Self-illness

There was a sudden noise from the glass wall. Chen Yi stood up and looked over. Lin Qing, who was sitting upright just now, was restrained by several thick female nurses and pressed against the chair.

"Can you understand the words?"

"Go to hell."

"If you can understand, just give me the food." From the uniform, it can be seen that it is the head nurse. Chen Yi frowned, seeing that no one from the other doctors interfered with this matter, she did not move either.

But Xu Mi next to him seemed to know more than Chen Yi: "Oh, she must be refusing to eat, so I forced her to eat."

Meals in the temporary observation area were all in the family area before, and he had never eaten with patients. As a doctor, Chen Yi also encountered this kind of coercive behavior for the first time: "Does this happen often?"

"I have not been here for a long time, but patients are not allowed to mess with leftovers. Some newcomers don't know the gauge and this will happen."

But it won't work for Lin Qing at all.

"Do you want to dial it?" The head nurse's threat was still in progress, Chen Yijin looked at several bluish marks on Lin Qing's face, and said in a blunt tone, "For people who are suicidal, you just It will aggravate her condition, take her to the 3rd consulting room, I will pass there in a while."

Turning around, Chen Yi saw the messy dinner plate on the table, and emphasized in a more emphatic tone: "I also ordered a new meal, and brought it to the consulting room together."

"Which doctor are you?"

The head nurse is a short-haired woman in her thirties, with bluish-gray tattoos and raised eyebrows, her face glowing with oil, she is very tall, a head taller than Chen Yi, obviously seeing that Chen Yi is thin and awkward, her tone is smug It smells like a local snake.

"I'm Chen Yi. I just transferred to the female ward. Please take care of me in the future."

After walking out of the dining area and hearing Xu Mi's voice behind him, Chen Yicai remembered apologetically that he had left without saying hello.

"Well, can I stand next to you and watch how you treat patients?"

Out of apology, Chen Yi turned around and replied, "No, this is strictly prohibited."

"Then how can I not be banned?"

"This is absolutely not allowed." Chen Yi's emotions were a little affected, but Xu Mi asked questions in circles.

"I won't say it."

"That's not allowed." Chen Yi's patience had reached its limit: "I'm sorry, I have to go to work."

Xu Mi was still a little unwilling, and shouted behind Chen Yi: "Maybe you can tell me the story next time."

Chen Yi waved his hand, indicating that there was nothing to discuss.

Chen Yixian went to the file office to inquire about Lin Qing's situation. She just transferred here today and has not yet assigned a doctor in charge. She automatically signed her name in the column of the doctor in charge, made a registration and took away the documents.

There was only one nurse at the door of consulting room 3, and she looked petite, with a timid look on her face. Chen Yi asked her, "How is the patient's mood?"

"It's...well."

The little nurse opened the door, and the situation in front of her made Chen Yi annoyed again, she definitely bound Lin Qing up so exaggeratedly on purpose.

Lin Qing who was sitting on the chair was almost completely wrapped by the rope.

Chen slapped the file bag on the table next to him, with a sullen face, and asked the little nurse to find the head nurse, and she asked her to untie the rope by herself.

But the little nurse went back and forth for a long time, and then said timidly: "It's time to change shifts, and they can't be called when they are resting."

It seems that it is really worthy of the name.

Chen Yi looked at the nurse's small appearance, and was too embarrassed to let her do it: "Forget it, you go out and close the door, I will call you if something happens."

Although she didn't eat, Lin Qing was sober. Apart from being sober, she was also very sensitive: "You're angry."

"A little."

"why?"

"What do you think?"

Chen Yi squatted in front of Lin Qing, and it took him a long time to find out the end of the rope, and slowly helped him unwind it.

Apart from being sober, Lin Qing didn't have much strength in her body anymore, her tone was soft: "Because someone else is playing with you."

"You guessed it right." Chen Yi looked at Lin Qing's drowsy eyes, and nodded in praise: "Do you feel better after taking off the rope?"

"not good."

"How does it feel?"

"Tie me up for a while and I'll die. You ghosts in white clothes always drag me back to hell." Lin Qingruan sat on the chair, her hands were still tied to the armrest due to the rules of treatment .

Fortunately, the dinner tray was delivered as required. Chen Yiduan took the dinner tray and sat in front of Lin Qing, trying to keep her awake: "Yes, this is our mutual mission. You are responsible for creating my career, and I, Responsible for preventing you from disappearing from this hell, you understand the reason, anyway, they will inject you with nutrient solution and perfuse food if you don’t eat. Think about it, wouldn’t it be better to eat yourself?”

"I know your name is Chen Yi." Lin Qing still opened his eyes: "Li Nuowen likes you. You don't like him, why?"

"The world likes you, but you don't like him, why?"

