self-control scale

Luo Zijun got off work early today. On his way back, he stopped by a convenience store to buy some yogurt. After finishing his coffee at home, he had to buy some yogurt. When he was checking out, he saw a new lollipop on the shelf next to the cashier. After thinking about it, he chose it. I bought two of each of several fruit flavors.

Also ran out of Band-Aids.

Thinking of the wound on the child's knee at home, he couldn't help frowning.

The child in Luo Zijun's family is Ducheng Yi, nicknamed Dudu, with porcelain white skin, a cute baby face round like a glutinous rice dumpling, two sweet dimples, long eyelashes flickering like a fan.

The only fly in the ointment is that he has a hearing problem - he was born missing a cochlea.

Du Chengyi was originally a little friend of Luo Zijun's college student Xu Chen in the orphanage, and later borrowed to live in Luo Zijun's house by chance. At the beginning, Luo didn't plan to keep the child. Having a child is not a problem, but I don't know when it started. He couldn't let go of this child. He held it in his hand for fear of spoiling it and holding it in his mouth for fear of melting. If he liked it so much, he just wrapped it up. He reads, eats and drinks everything, and prepares for a long-term war of resistance.

Sometimes there is a fate between people, big or small, no matter what kind of relationship, when the fate comes, we have to let nature take its course.

Du Chengyi is currently in the second grade of elementary school. Yesterday, the trousers of the school uniform were torn, and there was a big scratch on his knee. Although it was treated with medicine, it still looked serious.Luo Zijun asked the child what happened, and he said lightly that he fell.

"Really?" Luo Zijun broke his leg and applied the medicine carefully.

"Ah."

The child stopped talking, and Luo Zijun stopped asking.

When Du Chengyi was 7 years old, he was rejected by many schools because of physical defects. Later, Luo Zijun accompanied him to undergo surgery, implanted a cochlear implant, and trained for more than two years. Now his communication skills are barely able to Keeping up with the rhythm of ordinary people, this child usually doesn't like to talk.

Luo Zijun didn't care, because he had long memorized the little things's usual expressions and movements, and now even if the child blinked, Luo Zijun could know what he was thinking.

As soon as the car stopped in the community, Luo Zijun turned around and bumped into an acquaintance.In fact, they are not familiar, they are the parents of his children's classmates.

The place where he and Du Chengyi live now is a well-known high-end school district in the city, located in the city center.The primary school in Yi Nian in the capital city is naturally the counterpart, so most of the students are residents of the surrounding area. Every day when they go to school and leave school, they look up and see each other. Parents have become familiar with each other after a long time. Want to gossip and say a few words.

"Hey Xiao Luo, is your Dudu all right?"

Luo Zijun smiled brightly: "It's okay, kid. When you fall, you will have a long memory next time."

He was just about to say goodbye, but was nailed in place by the parent's next sentence.

"Hey, that's not what I said. His teacher is really too much."

Luo Zijun narrowed his eyes: "What's wrong?"

"You still don't know? My son told me that it was their physical education teacher who asked Duchengyi to pick up the courier that day. As a result, the child fell, and the teacher scolded him that he deserved it! Tell me, how can there be such a teacher? "

When Du Chengyi came back from school at night, Luo Zijun pulled him over and asked, "Why did the teacher say you deserve it?"

"I ran too fast and dropped the courier."

Du Chengyi said it very simply, but Luo Zijun could probably understand it.

Laughed at him when he dropped the courier, what kind of teacher, don't do it.Luo Zijun wanted to make a phone call when he got angry, but Du Chengyi hugged him by the waist: "Don't make trouble."

Luo Zijun was taken aback for a moment, and almost laughed angrily at him, so he went to break his hand, but Du Chengyi seemed to have made up his mind not to let him quarrel with the teacher, so he wrapped his waist around his waist with all his strength.

"Let go." Luo Zijun said.

Du Chengyi's hand tightened again.

"Ducheng Yi." Luo Zijun simply grabbed the child from behind and brought him in front of him, pinching his chin to force him to look up: "Say 'don't make trouble', not 'don't make trouble'."

"Don't make a fuss." The child looked straight into Teacher Luo's eyes without fear, and followed the reading carefully.

"Good boy." Luo Zijun patted the child's head in satisfaction, and gave a big mouthful to the top of his fluffy hair.

After the two of them had dinner in the evening, Luo Zijun thought about it, and went to find their class teacher while the child was taking a bath.

The head teacher replied: "The physical education teacher is also worried about the students running on the playground."

"Didn't he run because he was called to help?"

After waiting for a long time, the head teacher didn't reply. She probably felt that the parent was making a fuss over a molehill.However, Luo Zijun, as a colleague, would only be ashamed of this attitude of downplaying and shirking responsibility, and blocked her in a rage.

Just after taking a shower, Du Chengyi was so hot that he put on a single pajamas, ran into the house with bare legs,

"If you don't wear pants in winter, you will catch a cold!" Luo Zijun slapped his white and tender butt loudly, and threw the pajama pants over his head.

