Self-illness

As soon as Chen entered the door, he saw Chen Changdong, who was sitting in the living room staring at him, looking at the clock on the wall. It was past ten o'clock: "It's getting late, why don't you take a rest."

Chen Changdong put down the book in his hands, took off his glasses, rubbed his eyes, got up and poured a glass of water: "Now wash up and go to bed, have you sent the boy somewhere?"

"Oh, no." Chen Yi took off his coat and was a little surprised to see the cup that Chen Changdong suddenly handed over. I won't be going back today."

"So, she still has friends here?" Chen Changdong looked thoughtful: "Female friends?"

"Well, yes, the kind of relationship that is more ambiguous." Compared to asking Kou Guaiguai himself, Chen Yi suddenly realized that Chen Changdong might know more: "You seem to know Kou Guaiguai very well."

Chen Changdong was originally going to go back to his room to sleep, but when he heard Chen Yi's sudden question, he stopped, holding the glasses cloth in his hand and kept rubbing the lenses: "Well, she was very rebellious when she was young, and she had a lot of contacts, and later she became more rebellious. familiar."

"The materials you gave me are all made by yourself." No wonder the records are all important things, but even the diary is also there, Chen Yi still doesn't understand: "Why did you pass it on to me later?"

Chen Changdong moved slightly on the spot, his body trembling slightly: "I'm too old to be busy, and I don't want to just give up halfway. It's a pity that there are so many materials, so I will show you and understand. You don't have to She's a patient."

You don't have to treat her like a patient.Chen Changdong reminded himself many times this time, but Chen Yi didn't understand the meaning: "Then what should I take her for?"

"Just make more friends. Although she seems to have a chaotic personality, she is actually very simple and insightful. You should also learn to make more friends, otherwise the rest of your life will be so long, it will be very hard."

Chen Changdong just stood there looking at Chen Yi, with sighs in his eyes, the love of his elders, and exhaustion. Chen Yi couldn't help but choked up when he saw his blood relatives who had been indifferent to him for so many years standing in isolation like this: "Did you feel hard all these years?"

Chen Changdong smiled slightly, the fine lines under the eyes were wrinkled together, but they were not ugly at all, but more cute: "I have had you by my side for so many years, so it's not hard work."

Hearing this and seeing his father's smile, Chen Yi couldn't help but stop talking, but tears rolled down his face: "This is not at all like what you would say..."

"I used to be too career-minded. Didn't it mean that the older you are, the younger your mental age will be, haha." Chen Changdong was cheerful and a little embarrassed: "I'm probably back to the age of falling in love now, so the same as the previous life If your lover speaks, it will inevitably be a little too hypocritical."

"Then your emotional intelligence back then was not bad." Chen Yi wiped away tears: "Alright, let's take a shower and go to sleep."

Before Chen Changdong closed the door, he still said something that made Chen Yi cry: "Before, Dad was too serious, it was Dad's fault. I'm sorry."

Hearing the sound of the door belt closing, Chen Yi's tears flowed without limit, she rushed into the room and let herself cry.

Until today, she could truly understand what it means to be a father, and only then did she understand what it means to be an adulterer. She only hated why she and her father couldn't compromise earlier and not pretend to be indifferent.

Crying and crying, Chen Yi fell asleep.

She saw herself and her former father when she was a child.

"Students will go to the amusement park on weekends." It is rare for him to have time to eat at the same table with his father at home. Chen expressed his wish: "Dad, when can we go to the amusement park."

Chen Changdong flipped through the newspaper in his hand, drank tea, and finally turned his head to look at Chen Yi, his daughter: "I don't have time, so don't always think about playing, read more books."

"But."

"eat first."

"I want to go."

Chen Changdong didn't answer, he took the newspaper and went into his study.

The little girl kept crying and crying in the room. The aunt who was doing housekeeping saw her crying and asked her, "Why are you crying so sad?"

"My dad never took me to play, never took me to play in the park. I don't want such a dad."

The housekeeper said: "Your father is a doctor. Doctors are amazing. He has to see many people every day, so he is very busy. You have to forgive him."

"Then if I become his patient, she will talk to me a lot?"

The little girl's words made the housekeeper dumbfounded: "But if you become a doctor like your father, maybe you can go to and from get off work together every day, and he will talk to you."

From then on, Chen Yi decided to become a doctor like his father.

But dreams are always dreams.

Chen Yi turned over and woke up. It was twelve o'clock in the blink of an eye. She went directly to the bathroom to wash up as usual, and came out in about 10 minutes according to her usual habit.

It's just that when I came out this time, I felt that something was wrong. I was wearing shorts on my lower body, and a white bath towel was half wrapped around my shoulders. It was still the same as before, and I was about to go straight to bed and fell asleep.Chen Yi blinked her eyes. Sometimes she believed that short-term hallucinations were normal.

