He Zengren

It wasn't his assistant or manager who greeted Zeng Luli at the Beishi Airport, let alone the former Director Xu, but groups of reporters.Outside surrounded by the group of people, several passers-by passed by. Seeing this posture, they couldn't help but stop and watch with interest.

It is commonplace for flight information to be sold.Zeng Luli thought, being squeezed by this pile of guns, he was almost forced to walk.A reporter squeezed in front of him, quickly pressed the shutter, and asked, "Who is the man who was photographed dating you, can you reveal it?"

Even the salutation is omitted, there is no etiquette and no respect.Zeng Luli thought silently, gave a rare smile to the reporter's camera, and said softly, "Of course not."

But then he thought again, he should have dragged He Rensheng here to show him how crazy these people are for making money.The point is that everyone around He Ren hides him in order to protect him, even he himself is no exception. He keeps saying that he will release all news about He Ren along with that statement, and tie him firmly. by my side.But at the end of the day, I couldn’t bear it. Thinking about it, I’d better forget about it, and what to do with his background seemed bluffing.

He has always taken these complicated mental journeys to He Ren. He Ren didn't know that he thought so much, was so entangled, so wanted to destroy together with him, so of course he didn't know how much he wanted to be by his side.

He can no longer and does not have the energy to tolerate, understand and submit to the second person.

Those people crowded beside him, ignoring the recent illness in Qingnan that spread across the country. A recording pen squeezed in front of Zeng Luli, and a female reporter squeezed in from several cameras and asked, "How do you announce your relationship?" , have you considered the feelings of the fans?"

Zeng Luli took advantage of the situation and then she was going to poke the recording pen in his eyes, and with all her strength, helped the reporter who was about to fall in front of him, and said to the recording pen: "I am an actor, and some people pay attention to me because of my profession." I am a person who makes me feel very honored, and I am very grateful for their love. But besides acting, I am also trying to live my life well, and my fans must be like this."

He thought that if he hadn't been severely beaten by the society, his reaction to these reporters' questions would not be good.But from the beginning to the end, he is a young and mature person who is at a loss. At this time, he still has to be nice, even though he no longer wants to continue acting in this circle.

He said the same to Director Xu, but Director Xu slammed the cigarette butt on the railing, and said, "Look at me, I was determined to leave to teach at the beginning, but then I came back disheartened?"

Zeng Luli shook his head and just said, "There's nothing good here."

"Nothing good?" Director Xu smiled wryly.They were on the rooftop of the top floor of this hotel, and someone leisurely decorated the place, making the rooftop look like their own balcony.Standing on the marble tiles, Director Xu pointed out to Zeng Luli the building that was farthest in their line of sight: "Do you know where that is?"

"where?"

"A villa in the center of the city," Director Xu said, "Do you know how much it takes to pay off the down payment? I need to be able to make three movies with a box office of [-] million."

"But do you know? One of the students I taught, before he graduated, his parents bought him a house with full payment in the community there, with his name on it, and lived there after he graduated."

"So, Lu Li," Director Xu turned around and leaned against the railing, "I know your parents are just farmers. You have been admitted to Baicheng University, a top university in China, and you can enter a top company in China in the future. If you work hard and are lucky enough, you can continue to be promoted. But you know that if you follow this path, not to mention Beishi, even if you want to have a house of your own in Baicheng, take over your parents to support them, start a family and start a business, you need not eat or drink How many years' wages have you saved?"

The more he talked, the more he felt that Zeng Luli was so lucky to come all the way, because everything he got was easy, but he didn't want to cherish it.He said that he didn't want to act anymore, that this place was not good, but he didn't know that if it wasn't for this circle, Zeng Luli might not have earned as much in his life as he made here in a year.What's more, the extra things that are sent up in this circle, fame, power, and fortune, which one is not the dream of people in this world?It's true that a full man doesn't know a hungry man is hungry.

Director Xu's face was sharp, and the wrinkles on his face were full of meticulous calculations.Zeng Luli glanced at him, then quickly looked away, and just said: "At least I thought you would support me in telling this matter."

They are the same people, aren't they?At least when they saw each other for the first time, they knew each other.

Director Xu patted him on the head, and said, as he did to him before, "This is something that everyone knows. You have to say it out loud, are you stupid? The first person to eat crabs , If you get through it, you will have a bright future. But if you don’t get through it, who can you talk to.”

"It's not a matter of getting past it."

He thought that he had known Dao Xu for more than five years, and Dao Xu was his good teacher and good friend.But even so, the two still have to walk slowly on different paths.

Director Xu looked at Zeng Luli's expression and knew it in his heart: "When I was young, I was exactly like you. I used to be impulsive, and I could do anything for my feelings and ideals. In fact, I also—" He paused, not knowing what he could say.

