self-control scale

Luo Zijun was the president and director of the drama club in college. He was born with a talent for literature and art. When he was in college, a musical he directed won a gold medal in the city's college student drama festival.At that time, the two handsome guys who participated in this drama were the school grass CP Xu Chen and Li Liang who had disturbed the situation in their school for a while.

Also his bad friend.

Before rehearsing in the club, Li Liang often talked about his own children, which was called a boast, as if they were unique in heaven and earth, as if they were bestowed by gods.Luo Zijun just smiled and never took it to heart, because he didn't have a good basic impression of the group of bear children. When he thought of them, he thought of those screams and unexpected accidents on the high-speed rail and in the hospital. Physical altercation.

Skull pain.

At the end of the night show, a group of fans gathered around Xu Chen and Li Liang to see pictures of the children.

Luo Zijun leaned on the window sill and drank tea, watching the little girl admire the child's water and beauty, and peach blossoms in her eyes.They invited him to come and see, but Luo Zijun refused, thinking in his heart, you are just trying to get close to these two people, what am I messing with, and besides, they have already hidden their positions, and you are just stupid enough to join in.

A few days ago, Luo Zijun was also leaning on the window sill to look down at the scenery. He saw a little girl downstairs blocking Xu Chen. He didn't know what to say. In the end, the little girl ran away wiping her eyes. Instead of chasing him, he rubbed Li Liang's hair. From Luo Zijun's perspective, his movements were light and slow, as if he was treating some kind of treasure.

He didn't feel anything about straight and bent, he was born to treat people equally, he just thought it would be good to have people who he cherished, and he envied them very much.

"If you like children so much, hurry up and find one."

The little girls over there were teasing each other, and someone replied: "Well, forget it, I am very demanding, it's not that I was destined not to want it."

Luo Zijun almost laughed out loud.

Girls at this age are quite artistic, they believe in destiny, they believe in love at first sight and they believe in fate in past and present lives.Isn’t this nonsense, let’s not talk about whether there is, even if there is, once this Naihe Bridge is crossed, and a bowl of yellow soup is eaten, all old and new hatreds and old loves will be completely forgotten.

He remembered that when he was just in college, he often had the same dream for a while.

Either he is walking in an empty and bustling city, or he is standing in the ruins of a ruined building, or he is in a feasting and feasting world, but no matter where he is, there is always a person by his side in his dream, and he cannot see clearly the identity of that person. On the upper half of his face, I only vaguely know that he has two dimples on his face, which will sink deeply when he smiles, which is very beautiful.

Originally because of his special physique, Luo Zijun was always suspicious of what this dream meant, and he even boldly guessed whether it was because he had been single for more than ten years, God had mercy on him, and his "destiny" was finally about to appear .But after waiting for a long time, the dream didn't continue, and the lover still didn't come.

Luo Zijun finally came to the conclusion that he read too many novels during that time, thinking about it day by day and dreaming at night.

Later, something happened to Xu Chen and Li Liang, and Luo Zijun lent them his spare house to live in. Xu Chen cooked good food, and Luo Zijun went to their house to eat hot pot.

That day he stood downstairs in Xu Chen's house with two pots of wine and looked up.

It was a bright winter afternoon, the sun was just right, there was still light snow in the sky, and the white flowers rolled up all over the sky as soon as the wind blew, like a fairy tale, so fascinating that people couldn't open their eyes.

Luo Zijun saw a child hanging on the balcony to peek out, and smiled when he saw him. There were two deep dimples on Yuanyuan's face.

At that moment, Luo Zijun felt that the air flowing around him stopped.

He said something nonsensical to the child that day: "Long time no see little thing."

I still don't know if there was Teacher Luo in the past or present, but Teacher Luo felt that his face hurt.

Later, Luo Zijun was determined to take over Duchengyi and manage it himself.He gave Xu Chen several reasons that he could not refuse. First, I am single and have time, which is inconvenient for you as a couple; second, I am a teacher and can educate him; third, I have money.

On sophistry Mr. Luo is a talent.

At that time, Duchengyi was also at school age, and there were no good schools for the orphanage. The dean thought the kid was smart and didn't want to delay him, so he went outside to find a suitable one.

When the right time, place and people are all in order, Ducheng Yi entered Luo Zijun's house logically.

At the beginning, Luo Zijun also specifically asked the teachers in the school who raised sons about their experiences in educating boys, and secretly wrote down all the crap they chattered at school every day, for fear that it would happen to Duchengyi in the future.Because in his impression, at the stage when the boy was a child, who didn't have an Ultraman in one hand and a small wooden stick in the other, running around the street with bare buttocks, wishing to go to heaven when he made a fuss.

But Duchengyi is exactly not.

When he took Dudu to buy toys for the first time, the child held his hand tightly, and the palm was wet with sweat.

The shopping mall has a wide variety of everything, from assembled building blocks to plush dolls, Luo Zijun has already figured it out, and this time he comes out to eat, drink and have fun, just to make the children happy, anyway, he is not short of money.

