deep conversation.

"So you didn't believe Kawada's words at all." I laughed at myself, Kawada offered to do it for me, I didn't directly object but I didn't want any more surprises.But until the end I couldn't avoid it.

"I just don't believe you." Mimura said very indifferently, and gave up confronting me. "I'll go with you."

I was dumbfounded for a while.Before I could speak, Mimura threw out the second sentence.

"You know I can't be persuaded"

I began to silently contemplate the possibility of using force.

In the end I compromised, sat in the driver's seat, and started the car.

"What about hacking programs?"

"Kawada will take care of it"

This was the only conversation we had on the road, and we didn't speak for the rest of the way. I stopped the car just before approaching the school building.In order to avoid Kawada, I left a lot earlier. It is about half an hour before four o'clock. In order to cooperate with the hacker's attack, I can only wait temporarily.

I leaned back in the chair and closed my eyes, my mind was messing with ways to get rid of Mimura.

"Since I can find a way to keep up with you, I will always follow you," Mimura said suddenly, there was no emotion in his tone, and this sentence was completely taken as an established fact.And actually, I also know he can do it.

I was guessed thinking again, and it was still thinking like this, even though I was calm all the time, I couldn't hold on to it, and my tone was involuntarily distressed.

"Xinshi, you shouldn't be so naive"

He shrugged, and finally a little smug expression appeared on his face, "That's because I couldn't find any other way to deal with you."

I covered my face and sighed.He is literally the only variable in my life that has always been well-arranged.

"What can you do with me?"

I said in vain.

Mimura was silent for a moment, the silence was so serious that the relaxed atmosphere just now disappeared immediately.

"Mo Dao, you don't really think that only you are the most suitable person so you came here, right?"

"You don't even want to go back alive. You want to die here."

His tone was not asking me for confirmation.He's pretty sure it's true.

"So? What are you going to do?"

My tone is relaxed.I never think that this matter needs to be avoided. I don't take the initiative to say it, but I don't need to hide it.Mimura obviously didn't expect me to admit it so easily, he looked at me dumbfounded for a while.It was a long time later that he asked me dully, it didn't look like he was able to calm everyone down just now.

"But...why?"

Why... There is no reason for suicide at all.

"There is no reason." I simply said, "There is no reason to live, and there is no reason to die, because there is no reason, so choosing to live and dying is the same. I just chose one of them."

Mimura frowned, he couldn't understand this kind of theory, and he didn't want to understand it.

"Mo Dao, being alive can't be the same as being dead," he began to try to convince me. "As long as you are alive, good things will happen, and if you die, nothing will happen."

His tone was firm.Under the moonlight, I could see that his eyes were bright, it was a kind of eyes that could make people hopeful.I suddenly understood why it was me and Kawada who had the highest fighting power, but we couldn't make people trust and depend on him like him

"...Xinshi, do you believe in parallel universe theory?"

"what?"

The topic changed too quickly, Mimura said in surprise.I smiled, and didn't intend to wait for his reaction, but continued.

"The theory of parallel universes is a theory based on the travel of time and space. Simply put, in the world we exist now, there are many other similar worlds. In other worlds, maybe I don't know you, maybe We are not of the same generation, and you may not exist in that world at all. This is the theory I believe most at present, because——I can share memories with myself in all parallel worlds.”

If Mimura's expression just now was ?_?, then his expression now is (@[email protected])? !

His expression entertained me very well, I smiled, but after laughing, I didn't expect him to believe me.I don't know why I suddenly said this, maybe I feel that I don't have a few hours to live; maybe I want to say something to stop his persuasion; or maybe, the sky is clear tonight and the moonlight shines on his The face makes me want to say something.

It's just that even I myself have always felt that I might have a mental problem.It's even more impossible to make others believe in things that you don't believe in yourself.

But Mimura was just stunned for a few seconds, and immediately came back to his senses.I saw that he seemed to be thinking, and then it seemed that the problem that had been bothering him was solved, and when he looked up again, he had no doubts.

"So that's why when I asked you why you knew how to remove the neck ring, you answered me 'can't explain.' Shared memory, that's what you're hiding?”

...he believed it?

How could he believe it so easily?

Why does he keep doing things I can't expect?

For a while, I felt my brain was blank, and then countless inexplicable thoughts rushed to my brain in an explosive manner, and the sound of my heart became more and more intense in my ears.There is no doubt that his ability to accept quickly scares me again.But...it seems like more than just being scared.

In the past two days, there are many things in my behavior that are worthy of being questioned, but no one asked me why I am so familiar with this place where life and death are fought, no one asked me why I was able to kill Kiriyama who held many weapons Kazuo is still almost unscathed, and no one asked me how I dealt with the penetrating wound on Guoxin.I know it's not that they are not curious, but rather than being curious, they subconsciously avoided these questions, even Nakagawa did the same.I have never been part of this class, nor have I been part of this world.But now Mimura understands this and believes me.To me, this feeling of being suddenly understood was a bit strange. Like Mimura just now, I stayed for a long time and nodded subconsciously.

"...you believe it?"

Even though I could tell what he was thinking from his expression, I still asked a pointless question.I always feel like I'm confirming something, but I don't know exactly what it is.

Mimura looked at me, then laughed.He raised his hand and patted my head, I don't know why I didn't dodge it.

I don't know what I'm expecting.

"I believe" Mimura said, his voice was very soft and appropriate. "I understand why you don't care about life and death. It's been so long, it's been hard work"

Thanks for your hard work.No one has ever said that to me.

Sancun hugged me, and when I leaned on his shoulder, I realized that I was actually crying.He gently patted my back to comfort me, just like I had seen my mother do.

When I was in this world, I didn't encounter difficulties that I couldn't solve, and nothing happened that I couldn't undo.I am neither weak nor need to be weak.I have never cried in this world, and I have no reason to cry.

And now I still have no reason to cry.Maybe it's because Mimura's embrace is too warm and reliable, maybe I finally have a sense of 'reality'.I don't know why the grievance and sadness that arise can't stop.I tugged at his shirt in my hand and cried like hell.

I don't want to die.I want to live well.

Ten years later

television news

"Japan's new Prime Minister Nobushi Mimura officially signed a cooperation treaty with neighboring countries today. This move will greatly increase domestic jobs. Since the former Prime Minister xx was forced to step down a year ago due to crimes such as harming children, Prime Minister Mimura has been in the country. performance in economic policy