Du Chengyi pulled it off his head, held it in his hands, stared at Luo Zijun's face for a long time and said, "Give me the phone."

"No."

Mr. Luo is guilty of playing rogue.

The child's face was expressionless, and his hands were stretched out straight.

Luo Zijun reluctantly had to hand it over, while squatting down to put the child's pants on.Ducheng Yifei unlocked it quickly, pulled his homeroom teacher back, and threw the phone back, with a poker face the whole time.

Luo Zijun was a little disturbed. He remembered that when he first met Du Chengyi, he was like other children. Although he couldn't hear and was a bit introverted, he was still very cute when he blinked his big eyes. Give him something delicious and fun. He knows how to laugh, laughs so full of spring, laughs so joyously that he can't wait to pick all the moon from the sky to him.

So when did he become a little cool guy?Is there something wrong with your own education method?Or did I usually do something inappropriate to make the child unhappy.

Teacher Luo is a university teacher. Teacher Luo is always conceited and never doubts his professional ability, but when it comes to this child, he is not sure.

"You were not like this before. When you first met me, you loved to cling to me, and you couldn't get it off no matter how hard you pulled."

"Don't keep talking, I know you can hear now, it's useless to pretend to be sick."

"Tell me, do you not love me anymore? Is there another dog out there?"

Teacher Luo is really shameless and shameless when he makes a fuss.

Du Chengyi went to the kitchen to peel a large plate of melons and brought them into the house, then stuffed a large piece of melon into Luo Zijun's mouth.

"I love you."

Teacher Luo couldn't chew anymore, Gua Han began to think about whether he should show this child less drama recently.

"Here." Du Chengyi handed over a beautifully packaged box.

Luo Zijun didn't understand, so he asked, "For me?"

The child said nothing, but raised his chin to signal him to open it.

Inside is a nice tie clip.

Luo Zijun suddenly remembered that he went to attend a seminar in other places last month. In his haste, he took off a long-used tie clip on the spot, and he felt sorry for him for a long time.

Originally, he really planned to buy a new one, but he didn't expect that this kid would take the lead.

"How did you buy it?!"

"The teacher bought it for me." The physical education teacher who was innocently wronged.

"Then where did you get the money? It doesn't look cheap."

Du Chengyi is unwilling to answer this question, and the small calculation in his heart is crackling: bear with it, this month will pass soon, and he will be able to have breakfast next month with new pocket money.

Luo Zijun squinted his eyes and didn't ask any more questions. He grabbed the child and blow-dried his hair before sending him to sleep.

Du Chengyi hugged a little tiger doll, climbed onto the bed, patted the pillow and adjusted the bed, and lay down comfortably. Luo Zijun sat down by the bed, and the child quietly stretched out two fingers from the bed to hold it. hold him.He touched the child's head again, and leaned over to kiss his eyes.

"Good night little one."

"Good night, Teacher Luo."

This child is silent and cold like a killer during the day, but at night he is sticky and must be with him when he sleeps.

Luo Zijun turned off the light, and listened to the child's breathing gradually stabilized in the dark, but he never let go of his hand, his palm was warm, and his heart was also warm.

It was a complete accident that Du Chengyi broke into his life.

In the past twenty years, Luo Zijun has never liked a woman or a man, and his life is still the same. No one can get close to him, so he hangs out with the fifth girl all year round.

Surely no one confessed to him, because he was sloppy and unkempt.He obviously has the good looks, the height of the god, and the figure of the god, but he likes to wear slippers that cost five yuan a pair in the vegetable market, a pair of big pants that have been washed white, messy hair, and a big coat in winter. Pull up your sleeves, if you hold a broken bowl in your hand and squat on the curb, you may earn a lot in a day.

But he doesn't care, he knows that he is ruthless and carefree.

Moreover, fickleness and ignorance are hereditary, plus acquired family environment factors.Teacher Luo understands what love is, but sometimes he feels that he doesn't understand it, because he has never experienced a normal family atmosphere for a long time.

He is from the south, and his mother is a lady from a wealthy family in the legend of the Jiangnan water town. In the early years, the servant lady and the driver could set up a large round table for every meal.Later, the family property of those ancestors, gold, silver and jewelry, and even women's high-heeled cheongsams were all burned by a fire with armbands.

Their home fell into disrepair.

After the decline, his mother married his father. His father was a sailor. He was brave and handsome when he was young.As he got older, he became hesitant, and his contemporaries went into business. He didn't dare, and kept a dead salary. His wife poked his spine and scolded him for being worthless all day long, saying why did I marry you like this? What a wimp.

So his mother did everything possible to be rich.

Finally got the chance.

When Luo Zijun's grandfather was young, that is, when he was a young master, he sponsored a poor student to study abroad.The poor student became prosperous later, clamoring to come back to repay his kindness, to find the descendants of his grandfather's family, and to send them abroad as well.