In the end, after shopping up and down all over the place, Duchengyi didn't ask for anything.

In fact, there is no child who does not like toys.Dudu felt that everything was new, and when he peeked out, his eyes were shining brightly.

But when Luo Zijun asked him if he liked it, he fell silent and shook his head like a rattle, making Luo Zijun feel pain in his heart.

Teacher Luo patiently explained to the child: "It's okay, you can buy whatever you want, uncle will buy it for you."

Luo Zijun recalled the things he liked when he was a child. It’s been too long and I can’t remember them. It seems that they are robots and models that ordinary boys like, or those strange books.Based on his impression, he wiped out all the pleasing toys on the shelves. The salesperson smiled from ear to ear, thinking that a big fool came today, but Du Chengyi was so frightened that he pulled the hem of his clothes and walked out.

"I have money." Luo Zijun said.

The child couldn't hear or understand, but his face was full of fear.

There is a special area in the children’s area of ​​the shopping mall where several rows of claw machines are placed. There are all kinds of dolls, big and small. There are also those that can grab change bags for 20 yuan at a time, which are very popular with children.

In fact, the dolls inside are a bit ugly, but the fun of catching dolls is similar to the mentality of gambling, not in looking good.Luo Zijun didn't understand it very well. For the first time, he found that Duchengyi was staring at others grasping. When the machine clawed down, the child stopped breathing. The paw trembled and moved to the corner, and the child followed suit. The doll was next to it. The edge bounced back again, and the light in the child's eyes quickly dimmed.

Luo Zijun felt that the children's expressions were more exciting than catching dolls, so he bought 50 yuan coins.

He tried his best to catch a bunch of them, but the boss was smarter than him, and finally got an ugly tiger.Coincidentally, Du Chengyi seems to be a tiger.

Luo Zijun was a little unhappy, and wanted to buy coins, and Ducheng Yi died.The child hugged the tiger, his whole body was glowing, and looking up at Luo Zijun, his eyes were full of stars.

Luo Zijun's heart skipped a beat, and as soon as his mind got hot, he wanted to buy a claw machine and put it at home, and put the most beautiful dolls in the world on it, and show him every day.

After that day, Du Chengyi was inseparable from the tiger every day when he slept.

When the graduate students were about to graduate, several Fortune 500 companies came to the school to recruit. They offered Luo Zijun generous salary and benefits, and promised to include board and lodging. The graduates have such good conditions, and they can’t find them even with a lantern.

Don't look at Luo Zijun's slovenly appearance, but he has a very good mind. A thick stack of high-scoring awards and trophies from the university is accumulated at home, and he almost threw them away as waste a few times. Think about it.

Regarding the future after graduation, Luo Zijun was a little hesitant at first. Since his parents went abroad, they have been taken care of and opened a company outside to specialize in the steel business. It has flourished, but they have never been able to have a second child. In the end, there must be no one to inherit the family business, so they asked Luo Zijun before, whether he would consider going abroad for development.

Luo Zijun wanted to laugh at that time, yo, when it comes to money, I'm not afraid that I'm a monster.

But the anger is the anger, who can have trouble with money, so Luo Zijun has never refused, but hesitating among many possibilities, each of which may lead to an infinitely bright future.

As a result, I met this kid.

When he took Dudu to the park to play, some children of the same age wanted to play with children and talk to him. Dudu also wanted to communicate with them, but he couldn't understand, and he was so anxious that he burst into tears.

The children chattered around him and asked him why he ignored them. Later, some parents came and took the children away, and they vaguely warned their children not to talk to strangers casually.

Du Chengyi stood where he was, looking at the backs of the group of children for a long time, with disappointment written all over his face.

Luo Zijun gave him a piece of candy, and the sweet smell spread in the air instantly.The child squeezed the candy in his hand, clenched his fists tightly, released them and clenched them again, unable to say a word of what he wanted to say.

For the first time, Luo Zijun saw a disheartened expression on the child's face.

He knelt down and looked at him at the same level, and asked, "Do you want to say something?"

Du Chengyi didn't respond for a long time. When Luo Zijun almost thought he didn't understand, he nodded slightly.

At that moment, for the first time, Luo Zijun felt that his life had truly gained momentum.

For the first time, Luo Zijun came up with the idea that he could raise a child even without getting married.

In the blink of an eye, more than three years have passed, and now Duchengyi's speaking level is about the same as that of ordinary children, and his school test scores are still far ahead of his peers.

Little thing, look at the shadow on the moon, there are Chang'e, jade rabbit and laurel tree on it.

Wake up, it's a crater.

Can't children have more imagination?

Can adults be more realistic?

Sure enough, you still have another dog.

I love you.

Let's discuss something small.

No.

Don't let it be spicy and tasteless.

You have ulcers.

just one time?

No.

You bully me again!

I love you.

Little thing, do you know what I love you?

Thanks to my parents for their upbringing.

……

Teacher Luo, I love you.