"It's not the same." Lin Qing obviously hasn't thought about this question carefully. She has a very strong thirst for knowledge, and she must find the answer before she can give up. She tilted her head and thought about it, feeling dizzy and powerless. : "I'll eat a little and think about it later."

Although she didn't eat much, this state was ideal. Chen Yi looked at Lin Qing who had fallen asleep due to fatigue and hunger. The dense and eye-catching cut marks on her arms showed her desire to die.

Chen Yi picked up the file and wrote in the blank space:

On December 2013, [-], the patient refused to eat. The treatment plan: the patient has a strong thirst for knowledge, and asking questions about it can improve the patient's survival needs.

It's just that if she thinks of the answer, or misinterprets the meaning of the question, it will be another round of suicide.

Chen Yi told the little nurse on duty at the door: "Someone will take her into the ward later, let her rest well in the past two days, and she should be willing to eat for the time being."

"Then do you still need to get injections and take medicine on time?"

"No need for now." Chen Yi hated those needles and medicines, except for sedation and making the patient lose the awareness of self-mediation, they had almost no practical effect on the disease.But eating on time and getting injections every day has become the daily routine of every mental hospital.

It seems that meeting Xu Mi is not necessarily a happy thing. As soon as it was time to get off work, Chen Yi saw Xu Mi appearing at the door of the office wearing an exaggerated knitted blouse, and even greeted the indifferent He Shuping: "He Hello doctor."

He Shuping must have never imagined that the well-dressed man in front of him was a kitchen employee. Seeing that it was Chen Yi's friend, she silently said hello and left.

"Is there something wrong?" Chen Yi himself wanted to stay and look at the patient information and related cases at hand, and when he saw Xu Mi coming in, he put it away first.

"Aren't you off work? Let's go together. Where do you live?"

"It's quite far from where you live." Chen Yi remembered that Xu Mi lived near an underground bar. Compared with the distance by car, he couldn't get along the way: "You should have left work long ago."

"Just to wait for you. I want to know how Lin Qing is doing?" Xu Mi looked back and forth in front of the filing cabinet in the office, like a curious child, Chen Yi felt that he could still behave like this at such an age. It is relatively rare among normal people.

"It's okay, we have dinner."

"how did you do that?"

"Just persuade her and tell her to eat well." Chen Yi got a headache from being asked. Asking questions is her daily job, and now she is even more unaccustomed to being asked.

"Can I chat with Lin Qing, or other patients?" Xu Mi finally said her purpose.

Chen Yi shook his head: "Why do you have this idea?"

"Because of curiosity, I felt that the things in their heads were very special yesterday, but I didn't have a chance to learn more." Xu Mi sighed a little after speaking: "There are so many regulations, if this continues, I will consider volunteering Yes. This way you will have more contact with patients, right?"

Thinking of Xu Mi's current state of holding a rope to tie up a sick patient, Chen Yi couldn't think anymore: "Forget it, curiosity is curiosity, don't go too far. The rules of the Essence Hospital are very strict. , especially the confidentiality of patients is the top priority."

"Then you, a doctor, tell me more about how you treat diseases?"

Chen Yi decided to leave work like this: "Don't ask, these are things that cannot be disclosed."

"Then I saw that some people would specialize in reporting some special cases, what should I say?" Xu Mi still didn't give up.

"You need a press card, and you need permission from the dean, and you may be able to follow up and report on some special cases in the name of interviews, but in fact, normal deans will not approve such things. "

"why?"

"Anyway, I haven't seen it before." Probably the effect of the treatment is not significant, Xu Mi still has no intention of leaving, and still follows behind Chen Yi: "Let's have a meal together."

"No, I'll go home and eat."

"Doctor Chen, shall I see a doctor on your account?"

Crazy, the Xu Mi I met before was not like this at all, although Xu Mi needed to see a doctor, but Chen Yi really didn't dare to take such a patient, she just took it as a joke and stepped on the gas pedal towards home.

While on the way, she began to think about what Li Nuowen mentioned today.

Why would Chen Changdong ask Li Nuowen to pick up Kou's obedient mother for no reason? Even if it is a family member of a patient, it is not possible to say that they are friends, but his father basically stays at school. Other familiar friends, Chen Yi would also know some, but he had never heard of someone surnamed Kou.

Thinking along the way, Chen Yi found that he had indeed been following Kou obediently a little lately.

With that in mind, she began to count the time, to see when she could meet Kou Kuaiguai, but before she got downstairs, she saw the two people she had been talking about talking and laughing at the elevator door from a distance, And it seems that they have been acquainted for a long time. From the perspective of others, they are more like father and daughter. Apart from doubts, Chen Yi is also a little jealous. Chen Changdong has rarely been so naturally happy with her.