Self-illness

Thirteen slowly retracted into the bed and hid himself.

Kou obediently let her do all this, powerless, even if Shisan closed her eyes, she was not sure if she was really asleep.

"I plan to take her back today."

Kou obediently noticed that Chen Yi's complexion was not very good: "Are you sick too?"

Chen Yi shook his head, his head hurting heavily: "I have already taken the medicine, there is no major problem."

Octopus touched Chen Yi's hand: "You are very hot."

Chen Yi ignored it and asked Kou Guaiguai, "Where are you taking Shisan?"

"I rented a house for her, where she has been living for the past two years."

Kou obediently flipped through Shisan's bag, which contained a bunch of keys, a pack of tissues, and a gray leather wallet with a few small notes in it, but no card: "Every time she has a big emotional change, , just stay in the room until the next day, she will forget all the previous things, and only remember the things that make her happy."

Chen Yi rubbed his temples, trying to keep himself awake: "Why didn't you live with her."

If they live together, it is impossible for Xu Mi and Kou Guaiguai not to have met Shisan.

"Things that are too familiar can easily be associated with her memory, causing her doubts and bad emotions."

The nurse came over with the injection: "This is a sedative, are you sure you want to inject it now?"

It is estimated that this medicine came after Chen Changdong negotiated with the hospital.

Kou obediently shook his head at the nurse, then glanced at Chen Yi: "Can I use your car later?"

Chen nodded.

Kou obediently tried to talk to Shisan who was curled up under the quilt: "San Shisan, shall we get out of here?"

Shisan didn't move, Kou obediently pulled down the quilt a little, the light penetrated Shisan's hair and broke into her eyelids, making her eyelashes tremble constantly.

"I'll take you where you want to go."

Chen Yi put away the injection according to Kou obediently's wishes, and packed it up.

Kou obediently supported Shisan to sit up. Thirteen slowly opened her eyes and put on her shoes under the guidance of Kou obediently, and walked out slowly. Look at the ceiling, or the floor, all lifeless objects.

Octopus wanted to keep up with Chen Yi's car, but Kou obediently called out: "You ask Xu Mi to take you home first."

Hearing what Kou said obediently, Xu Mi walked over from behind and grabbed Octopus's shoulder: "Little sister, sister will take you to play."

"Let me drive and give her an injection first."

Kou obediently asked Chen to take out the injection, and then asked Chen Yi with a little worry: "You know how to give injections, right?"

Although Chen Yi was not feeling well, he was still amused by her appearance and smiled helplessly.

Thirteen didn't have much rejection of the injection, but frowned because of the pain when the needle went in.Chen Yi soon felt like he had been given an injection, and couldn't help wanting to doze off: "You drive."

Kou obediently saw that Shisan quickly closed his eyes before he let out a long breath: "Thank you for your hard work."

Chen Yi woke up again and found that he was alone in the car. The car was parked under the shade of a tree in the neighborhood, and it was an unfamiliar neighborhood. The headache didn't ease much.

She got out of the car and found that she was in an old-fashioned community. The buildings in the community were very old, and the exterior walls were all gray and white, which had a sense of age.

She turned around and searched around, and finally confirmed that her initial intuition was correct. Someone was staring at her—a woman on the balcony opposite the car was waving at her.

Because of the fever, the distance, and the fact that the other party was facing the light, Chen couldn't see the specific appearance of the other party, but he saw that she seemed to be holding a glass of red wine in her hand.

She doesn't know this woman.

But soon she got to know each other.

Because the woman who was just on the second floor appeared in the corridor across the road and slowly moved towards her.She is sitting in an electric wheelchair and smiling as she moves towards her.

The natural reaction made Chen Yi couldn't help but look at the woman's legs a few more times. The legs covered by the blanket only showed a pair of feet wearing flat-heeled light-colored leather shoes: "You are Chen Yi, Dr. Chen."

Chen Yi didn't hide his surprise: "Do I know you?"

"Of course I don't know each other, but I know that Dr. Chen is a rare young talent in the industry. I have read your articles in some reports." The woman smiled and stretched out her hand: "I am Qian Yan. I am very glad to meet you face to face."

"Hello."

Chen Yi stretched out his hand, held the translucent fingers of the other party, and said coolly, "Nice to meet you, too."

"I'm giving piano lessons to the students at the piano store in front. If you have a chance, we can come out and sit down together. Leave a phone call." Qian Yan took out a note paper and pen from the pouch of the wheelchair and handed it to Chen Yi.

Chen Yi wrote down his phone number, and handed the pen and paper back to Qian Yan: "Then you are Shisan's colleague."

"Just met, just not familiar."

Qian Yan checked the time and said goodbye to Chen: "I'm going to class, see you later."

Chen Yi smiled, and couldn't help admiring the wheelchair full of intelligent operations: "See you later, this wheelchair is pretty good."

