Self-illness

Just at noon, when Ye Qianyan sent the students to the door, her mobile phone in the cabinet at the front desk rang. Looking at the caller ID, she had already guessed that it was Kou obediently who would call back: "Hello."

"Why not let Mingyue do as before?"

Kou Guaiguai's voice was very dissatisfied: "A little change will make her possibly irritated."

Qian Yan didn't know it, but in her eyes, Kou Guaiguai just gave Shisan a seemingly comfortable cage, and what she wanted to do was to break this warm and safe cage: "Have you forgotten, I want to change Thirteen, let her get better, let her live like a normal person, instead of numbly repeating the same day every day."

Kou on the other end of the phone was silent for a while: "I can't let you do this, it's too dangerous for Shisan. You stop, I will let Mingyue take care of Shisan according to the previous plan."

"You regretted it because you were afraid."

Kou's obedient reaction didn't surprise Qian Yan: "I know Thirteen is very important to you, but it's not that you love her, you have the right to decide how she should live, you never asked her opinion, did you? "

Qian Yan’s words sprinkled Kou Guaiguai’s heart like a dose of □□□. Of course, she can decide that Thirteen should live in the current state, because she will smile every day, eat and sleep on time every day, what’s wrong? From Ye Qianyan's point of view, she imposed all this on Shisan, but she still insisted: "I warn you not to get closer to Shisan, I don't trust you."

"You have no right to stop me from approaching Shisan. I have already made an agreement with her biological father. I will be solely responsible for Shisan's psychotherapy." Qian Yan intentionally slowed down her speech and paused. Kou obediently went to digest.

What Kou Guaiguai has been ignoring for a long time is that she is nothing to Shisan. She even just acts as a colleague of Shisan in the piano store, who will cook a pot of soup for Shisan every weekend and eat a dinner. , not even a full-time colleague, she has always been a person who only works hard behind the scenes, and there is nothing to prove her value to Thirteen at this time.

Shisan's biological father has the right to entrust her to others to take care of her.

Kou obediently compromised, she hung up the phone, and lay down in front of the floor-to-ceiling window. The winter outside the window was very cold, but she could only feel the warm wine burn her stomach, and her heart became completely empty: Is this also very good, I will never Don't worry about her disappearing suddenly, worrying about her sudden illness, worrying about her not eating on time, worrying about her being sad, isn't everything good now?

But why are you crying, darling Kou.

She desperately wanted to speak, feeling that there was a hole in her heart, something was always missing, she clutched her heart and lay down in the weak sunlight, flipping through the contact list with blurred vision through the tears.

She felt so painful and uncomfortable, and all the walls were knocked down, she saw the word doctor and clicked down.

Chen Yi was on night shift and went downstairs to go to the hospital when her cell phone rang suddenly. It was a rare caller with a name. After all, she did not have the habit of saving numbers. It happened that she hadn't asked Kou Guaiguai about Shisan for a while. It's over: "Hello."

"Doctor save me."

Chen Yi was taken aback by Kou's obedient words: "What's wrong with you?"

"It seems that something is disappearing. They have escaped from my heart and kept running out, like a dream, yes, like a dream, my dream is broken, I don't know where to go, I'm so scared." Kou said incoherently Talking about her feelings, she had completely forgotten that the other party was Chen Yi whom she knew. She just wanted to say that she wanted to know what she should do, and she agreed to take care of Shisan all the time.

Chen Yi didn't know what happened, she had a premonition that something bad might happen to Shisan: "Don't worry, what happened, where are you?"

"Here is a place. I don't know what's wrong. It's the first time I saw her drunk. Are you her friend? Can you come and see her?"

Fortunately, Chen Yi had been to this place before. In the car, she called the hospital to say hello and said that she would go to work late, and then rushed all the way to the city center.

Kou Guaiguai had already fallen asleep when she arrived, her face was covered with tears. The clerk who took care of her probably knew Kou Guaiguai, so he said to Chen Yi: "She made a phone call, then drank a lot of wine and started crying. The more she cried, the more I never knew she could cry too."

Chen Yi felt her hands and feet were cold, so he wanted to take her back to her home, asked the clerk to help her to the car, and found the key from Kou Guaiguai's bag and put it in the pocket.

Kou Guaiguai, who was asleep, was honest and didn't say a word. Chen Yi found Xu Mi's phone number in Kou Guaiguai's address book and dialed it, but the voice on the other side was very low, as if he was secretly listening: "What's up?"

"I'm Chen Yi, Kou is obediently drunk, have you been in touch recently?"

Although Kou Guaiguai seems to know a lot of people, but there are only a few people who really have more contact with them. Xu Mi is probably the person who knows her life state best: "I have something to do recently, and I am busy. Is she in a place?" The wine she drank, she gets drunk easily after drinking the wine there, it's okay, just wake up."

