burning heart

Qin Yi regretted it very much. To be more accurate, his emotions should be called fear.

He has had girlfriends before and has sexual experience, but he has never had any thoughts about men.What he did that night was more like an emotional catharsis for him, having sex with a strange man in a desolate country house.

After that was over, he hurriedly pulled up his pants and left. He didn't see anyone else when he came down the stairs. Yu Panwen called him later and he didn't answer, so he turned off his phone directly.

Lying on the bed at night, Qin Yi started a new round of anxiety. He began to recall the process. Although he wore a condom, the condom was prepared by Ji Ranxin. He didn't know why such a beautiful man I want to invite strangers to fight field battles in the suburbs, but this man must have a casual and chaotic life. Could there be some other problem, deliberately seducing him?

Qin Yi broke out in a cold sweat. There were two words that he didn't dare to think about, so he could only bury his face in the pillow and force himself to fall into a drowsy sleep.

For the rest of the week, he kept avoiding Yu Panwen, and finally on Friday afternoon, when he was leaving school with a backpack, he met Yu Panwen who was driving and waiting for someone at the school gate.

Yu Panwen drove the BMW at home, pressed the car window and shouted at Qin Yi: "Hey! Qin Yi!"

Qin Yi's eyes met his, and he couldn't pretend he didn't hear him, so he had to walk over.

Putting one arm on the edge of the car window, Yu Panwen scolded him: "Fuck you! Why didn't you answer my calls these two days? I asked you to clean up Qu Hao that night. Where did you hide for me? "

Qin Yi didn't answer, he just walked to the car and said coldly, "What's the matter?"

Before Yu Panwen could speak, Lu Qingyue, who was sitting in the co-pilot, leaned over and looked over, and said with a smile, "Qin Yi get in the car, let's go play together!"

Yu Panwen looked fierce, but he was the one who most wanted to draw Qin Yi close to him. As long as there was Qin Yi, he would always be the boss, and no one dared to provoke him, so he also said: "Get in the car, We're going to the InterContinental for the weekend."

Qin Yi said: "I'm not going, I want to go home."

Lu Qingyue looked very interested in Qin Yi, "Go home? You and Panwen's house are not far from the school, right?"

Qin Yi and Yu Panwen's hometown is in a county less than [-] kilometers away from the school, and it takes less than an hour to go back from the school by car.

Qin Yi didn't answer. He glanced at the time and turned to leave.

Yu Panwen quickly stopped him: "Really not going? Can't you go back next week?"

Qin Yi answered him patiently: "There is something at home." Then he left without looking back.

He wasn't just playing around with Panwen, he really had something to do at home tonight.

Qin Yi's mother died of illness five years ago. At that time, he was still in junior high school. His father, Qin Feng, went to the hospital to take care of his mother, and at the same time rushed home to cook for him every day. Life was very hard.Fortunately, Qin Feng's boss at that time, Yu Panwen's father, Yu Meng, took good care of him and lent some money to his family. So in the end, Qin Feng followed Yu Meng to run the project wholeheartedly. For a long time, I also got very close to Yu Panwen.

After his mother passed away, Qin Feng took Qin Yi alone. It wasn't until last year when Qin Yi went to college and someone said that he wanted to introduce a woman to Qin Feng that Qin Feng moved his mind.

Since last year, someone has introduced two or three to Qin Feng one after another, but none of them are suitable.Later, last month, someone introduced Qin Feng to a woman who came back from other places, saying that the woman had a son who was admitted to a university here, and she wanted to follow her, so she met with Qin Feng, and both parties agreed. Very satisfied, moved in together soon.

Qin Yi met that woman once. She was a woman with beautiful features. She maintained a slender figure in her early forties, and her skin was tight. The only flaw was a scar on her face, which was very obvious. This seemed to make her She has a low self-esteem, dresses very plainly, speaks softly and has a humble attitude.

It doesn't matter whether Qin Yi is satisfied with her or not, as long as Qin Feng likes her.In the days to come, he would probably spend less and less time by his father's side. It was naturally best for his father to have someone to take care of each other.

Qin Feng arranged a meal at home tonight, saying that the woman's son was coming over, and everyone sat down to eat together, and we will be a family from now on.

Qin Yi was sitting in the last row of the bus with a bag on his back, listening to music with earphones in his ears. Looking at the dark sky outside the car window, it seemed that dark clouds were piling up, and an autumn rain was coming.

The car drove on the road for more than 50 minutes. After getting off the car, Qin Yi walked along the narrow street for 10 minutes to return to his old community.

When entering the unit building, Qin Yi met the old neighbor aunt who lived next door and called his name loudly. He nodded as a greeting, and ran up two steps in one step.

The door of the house was ajar and unlocked. When Qin Yi opened the door and entered, he saw Qin Feng setting the table. He called "Dad" and closed the door.

Qin Feng raised his head and said with a smile, "I'm back!"

Qin Yi nodded and went into his room to put his bag. As soon as he entered the door, he saw a wire bed next to his bed.His room was not very big, and the wire bed was side by side with his bed, almost forming a big bed.

Qin Feng followed behind him and whispered, "Your Aunt Shi's son will come over later, and he doesn't have a car to go back to school at night, so he will be crowded together tonight. They are all boys."

Qin Yi only said, "I can sleep on the sofa."

"What kind of sofa is there to sleep on?" Qin Feng said immediately, and after finishing speaking, he pushed Qin Yi out, "Your aunt is preparing dinner for you in the kitchen, go say hello first."

Qin Yi was pushed by Qin Feng to the kitchen, saw the woman named Shi Menglan wearing an apron cooking, he called out: "Auntie."

Shi Menglan immediately turned her head back, bent over to him with a nervous expression, and quickly put on a smile, "Qin Yi is back?" Her face seemed to be a little red, which made the scar on her face more obvious.

Qin Feng squeezed into the kitchen from Qin Yi's side, and said to Shi Menglan, "I'll help you."

Shi Menglan thought of the vegetables in the pot, and quickly turned around to hold the spatula.

Qin Yi said: "You guys do your work first." Then he retreated alone.

He returned to his room, staring at the two beds together for a moment.

At this time, there was a knock on the door outside.

The two people in the kitchen didn't move, as if they were covered by the sound of the range hood and didn't hear it, so Qin Yi walked outside, he thought, it should be Shi Menglan's son who came.

Qin Yi reached out and opened the door.The young boy outside was wearing long trousers and a short-sleeved T-shirt. He was looking up at the house number. When he saw the face clearly, Qin Yi suddenly felt the blood rushing up, and his whole body felt a chill.

Ji Ranxin also saw Qin Yi, he was a little puzzled at first, then realized something, bit his lip and smiled.