But when he came back to his senses, the two people on the bed laughed together.

What Xu Mi said first: "You have a good figure, so confident, you didn't shout."

"He specializes in the study of psychological knowledge, so he won't be so easily frightened by us." Kou obediently smiled, but both of them focused on Chen Yi's naked body.

It's just that I couldn't believe it, so I didn't react, and now it's unnecessary, Chen took a bath towel from his shoulders and wrapped it around: "Why are you here?"

"I wanted to call you to greet you, but I didn't answer the phone, so we came by ourselves. Old Chen opened the door. He said that your bed is big enough for three people." Kou obediently rolled his eyes again Xu Mi: "Her house has not been tidied up at all. Not only is there no bed, but there is not even a cotton wool to live in."

"I was planning to go back to sleep, but the car ran out of gas and couldn't go far." Xu Mi took out a cigarette and pointed at Chen Yi: "Smoking?"

"Smoke outside on the balcony." Chen Yi in the car could barely bear it, but he absolutely couldn't bear it in his room. Chen Yi expressed his resistance: "Don't flick the cigarette ash outside, the effect will be bad."

Xu Mi really wanted to smoke a cigarette, so he shrugged his shoulders, lit the cigarette first, took a puff, wrapped it in his mouth, bowed to the two of them, and left the room.

Kou Guaiguai was gloating, but he didn't go over to look at Chen Yi's figure under the towel: "It will be really dangerous if you push her away and leave me here."

Chen Yi didn't take this joke seriously: "You guys sleep in my room, and I sleep on the sofa in the living room."

Kou obediently noticed Chen Yi's unhappiness, and apologized a little: "Hey, you are not angry, are you? At worst, we will sleep in the living room."

"Not angry, not used to sleeping with other people."

"Try it, it's fun. I like to sleep with someone. It's warm, safe, and happy." Kou Guaiguai also specifically pointed out: "It's happiness, not sexual happiness."

Chen Yi found a long T-shirt, and he didn't hesitate, took off the bath towel and showed his bare back in front of Kou Kuaiguai's eyes: "I'm not interested in this kind of happiness."

"You really are, don't you feel embarrassed to take off your clothes in front of others?" Kouaiguai felt playful.

Chen Yi had already put on the T-shirt, and turned around: "I have no feelings for you, or any psychological thoughts, so taking off my clothes in front of you will not have any effect on my emotions .”

"Then would you do that in front of a man?"

"The reason why women are shy in front of men is due to instinct and long-term upbringing. But isn't your woman?"

"That's it." Kou stuck out his tongue obediently: "It's different if you have more knowledge."

Chen Yi took out a quilt, and sure enough, he went to the living room.

Xu Mi, who was on the balcony of the living room, came in and asked, "Who wants to sleep in the living room?"

"I."

"That's not fun, let's sleep together, we can chat or something."

Chen Yi looked at the clock on the wall again: "It's too late to chat with the time."

Xu Mi persisted: "I found that sleeping can quickly enhance the relationship between people. Do you have any research on this in psychology?"

"Because a person's heart is completely defenseless when sleeping, he chooses to trust you if he wants to sleep peacefully next to you. Trust is a very important element in interpersonal communication. And sex will be born in a state of mutual trust. Cooperative relationship, and produces a form of enjoyment, so both sex and co-sleeping are conducive to enhancing the relationship between two people."

Chen Yiwo lay on a sofa that was several times smaller than the bed, feeling that his whole body was bound except for his big head, and at this point, the biological clock also began to protest: "I'm going to sleep."

Xu Mi was immersed in Chen Yi's words just now, repeating from time to time: □□ will produce a cooperative relationship in a state of mutual trust, and produce a form of enjoyment.

"What about the one-night stand?"

Chen Yi turned over: "I don't know."

"There must be something about this, please tell me." Xu Mi pulled the corner of the quilt unwillingly, confirming that Chen Yi really didn't want to pay attention to her, she got up: "Okay, you have to tell me next time."

Kou's obedient voice came from the room: "Doctor Chen.

Dr. Chen, do you have any extra towels or bath towels? I want to take a shower too. "

Out of the instinct of being the host, Chen Yi reluctantly lifted the quilt almost angrily, found hair stickers and toiletries, and put them in the bathroom: "If you have any problems, you can solve them yourself, don't call me."

"I'm angry about waking up."

Kou obediently made a face at Xu Mi: "You don't want to mess with others anymore."

"Am I such an uninterested person?"

"You always have been."

Chen Yi threw himself into the sofa and continued to sleep, feeling a little resentful towards Chen Changdong, but he was fine, sleeping warmly by himself, and let two nondescript women come in to torture him.

Looking around, you can see the sky outside the balcony, a round of early winter moon hangs lonely in the clouds, Chen Yi dozes his eyes and murmurs, Good night, world.