Self-illness

It was raining outside on the day Lin Qing was discharged from the hospital, making it extremely cold.

Yu Fang has already packed everything up.

The medicines to be taken are all on the body, and I remember carefully which medicines should be taken and how much, and the excitement and happiness on the face can be seen at a glance.

Lin Qing, on the other hand, didn't seem happy.

"You're leaving."

Lin smiled lightly, and said to Chen Yi as if treating an old friend: "Maybe I won't come back to see you."

"Every patient who goes out, we don't want her to come back here as a patient."

"is it?"

Lin Qing stretched out her clenched fist to Chen Yi: "It's not in vain that you stayed with me all winter, I'll give you a present."

"What is it?" Chen Yi smiled and stretched out his hand in surprise, waiting for Lin Qing to put something into her palm.

There was a ray of coolness in his hand. Chen Yi looked at the small silver shiny metal piece, first startled, and then warmed up: "How long have you been hiding it?"

"Ru Jian brought it in. She didn't know that this thing could be used to cut open blood vessels easily. She is very naive, isn't it, silly, that's great."

What lay in Chen Yi's heart was a piece of tab-pull can, which should have been touched many times, and the edge of one place was obviously thinner and sharper. If Lin Qing intended to use it to cut his veins or throat, asking for death seemed to be the most important thing. A breeze.

But she didn't. Chen Yi finally let go of all doubts and breathed a sigh of relief: "Didn't she say that she will take you camping after you are discharged from the hospital?"

"Yeah, it's just a few days."

Although she didn't expect it, she didn't refuse to participate in some things that can make her body and mind happy, which is already a very good proof of recovery.

Chen Yi put away the pull-tab in his hand: "Have a good year, and just start to enter a new life after the beginning of spring."

Lin Qing looked at Yu Fang who was waiting at the door, that old woman with a stooped back: "It just so happens that my birthday is on the [-]th day of the twelfth lunar month, on the first day of the new year. Wouldn't it be better?"

"Everyone is destined to have a different destiny. It has nothing to do with when they are born. Thousands of people are born every moment. They are all growing up and living well."

Chen expressed objection to Lin Qing's sudden depression: "We can start over, think more about your mother, she needs you very much."

"I will never leave her again."

Yu Fang turned her head and said to them: "Ru Jian called us and said the car is waiting at the door, let's go, Qinger."

Chen Yi sent them to the gate of the courtyard, and saw a man with a familiar face standing beside Ru Jian.

The man turned his head in embarrassment when he saw Yu Fang, and Chen Yi understood that he should be Lin Qing's father.

Especially from the way Ru Jian and this man are acting like a baby, it can't be wrong.

As soon as Yu Fang approached the man, the gap between the two of them became apparent. One was dressed in a neat suit, with a rosy complexion, the other had a stooped back, rough clothes, and fine lines on his face. They didn't look like a couple at all.

"Hello, I'm Lin Qing's responsible doctor, Chen Yi."

Chen Yi took the initiative to extend his hand to say hello, and then asked politely: "Excuse me, are you Lin Shaocheng, Deputy Mayor Lin?"

When Lin Shao was recognized, he was a little flustered, and he only said, "Thank you, Dr. Chen, for taking care of Lin Qing, then we will leave first."

When Lin Qing was about to go down the stairs, she still turned around and said to Chen Yi: "Come and give me a hug, I may never see you again."

When she said this, Chen Yi's heart skipped a beat. She stepped forward and hugged the thin girl gently, and told her repeatedly: "You must live a good life."

Ru Jian pulled Yu Fang and pushed her hard to the passenger seat, but Yu Fang refused to do so, and finally followed Lin Qing to the back seat.

Chen Yi watched the black Mercedes slowly driving out of sight, and said silently in his heart: "Goodbye."

On the other hand, she was also in a hurry to get off work. Kou Kuaiguai and her father Chen Changdong went to the hospital to visit her aunt today. She missed the time and wanted to go back to listen to Kou Guaiguai's talk about the situation. After all, her family really had very few relatives.

Chen Changdong didn't introduce much to Kou Guaiguai, and just led Kou Guaiguai into the ward.

Chen Yuhuan saw Chen Changdong and Kou Guaiguai staring at each other for a while, and then laughed: "Chang Dong, you are here. Ruhui, you are here too."

Kou opened his mouth obediently, but couldn't make any sound. Although the woman in front of her was a woman with hair that didn't reach her ears, and she should be almost fifty years old, but the shape of her brows and eyes was exactly that of Chen Yi with wrinkles.

"Ruhui is still as beautiful as before. She's so small and exquisite, and she hasn't aged at all." Chen Yuhuan kept looking at Kou Guaiguai, but said Jiang Ruhui's name.

Chen Changdong took out all the small cakes prepared in the bag and introduced them to Chen Yuhuan, and then listened to Chen Yuhuan rambling about some irrelevant words, and then dragged Kou obediently out.

"Dad. She..."

"Is it very similar to Chen Yi?"

