He Zengren

Their routines were completely reversed because of their hasty trip late at night the day before yesterday, so after a toss in He Zhai this time, Zeng Luli lay down on the side of the bed tired and fell asleep, but He Ning leaned on the head of the bed and tossed and turned, no matter what. can't sleep.

So he simply tiptoed out of bed with bare feet, picked up his trousers that he had thrown on the ground before, He Ren took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, sat next to the desk and smoked.

He seldom smokes, mainly because he doesn't like the smell, but because of frequent social occasions, he always pretends to smoke a cigarette to scare others.Now that the night was getting darker and lighter again, he lay on the back of the chair with his legs crossed, his eyes narrowed to enjoy the taste of China, the faint white smoke was similar to the light that was barely passing through the curtains at the moment, how could he bear to inhale compulsively After taking the last bite, he wanted to press it directly on the mahogany tabletop, but his sight was taken away by the screen of the mobile phone that lit up again at this moment.

The words "Dr. Shen" were displayed on the screen, which He Ren just noted in the address book yesterday.His wanton demeanor disappeared immediately, he arched his back, walked out of the room with his mobile phone, and connected the call.

Dr. Shen's voice on the other end was tired, and he just told him to come to the hospital quickly and be mentally prepared.He Ren rubbed his eyes and saw that the time on the phone was [-]:[-], he still forced himself to sit in the car, taking advantage of the fact that there was no one along the way in the early morning, he arrived at the hospital unimpeded.

From the looks of it, Dr. Shen knew that he had been suffering all night. When he saw him rushing over, he organized his words and asked, "Is the needle inserted in the patient's hand normal when you left the ward last night?"

"Normal." He Ren replied a little strangely, and asked, "What's wrong? Did something happen to Uncle Zhong?"

Dr. Shen's whole body shrank immediately, rubbing his hands together. Even though he had experienced it several times before, it was still difficult for him to describe it himself: "It's like this, the patient...has entered a state of brain death tonight. , we are now on a ventilator and other medications to maintain—”

He Ren subconsciously supported the table next to him, and calmly said: "Didn't Uncle Zhong go into a coma because of extreme hunger and shock? Should he get better after the nutrient solution is given? Why did we only leave for one night?" , he will become like this?"

"So I just asked that question," said Dr. Shen. "When our nurse came to round the ward today, the needle tube in the patient's hand fell on the ground and was not inserted into the blood vessel, so that we rescued it. At the time, he was already in hypovolemic shock, and he couldn't find a blood vessel needle at all. That is to say—”

He Ren interrupted others a little too many times today: "Uncle Zhong didn't wake up when we left..." He was in the middle of speaking, and remembered when he and Zeng Luli were lying on the bed dripping with sweat just now Zeng Luli immediately fell silent when he told him about the strange sight he felt in the ward.

Seeing his expression, Dr. Shen also knew what he was thinking, and continued: "I don't know the patient's previous situation, but I can infer from the two days after he was admitted to the hospital that he hadn't eaten food for at least five days, plus you As mentioned about his running away from home, I guess he finally made the decision to go on a hunger strike. He should have thought about it for a long time and will not give up easily. The hunger strike is basically the most painful way. He chooses This, probably..."

He didn't continue his words, He Ren covered his head, and slowly sat down on the chair, with an expression of crying or laughing, "I've heard such news twice in the past few years." He inhaled in small mouthfuls, covered his heart, and said slowly: "I know, next, do you want to consult the family members and whether you need to remove the ventilator."

Dr. Shen tried his best to keep his face calm, waiting for He Ren's decision.He Ren covered his face with his hands for a long time, finally raised his head calmly and said to him: "Remove."

He thought of the emaciated figure of Uncle Zhong lying in his arms that day in the cemetery, maybe he and Zeng Luli would not be able to see him if they arrived early or late.But when they saw him, Uncle Zhong fell into his arms, he clearly woke up, why did he choose to do that.Is it because life is so tormenting for him, and he really wants to torture his life in the most painful way.

It was past nine o'clock in the morning when He Ning finished all the formalities.Mr. He was obviously still lying in the living room at midnight yesterday without resting, and he called him eagerly at this time early this morning.He pulled himself together, cleared his throat, and answered the phone.

Father He asked, "You were so anxious that you didn't take Zeng Luli away today. Did you find out about Uncle Zhong?"

He Ren fell silent for a while.The ward where Uncle Zhong lived had been cleaned by the cleaners. He was sitting on the edge of the bed, facing a window. Outside the window was the garden built by the hospital. In the garden, an old man came out for a walk in a wheelchair. It was his daughter or someone from the nurse who accompanied him.He was still holding his mobile phone, so he involuntarily stood by the window to watch the two couples.