"I think so too." Qian Yan controlled the wheelchair and slid away on the driveway with fallen leaves all over the place, her hair blowing gently in the wind.

Turning around, Chen Yi saw Kou Guaiguai, she was holding a garbage bag in her hand, and a weak smile appeared on her pale face: "Are you okay, it seems that you have a serious burn."

"Fortunately."

"I'll take you back." Kou obediently ran to the opposite side and threw the trash into the trash bin, then trotted back, but kept looking upstairs.

Chen Yi saw that she didn't quite understand her anxiety: "Why don't you stay with her?"

"This is the best for her. I tried to accompany her, but the effect was even worse. I probably belong to the part of the memory she wants to forget."

Kou obediently opened the car door and motioned for Chen Yi to get in the car: "I'll accompany you to the hospital to get water."

Chen Yi didn't object. Although she didn't like injections, she couldn't bear her own weakness: "Why didn't you think about sending her for treatment."

"She was in the hospital."

Kou Kuaiguai didn't seem to want to mention it: "It's bad."

Who's to say the hospital is any better.

Chen Yi forced a smile and closed her eyes again. The high fever made her so exhausted that she couldn't even remember how she walked into the hospital. He fell asleep with his head resting on the hospital bed.

The nurse came to help her dial the needle: "Take a good rest, the fever will subside soon."

Chen Yi didn't move, just watched Kou Kuaiguai's expression change when he saw it quietly, guessing what kind of dream she was having.

In the past two years, she had to pretend to be Shisan in her heart every day, but she didn't dare to participate too much in Shisan's life.

Chen Yi imagined Kou obediently hiding downstairs on the thirteenth floor every day, watching the upstairs turn off the lights, and then sneaking to the door of the thirteenth to make sure that the people inside were asleep, and maybe the next day he would secretly watch the thirteenth floor. Did she go out normally, smile normally, go round and round like this, unable to love, that feeling also caused her pain.

Kou Kuaiguai's brows suddenly tightened, and then opened. The first time he was alert to the surrounding environment, he relaxed and rubbed his eyes after seeing Chen Yi: "Look at me, I fell asleep all of a sudden."

"It's okay, you should have a good rest."

Chen Yi felt that his headache was better: "Go home, I don't like staying in the hospital very much."

Kou obediently proposed: "Why don't you go to my place? It's getting late now. You can go home tomorrow. It's quite far away."

"It's okay, I'll take you back and then go home." Chen Yi is not used to staying outside, thinking that he should be able to stay home.

"It's not safe for you to drive in this state. If you insist on going back, I'll help you drive, and then I can live with Xu Mi." Kou obediently saw that Chen Yi was still dizzy when he stood up, and he was not at ease at all.

"That's so troublesome. Is your home far from here?"

"It's closer."

Chen Yi still decided: "Then let's go to your place."

Looking at the scenery on the road, Chen Yi felt a little familiar: "You live quite close to Shisan."

"It's easy to take care of."

Chen Yi said: "Do you think it's hard work?"

"You only have one life, if you want to do what you want to do, hard work may be inevitable, but you have to do it." Kou Kuaiguai didn't have much expression on his face.

"Thirteen and Tang Xia, to you, are they the same person?" At the age of 17, Tang Xia disappeared, so would Kou Kuaiguai's feelings for Shisan and Tang Xia be different?Chen Yi discovered that he had started to suffer from occupational diseases again, and he would enter the state of asking questions after chatting a few words.

"Do you think I can see her as two people?"

Kou obediently stopped the car: "I know it's her. Whether she remembers me or not, I know it's her, no matter what state she is in."

Chen Yi was speechless. From the doctor's point of view, when they talk to patients, each personality will have its own name. Two personalities are equivalent to two people. Doctors need to talk and communicate with them in different tones.

And Kou is obedient from the perspective of a lover, she doesn't care what the person she loves will become, she just loves her strongly, and she must guard her no matter what.

"Here we are, get out of the car." Kou Guaiguai quickly calmed down, "I don't love Shisan."

She seemed to want to deliberately emphasize something, but finally frowned and gave up.

Chen got out of the car, and followed Kou obediently to the alley.

After turning several turns, I stopped in front of a silver stainless steel door. There are small unsealed gutters around the house. Although it is not very messy, there will always be some scattered garbage, because I don’t usually walk around , Chen Yi only felt terrible about the environment in front of him: "Do you live on the first floor?"

"This is the one." Kou obediently opened the stainless steel door in front of him and let Chen Yi enter.

Compared with the outside environment, the room should look clean and warm.

The furnishings are also very monotonous, a black guitar case, the largest piece of furniture should be the swivel chair, a table, and several shelves of books nailed to the wall.

Because of the first floor, a small loft is separated above, with beds and wardrobes: "It's very small."

"It's enough to live alone."

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