Self-illness

There was only one chair, and Kou let Chen Yi sit obediently: "I'll go buy some food, how about some noodles? Or if you want to eat, I'll pack it for you."

Chen Yi shook his head: "I'll eat your cooked noodles."

Kou obediently took some change from his wallet: "That's ok, you sit down, if you want to listen to music, you can turn on the computer and play it yourself. I'll be back soon."

Chen had no interest in Kou Guaiguai's computer, flipping through the books on the bookshelf, it can be seen that Kou Guaiguai usually likes to read novels and philosophy books, but the one that attracted Chen Yi's attention the most was a book that Chen Yi thought was very interesting. The familiar book "Psychiatry".

Because it was too heavy, Chen Yi didn't look it up, but roughly guessed that it should be related to Shisan's illness.

Like the room, the kitchen is also extremely small, and the windows of the whole room are not allowed to let in light, which means that there will be no sunlight here from morning to night, Chen Yi feels uncomfortable.

Kou Kuaiguai's life is not at all as free and easy as she is to the outside world. She locked her body in a humble corner and locked her heart in her love for Tang Xiaxia.

When Chen Yi heard the knock on the door, he quickly helped to open the door, and Kou obediently squeezed in with a few plastic bags: "I'll make it quick, take my computer desk away, otherwise there will be no place to put a bowl to eat later." noodle."

There were some odds and ends on the table, and more half-opened books and notebooks.

Kou obediently reminded her: "Don't read my written notebook."

"Okay." Chen Yi agreed, but couldn't help but glance at one of the pages.

[November, 22nd, weather: I had to wear long sleeves and go out.

Thirteen called me, she said that she always thought of me suddenly recently, and she asked when we met, she said she thought it was weird, she felt that she felt a mess in her heart recently.

She's never been like this before, I don't know what's wrong with her, everything should be normal.

I am also very scared. 】

Kou Guaiguai's speed is indeed fast enough. As soon as Chen Yi just closed the book, she came out with a certain amount of noodles: "Try it, although it won't be delicious, but it won't be too bad."

Chen put the notebooks and books on the shelf: "It must be better than what I make."

"of course."

Kou is not humble at all, but in comparison, her current state has returned to the state before Thirteen’s accident, and she speaks casually and kindly: “I can still make soup, and I’m already cooking it. fire, you can wake up tomorrow to a delicious soup and go back."

"Thank you." Chen Yi licked his mouth and said, "It tastes good too."

"Hmm." Kou obediently filled a bowl of noodles and started to eat.

"You live here with poor lighting, doesn't it affect your mood?"

"Anyway, I'm sleeping during the day, so it doesn't matter if there is light or not."

Kou obediently said indifferently: "You are very particular about lighting. The entire wall of your house is made of floor-to-ceiling glass, and you start to bask in the sun very early."

"I like looking out at the sky."

"It's there whether you look at it or not. I used to like it very much, but I don't care after a long time."

Kou obediently brought a tissue to Chen Yi: "Wash up and sleep after eating, I have to go to work later."

Not to mention, Chen Yidu almost forgot that Kou Guaiguai also had to go to work, and most of the time was at night: "Well, when are you coming back?"

"Not necessarily. Sometimes if you are drunk, it may be later. If there is nothing to do, it will be earlier."

Chen Yi took advantage of the time when Kou Guaiguai was looking for a change of clothes to wash the dishes, but when she turned around, she saw Kou Guaiguai naked, without even her underwear on, because it was too sudden, she had no choice but to turn her head away: "Why don't you wear clothes?" clothing?"

"I want to wash the algae."

Kou Kuaiguai didn't think too much, and looked down at Chen Yi's face as he walked past Chen Yi: "You are blushing."

"No. You go take a shower."

"There must be a reason for your blushing. You should reflect on it yourself." Kou obediently smiled and went into the bathroom. Chen Yi let out a long breath, and the sense of urgency in his chest slowly relaxed. It was probably the first time he faced a woman like this. Let's get naked, although some patients usually get naked in front of the doctor, but after all, it will be a little different from this situation.

Kou obediently didn't wear any clothes when she came out, but it would be better to wear a bath towel on her body, but when she got out of the bath, the drops of water on her body kept sliding with her movements of wiping her body, and Chen Yi didn't know where to direct her eyes look.

"It's okay, look, I won't be embarrassed." Kou said with a smile, and walked closer and closer to her.

Although her breasts were not very full, they were white and round. Chen Yi felt that his high fever, which had subsided a little, suddenly returned, and he stuttered and didn't know what to say: "I don't want to see it."

"Then you're still staring at my chest."

