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I grew up without father and mother. When I was three years old, I was abandoned in a broken wooden barrel by the river. I cried for several days and nights. Later, I was fatal and crawled out by myself.Being fed a mouthful of food today by a kind-hearted person and giving him a piece of rags the next, even the stumbling one has grown up.

When I was five years old, I met my master and was picked up and adopted by him. Since then, I have been doing chores in the academy.

When he was eight years old, people from Zhuang's family came to the academy, saying that they wanted to pick and study with their young master, who was smart, smart and pleasing.

Don't look at me now, when I was a child, I was a dull gourd, disgraced and not talkative, hiding from people when I saw it.

I remember that day, yes, it was such a winter.

Everyone was called into the school by the master, and they were picked on the face in a row.I sneaked to the back kitchen to hide, because I hadn't eaten breakfast, I took two steamed buns and hid them behind the stove, so as not to be discovered, I deliberately smeared a lot of ashes on my face and messed up my hair.

As a result, that day, for some unknown reason, a boy suddenly came to the back kitchen wearing brocade clothes and satin. He was probably frightened by me. He grabbed such a long sword and pointed it at my nose. I was so frightened that I knelt down After eating, really, I couldn't close my mouth or my legs, and the unswallowed buns rolled all over the floor.

This young man is very good-looking, the best-looking person I have ever met in my life.Probably the young man's eyebrows are wide open, his spirit has just blossomed, his body is full of nobility but he doesn't have the arrogance to look down on others.

He asked me who I was, and I was very unconvinced, thinking that this is my home, but you, an unexpected visitor, asked me who I was.

I asked him back, and while I was asking, the steamed buns in my mouth were sprayed on his face.

Unexpectedly, the boy suddenly laughed, and I felt very annoyed that he couldn't straighten his back from laughing.

So I kicked him, but of course I didn’t use all my strength. He hugged me around the waist and wrapped me in his arms. Then I realized that there was such a big difference in height between me and him. At that time, I had to look up at him and listen to him laugh. Tell me cheerfully, my name is Zhuang Baibu, what is your name.

When he asked my name like this, I realized that I didn't have a real name, because my master's surname was Jiang, and I was the sixth child in my generation, so others only called me Jiang Liuliu.

Daming or something, never.

I said my name was Jiang Liuliu, and he laughed again, which made me go up with anger.I put my mouth down on his tiger's mouth, biting hard and not letting go, until I felt a bloody smell on the tip of my tongue, and he didn't let go.

He asked me, why don't you go to the front yard.

I said, there are many rules in the big mansion, so I don't want to be some kind of troublemaker to accompany me to study, I just want to be satisfied with my master for the rest of my life.

He looked at me deeply and asked, Liuliu, come here, can we be friends?

I was probably too hungry that day, dizzy, and out of my mind. When I looked up at him, I felt that the whole body of this figure was glowing.

Being coaxed by him, my heart softened, and I agreed to everything in a daze.

So when I was eight years old, I was brought into the mansion as Zhuang Baibu, your accompanying student.

Later you said that when you saw me that day, you thought my eyelashes were like catkins fluttering by the river in spring, and even if my face was covered with dust, I still looked like a fairy walking out of a painting.

Then you are right, I also think I am pretty.My teachers and brothers also said the same.

I thought that when I entered the mansion by myself, I really wanted to be an accompanying student.

After entering, I found out that you had a curse when you were young, and fortune tellers said that you would not live to be 25 years old, so the family bought me for you, which is not only a companion, but also a medicine man.

Medicine man, you know, it’s for testing medicine.In order to decipher your fate, the Zhuang Mansion spends every year searching for all kinds of folk prescriptions and medicines, and let me try them first after brewing them. If there is no problem, I will take them for you.

I don’t know if it’s my fate, or the medicine is useless in the first place, anyway, I didn’t have any major problems after drinking it for three to five years, until one time, you overheard the conversation between two little maids. At that time, your In a fit of anger, he directly smashed the elixir of refining medicine into pieces, with a look of madness, bleeding could come out of his eyes, which scared the little girl to tears.

I said don't be angry, this is what I want, even if they don't search for those prescriptions today, I will find a way to make you live a long life.

But you rejected me very seriously, and you said solemnly, Liuliu, you should have your own life.

You don't know how happy I am to see you every day.You must not remember that you once met a 3-year-old child on the street, and gave him half a warm bun with meat filling.The kid tried his best to sneak into the private school to do odd jobs, and tried his best to create chance encounters, and was finally selected into the Zhuang Mansion.

