Self-illness

Chen Yi found the note that Ye Qianyan copied the number to her last time from the grocery bag, and called the number on it.

"I'm Chen Yi."

"I know." Ye Qianyan said with a smile: "I will save the phone number of the person I think I like, or the outstanding person.

"Kou Guaiguai is not in a good condition today. It seems to have something to do with Shisan. What did you say to her?" Chen Yi went straight to the topic, but she had to admit that Ye Qianyan always made people feel uncomfortable when he spoke. Comfortable.

"I told her to leave Shisan alone in the future."

Chen Yitian was very surprised: "Why?"

"Thirteen's father gave Thirteen to my care."

Chen Yi was surprised by Ye Qianyan's understatement: "No wonder she's so lost."

Thirteen is Kou Guaiguai's everything. She was thinking about it, and suddenly she was asked to let go and do nothing, and the world she had built collapsed.

"In this matter, don't you think that Kou is too paranoid? She shouldn't do this at all. It's not necessarily the best for Shisan."

Ye Qianyan was dissatisfied with Kou's obedient behavior, which seemed to be illegal. She repeatedly emphasized: "She basically imprisoned her."

"At least she secured her daily life."

Feeling the accusation in Ye Qianyan's tone, Chen Yi tried to explain to Kou Guaiguai, but she didn't agree with Kou Guaiguai's actions in her heart. She thought that at least Kou Guaiguai could be sent to the hospital for professional treatment. Maybe it really helped Shisan, but every day she looked back and thought that the patients in her hands were taking medicine day after day, and they still had repeated attacks and sent in, and she threw this thought behind her: "How would you do it?" ?”

"I want Thirteen to have the habit of memory and become a more complete Thirteen."

Ye Qianyan's words made Shisan realize that the other party seemed to be a professional: "Are you approaching Shisan on purpose?"

When I saw her for the first time, I felt that Ye Qianyan was not just like a piano teacher, she had sharp luminous spots everywhere on her body, and her demeanor was obviously different from others.But I really didn't have a detailed understanding of Shisan's family situation before. Was it her father who hired the doctor?

"It can be said that you know that this will have some advantages. For example, she has listed me as part of her memory now, and she will not guard against and reject me."

Ye Qianyan is relatively satisfied with the progress of her plan: "Kou has an obedient personality, and she will return to normal soon."

"probably."

When Chen thought of Kou Guaiguai's crying miserably, he couldn't help but sighed: "Can I go see Shisan when I have time?"

"Of course, Dr. Chen is very welcome to inspect the work. I will not interrupt Shisan's contact with the outside world."

Qian Yan said frankly, "I hope she can go to the outside world."

"Yes." Chen Yi was not sure whether Qian Yan could do it, but gave an encouraging answer.

When she arrived at the hospital, she was almost half a day late, and when she met Hong Xianzhi head-on, her expression was not very good: "I hope this is the last time. Don't think that your dad can relax because he is the dean."

Chen Yi shrugged helplessly: "This is not an example."

Probably because of her heartache, she was very concerned about Lin Qing's changes, and would deliberately talk to Lin Qing more during ward rounds and follow-up visits.

Lin Qing seems to be in good condition today, sitting in the corner of the leisure room looking out the window.Chen Yi approached her lightly: "What did you see?"

"The lichen on the wall became dry and black, and they froze to death."

Chen Yi noticed that there was a small piece of lichen attached to the wall dryly, but it did not fall off: "There may be new lichen here next year."

"But the new lichen is a new lichen, and has nothing to do with the old lichen."

Lin Qing turned her head and looked at Chen Yi mischievously. Every time she made this expression, it meant that she had the desire to speak: "I've been thinking about reincarnation these days. Does Doctor Chen believe in past lives, present lives and afterlife?"

Chen Yi smiled and shook his head, motioning for Lin Qing to continue talking.

"We assume that there is reincarnation. If I did too many bad things in the previous life, I will suffer in this life. If I don't live well in this life, I may not be reincarnated as a human in the next life. But what does it matter? Just like the current I don't know what I did in my previous life, and I may be a cow in the next life, and I won't have the memory of this life, so it's just another person, what does it have to do with me?"

Lin Qing didn't wait for Chen Yi's answer, and tried to speak more clearly: "It seems that if there is a way to give you everything you want, but the prerequisite is that you won't remember everything before, Do you want to?"

Lin Qing continued to ask and answer: "She even forgets her original desire for these things, what's the use of getting these things, just like a girl loves a boy very much, but when she finally gets together with the boy, she loses her memory Then the memories and beauty that this boy gave her will no longer exist."