What should I say, in fact, he is quite envious of having the confidence to make such a choice?Or do you say something else to discourage?People say to be rational and just rely on money and status, but it's because they know that feelings are unreliable, and no one can make them love.But what if there is?

If someone could have made him choose like this back then, what would he have chosen?To choose the road that can be envied in the eyes of onlookers, or to abandon everything and find the person who is waiting for him to walk by the road?

If he had Zeng Luli's capital and confidence, would he have made the same choice as him.

He didn't know, so he suddenly gave up all his thoughts of trying to persuade Zeng Luli.This is the path the child chose himself. If he intends to bear all the consequences, then he can go on his own.

"If you want to leave, you have to finish filming my movie before leaving." Director Xu swallowed the words, and finally only urged Zeng Luli.

Zeng Luli laughed and said, "Don't worry, I'm here this time just to finish the work here."

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The temperature in July is still just right.The weather is abnormal now, winter is getting cold early, I start to put on thin long sleeves from the end of August, and I can barely take them off until the end of June.Now if everyone gets together because of work, they can't take off their masks unless necessary, so when Director Xu's crew held a wrap-up banquet for the two leading actors, everyone in the photo only showed two eyes and stared Looking at the camera, it's kind of funny.

Zhong Cheng's assistant looked at the crew members who were about to cut the cake, and looked at Zhong Cheng hesitantly. Zhong Cheng was wearing a mask, and finally he didn't have to pretend to be his usual Yanyan Yanyan. He was frozen under the layer of cloth at the moment. At the corner of his mouth, he waved his hand casually, signaling to let her go.

Zeng Luli sat with her, and it was obviously a banquet for the two protagonists, but the two protagonists were not very interested.Zhong Cheng's stomach was empty, but due to his long-term diet, he didn't know what hunger felt like, so he said to the person sitting next to him: "My next movie is set, it should be an action movie made by a foreign director. "

"Congratulations." Zeng Luli sat on a chair and sent a message to someone who didn't know. When he heard her words, he didn't even raise his head, and congratulated him involuntarily.

"What about you?" Zhong Cheng made fun of himself, and said with a wry smile, "Is that really why you don't act like that?"

Zeng Luli shook his head: "I don't want to act, so I won't act."

Another piece of news came, Zeng Luli smiled, eyes crooked, and before Zhong Cheng could say another word, he said to her, "I'm leaving first, and when Xiao Wang comes to see me later, he said that He Ren and I went out." .”

He put away his phone and walked out of the hall, and immediately someone came up from behind and hugged him.This action is not so much a hug as a shackle.With a cigarette in his hand, He Nen handed it to his mouth, resting his head lightly on his shoulder, breathing into his ear, and asked, "Have a sip?"

Zeng Luli followed his hand and put the end of the cigarette in his mouth, took a deep breath, and choked.He Ren's chuckle came from behind him, and he said, "Why are you the same as a few years ago, you still don't know how to smoke."

He coughed a few more times: "What's so good about smoking, it smells bad and harmful."

He Ren then put it in his mouth, let go of Zeng Luli, leaned against the wall, and asked him: "I called you this morning, why is the line busy?"

Zeng Luli let go of his guard, leaned beside him, and said casually, "Uncle called, so I answered."

"You haven't been in touch for a few years, but recently you've been in touch frequently." He Ren narrowed his eyes, pulled Zeng Luli's arm, and leaned against his body, "Hey, are you really not going to act?"

"No acting," Zeng Luli said, "You have hurt me so badly, how can you continue to act?"

"Then how should I compensate you?"

"How do you pay?" Zeng Luli looked down at his trousers, and said in a low voice, "You spend your whole life as an ox or a horse to compensate me, okay?"

"Okay." He Nin smiled, and fell down completely on his body, his tiger teeth showing sharply.

He used to be so unacceptable that there should be secrets between people, but the person in front of him wanted to keep him with a secret, so in order to make him feel at ease, he had no choice but to accept it completely.Zeng Luli is also a top-notch actor in real life, so he has no choice but to be his only audience, and spend his whole life as an award for him.

But Zeng Luli didn't know one thing, He Ren couldn't cut open his heart and show it to him, couldn't raise his hands to give it to him, and couldn't know that they were never chasing and chasing each other. Chased relationship.When was he ever patient between them?

He had no choice but to walk slowly according to his heart, and slowly appease all his doubts and panic, from now on.

Zeng Luli lent him a shoulder to lean on, and said, "I still want to go back to Qingnan, other places are not good."

"Okay." He said, "I'll accompany you back."

They stood in a dark corridor, where no light could shine, just the two of them, not even the shadows would bother them.

Selfish to this extent, I don't know how long I will be selfish.I have to talk about the things of a lifetime, and I can't finish talking here, so I have to leave quietly and send them real silence.Then, such a story ended quietly.

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