Self-illness

Kou Guaiguai, female, 23 years old.

After finishing the work at hand, Chen Yi took out the thick documents. I don't know where his father got them, but they were more than double the thickness of ordinary patients.

At the age of seven, he lives in his grandmother's house. He loves to laugh and speaks loudly.Below the description is a printed black and white photo of a short-haired girl carrying a schoolbag and wearing a red scarf.He was held by an old woman in her 50s.

Even the photo is attached, it seems that Kou's obedient parents still have ulterior motives.

She lost her teeth at the age of eight, and loves to eat sweets. She has had her teeth picked three times, but she still loves to grin.

Even facing the camera, the little girl unabashedly showed a standard smile without front teeth.Almost every year of growth will have a photo.

At the age of nine, he became good friends with Tang Xia, a girl who was two years older on the opposite floor.

The one in the photo is Kuaiguai who is smiling happily with new teeth growing out.The other girl should be Tang Xiaxia, her eyes were just looking at the camera quietly, there was no expression on her face, no anger at her age, and no timidity, just quiet.It was probably because of the black and white photos, or maybe it was an occupational disease. Chen subconsciously decided that this was a child with a mental disorder.

At the age of ten, he smashed the head of a boy in the same community with a big rock, the reason is unknown.Fortunately, it was not life-threatening, but it still caused the other party's forehead to be disfigured, and he was suspended from school for half a year.But she herself has no regrets.

In the photo, Kou obediently wore her long, soft and soft hair as she should have at her age, making faces at the camera.

11 years old, disappeared for three days and three nights.While begging for food on the side of the road, he was found by the police and sent back, accompanied by 13-year-old Tang Xiaxia.The reason is unknown.

In the photo, two thin women were wearing military overcoats, their faces were unkempt, and their expressions coincided with the previous group photo.Kou obediently laughed like a trademark, Tang Xia's silence.

At the age of 12, my grandmother died.Kou obediently didn't even show up for the funeral, lived in Tang Xiaxia's house for more than a month, and was forcibly taken away by her parents.

Kou in this photo is not smiling obediently, she is sitting in the corridor, holding a fur in her hand, looking at the camera with empty eyes.

"Doctor Chen, it's time."

"Huh?" Chen Yi looked up at the wall clock on the wall, put down the documents in his hand, and responded to the nurse at the door: "Okay, let's go."

I almost forgot the business, but fortunately a nurse reminded me.Chen Yi touched his pocket and hurried out the door of the duty room after confirming that they were all there.

The nurse who called her in the duty room before was already waiting in front of the ward: "There is no response yet."

"Are you sedated?"

"It's been played, and I took enough sleeping pills before going to bed."

Just as Chen Yi opened the door and was about to go in, he noticed something strange: "Why are you the only one?"

"I'm the only one on duty today. A Tao got married and asked for a few days off, so I can't make it to the shift." The nurse suddenly realized: "Oh, I'll find someone to help."

"It's too late." Chen Yi slowly opened his eyes in the ward, and strode forward, yelling at the nurse, "Pay attention to tying his hands."

The patient began to make a gurgling sound from his throat, and tried to turn over slowly. Under the influence of the medicine, every movement of him seemed extremely difficult, but it was obvious that he was slowly becoming more comfortable with the increase of movements.

Chen Yi took out the pocket watch that was always in his pocket, put it in front of the patient, and said softly: "I know you are a wolf, you are the messenger of the moon, you must wake up in the middle of the night. You will howl at midnight. To wake up the sleeping messenger, in order to summon the destroyer of light. The moon is watching you, please be sure to look carefully in front of you."

Tap, tap, tap, tap, tap, tap...

As the swing of the pocket watch deepened, the patient's eyes began to slacken, but after only a moment, they began to tighten again, and the veins on his neck burst out suddenly.

"Don't let him move around." Chen Yi tried his best to keep the pocket watch swinging at the established rhythm.

Tap, tap, tap, tap, tap...

"Wow!" The patient let out the first wolf howl, and Chen Yi was a little flustered: "Is there any problem with the amount of sedative?"

"same as before."

This patient didn't know where the strength came from. Even an increased dose of sedatives couldn't prevent him from waking up and howling wolves in the middle of the night. If there was no human intervention to stop him, the patients in the entire hospital would be howled out of symptoms by him.

The hands that had been cut back by the nurse just broke free with a little effort, and the patient avoided the pocket watch and squatted on the bed like a wolf, his eyes were wide open, the whites of his eyes were bloodshot, and his teeth were bared.

"Don't let him run out, you go and call someone." Chen Yi pushed the helpless nurse beside him, and at the same time stepped back slowly.But just a slight movement also attracted the attention of the patient on the bed. His nails dug into the bed board and pierced two big holes in the cotton pad.As soon as the nurse walked out of the door, Chen put one hand on the doorknob and was about to close the door quickly, but the patient rushed to the door faster than him, broke the iron door with bloody hands, and at the same time bit his neck on it. Chen Yi's wrist.

Heartbreaking pain came from his arm, Chen Yi tried to pull his hand out, but was bitten to death.

In a hurry, he will throw out the pocket watch.

Tap, tap, tap, tap, tap...