Xu Mi sounded like Ke was in a hurry to hang up the phone, Chen repeatedly asked: "How is Thirteen?"

"I don't really know, it should be okay, I didn't hear it mentioned obediently."

Chen Yi hung up the phone and suddenly saw a landline number marked piano shop in the contact list, so he pressed the dial again.It should be Ke Mingyue's voice on the phone, and Chen Yi said hello, "I'm an obedient friend, I want to ask if Shisan is in class?"

"Yes, do you need to find her?"

"Oh, no, that's fine."

Chen Yi didn't understand why Kou Guaiguai suddenly became like this.

Kou Guaiguai slept too heavily and her weight seemed extra heavy, she was sweating profusely after getting her out of the car and putting her back on her back, and when she finally put Kou Guaiguai on the bed, she was too tired to lie down Get up again.

Thinking of going to work, she had to struggle to get up and help Kou take off her shoes and coat obediently.

She supported her head and put it on the pillow, her face was very close, and she could smell the wine on Lai Kou's body, which was different from ordinary spleen wine and foreign wine, this wine had a mellow aroma and was not offensive. Chen Yi couldn't help but get closer.

She saw that Kou Guaiguai's brows were tightly furrowed, and she brushed them away with her fingers, but they quickly frowned again. Chen Yihao gently pressed Kou Guaiguai's temples with both hands to help her relax her eyes, Slowly, the word Chuan between the eyebrows began to dissipate.

Chen Yi put a basin of hot water, wet the hair stickers, and helped Kou Kuaiguai wipe his cold hands and feet and the tears on his face. Just as the clerk said, who would have thought that Kou Guaiguai would be in pain, something must have happened to defeat him her defenses.

After finishing all this, besides one poured the freshly boiled hot water into the moisturizing cup, and put it on the bedside of Kou Kuaiguai.She looked at the time and was delayed from going to work: "Kou, be good, I'm leaving first."

Originally thought that Kou Kuaiguai had fallen asleep, but now he suddenly grabbed her hand and said, "Help me."

"Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Chen Yihao sat down and gently stroked Kou Guaiguai's forehead to comfort her: "It's all right."

Kou Kuaiguai suddenly resisted and opened his eyes, looked at the familiar ceiling and then turned his head to look at Chen Yi, with a forced smile: "Why are you here?"

"You call me and let me save you."

Chen Yi just stated the truth, but then he felt that he had told a joke, so he smiled involuntarily.

Kou Guaiguai seems to be slowly recalling something, it seems that the alcohol has not passed away, tears slipped down the corners of his eyes, Chen Yi was a little at a loss, and subconsciously helped her wipe away the sudden tears: "Tell me Look, what happened."

"I just feel like the dream I've been dreaming has been punctured, and I have nowhere to go, and I don't know what to do."

Kou obediently murmured softly, her never-before-seen weakness devouring her pretended strength: "Ye Qianyan is right, what I gave Shisan was just my wishful thinking, I was just too afraid of losing her. "

The name Ye Qianyan sounded familiar, but Chen Yi still thought about it for a while before he remembered that he had met a person named Qianyan who was Shisan's colleague.

Kou obediently murmured to himself: "I'm like an outsider now, I can no longer do anything for Shisan, it's like being exiled and expelled,"

Kou Guaiguai cried until she felt aggrieved like a little girl. Chen Yi was also surprised by Kou Guaiguai like this. She still didn't understand why Kou Guaiguai felt that she was exiled.

However, from what Chen Yi heard, Shisan should have had no accidents, but the sudden extra Qianyan destroyed something important to Kou Guaiguai.

"San Shisan will always need you, after all, you have always been the most important person in her life." Chen Yi tried to mention Shisan, so that Kou Guaiguai can mention more things about Shisan, and maybe he can understand What happened.

"She doesn't need me. She doesn't remember anything. I'm just a colleague of hers. I can't even stay with her for too long, so as not to make her suffer from memories." Kouaiguai still stopped crying, But he was still sniffing and sniffing, but in Chen Yi's eyes, he was funny and pitiful.

"What about Tang Xia, did Tang Xia say that you are her best friend forever?"

After finishing speaking, Chen Yi felt a little regretful about Ti Kou's pain at this time, and her tears became bigger and bigger. Chen Yi kept wiping her tears for her, and tried to divert her attention: "Neither It's important, maybe have you ever thought about yourself, besides them, there is another person named Kou Kuaiguai, you should also be responsible for taking good care of her, after all, she has been working hard for others, right?"

Kou obediently closed her eyes and didn't speak, nor did she reply. Chen Yi finally saw that the tears were slowly lessening, and the trash can beside her was almost full.

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