Lin Qing's mind is never idle, and Chen Yi showed approval for everything she said: "Yes, so each of us should cherish life, about your life, about your past, only To be one of you has nothing to do with previous and future lives, so we must take good care of this life and make our life full and long."

It was rare for Lin Qing to suddenly discuss something about life itself with such great interest. Chen Yi hoped that this was a sign of improvement.

Lin Qing didn't pay much attention to what she said, she just turned her head and looked at the lichen on the wall.

Time was running short, and it was time to go to bed in a blink of an eye. She came to Ange's room as usual.

After the last episode, Chen Yi found that Ange often appeared at night, while Xiaobai appeared more often during the day. At other times, Ange sank into a dull state.

Ange didn't smile, and his eyes were round when he looked at people.At night, Ange was always on the defensive, and Xiaobai seldom appeared. Chen Yi smiled and squatted down to look at the 12-year-old girl: "Can you talk to Dr. Chen?"

Ange's expression didn't change, and she didn't say a word. Her defense against the outside world made her lose interest in everything.

Chen Yi slowly moved his position to the side of the bed and sat on the bed.

Because her condition did not allow her to move around in the leisure room, this ward became her prison, like children's psychological problems usually come from the failure of family education.

Conventional treatment requires a lot of time for the family to cooperate, but An Ge's family members seldom visit her, which is very unfavorable to her condition, so Chen Yicai spends as much time as possible with her: "What is An Ge thinking about?" Woolen cloth?"

When Chen saw that An Ge didn't respond, he held An Ge's hand, and An Ge quickly showed a trace of anger and looked at her.

"Didn't we make an appointment to be good friends? Chen Yi will protect Ange and Xiaobai." Chen Yi also realized that Ange's symptoms would be similar to Thirteen's, but Ange's behavior would be more direct and Xiaobai's. A little more childish, not as mature and careful to hide himself as Thirteen.

The nurse took the medicine and came in and nodded to Chen.

Chen Yi doesn't want to give medicine to any of her patients, she is worried that the medicine will make them groggy and not good at essential thinking and memory, but they are patients, and the rules of the hospital itself are that patients should take medicine, even if it treats pain here It is a disease that cannot be seen or revealed by x-rays.

Until Ange fell asleep, she didn't say a word to Chen Yi. What's relaxing is that at least she didn't get mad and angry because someone touched her.

Chen Yi exited the room and closed the door.

I didn't get off work until twelve o'clock, and the hospital was as quiet as a cold tomb late at night. Chen Yi was startled by the strange feeling he suddenly had. The hospital itself is located in the suburbs. Shiny silver.

Chen Yi suddenly noticed a black shadow beside his car.

The long-haired woman, affected by the moonlight, couldn't see the man's face clearly from a distance, and she couldn't imagine who would be standing in the parking lot at such a late night.

When I got closer, I saw Kou obediently: "I wanted to hide to scare you."

Chen Yi smiled helplessly: "What made you give up."

"I saw you coming out of the gloomy hospital, and I thought it was not easy to be a doctor, so I let you go." Kou Guaiguai was completely free from the crying and tearful expression during the day, except for the nasal sound when speaking, the whole body Everyone seems relaxed and happy.

Just like what Ye Qianyan said, Kou's character will soon recover.

Kou's obedient character is probably like this. Even if she falls down, it's only for a moment. She always has other ways to make herself look strong.Chen Yi asked her, "When did you come?"

"I have nothing to do, so I came here a long time ago. After walking around, your hospital is quite big, but you can't enter the place where you work."

"I'm in the critically ill area and it's closed."

"What kind of people are there?"

"There are many situations, and there will be cases like Thirteen."

Chen Yi thought of Ange again: "It won't heal for a long time, and most of the time I don't know what I'm doing."

Kou Kuaiguai didn't want to mention Shisan: "Let's go somewhere to eat, Dr. Chen is responsible for leading the way and treating guests."

Chen Yi smiled: "What do you want to eat?"

"Eat big fish and meat, and serve wine."

"You're already drunk today." Chen Yi reminded.

Kou whistled obediently: "Do you know why you are looking for you? You are very unconvinced when you see you drunk, and you want to win it back."

"Are you trying to get me drunk?"

Chen Yi said helplessly, "I usually don't drink alcohol."

"Weren't you drunk when we first met?"

Being reminded by her like this, Chen Yi thought it was true: "I'm driving, you are responsible for paying attention to where there is a place to eat. I usually don't pay much attention."

"You really don't know how to enjoy yourself." Kou said obediently, but he also paid attention to the surrounding environment very seriously.

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