"The sky is opening its eyes, the dark clouds have dissipated, the dynasty of the moon has dissipated, you have finished your mission, you will sink into the darkness, waiting to be called again."

The patient's teeth were still biting his wrist tightly, but just like this, his eyes were more focused on the pocket watch in front of him, and soon he lost his energy, and the strength between his teeth gradually loosened, and finally he fell softly on the door. superior.

When several nurses rushed over, they only saw Chen Yi's wrist was covered in blood and blood.

"Put him to bed and rest." Chen Yi gritted his teeth, suppressing the pain in his heart: "Next time, remember to tie up the patient in advance."

After walking a few steps, he found that blood was dripping on the ground. Chen Yihao lifted up a corner of his white coat and wrapped it around his wrist.

When I went back to the duty room, I checked that it was past one o'clock. I found gauze and medicine and ran through the water, revealing a row of hideous tooth marks, and blood continued to ooze from the alveolar marks.Chen Yi took a deep breath. If he had called out forcefully at that time, the whole piece of meat would probably have been bitten off forcefully.

Fortunately, he is still left-handed, so he doesn't need to ask others to help wrap the wound. Chen Yi just wrapped it up here.The nurse came in a hurry: "Doctor Chen, are you okay?"

"fine."

"This time it was my negligence. A Tao used to do these things. I didn't get used to it all of a sudden. I'm hurting you. I'm really sorry."

"It's also because I overestimated my Cui Mian's ability too much. I should have tied him up right away. Take it as a lesson and just pay attention next time." To be honest, two people can tie up the patient together, but At that time, the plan was quick, and I wanted to do it all at once. I did not do any precautionary work and went to Cui Mian. Instead, I reaped the consequences.

"Yeah, I must be more careful in the future. I'm really sorry that I hurt you." The nurse was full of guilt, and confirmed that Chen Yi was sure of it again and again before leaving.

Checking the time again, thinking that he would have to stay here for several more hours, Chen Yi took out Kou Kuaiguai's information and continued to scroll down.

At the age of 13, after transferring to another school, Kouaiguai lost contact with Tang Xiaxia, started to make new friends, and began to blame her parents for losing Tang Xiaxia.

In the photo, Kou Kuaiguai's eyes began to show a lot of personal colors, and she also began to have a lot of girlish side. Her brows were opened to look handsome and bright, but there was a little smile on her lips.On the white T-shirt should be the numbers that I have graffitied with a black pen.

At the age of 14, he defied the teacher openly, had no discipline, missed half of the class in a semester, and was expelled from the school.

The girl in the photo has dyed white hair, holds a cigarette in her hand, and sticks her tongue out at the camera.

At the age of 15, she got into a fight with someone and was stabbed three times in the abdomen. After waking up, she said, I want to go to high school, a key high school.

Kou in the photo has short, shoulder-length black hair. If she wasn't lying on the hospital bed, it would be hard to associate her with a fight.

Chen Yi smiled, isn't this very good, sweet and obedient girls insist on being associated with those messy negative words all day long.

In the summer of 16 years old, he took the senior high school entrance examination and was admitted to a key high school in the city.

Kou in the photo is not alone, beside her stands the grown up Tang Xia Tian.Chen Yi could tell at a glance that she was Tang Xiaxia. Her hair was long to her waist, her face became softer and quieter, but her eyes were still misty. It could be seen that Kou was obediently happy.

In the winter of 17 years old, Kou obediently said that she lost Tang Xiaxia.

Kou obediently sat on the back seat of a bicycle smoking a cigarette, her hair was down to her shoulders, and snow was falling all over her body.

The photos are well taken and professional.Chen Yi was suddenly curious about who the person who took the photo was. These words seemed to be written by the person who took the photo. They didn't explain too much or blame Kou for being obedient, but simply and truly recorded the girl's growth.

In the spring of 20 years old, Kou, who had been missing for three years, obediently returned to her family with a guitar on her back.There's nothing good outside, she said.

Kou in this photo is wearing a pure white long T-shirt. She has no hairstyle to speak of. She has shaved her head, holds a guitar in one hand, and a cigarette in the other. There is a little more willingness in her eyebrows and eyes.

At the age of 21, Kou Guaiguai began to have more and more girlfriends.

It can be seen that this photo is a selfie. In the camera, Kou Kuaiguai's hair has grown to reach her ears, and she has been styled into a very handsome three to seven point retro suit. She is wearing a shirt, leaning over and kissing another woman's plump bosom chest.

There will be no more in the future.That is to say, since the age of 22, no one has taken pictures of Kou Kuaiguai.The information below is all about Kou Kuaiguai's bad records in various schools. Chen Yi raised his left hand and rubbed his eyes, the stretching of the muscles caused a heart-piercing pain from the wound.

Do you really like women?Turning around and seeing the photo of the 21-year-old again, the ambiguity between the two made people have infinite reverie.

However, Chen Yi looked at the ticking clock on the wall and frowned. Why did Kou guaiguai lose her love in winter when she was 17 years old?

The author has something to say:

This article will involve some psychiatric symptoms and pathologies, all of which are subject matter compilations and have no reference value. Do not substitute yourself. If there are any similarities, it is purely for writing needs.