Self-illness

It has been many days since I came to this coastal city with a moderate climate. Unlike the winter in China, it is very warm here, there is always a slight wind, and the sea is always calm.

Xu Mi stood on the terrace, looking at the sun sinking on the sea level, holding the wine brought by the waiter in her hand, here she experienced the real noble life, and also felt the loneliness after being away from friends.

Fortunately, the loved ones are doing well.

Ye Qianyan, who had just had a nap, walked quietly behind Xu Mi, hugged her waist, and rubbed her face against Xu Mi's ear: "You are more beautiful than the setting sun."

"It's not even one ten thousandth of yours."

Xu Mi drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, feeling the happiness brought by Ye Qianyan's hands walking on her body, she turned her head and kissed Ye Qianyan's moist lips, the smell of wine diffused in their nostrils open.

Between the setting sun and the sea tide, their bodies seemed to be covered with red gold and blue light sand, shimmering.

Xu Mi turned around completely, hugged Ye Qianyan tightly in her arms, stretched her hand into her nightgown, roamed through a delicate piece, and accurately and slightly domineeringly held the slightly erect female symbol.

Ye Qianyan whispered softly in his throat.

The sudden and piercing siren kept yelling.Xu Mi had no choice but to slowly slow down, and reluctantly pulled out his hand, hugged Ye Qianyan, looked at her slightly flushed face: "I love you."

"I love you."

Ye Qianyan took off the monitor on her wrist, and came to ask Xu Mi for a kiss, but Xu Mi avoided her: "Today's benefits are exhausted."

Ye Qianyan wanted to kiss her, but Xu Mi walked around behind her, hugged her and lightly bit her neck: "Be obedient."

"But I want to."

Ye Qianyan caressed Xu Mi's face with his backhand: "I want to give myself to you, and I also want you."

"Hey, I probably did too much evil and slept with too many women before, so God sent you to my side to teach me to put aside sex and love someone with my heart."

Xu Mi didn't want to make trouble with the one she loved, but when the damn siren sounded, she had to stop.

"It took a little longer today."

Taking advantage of Xu Mi's relaxation, Ye Qianyan turned around hastily and wrapped his arms around Xu Mi's neck: "When I get used to you, my heart may not beat so fast."

"Is that because you don't love me that much anymore?"

Xu Mi's face was full of worry, pretending to be wronged: "Otherwise, shouldn't the heart beating all the time?"

"That may be because you really don't love." Ye Qianyan said so, and kissed Xu Mi again with a smile on her face. All they could do was kiss until the end, in the life that might be lost suddenly , she never wanted to miss the moment with Xu Mi.

Realizing that Ye Qianyan was not wearing a siren, Xu Mi struggled to get away from the person in front of him, and changed the topic: "Didn't Ru Jian say to come to us, she called just now and said that she would stay and spend a lot of time?" Accompanying my sister who was discharged from the hospital early, so I can’t come.”

"Why was her sister hospitalized?"

Xu Mi remembered the time when he saw Lin Qing in the cafeteria, and regretted not being able to chat with Lin Qing, and asked her about death: "Oh, it's a patient in Chen Yi's hands, I've seen it before, a little It does not appear to be mentally ill, it seems to say that there is a serious suicidal tendency."

"Healed and discharged?"

Out of professional sensitivity, Ye Qianyan is more concerned about Lin Qing's symptoms and recovery: "If it is serious, the possibility of this kind of recurrence is still very high."

"The situation is quite complicated. She is Ru Jian's half-sister. By the way, you know that Ru Jian's father is the deputy mayor, right?"

Ye Qianyan shook his head: "Isn't the deputy mayor's surname Lin?"

"

Ru Jian just chose the name directly, without the last name of her parents, which I think is quite good. "

Xu Mi then told Ye Qianyan what she had learned: "His father was just a village cadre. He did a good job in government and gradually got promoted. It seems to have something to do with Ru Jian and her mother. Her mother is now in Nan'an City. Reputable merchants, family businesses, and official merchants will naturally go smoothly. However, the life of Lin Qing and her mother can be imagined. I heard that it is not good, probably because of the influence of the family, so I am depressed."

Ye Qianyan smiled: "You just like to think about whether there are some or not. Not every disease is affected by the family, and some are related to personal cognition. Sometimes people are a contradictory body, just like everyone. It is easy to have several kinds of thoughts at the same time, and these kinds of thoughts will always be in dispute. When these thoughts cannot be well balanced and handled, some of the negative thoughts will dominate and appear to be out of tune with the surrounding people. From the point of view of the majority against the minority, she is out of gregarious and abnormal."

"My lover always knows more than I do." Xu Mi hugged Ye Qianyan dotingly. For this task, she continued to do strength training for several days, sweating profusely every day.

Ye Qianyan smiled: "It seems that the training effect is good, and I won't need a wheelchair in the future."