This child, now he can finally be with the person he misses day and night, how could he not promise him with his life.

You're a really funny guy, you can be downright stuffy at times, and you mean what you say.The next day I invited a teacher to give me a class.

But I don't like to listen to other people's lectures. I know what they say, and it's too boring, so I feel sleepy every day.You really have no choice but to teach me yourself in the end.It’s different if you teach me, then I won’t know anything, and I’m a slow learner, so I need you to teach me by hand.

You are very patient, and you often reward me with weird little things, sometimes it’s a beautiful wooden bird that can fly; In a big box, no one can see or touch.

You are very powerful. Back then, I heard people call you the director of the Department of Gewu. I asked you what it was, and you said it was a place specializing in the study of messy things.

What does it mean to be messy? It means that everything you can think of and unexpected is everywhere, and everything is possible.

So later I also started to learn medicine, learning those heretical alchemy techniques, and finally became a warlock and pharmacist of Gewusi.Every year, I contribute countless prescriptions to the people. They say that I save the common people in the world, and that I am Hua Tuo, but I don’t care. I can’t even save you.

I really hate how you are not in a hurry and not in a hurry. Every time you talk about this, you touch my head and tell me not to worry.

Why not hurry?Year after year, the age of 25 arrives in the blink of an eye.I just bit your neck again, and I said to you viciously, Zhuang Baibu, if you die, I will die with you, and then burn all those secret recipes and let them be buried with them.

You are not angry, just look at me and smile, as if I am talking about the funniest thing in the world, angry words.

The ghost is angry with you, I tell you the truth.

For years, the imperial court rewarded me with jewels and houses, as well as rare gold from the Western Regions sent by those old things, just to come to me to seek immortality.How many people flattered me on the surface, but looked jealous secretly, and dreamed that they would tear me to pieces, bones and skins. Who told me to be stingy and not give them pills, who made me have a bad temper and love to offend others.

There is no such thing as immortality, and there will never be. Even if there is, why should you make others immortal if you can't live.

They gossip about me, watch me laugh, say that I am your child molester, that I am your face, and they insult me ​​behind their backs with dirty words every day.

Every now and then he was planning to kill me.

But do I care?I do not care.As long as I can protect you, I don't care about killing gods and Buddhas.

You are afraid that I will be lonely, so you bring a yard full of flowers and plants. There are peonies in spring, jujubes in summer, and you can play chess under the ginkgo tree in autumn, and wintersweet blooms in winter.You pulled my hair back and pinned it with a branch of plum blossom. Every year when you entered the palace, you said, you will come back when the wintersweet is in full bloom.

You also complain that I don't know how to take care of myself, I have studied so many prescriptions, but I have never been able to regulate my body, and it is cold and cold in winter, and I can't cover the heat with a few quilts.

You know what a fart, if I cover the heat, how can I find an excuse to sneak into your bed.

Later, someone gave you a pair of birds, called lovesickness finches.You received it for the first time ever.You said that because the bird is like me, it usually keeps silent, and when you touch its feathers, you can kiss it very well.

I was so angry that my hair stood on end.

Can I be the same as that bird?

Then I heard that one morning, you said to that stupid bird, you like someone, you want to give him the best in the world, you want to be with him for the rest of your life, you even said that in the coming year Under the Chunbo Bridge in spring, put the last bunch of plum blossoms on that man's head that winter.

I was so mad I couldn't sleep day and night, stalking you trying to find out who that man was.That clump of plum blossoms, that boy on the bridge, and the rest of his life are mine, and only mine.

I even thought, if that day, you really pulled someone to appeal their hearts on the bridge, then I would push you down and jump down with you.

But that day, I regretted it.

Seeing your angry horse in fresh clothes standing at the head of the bridge, holding the plum blossom with such a gentle and happy expression, I flinched, I bit my teeth and my eyes almost bleed.

In the end I did nothing.

I just want you to live well, live well with or without me.His official career is magnanimous and his life is smooth.

How could I be willing to let my favorite boy get hurt in the slightest.

I planned to leave that day. Although I couldn't do anything, I really didn't want to watch you talk softly and tenderly with others.

When I turned around, I heard you calling me on the bridge, Liuliu.

Turning around, you waved your hand at me at the bridgehead, with a gentle smile on your face, and you said, come here on Liuliu, and I will wear the last plum blossom for you this year.

All the blue waves and spring water in a pool are reflected in your eyes.

It's just that young and thin in spring clothes, riding a horse and leaning on a leaning bridge.