He should have had a family that couldn't be any happier.Father has never had a woman other than mother in his life, and mother is kind and gentle. Although elder sister is a bit spoiled, everyone can spoil her.There is also a butler who has accompanied them for decades and is the most respected and admired family member in their family.

Those things that have been covered up layer by layer are unsightly, no wonder the book always says "rarely confused", life is to have both truth and falsehood.It's too real, I can't bear the hardships of life.It's too fake, and the whole body becomes weak after being soaked in the honey pot.

Seeing that he didn't answer for a long time, Mr. He asked him again and again: "If you don't speak, there is news about him, right? I beg you, you hate me, but don't do that to him, he alone Man, there's nothing left."

"Dad," He Ning said, feeling his eyes a little bit astringent, and quickly adjusted his breathing: "I heard the news about Uncle Zhong, but when I rushed to the place, I found out it was fake, and now I have to go back."

Mr. He hesitated for a while and asked, "You didn't lie to me? It's really not him?"

"Really." He Ren said, "Don't worry, no news is the best news. Uncle Zhong is so powerful, and he has made many capable and affectionate people with you before, maybe it's one of them One of them hid him and didn't want you to find him."

"Yes, yes," Father He continued, "Who is he? He had a lot of evil ideas when he was a child. I'm just afraid that although he is smart, he is easy to trust others. What should I do if he is deceived by others?"

You didn't lie to him.How can I bear to think.You didn't lie to him about anything, but you hurt him more than anyone.You also hurt other people, you made other people's lives worse than death, but you survived in the end.

He felt that his stomach pain was getting worse and worse, as if someone was attached to him, making him feel everything he felt before he died.He Ren was dizzy, but he was hugged by a person from behind while he was upside down.The man straightened him upright, with his chin under his shoulder, eagerly seeking his breath.

He Ren looked back and saw the most upright eyebrows he had ever seen in movies and TV.Zeng Luli's eyes were clear and clean, dispelling all ghosts that could be dispelled.

"How do you know?" he asked.

Zeng Luli sighed heavily, and said softly, "Guess."

"So smart?"

"He came from Baicheng University."

……

They leaned here for a while, He Ren said: "They are all gone."

He pursed his lips and stared at his eyes to keep the tears from falling: "They don't want me anymore."

Zeng Luli buried her head in his back and whispered, "Fool."

He didn't feel sorry for anyone leaving.Empathy is a good upbringing he has acquired for a long time, and he is by He Ren's side at the moment, just thinking that there is no resistance between them.He's vulnerable and just waiting for him to fill it.So he wants to become the same sad person in this world, stay by He Ren's side, and become all his sustenance.

The two of them finished taking care of Uncle Zhong's funeral together.He Nincai found out one thing, and said in a low voice: "It's true that Uncle Zhong doesn't know anyone other than our family."

It's true that I don't even have a family of close friends.In his more than 60 years of history, he was adopted by the He family, and he has never had a history other than the relationship with the He family.I don't know whether it is voluntary or forced, it is best for such a helpless person to decide.

Zeng Luli had nothing to say, he didn't need to take care of his family affairs, he just needed to listen.

Director Xu urged Zeng Luli to go back to filming at this time.No matter how angry he was about Zeng Luli's willful and public behavior that day, he found that everyone's acceptance of this incident was not as bad as he imagined. Except for some extreme people, many people held an indifferent attitude.So I became anxious, and wanted to call Zeng Luli back quickly and finish filming his scenes, so as to take advantage of the wind to promote it.

"Look at you, you are born to eat this kind of food." Xiao Wang came to Baicheng to pick up Zeng Luli with a smile, and said, "Even if I wanted to smash the bowl, I couldn't."

He Ren also asked him to go back. Zeng Luli knew that this was his job, and he couldn't make the whole crew wait because of his willfulness, so he had to leave Baicheng first.

He Ren's energy is better these days than before, he was busy finishing his work, and said to Zeng Luli who was still staying in his office: "It's not that I'm not going back to Beishi, you go back first, I'll wait a few days Just go."

"How many days is it?" He had to ask clearly, but he didn't want to appear eager, so he adjusted his facial expression and asked again, "I have to confirm the time and see if I'm filming at that time."

"Oh——" He Ren said in a long reply, "Then you probably won't be filming at that time. I'll go to Beishi to see you in a few hundred days."

"..."

Zeng Luli slammed the door and left, and couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth as he walked, sighing.