His grandfather has a low face, and he doesn't know why, so he refused to contact the prosperous foreign student. The old man's two sons and one daughter went, and he promised to send the descendants of the three benefactors abroad to make a sacrifice. The old man was so angry that he couldn't afford it, and he died not long after.

After his death, Luo Zijun's mother and two uncles, taking the 10,000+ funeral expenses from the old man's unit, refused to even buy a cemetery, and prepared to go abroad after paying thousands of dollars for a wall burial.

Before going abroad, they had a meal. Several people at the dinner said with a smile, "Father finally played his last light and used the last sum of money to treat us to a meal."

Luo Zijun, who was still in high school, put the vegetable bowl on his uncle's head on the spot, turned around and left, and never attended family gatherings again.

Of course, he didn't go abroad with his mother.

People are cold.He would rather be alone in the country.

Nothing to like and nothing to fear.

Yes, there is nothing to be afraid of. He is not afraid of birth, old age, sickness, death, cows, ghosts, snakes, gods, monsters, demons, and demons. He doesn't care about it.

Why, because he's a "monster," another of his secrets.

Luo Zijun has been able to see all kinds of weird things since he was a child, but others can't see them, so his family always thinks that he is always talking about running trains and lying.

When he was in the third grade, he took the bus to and from get out of class and passed a street every day. He could always see a towering Guanyin statue between two old houses.The amazing thing is that no matter how fast the bus drives, the Guanyin is always facing him. The kid didn’t think it was strange at all, and thought there was a park behind the old house, but Guanyin looked at it with a kind face, so he just looked at it every day. Silently greet Guanyin, good morning, good evening, and occasionally chat in my heart, today's school lunch is particularly bad, today's exam failed again, and so on.

When he told his parents about it once, and his mother had a horrified look on her face, they told him that there was no park on that road.But there was a big murder case in the open space behind that house.

As for why it was Guanyin, they didn't know, and Luo Zijun didn't even know.

Later, when he was a little older, he could dream all kinds of strange things again.

Luo Zijun's aunt suffered from stomach cancer a few years ago, but after a period of active treatment, the situation improved a lot, and people can get out of bed and walk around. During the regular physical examination, the cancer cells showed little sign of spreading, and the whole family was beaming.

Later, there was an exposition in the city, and his aunt enthusiastically went to line up with the young people, watching it eight or nine hours a day.As a result, Luo Zijun had a dream after the fair. He dreamed that his grandfather, who had passed away for a long time, came to pick up his aunt on a bus, and his father sent his aunt to the bus.

He woke up feeling a little scared, and told his parents about the dream. His parents were so frightened that they covered his mouth so that he couldn't say anything. As a result, his aunt was sent to the hospital on the third day with cancer. The cells spread throughout the body and died within a week.

After that, there were all sorts of things, such as the death of his aunt, the death of his grandfather, the suicide of his next-door neighbor, etc., and even the death of a dog he knew, which he could dream about.

His parents didn't let him say anything, and told him over and over again that this was just a boring dream, his hallucination, and when he said "I had another dream", I was so frightened that my teeth were shaking, looking at his eyes It's like watching a monster.Over time, Luo Zijun really didn't say anything.

So he won't go abroad with his mother.

After all, he felt that his mother didn't want this "monster" to disturb the rest of his life.

And it's good for him to live alone, comfortable and free, anyway, he has money, a lot of money.

The mansion in the south was sold with his grandfather's death, and the huge sum of money was divided equally between the three children. In addition, their own family had two houses in the urban area, all of which were left to Luo Zijun. millions.After his parents went abroad, probably because of guilt or wanting to make up for it, they sent tens of thousands of 10,000+ money to his card every once in a while, and he never looked at it or lacked it.

After a while, I will check regularly, and the card is almost tens of millions.God knows how.

He suspected that his parents were laundering money abroad.

But who cares, the money that goes into his pocket is his anyway.

Later, when I entered university, in addition to watching pornographic movies, it was also popular to watch thrillers, ghost movies, and go to haunted houses in the male dormitory.When others called him, he went there. Seeing others screaming and shivering into a ball, he felt a little happy.

Ghosts are not fun, but people are more fun.

His classmates laughed and called him an "old monster".Because of his old-fashioned style, he doesn't like sports, games, or surfing the Internet, and he doesn't like singing K and clubbing. He only likes to read books, play chess, drink wolfberry tea, go to bed early and get up early, and live like an old man.

He didn't care, anyway, he had heard the term "monster" since he was a child.

Probably because it was too hot to sleep, the villain on the bed turned over and kicked off the quilt. Luo Zijun covered him and stuffed his thin legs in, and he was kicked away after a while.After repeating this two or three times, Luo Zijun put his hands on his head.

Du Chengyi stopped moving.

Luo Zijun hooked the corner of his mouth, big monster and small monster, this combination is very good.