Kou obediently nodded desperately, and said his conjecture: "Is she Chen Yi's biological mother?"

Chen Changdong nodded and said: "Yes, thinking that you will know about this sooner or later, I don't want to keep it a secret. I don't know who her father is. Yu Huan himself was adopted into our family by others. He was always lonely when he was a child. She has a quiet personality, and she didn’t get along with her family when she grew up. Her mother also suffered from the same disease, and her mental state was not very good. After Yu Huan became ill, she was unwilling to receive treatment, so she ran away from home. Two years later, she hugged her child When I came home, I was married and working in a hospital, so I could take care of her, so I let her live with us."

"But why is she here now?"

"My wife died later and I couldn't take care of her by myself, so I had to send her to the hospital."

Chen Changdong didn't want to recall and describe too much about other things: "I can't let Chen Yi know that I have a mentally ill mother, and I don't know who my father is."

"So you adopted Chen Yi."

Kou obediently began to understand Chen Changdong's approach: "You said that her mother's disease is hereditary, so Chen Yi she..."

"I don't know, because her mother is also affected by genetics. It's hard to say what the genetic rate is, but the possibility of Chen Yi's disease is much higher than that of ordinary people. It's just that she is a professional doctor who has undergone more psychological tests. I think this It can play a great role in her self-management and regulation."

Chen Changdong did not express the deeper worry in his heart, and it is precisely this that determines the fatality of doctors not self-healing. When a psychiatrist falls into self-contradiction and cannot heal himself, it will be a very terrible thing. There is no way to deal with it. Break through her psychological defenses.

"When I go back, Chen Yi will definitely ask me about Chen Yuhuan's situation. I don't even know how to tell her."

Kou Kuaiguai's mind was in a mess: "Tell her directly that Chen Yuhuan is your mother? Then tell her that you are not his biological father?"

"Don't worry, she is 27 years old after all, she will understand some things."

Chen Changdong felt a little guilty for leaving this kind of burden to Kou Guaiguai, but compared to Kou Guaiguai, he didn't know how to talk about it as a party.

Influenced by Chen Changdong and Kou Guaiguai, although the cooking was sloppy, he finally managed to get two dishes out. Chen Yi reckoned that when Kou Guaiguai and the others arrived home, he would put out the soup that Kou Guaiguai had made before leaving the house, and then put the rice in it. Okay, just wait and eat.

After entering the door, seeing Chen Yi's complexion that had finally recovered in recent days, Kou obediently felt extremely awkward, especially worried that Chen Yi would not be able to bear this kind of stimulation for a while.

"Auntie okay?"

Seeing that the faces of both of them were not very good, Chen Yi was a little worried: "Go wash your hands and eat."

Chen Changdong nodded: "You...Auntie is fine."

"Let's eat first, I'll bring a photo back to show you."

During the dinner, there was no joy in the past, Kou was obediently silent and just lowered her head to pick up the rice, even the dishes were added by Chen Yi for her: "Are the dishes I cook terrible?"

Obviously everyone's workmanship is very poor, Chen Yiru thought.

After Chen Changdong finished eating, he drank the medicine under Chen Yi's supervision, then went into the room and closed the door to rest.

Kou obediently washed the dishes in the kitchen, and Chen Yi walked up behind her and hugged her: "What's the matter, I'm fine this morning, and I'm worried when I come back from a trip."

"No, I'm just a little tired from driving."

Kou obediently got his neck tickled by Chen Yi's rubbing from behind, and couldn't help being amused: "Don't tease me, to be honest, tell me, what is the most sad thing for you all these years?"

"what happened?"

"Tell me." Kou obediently asked Chen Yi to answer.

"I can't remember the sudden question you asked. It seems that there is nothing too happy or sad. If you want to count it, it's probably because my father's illness made me feel very sad."

Kou obediently asked again: "Is there nothing else?"

"No, everything is normal."

"Happy."

Kou obediently put the last bowl into the disinfection cabinet, then took off the apron: "Let's go to the room, I'll show you a picture of my aunt."

Chen Yi was confused by Kou's irrelevant question: "Okay."

Kou Guaiguai really didn't know what to say, so he directly showed Chen Yuhuan's ID photo.

Chen Yi looked at it carefully for a while, and after a while, he raised his head and said with a smile, "Do I look a bit like my aunt?"

Kou Kuaiguai didn't expect Chen Yihui to have such an expression, she nodded dully.

"When I was a child, I heard the nanny aunt say that girls tend to look like aunts because of their close blood relationship."

Kou obediently still coped with it dumbly: "Oh, there is such a saying."

Chen Yi didn't think in that direction at all, probably because he had already decided that Jiang Ruhui was her mother, which would be better, Kou obediently heaved a sigh of relief, and didn't plan to talk about it.

"Is there anything to apply for discharge from the hospital?"

Kou obediently fell on the bed and shook his head: "Dad said, if he is discharged from the hospital, he can just talk to the hospital, and the procedure is very easy."

"In a few days, we can bring her back to celebrate the New Year together."