"Of course. Where does Her Ladyship want to go now?"

"I will go wherever you go."

Ye Wensheng in the distance looked at the happy appearance of the two on the terrace, and sighed: "Qian Yan completely changed when she was in front of Xu Mi, and she was always very happy."

"After all, she likes Xu Mi very much." Fu Yan next to him still maintained his habit of standing three steps behind Ye Wensheng, clasping his hands in front of him.

Ye Wensheng turned his head to look at this man who was always by his side and loved everything respectfully: "I originally promised to give you a thousand feast, but you know her situation, so there is no way to marry you."

"I understand that."

Ye Wensheng sighed long at the setting sun that was completely submerged on the sea level: "The Buye family has only been here for a few years, and it will be yours in the future."

Fu Yan didn't know what to reply, the family members of the Ye family were thin at first, and they were already in the same line by the time of Ye Wensheng, and then there was only one daughter who also got this disease, and died soon, and there was no follow-up to the huge career, he He is the heir who has long been appointed by default, not for any reason, just because he has done so many things.

"What is Tang Xia doing now?"

Tang Xia has always been the knot in Ye Wensheng's heart. He was upright all his life, but he almost took the life of a girl.

"She temporarily rented a village house in a small town in the north to live in."

Although Ye Qianyan told her not to follow Tang Xiaxia, Fu Yan still followed Ye Wensheng's wishes and did not follow too closely, but she could not lose Tang Xia's contact to ensure her safety.

"Okay. Will take care of myself."

Facing the blue sky, Ye Wensheng stretched out his arms, feeling relieved: "It's over."

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The sun showed its face on the other side of the hemisphere, and Ru Jian excitedly pressed the shutter of the camera for Lin Qing to see: "Look, Lin Qing, the sun has come out a little bit."

They are now on the edge of the cliff, Lin Qing slowly approached the edge of the cliff, watching the red sun struggling upwards, breaking through the darkness and clouds, slowly rising above the shadows of the mountains.

The earth was covered with a layer of golden ink, Lin Qing just watched quietly, listening to Ru Jian's slightly childish voice, feeling the awakening of everything in front of her eyes.

Behind them was the tent that had been set up last night, and the driver sent by Lin Zhaocheng watched them from a distance.

It's very high here, Lin Qing looked up at the dark shadow of the mountain, felt the cool wind pulling on her neck, and stood with her feet out.

Ru Jian pulled Lin Qing back a little, she pointed to the camera fixed on a tripod and said, "We stand here just to take a photo with the sunset."

Lin Qing was held by Ru Jian, their backs were facing the setting sun, and they were facing the camera. When they heard a click, Ru Jian immediately got out of the smiling POSS just now, jumped up and down and showed Lin Qing the camera: "This way See how we look alike."

"Yes."

Lin responded with a slight smile, but did not look at the camera. She and Ru Jian had been camping outside for several days.

Together they blow the wind by the sea, roast sweet potatoes in the field, catch clouds in the creek, live on the top of the mountain to watch the sunrise, and also encountered rain in the middle, she just watched Ru Jian screaming and shouting happily because of new things .

When the two were together, Ru Jian was more like a sister, and arranged to take care of her.

"Lin Qing, I will always play with you in the future, don't be unhappy."

I don't know why, since Ru Jian knew about the existence of this sister, she always felt like a thief, stealing Lin Qing's father and her happiness and joy, that's why Lin Qing wanted to die.

Although her father and mother repeatedly told her to give up this idea, she still couldn't help it, and wanted to keep making up to Lin Qing. Her childhood wish was to have an older sister.

Lin Qing sighed: "I'm not unhappy, these are all very good, and you are also very good, very cute."

Simple and pure, Lin Qing couldn't understand this eccentric younger sister, whose heart was as pure as her name.

"The combination of our names is light and simple, so easy to pronounce."

Ru Jian took out a delicate diary from her bag, opened the pages, and recorded in it: Today, Qing and Jian watched the sunrise on the top of the mountain together, and we will watch many sunrises together.How beautiful. "

Ru Jian handed the notebook to Lin Qing: "Do you want to write something?"

Lin Qing took the notebook, but she didn't have the desire to write. In the end, she only wrote two words on the corner of the same page: "Are all the happy things recorded in your notebook?"

"That's not true. I also remember the unhappy things. Look at the unhappy ones, and then look at the happy ones. You can neutralize the tears and laughter."

Ru Jian turned to the front and pointed it out to Lin Qing: "Guaiguai Kou actually kissed another girl in front of me. You see, this is really annoying."

"Kou Kuaiguai is Chen Yi's girlfriend."

Lin Qing was amused by Ru Jian's angry expression.

"Yes, I know I am not as good as Chen Yihao, but one day I will become perfect."

Ru Jian closed the notebook and asked Lin Qing, "Is that right?"

"of course."