Kou obediently stretched out his hand in Chen Yi's direction, and pulled out the underwear on the seat: "But do you really feel it, maybe you like women more, after all, I found that you didn't show much towards Li Nuowen What's the matter? Oh, from a straight person's point of view, he is really an impeccable good man."

Kou Kuaiguai finally put on the underwear and panties, but Chen Yi still lowered his head, staring at the book in his hand, casually flipping through it: "Maybe it's too familiar, I think it's good to be friends."

Kou dressed obediently, and pointed to the long-sleeved and black shorts left on the back seat: "You will wear these after you take a shower, the pants are new and washed, and then sleep well, if I don't When you come back, you can open it to drink some soup when you see the indicator light of the stewpot shows the moisturizing state. And this is your medicine, this is boiled water, hey, drink it now."

Chen Yi took the medicine and water obediently, and put all the medicine into his mouth in one gulp.

"Nice. I'm leaving."

Kou obediently carried his guitar, opened the door, and asked again before leaving: "Also, don't open the door to strangers indiscriminately. If there are some strangers knocking on the door, just tell her that I don't live here, understand." ?”

Chen nodded, and then the door closed right in front of her eyes.She took a look at the T-shirt that Kou Kuaiguai had prepared for her, and smelled a faint fragrance, which probably belonged to Kou Guaiguai. Feeling the side effects of the medication, she began to doze off.

The bed on the second floor was big and soft, but it was mixed with the smell of many kinds of perfumes. Chen Yi guessed that many women had slept here, but luckily it was warm enough.She got into the quilt and began to dream again. Usually, she tried her best to restrain herself from dreaming, and completely emptied the dream into a blank state.

But during these two days of illness, she was always too relaxed.

She saw Kou walking towards her obediently again, without any clothes on, the white and round feeling on her chest captured her perception, she wanted to raise her hand, to touch, to caress...

With a big shaking, Chen Yi suddenly woke up and turned around, only remembering that she had a long dream, her whole body was dark, she smelled the smell of wine and familiar perfume, Kou obediently slept next to her, and Appears to have fallen asleep.

"Kou, be nice?"

Chen Yi called her name.

"Don't call me by my full name, as if something bad happened, it's annoying."

Kou obediently murmured: "I don't like it. I don't like it."

Chen Yi remembered that Kou Kuaiguai was not easy to get drunk, probably because he drank a lot and was a little sleepy, so she pulled the quilt to cover Kou Kuaiguai, because she couldn't see the light, she wasn't even sure if it was dawn or it was still night.

While covering the quilt, her hand touched something soft, so she touched it a little more, and then her face burned again.

Kou Guaiguai seemed to have just taken a shower, and she was completely naked, especially at this moment when she suddenly turned around and wrapped Chen Yi in her arms quite habitually, letting Chen Yi rest on her shoulder.

Chen Yi's hand was naturally pushed against her chest because of his precautions. Chen Yi felt that his whole body was infected with a dry drug, which made her swallow her saliva unconsciously, and her hands were a little disobedient. Repeat similar actions.

"Call me Kou."

Chen Yi realized that Kou Guaiguai might not be fully asleep, and probably said the same thing to every woman in the bed, she began to calm down, and the dryness on her body gradually disappeared, except for some strange wetness underneath. .

After helping Kou cover the quilt obediently, Chen Yi got up gently, went down to the attic lightly, turned on the light in the bathroom, found the watch and checked the time, it was three o'clock in the morning.

But the dizziness is not gone, and there is no discomfort in the body.

Chen Yi found his own clothes and changed, and saw that the stew pot was keeping warm, so he found a bowl, filled it with soup, and drank a bowl like Kou obediently told him.Then she cleaned up the kitchen, found her car keys, went to the attic again, squatted beside the bed and said obediently to Kou, "I'll go back first, thank you for the soup."

Kou Guaiguai probably really fell asleep and didn't answer her.

Even after leaving Kou Guaiguai's room, Chen Yi still felt that there was still some kind of strange soft memory in her palm, which made her whole thoughts a little messy.

Why do I feel suddenly nervous, my heartbeat can't be controlled, and I feel flustered and even feel lost.She shook her hands, but fortunately, the early morning wind was very cold, which helped her disperse some of her embarrassment, and her doubts gradually decreased: "It's just that this kind of situation rarely happens. It's inevitable that I can't control my mental state for the first time. "

Chen Yi didn't go home, and drove directly towards the hospital. Although Chen Changdong promised to help her ask for leave again, she didn't want to let go of the patient at hand for too long, and compared to the bad things in the past two days, she hoped that she could put her mind on it. Put it on work to divert attention.

To pass the time, she wandered around the block, and when she arrived at the neighborhood where Shisan lived, she turned in with a sudden thought, and just wandered around at that time.

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