burning heart

The cool night wind in the wilderness blows in through the empty windows, blowing away the faint smell in the narrow environment, leaving only the smell of mud and dust.

Ji Ranxin grabbed the trousers that were thrown aside and put them on, and slowly sat down against the wall.

Just now he had sex with a strange man whose name he didn't even know. After some rough sex, he saw that man pulled up his pants and left in a hurry, leaving him alone in this empty and dilapidated small building .

Ji Ranxin straightened his messy hair, and found that the screen of the phone he left aside was flickering. He couldn't remember when he turned off the mute. It seemed that the call had been coming for a while.

"Hello?" Ji Ranxin answered the phone.

On the other end of the phone, Qu Hao's deep voice sounded, as if suppressing his anger, "Where are you?"

Ji Ranxin looked up and glanced around, and replied casually: "Strolling outside, what's the matter?"

Qu Hao said: "I'm at the gate of your school, Xu Ji BBQ is waiting for you, come quickly."

Ji Ranxin said "Oh", and after hanging up the phone, he realized that there were two missed calls, both of which were from Qu Hao. .

I vaguely remembered that person's cell phone rang a few times, but he didn't answer it.

When Ji Ranxin stood up, he felt a burning pain behind his back. This feeling was really uncomfortable. He put on the sticky T-shirt that was still wearing Coke, and took a last look at the used condom that was thrown on the ground. Go in the direction of the stairs.

Qu Hao was sitting at the entrance of Xu Ji Barbecue Restaurant on the left side of the gate of the Academy of Film and Television. There were several bottles of beer on the table, and three people sat beside him.

After Ji Ranxin approached, he saw bruises on the corner of his mouth through the light above his head, so he frowned slightly, "Did you fight?"

Qu Hao sneered.

Ji Ranxin went to the table and sat down, "Didn't you go to pick up your girlfriend? Did she beat you so hard?"

A young man beside Qu Hao smiled.

Qu Hao glared at Ji Ranxin, "Stop fucking me. By the way, let me introduce you to some brothers, He Dong, Jiang Wen'an, Gao Jin." Finally, he pointed at Ji Ranxin, "I said before Yes, my younger brother, Ji Ranxin, a freshman in theater."

"My younger brother?" Gao Jin asked him.

Qu Hao smiled, "It's equivalent to being close. I grew up together, and the school chased me to take the exam together."

Ji Ranxin didn't speak, just sat aside and watched him with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

After Qu Hao finished speaking, he grabbed a handful of barbecue and threw it to Ji Ranxin.

Holding the beer bottle in his hand, He Dong said to Qu Hao, "So you were chased all over the street by Yu Panwen and others just now?"

Qu Hao said coldly: "I don't run alone, waiting for them to beat me up? Who the hell knows that Xu Bin is a softie, and he dare not go out alone after chasing girls."

Jiang Wen'an asked him, "Is Qin Yi here?"

Qu Hao replied with a gloomy face: "Shouldn't be there, I didn't see him."

Jiang Wen'an blurted out: "Qin Yi is not here, you are afraid of a bird!"

"Fuck!" Qu Hao put his beer bottle heavily on the table, "There are at least seven or eight of them, can't they be worth a Qin Yi?"

Gao Jin said: "It's really hard to say."

Jiang Wen'an asked him, "When is Xiao Lin's next make-up class? Let's find someone to clean up Xu Bin, and it's best to clean up Yu Panwen together!"

Qu Hao said: "It's next week, and she seldom comes out when I call her. They have self-study in the teacher's academy at night."

Ji Ranxin noticed that Gao Jin looked at Qu Hao hesitantly, and Jiang Wenan seemed to want to say something, but then he held back.

He Dong stood up first, "Then let's get in touch next week, I'm going to play games."

Gao Jin and Jiang Wen'an also left, and nodded to Ji Ranxin before leaving, as a greeting.

After everyone else had left, Qu Hao stood up with a beer bottle, changed to a seat next to Ji Ranxin and sat down. He approached Ji Ranxin and asked, "Is your birthday today?" Although it was a question , but the tone is affirmative.

Ji Ranxin looked at him and smiled, "I thought you didn't remember."

Qu Hao is one year older than Ji Ranxin. He is tall and tall. He looks strong and energetic. His short hair stood up on end. He rubbed the wine bottle with his fingers, "How can I forget, what gift do you want? Brother Hao said, Brother Hao will send you off."

Ji Ranxin leaned back, put his hands into the pockets of his clothes, touched the unsealed condom box with one hand, and touched a crumpled cigarette with the other, so he took out the cigarette and held it horizontally. He smelled it through his nose, and it seemed that he still smelled like the person just now, and then he said, "No need, I'm not a child."

Qu Hao reached out and grabbed the cigarette and threw it away, "Why are you smoking like this?" He gave Ji Ranxin another one, but Ji Ranxin didn't reach out to take it.

Qu Hao didn't force it, and asked, "Where did you go tonight? Why didn't you answer the call I called you earlier?"

Ji Ranxin looked at him, thought for a while, and said, "I used my mobile phone to make an appointment with a man, and I went to open a room."

Qu Hao was stunned for a moment, his expression darkened quickly, he grabbed Ji Ranxin's wrist, and asked, "Really?"

Ji Ranxin smiled and said, "Of course it's fake."

Qu Hao shook off his hand, the anger in his tone still remained, "How many times have I told you, don't make such jokes with me!"

Ji Ranxin nodded, "I won't tease you anymore. Is Zeng Xiaolin pretty?"

Qu Hao's eyes shone brightly, "Of course she's pretty. If you're free this weekend, I'll take you to meet her at the teacher's academy."

"I'm not free this week," Ji Ranxin said, "I'm going to see my mother."

Qu Hao said "huh?", "Auntie is here?"

Ji Ranxin replied: "Yes, someone introduced a man to her, and she packed up her things and married him."

"So fast?" Qu Hao found it hard to understand.

Ji Ranxin raised his head slightly, and he couldn't understand, but he tried hard to understand, after all, his mother worked so hard to raise him for so many years, "At this age, I just find someone to live with, what do I love or not? Yes, the conditions are suitable.”

There is no ceremony and no wedding, but just pack up and move in, and we will be a family in the future.

"I heard that the man has a son who is about my age. I'll go and have a look this week." Ji Ranxin said lazily, and when he leaned back, the pain suddenly spread from his lower body.

It was a terrible first experience, but luckily that person was really handsome, Ji Ranxin was secretly happy for himself.